good morning black belly husband

Chapter 551 His Diary (2 More)
The door opened slowly in front of him, and the appearance of the bedroom, little by little, through the door that gradually opened, more and more appeared in front of his eyes.

When it was fully opened, Gu Nian stood at the door, stunned.

Everything in the bedroom has not changed from three years ago.

The bed was still covered with the bed that she and Chu Zhaoyang bought together in the mall.

At the beginning, she deliberately chose childish cartoon patterns for pranks, which did not match Chu Zhaoyang's temperament.

She still remembered that when she picked this set, the corners of Chu Zhaoyang's mouth twitched.

But even though she felt naive, she still indulged her and bought it.

Unexpectedly, after three years, it has faded, but he is still using it.

Thinking of him being such a cold person, covered with a cartoon-patterned quilt alone.

The picture couldn't be looked at directly.

When Gu Nian walked in, there was a closet in front of him.

I didn't have any other thoughts, I just pulled it away to take a look at random.

In the end, he was stunned.

Not only were Chu Zhaoyang's clothes hung inside, but hers as well.

It was all the clothes she didn't take with her when she left in a hurry.

Even, it is the clothes of this season.

Gu Nian remembered that when she left, it was not this season.

Their clothes lay side by side, as if she had never left.

Gu Nian closed the closet door and sat casually beside the bed.

There was an electronic photo frame on the bedside table, in which the few photos of her and Chu Zhaoyang were changing in a cycle.

There is a desk calendar next to it.

Gu Nian is a little strange, Chu Zhaoyang never uses a desk calendar, but always uses a computer and mobile phone to record things.

She picked up the desk calendar. This month was clean and there was no mark on it.

Gu Nian turned forward and saw a day, which was circled with a pen.

Below it was written in short and beautiful small characters: Gu Nian came back.

Only then did Gu Nian notice the date, and after a calculation, it was indeed the day she came back.

Her hands trembled a little, her fingers pinched the edge of the calendar tightly, and with a little force, her fingertips turned white, almost approaching the white of the calendar paper.

Her fingertips trembled, and she continued to flip forward.

He found that every day before she came back, he circled the date with a pen.

He was counting the days until she came back.

Day by day, I don't know what kind of mood he is using, counting the days on the calendar, not missing a single day.

This desk calendar is only for this year, and the previous few years are probably gone.

Just this year's book alone, the front has been densely marked.

You idiot, why do you have to live such a difficult life!
Gu Nian's eyes hurt a little, and his heart was even more stuffy.

She put down the calendar, opened the drawer of the bedside table, and found a black leather notebook inside.

Gu Nian blinked, this was when she was there before, not there.

She couldn't help being curious, and took out the notebook.

I don't know what Chu Zhaoyang recorded in it, but Gu Nian didn't know whether he should read it or not.

However, Chu Zhaoyang never hides anything from her. No matter how important something is, he can put it directly in front of her eyes and let her see it without any scruples.

Gu Nian couldn't help the curiosity in his heart, so he opened the notebook.

The title page was blank, with nothing on it.

She continued to turn back, and finally saw Chu Zhaoyang's notes on the sixth page.

It turned out to be a diary.

Chu Zhaoyang's handwriting is right in front of his eyes, strong and powerful, piercing through the back of the paper, just like him, showing calmness and hiding sharpness.

5 month 16 day.

Gu Nian didn't come back.

At night, I heard a voice outside the door, I dropped my notebook and rushed to the door.

Open the door, but can't see her.

She still hasn't come back.

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5 month 17 day.

Gu Nian didn't come back, and I didn't find her either.

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Gu Nian scrolled down page by page.

6 month 20 day.

Gu Nian didn't come back.Now I have searched all over the country, but there is still no clue about Gu Nian.Starting next month, I will be looking abroad.

……

7 month 21 day.

Gu Nian didn't come back.

Gu Nian, where are you now?
If you are sad and don't want to be with me, at least let me know you are okay, okay?
It's my fault, I didn't protect you well, if you blame me, come back and blame me, beat me and scold me to vent my anger, okay?
……

8 month 11 day.

Gu Nian didn't come back, I was useless, and I haven't found her yet.

If I can find Gu Nian, I am willing to exchange everything I have, anything is fine, as long as I find her.

I am afraid that she will be bullied when she is out alone.

……

9 month 30 day.

Gu Nian still didn't come back.

I passed by a tableware store, and the tableware in it was Gu Nian's favorite style, so I bought a lot of them back, hoping that Gu Nian would like them.

She will like it when she sees it when she comes back.

……

11 month 2 day.

Gu Nian is still not here today, I can't even pretend that she is.

The fragrance of her hair has long since disappeared from the pillow, and the fragrance of her body has also disappeared from the quilt.

Usually, she likes to take a nap with a pillow made according to curry. On the pillow, the fragrance of her body is the strongest, but now it is gone.

……

11 month 3 day.

Since Gu Nian moved here, Curry never jumped on the bed again.

(End of this chapter)