about love

Chapter 55 Trust
Since the night of the dance, Ning Fei has not taken the initiative to find Zhou Shi.The two occasionally meet on the road, and Zhou Shi usually greets them warmly, pretending to be very happy.Ning Fei always looked at her quietly, keeping silent, nodding at most, with lingering melancholy in his brows.The teenager, more silent than before, did not speak all day long.Although she was a little embarrassed, seeing that he didn't seem to care anymore, she thought that this matter was finally over.

Christmas is over, and soon it will be New Years.The weather is cold, but there is still no snow, and the air is dry, as if no amount of water is enough.The sun is very good, shining brightly on the body, the wind is still blowing, the long hair is flying, and it is very uncomfortable to rub on the face.It was another winter, and the hair on her forehead covered her eyes.The day before New Year's Day, I unexpectedly received a call from Ning Fei, who said in a calm tone that he wanted to see her.But that kind of calm made her very uneasy, so she quickly found an excuse to refuse.

She spent the next day in the library killing time.Someone she knew saw her and said in surprise: "Zhou Shi, you are here, people outside are looking for you like crazy!" Zhou Shi was startled, and quickly asked who was looking for her.The man shook his head: "I don't know. Anyway, I met several people asking where you are and looking for you everywhere. I don't know what happened." Zhou Shi hurried out, took out his bag from the locker, and took out his mobile phone to have a look. More than 20 missed calls, including Ning Fei and other students.

She thought about it, and called Lu Dan first.Lu Dan yelled, "Where have you been? You didn't answer the phone!" She hurriedly asked what was going on.Lu Dan said: "Ning Fei has been looking for you all day, and has called me several times to ask me where you have been. I don't know what's urgent. Come back quickly. He is still waiting downstairs. It's cold. Oh my god, it hurts me to see it, how windy it is outside!"

Zhou Shi ran back to the dormitory in a hurry, and saw him leaning on the tree trunk with his hands in his pockets from a long distance away. He was neither wearing a hat nor a scarf. of.She repeatedly reprimanded: "Why stand outside! If you want to wait, go in and wait!" Pulling him into the living room, she asked him if he was cold.

He shook his head and let her push him to sit down.Behind him is the radiator, and the air is dry and warm.Zhou Shi bit her lips and looked at him, and said softly: "I still said it's not cold, my face is like ice." She felt distressed and helpless, and asked, "Do you have anything to do with me?"She explained again: "I was in the library all the time, and I didn't put my phone on me. I didn't know you were looking for me until someone told me."

He nodded: "It's something." Zhou Shi pondered for a while and asked what was the matter.He looked at her and said word by word: "Zhou Shi, I miss you a lot." His voice was low, with a slight tremor, which was uncontrollable fear and longing.The fear is because of her, and the desire is also her.He has always been very sober and rational. He knows that she has someone she likes and is going to get married, but he still can't control himself.He didn't even dare to ask for it.

Zhou Shi patted him on the shoulder: "Ning Fei, don't do this, you are just infatuated with me for a while, and it will be fine after a while. Don't affect your life and delay your study because of this. This is the last thing I want to see. I want you to be happy, laughing loudly, like a normal child. It's a pity I can't do that, and I'm really sorry for causing you so much pain. Because of this, I feel uneasy." Looking at him, genuinely His emotions: "Ning Fei, I have been very worried about you." His eyes were full of worry, worried that he was young and impulsive and prone to extremes.

He looked into her clear eyes, his face was not so pale, and he said in a low voice, "It's my fault for worrying you, but I'm a little happy. Don't worry, I won't do anything to hurt myself. Before my parents I did it when I was divorced, but I felt stupid later, so I won’t do it again. I have to be good first, so I can continue to love you, right?” What he gave was all his sincerity.

