good morning black belly husband

Chapter 552 Bringing the little guy to live here (3 more)
But after Gu Nian left, Curry never jumped up.

Gu Nian, do you know?
It now sleeps at the foot of your bed every night, as if waiting for you to come back.

Nian Nian, Curry and I are waiting for your return.

……

12 month 5 day.

Nian Nian, when are you coming back?
Do you really ignore me?

Come back and take care of me, without you, what do you want me to do?
I started having nightmares again and couldn't sleep every day.

Not just the nightmare of being kidnapped before, but also dreaming that you are getting farther and farther away from me. Every night I dream that you leave me and never come back.Gradually, I can't even see your face clearly.

So, I dare not sleep anymore.

I'm afraid that if the dream is being done, it will become a reality.

……

1 month 29 day.

Gu Nian has not come back yet.

Nian Nian, I miss you so much.

If you don't come back, my life will be like this.

Nian Nian, I, Chu Zhaoyang, have only you in my life, and you are the only wife.

If you don't come back, that position will be vacant.

All my life, I am alone.

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Gu Nian kept scrolling down.

Every day, it records how Chu Zhaoyang lived when she was not around, records that she has not returned, and records his process of searching for her.

From these simple words, she saw his loneliness and suffering.

I don't know what mood he is in every day to write these words.

Gu Nian's nose was sore, and he endured the soreness in his eyes.

Until, it turned to the day when she came back to Yucheng.

Chu Zhaoyang's handwriting became messy and unsteady, as if it was written in a car.

The father-in-law said that Gu Nian is back, she's back!
I'm on my way to the airport now, Gu Nian, wait for me.

His hands were shaking, so the handwriting was crooked like a tadpole's tail.

At the end of the last "I", the paper seems to have been soaked in water and is a little wrinkled.

And the word "I" is also smudged.

Gu Nian touched the wrinkled circle the size of the pulp of his finger, it must be that he was crying.

Tears fell on it, blurring the handwriting and crumpling the paper.

A tear dripped from Gu Nian's eyes and landed on the paper, right next to where Chu Zhaoyang dripped it earlier.

The places where the two tears fell are side by side, just like him and her.

The door of the room was gently opened again, and Chu Zhaoyang had already finished his work in the study and came back.

Seeing Gu Nian crying, Chu Zhaoyang immediately strode forward: "What's wrong?"

He had a sullen face, but he couldn't see Gu Nian crying.

Holding Gu Nian's face, bent over, his face was very close to her, and his breath hit her face lightly and hotly.

With his fingers, he carefully wiped the tears off her face.

Looking down, he saw the black leather notebook on Gu Nian's lap.

"You look at this and cry?" Chu Zhaoyang saw that there were still freshly wet tears on the page.

Gu Nian sniffed and said, "I was curious, so I opened it and looked."

She raised her head and looked at him pitifully with teary eyes, like a child, careful not to be blamed by him.

This pitiful little appearance made Chu Zhaoyang dumbfounded and helpless.

"I don't blame you, what are you afraid of?" Chu Zhaoyang laughed and took the notebook away from her hand.

Sitting next to Gu Nian, he pulled her into his arms and let her sit on his lap.

"Is there anything I can't show you?" Chu Zhaoyang hugged her in his arms, hugging her limp body, feeling extremely satisfied.

Bowing his head, he kissed her on the forehead and said, "Even the company's secrets, I'll show you as soon as I tell you. This diary is nothing. You and I are so nervous, it makes me feel very uncomfortable."

"I just think it's your private mood." Gu Nian held her in his arms meekly and tightly, "However, I also think that there is nothing you don't want me to see anyway, so I opened it to read. "

"That's right." Chu Zhaoyang bent his eyes slightly, very happy that Gu Nian knew this.

"Look at this, I'm not unhappy, I'm unhappy because you were sad to see it." Chu Zhaoyang lowered his head and rubbed lightly on the tip of her nose.

"But how can I not be sad?" Gu Nian arched his forehead into Chu Zhaoyang's arms, pressing against his heart.

It seemed that he could still feel his heartbeat.

"Especially, when I saw you waiting for me at home, and when I heard a voice at the door, I thought it was me." Gu Nian's eyes were sore, and unconsciously, his arms tightened he.

This man is so good that it makes people feel distressed.

Obviously in the past three years, he suffered no less than her.

Some people suffer from their flesh and blood.

Some people's suffering is psychological.

In her opinion, the psychological suffering is even more serious.

There are medicines that can cure the bitterness on the skin and flesh.

But psychological suffering can only be redeemed by oneself.

She left so willfully back then, but he never blamed her, instead he kept blaming himself for not protecting her well.

But in fact, she can't always let him protect her, can she?

Don't be a burden to him.

She had to learn to protect herself, and also, to protect him.

Chu Zhaoyang gently patted Gu Nian's back to calm her down, and said, "I write this diary just because I am the only one. I don't know who to talk to, so I just write Do it on paper."

In Chu Zhaoyang's arms, Gu Nian almost said that he brought the little guy to live here and never separated again.

(End of this chapter)