good morning black belly husband

Chapter 847 The former self is really ridiculous
His whole body was trembling, his fists were clenched and loosened, and then clenched again.

Looking at Ming Yutong's pale and fragile appearance, he finally took a step forward, and his steps were as heavy as a thousand pieces of gold.

He walked to the bed and saw Ming Yutong, who was unconscious at the moment, stretched his hand tremblingly, and finally stopped beside Ming Yutong's pale face.

His fingers trembled violently, and finally touched her face lightly.

Her skin was cold, pale and delicate.

Until now, Fu Yinxiu can't forget the way Ming Yutong was in his arms just now, with blood on his chest.

I will probably never forget it for the rest of my life.

"I'm sorry." Fu Yinxiu said softly, with deep sobs, "Yutong, I'm sorry. It's me...it's my bastard. You wake up quickly, then beat me, scold me, and even kill me. I'm sorry... ..."

But Ming Yutong couldn't even hear her now, she just lay there quietly without any reaction.

Her hands were also cold, Fu Yinxiu thought of what Ming Yu said just now, Ming Yutong's body was extremely cold, and he was recuperating slowly by drinking traditional Chinese medicine, and he still hasn't recovered until now.

Why didn't he notice before that her hands were so cold?

Yes, when we met before, he was busy mocking her, torturing her, embarrassing her, busy hating her, and didn't care if she was well or not, and how could he notice her cold hands?
My previous self was really ridiculous.

The more I think about it, the more ridiculous it becomes.

With such a hideous appearance, he has no face to see Ming Yutong again.

In the past, what face did he use to put the trumped-up charges on her?

And every time, Ming Yutong saw such a ridiculous him, what did he think?

"I'm sorry..." Fu Yinxiu held her hand and kept apologizing.

At this time, besides sorry, he really didn't know what else to say.

"Boom! Boom! Boom!"

There was a knock on the door of the ward, Fu Yinxiu turned his head slightly, and said with red eyes, "Come in."

A gently opened the door and came in, walked to Fu Yinxiu's side, "Master, I got the diary."

As he spoke, he presented a beige leather-bound notebook with both hands.

Fu Yinxiu looked over and recognized at a glance that this was the book he saw beside Ming Yutong's pillow in the middle of the night.

At that time, he almost picked it up and looked at it.

Because Ming Yutong moved in his sleep, he felt guilty and immediately withdrew his hand, so he couldn't get the diary.

At this moment, Fu Yinxiu took the diary from A.

I can't help thinking, if at that time, he insisted on getting the diary and reading it, wouldn't these things happen later.

Ming Yutong wouldn't get hurt, he wouldn't take advantage of his pride by refusing to show up when she needed help, which made her almost die.

Thinking of this, Fu Yinxiu was terrified, and he is still flustered to this day.

Life and death are only in an instant, and if one is bad, it will not be the result as it is now. He didn't even have the chance to apologize to Ming Yutong, beg her to forgive, and beg her to beat him up.

Fu Yinxiu turned his head to look at Ming Yutong. Fu Yinxiu never regretted anything.

But with her, he regretted it time and again.

Regret for not being able to see this diary earlier, regret for hurting her again and again, regret for not directly helping her to deal with Jia Shenli and his son, regret for hurting her.

Thick remorse filled his whole body, and there was a sense of depression all over his body.

Jiayi quietly backed out without disturbing her again.

Fu Yinxiu took the diary and sat down beside the bed.

He held Ming Yutong's hand in one hand and the diary in the other, opened the cover of the diary, and then flipped through the pages one by one, and finally turned to the page where Ming Yutong started to record.

January 1, snow.

Went to see the detective today, I went with high hopes and came back disappointed.

There was no news about Fu Xiu. The detective said that he even asked his connections to check many files, but there was no such person as Fu Xiu.

I don't understand, even if he doesn't like me anymore and wants to end this relationship, why can't he explain it to me face to face?
I always thought that he was not such a coward, no matter what, he could face it directly.

But this time, he never showed his face, and only let me be thrown out of the hospital.

I don't understand why, even if there is no reason to break up, as long as he tells me in person, I won't bother.

But why, when I just gave birth, I was thrown into the rain like trash.

What a coincidence, when I was thrown into the rain, I happened to see a family member of a patient coming out to throw garbage. It was really the same.

I want to find him, to find my son.

I don't know how his parents will tell my son that I abandoned him?Say I'm dead?That I'm not a good woman, not a good mother?

I don't need my son to know that these are all lies, I just want to find him, take care of him, know him well, and not let him become a child without a mother.

I want to find Fu Xiu, I don't pester him, I don't ask him to get back together.

I just want to know the reason, and I want to tell him that there is nothing wrong with breaking up, and I won't pester him, but I want to make it clear in person.

I also want to tell him that I am not rubbish, and I don't need to discard it in such a disgusting way.

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September 1, rain.

It was raining and my joints were hurting and my head was hurting.

I went to the street today to wander around randomly, without purpose.

Because I can't find the purpose, I don't know where Fu Xiu is, maybe he will appear somewhere, so it just so happens that I met him again?

Because we met at the beginning, it was just so coincidental.

Today is day [-] of giving birth to my baby and I don't know his name, if he is healthy, if he is still in the hospital or has been taken home.

(End of this chapter)