Zhou is not touched, but she said: "I love you too, like a family member." Ning Fei felt slumped for a moment, recovered quickly, looked at her and said: "Okay, even if this is the case, I am satisfied." He I am most afraid that she will treat him as a stranger.He smiled and said: "New year, new day, new beginning, the day of universal celebration, we should also go out to celebrate, right? If what you said just now is not to coax me, let's go together." It's a bit forced.He made a big decision today.

Zhou Shi looked at him in embarrassment: "Ning Fei, I didn't lie to you this time, I really can't go. I have something to do at night, so I'm leaving soon." He was unmoved, he had heard this too many times excuse.Seeing that he didn't believe it, Zhou Shi sighed, "Wolf is coming, wolf is coming" too much, and said: "Tonight, I'm going to Wei Qing's house for dinner. Everyone will go, I can't be absent." On holidays, she would always go back to Wei's house for a light meal.

Ning Fei stood up, looked at her and said, "I'll wait for you in the studio until you come." Zhou was in a hurry: "Ning Fei, it's true, every year I go to his house for dinner. "He didn't speak, and didn't look at her anymore, he pushed open the door and left like that, outside was the biting cold wind, and thick clouds were pressing down gloomyly.

Zhou didn't know if he believed her explanation. After thinking about it, he sent him a text message, saying that she would not go back to school at night and could not go to the studio, and told him not to go either.

In the evening, Wei Qing came to pick her up and gave her a large bouquet of bright roses.Zhou Shi was overwhelmed with surprise, couldn't help kissing him, and asked with a smile, "Why do you want to send me flowers? Not on Valentine's Day!" He repeatedly praised the flowers for their beauty.Wei Qing smiled: "Why didn't you send it? It's all ordered, who told you to go to the bar! If I knew you like flowers so much, I should have sent them every day before, so I wouldn't have suffered so much." Zhou did it. He made a grimace: "Yeah, such a good idea, why didn't you think of it before? Aren't you good at pleasing girls?"

Wei Qing sighed: "I always thought you were different, but I don't know that you are also unavoidable—have I won Miss Xixi's favor now?" Zhou Shi pretended to be generous and said: "Here, here, take it. ’ and handed him a coin.Wei Qing smiled: "Your love is only worth one yuan?" Zhou Shi shook his head: "My heart doesn't need money, I give it all to you for free." He pressed his hand on his chest.

Wei Qing kissed her tenderly, like a gentleman.The two of them have been arguing a lot lately, and it hasn't been such a sweet and peaceful feeling for a long time.Zhou Shi suddenly said: "Wei Qing, sometimes I'm rude, but that's because I care too much, so you have to be nice to me." Wei Qing rubbed her nose and said, "Of course."

The two returned to Wei's house holding hands, and met Wei An who just came back at the door, and joked with a smile: "When did you become so nasty? Three-year-old children are playing house, and you still hold hands." Wei Qing is such a thick-skinned person, with a face It's all red, I'm really sorry.Zhou Shi quickly ran over, took Wei An's arm, and said flatteringly, "Brother isn't angry, is he?" Wei An laughed loudly, knocked her on the head and said, "You are the only one who is weird!"

Wei's mother came out with a smile: "I heard laughter before people came in, what is so happy?" Wei An smiled: "Ask Shishi." Wei's mother said with a smile: "Shishi, as soon as you come, everyone Happy." Wei An seemed to be in a good mood today, and joked again: "Wei Qing, hurry up and get married, and be careful of being abducted!" Zhou Shijiao said: "Brother, you bullied me! I want to tell my sister-in-law! "Speaking of Chen Liyun, Wei An's expression flickered: "She is busy recently, I don't know if she will come back today." Zhou Shi hurriedly said: "I will definitely come back, needless to say."

Chen Liyun didn't come back until dinner, and she couldn't get through the phone, and the adjutant beside her said she didn't know.Everyone's emotions were affected to some extent, Zhou Shi tried to tell interesting stories in the school, saying that in their art department, a certain classmate, who was halfway through his studies, suddenly lamented that he was a scholar who was useless, and a man should make contributions and gallop on the battlefield, so he threw himself into the army .The whole school was shocked. The art department had never produced such a man of courage. A meeting was held to send him off, and even the principal attended.

