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Chapter 849 Yutong, Don't Want Me

But they don't know, I don't want to get married, and I will never find another man in my life.

Fu Xiu left, and that man also took my love away.

I hate him for being so heartless, but I love him too.

The ending of my memories with him was too painful, but the process...was too sweet.

I would like to remember those good things, and those are too good, so good that I can no longer fall in love with other men.

He is my first love, and probably the only man in my life.

I hate him, but I really love him too.

Why should I invest in new relationships when I can no longer be a mother and can't find my children?
I'm tired and don't want or want to love anymore.

Love is too tiring, I can't bear it.

Maybe no one will believe me when I say it. I am only 24 years old, but psychologically I am like a dying person who has gone through vicissitudes. I am too tired, too tired.

……

It was sunny on March 7.

He refused to give up before speaking, and asked someone to inquire about a very famous old Chinese doctor, and took me to see it.

What old Chinese doctors say is similar to Western medicine.

It's just that he still left us two points of hope, saying that if we take good care of ourselves, we may one day be able to take care of our bodies.

I know that old Chinese medicine practitioners just give us hope.

Only two points of hope, in my opinion, is actually equal to zero.

The old Chinese doctor only said that there is hope, but he didn't say how long it would take to recuperate, didn't he?
But Yuqian was very happy, and he never gave up.

I couldn't bear to let him down, so I took the medicine according to the prescription prescribed by the old Chinese medicine doctor, avoided food, and paid attention to all aspects.

The medicine is really bitter, I have to drink it every morning and evening, every time I want to vomit after drinking it, but I have to endure it, I can't spit out the medicine I just took.

……

September 9, overcast.

I can't hold on anymore, it's too difficult.

But before speaking, he told me that the child is still waiting for me, and he also needs a healthy mother.

Yes, for the sake of the child, I will persist.

Before speaking, he has been helping me find news about Fu Xiu and the baby.

But for a long time, there is no news at all.

Baby... where is he?
I don't know if he is good, I don't know... how did Fu Xiu and his family tell the baby about me.

Baby, mommy misses you very much.

……

Fu Yinxiu finally turned to the recent diary, and the sky outside the window also began to shine, changing from black to smoky blue with mist.

His eyes were also bloodshot, and there were tears on almost every page of the diary in his hand.

Some were his, and some were left by Ming Yutong when he wrote them down.

Fu Yinxiu looked up and saw that Ming Yutong hadn't woken up yet.

He stretched out his hand to touch her forehead again, but it didn't feel hot, and then glanced at the machine next to her, everything was normal.

He had done this series of actions countless times during the night, and he was very proficient.

After confirming that Ming Yutong was fine, the doctor said that as long as there were no accidents within 24 hours, she would be stable and there was no need to worry.

Fu Yinxiu calculated the time, and it will be soon.

He kept holding Ming Yutong's hand with his left hand, lowered his head and continued to read the diary.

Turning over to a new page, I found that on this page, a word was faintly blurred, and there was an obvious circle at that place, which was more wrinkled than other places.

At that time, Ming Yutong had already cried.

Writing a diary and crying, how sad and sad should it be?
Fu Yinxiu saw a line on this page: So he lied to me, Fu Xiu, Fu Yinxiu, hehe, he even lied to me about his name.

Fu Yinxiu's eyes hurt so badly that he couldn't read the contents of the diary anymore.

Because he knew how many goddamn things he had done, he didn't dare to read what she said about him in the diary.

He closed the diary and stopped reading it.

Grabbing Ming Yutong's hand gently with both hands, he put her hand on his forehead, tears fell down one by one.

"I'm sorry, Yutong, I'm sorry." Fu Yinxiu cried softly, "I'm sorry, I love you."

"Wake up, please, wake up quickly. I will listen to what you say, and I can do anything you ask me to do. I will do whatever you want, and I will never lose my temper with you again. I won't make you angry. , do not bully you. I will hold you, pamper you, I will give you the best. Don’t let anyone bully you, you will return all the harm I have done to you, even if a gun shoots through me Chest."

"I just beg you... just don't let me leave you, don't drive me out of your world." Fu Yinxiu never knew that he would shed so many tears.

Drop by drop kept falling, and it all fell on the bed sheet, wet a big piece.

He held Ming Yutong's hand, pressed it against his forehead, and kissed her a few times from time to time.

"Yutong, I'm a bastard, I'm just a bastard! I know I'm not good enough for you, I've never been good enough for you, but...but I still love you and can't live without you." Fu Yinxiu cried, "You Just take pity on me, don't want me."

"Please……"

"Yutong, I love you, I love you, I love you..."

He's a jerk, he's a jerk!

Fu Yinxiu suddenly slapped himself across the face, "Bastard!"

Fu Yinxiu just looked at Ming Yutong without blinking, fearing that he would lose her in the blink of an eye.

His eyes were bloodshot, extremely dry, and even painful, but he didn't seem to notice.

It was getting brighter outside when there was a knock on the door.

Then, the door opened, and Ming Yuqian walked in.

(End of this chapter)