After hearing this, the old general Wei said: "This student has devoted himself to the army and served the country. He is worthy of praise. Any man should go to the army for a few years to hone his skills. Only after eating in the military camp can he be called a man Pointing at Wei Qing with chopsticks, he said, "I've always wanted to send him to the army for a few years—" Wei Qing hurriedly said, "Didn't I listen to you back then? I did the same thing when I was engaged in economic construction. Make contributions to the people of the motherland."

Wei's mother hurriedly changed the topic: "It happened so many years ago, what's the point of talking about it. Eat and eat—" When Wei An was studying in the military academy, every time he came back, his body was covered with bruises, and his body was bruised, and Wei's mother felt distressed. She burst into tears, and later refused to let Wei Qing go.Wei Qing was also very competitive. He was admitted to Tsinghua University and graduated with a master's degree in business administration. Naturally, he didn't have to go to the army to serve as a soldier.

Just after dinner, Chen Liyun came back and said repeatedly: "There is a traffic jam on the road, so I'm late." Wei An looked at her and asked, "You came back by yourself?" She drove in without seeing the adjutant.She nodded: "I let them go back." Zhou Shi hurriedly asked her if she had eaten and was going to the kitchen.She said: "I have eaten with the chief tonight, so don't be busy."

Zhou Shi made her a cup of tea, and she kept looking at Chen Liyun in military uniform with admiration, her heroic appearance and skill made Zhou Shi extremely envious.Especially after hearing that Chen Liyun's marksmanship pierces Yang with a hundred steps and every shot is flawless, he clings to her all day long, admiring and admiring her.Although Chen Liyun is strong and resolute, but being worshiped by her as a hero is actually very rewarding in her heart, and she is very kind to her.So the entire Wei family is the closest to Zhou Shi.

Everyone chatted a few words, it was still early, General Wei went out to find his old comrades in arms, Mother Wei's serial drama at [-] o'clock every night, nothing could be shaken.Zhou Shi has recently learned chess and is very interested in it. He insisted on dragging Chen Liyun to play chess because Wei Qing didn't bother to play with her.Although Chen Liyun is not a master, she is much better than Zhou, a rookie, and won easily.Moreover, her chess style is crisp and sharp, and she has no regrets.Zhou Shi made frequent mistakes and failed miserably.

Wei Qing felt ashamed watching from the sidelines, so he gesticulated: "Stupid, haven't you heard anyone say that you take one step and watch three steps? If you take this step, you should be generalized for the next step!" Zhou completely lost his mind and kept saying Ask: "Is that supposed to go here?" She was sweating profusely.Wei Qing knocked her on the head: "Are you going to go this way? Change your horse!" Chen Liyun didn't say anything, watching the two of them, you and I came up with random words.As a result, Zhou Shi, under Wei Qing's guidance, insisted on winning two rounds, and clapped his hands so dissatisfied.

Wei Qing raised his eyebrows: "This is called a husband and wife who are of the same heart, and its benefits can cut through gold." Zhou Shi hit him with a smile and scolded him for talking nonsense.Chen Liyun said angrily: "You two are victorious." Wei Qing said with a smile: "If you win, you win. It doesn't matter how you win when you start a war. Don't you always say that you will win regardless of everything? "Chen Liyun bluntly said that his words were unreasonable.Zhou Shi yelled: "Sister-in-law, kill him like a fool, and leave nothing behind." Wei Qing glared at her, "Hey - where did you turn your elbow! Who did I help just now?!"

Zhou Shi said with a smile: "I'll help my sister-in-law, hee hee—" Chen Liyun was dissatisfied and had nothing to do, so she set up another battle, facing each other across the river, and confronted each other on the battlefield.Wei An went downstairs, and when he heard the lively living room, he also stood aside and watched.Seeing that Zhou Shi and Wei Qing were whispering and discussing, while Chen Liyun was thinking hard, obviously at a disadvantage, and said angrily: "When the road is uneven, draw your sword to help. You bully the few by bullying the few. This is not what a hero does." Sit down next to him: "Don't go cannon, cross the river first, go straight to the opponent's base camp, encircle Wei and save Zhao."

Chen Liyun thought for a while, and sure enough, with Wei An's occasional reminder, she managed to win another round.Zhou Shi said nervously: "Brother is on the move, Mount Tai is overwhelming. Wei Qing, you boast all day long, don't embarrass me at the critical moment." Wei Qing rolled up his sleeves and went on stage: "Beautiful lady, please allow me to fight for you!" !" Kissed Zhou Shi's hand, gave a chivalrous salute, and sat down majestically and proudly.Zhou Shi is now focused on him wholeheartedly, saying: "You must win, if you lose, you will be punished when you come down."

Wei An listened to the conversation between the two of them, couldn't help laughing, pointed at Wei Qing and said, "I want to see how you get punished later." He looked confident, and even Chen Liyun couldn't help laughing, wanting to see Wei Qing's jokes, so Sitting on the sidelines watching chess.She was different from Zhou Shi, she just watched without saying a word.

Wei An was originally a talented general who was able to strategize and win a decisive victory thousands of miles away. Wei Qing was no match for him. After struggling for half an hour, he was defeated miserably.Chen Liyun said in a rare way: "You two were against one, and you were defeated in the end. It's a shame!" Zhou Shi sighed: "Ah—no way, who told the elder brother to feel sorry for his sister-in-law? He came out halfway, and a hero came to rescue him!" Beautiful!"

When she teased her like this, Wei An and Chen Liyun's faces were embarrassing.Seeing the opportunity, Zhou Shi hurriedly said: "Wei Qing, you come up, you have lost so badly, and you haven't settled accounts with you yet!" Wei Qing understood, followed her upstairs, and left the living room to them.

All of a sudden, he became quiet, not knowing what to say, and sat in a daze, feeling embarrassed.Chen Liyun still sat upright, but looked at the ground, as if feeling a little uneasy.After a while, I came to my senses and said something like sitting, pointing upstairs, and got up to leave.Wei An set up the chess pieces and said, "The night is long and the wind is bleak. If there is nothing else, let's play a game."

Chen Liyun turned her head and saw his indifferent eyes, only her own reflection in her eyes. For some reason, she suddenly remembered that when she was young, she saw him for the first time, and it seemed to be the same. At that time, she was still in the military academy, and everyone was younger than Zhou Shi now. He was still young, training all day long, falling all over his body, crying and laughing and playing.But in the blink of an eye, so many years have passed, and it seems like years have flown by.Just because of the former classmate friendship, there is no reason to refuse, so I nodded and said yes.

For the first time in more than ten years, the two sat together face to face in peace of mind.Moods have changed with age.The persistence of youth will gradually fade away with the passage of time.

Zhou Shi covered his mouth and snickered when he saw it upstairs, and said with emotion: "If only brother and sister-in-law could be this good, how wonderful it would be!" Wei Qing nodded: "You can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, and you have to take your time in everything." Come." The gap between them cannot be disintegrated overnight.Sure enough, after playing chess, the two went back to their rooms.Not long after, Chen Liyun changed her clothes and left.Afterwards, Wei An received an emergency call, rushed to the office immediately, and took a special plane to the west that night.

Zhou Shi was still shy, afraid that Wei's father and Wei's mother would laugh at him, so he insisted on sleeping in the guest room alone.Wei Qing had no choice but to say, "Then I'll sleep in the guest room too." Zhou Shi pushed him anxiously: "Hurry up, hurry up, it's not right, it's embarrassing for parents to see you." "Wei Qing said viciously: "You think my mother doesn't know?" His mother has become a genius, and she still can't see a clue!

Zhou Shi blushed and was extremely embarrassed: "Oh, what are you talking about! If you don't leave, I will drive you away!" Because of her mother's education, she always wanted to keep her first night until her wedding night, but her morality was still shallow, and she was sent to the wedding by Wei Wei. Qing, the old Montenegrin demon, was tricked into exercising her husband's rights in advance.She has been brooding over this matter.

Wei Qing put her arms around her and smiled, and said ruffiantly: "My mother asked when we were getting married during the National Day, just the time we came to our house—" Zhou Shi's face turned red in an instant .That time when Wei Qing was touching her, Mother Wei came to ask if she had found the item, and pushed the door open to get it herself.Zhou Shi's neckline has been pulled to his shoulders, and his heart is about to jump out.Fortunately, Wei Qing was alert, quickly covered her with a quilt, and said: "Mom, I'm looking for you, and you won't knock when you come in." Wei's mother is also good, without frowning, and without changing her face, she said: " Oh—you just look for it like this, then look for it slowly.”

At that time, Zhou really wanted to fall down and never have to get up.

The two were laughing and joking, Zhou Shi was yawning and fell asleep.Wei Qing kissed her and had no choice but to leave.Before going to bed, I received a call: "Ning Fei? It's so late, what's the matter?" Ning Fei said inarticulately, "Why didn't you come? It's only for one night. Is it really that difficult?" Zhou Shiman The drowsiness in his body disappeared: "Have you been drinking? Why are you drinking?" He drank so much that he couldn't speak smoothly!
Ning Fei was a little confused, hiccupping his wine and said, "Why didn't you come? Why not? It's good to just come and talk to me—many years ago today, I was the same person, when my mother left me I left, I never came back! I just don't want to be alone, just one night -oh- "The vague voice seemed to cry.He suppressed hard and kept silent, but there were always times when he collapsed.If you don't break out in silence, you will perish in silence.

Ning Fei has always been sane, doing what he wants to do sensibly, and even watching himself sink sensibly.But sometimes the heartache makes me suffocate, such as this moment.

Zhou was flustered, she even sent him a text message telling him that she would not go, but he still insisted.It's midnight, how long has he been waiting?You haven't been in the studio since the afternoon, have you?Quickly asked: "Where are you now? Outside?" He shook his head: "No, the studio——I said, if you don't come, I will wait forever!"

Zhou Shi put on his clothes in a hurry: "You just wait there, I'll be right there, okay? Promise me, don't drink, I don't like the way you look drunk." Ning Fei didn't answer, and hung up Telephone.

She quickly woke up Wei Qing: "Take me back to school." Wei Qing hugged her and fell on the bed: "It's the middle of the night, I'm cold and sleepy, why go back to school? Even if something happens, it's not your turn Worry. Come on, your husband's fiery body is just a stove for you..."

Zhou was in a hurry: "Wei Qing, get up quickly. If you don't take me there, I will go by myself. Ning Fei called just now. Hearing the voice, he drank a lot. Something is wrong. Don't worry about anything." Wei Hearing this, Qing quickly got up, frowned and said, "Why is he calling you at this time? Has he ever called you before?" Every day like this, it's okay!

Zhou Shi pulled him out and explained indiscriminately: "It's weird that he came to me for a day today. You know, we haven't spoken for a long time. He said that it's a new year, a new beginning, and he wants to invite me Going out to celebrate, of course I didn’t agree, and besides, he would come to my house for dinner. Then he said he would wait for me in the studio, see you soon——I made it clear that I wouldn’t go. I didn’t expect———” She Sighed.

Wei Qing started the car, frowning, this child is really persistent, and now he has reached the point of paranoia.If this entanglement continues, endlessly, when will it end?He was suddenly upset, don't underestimate persistence, isn't everyone saying that nothing is difficult in the world, as long as there is a heart?As long as you are sincere, gold and stone are open, and Zhou Shi is just an individual!What's more, this Ning Fei not only has a heart, but also is too young, coupled with infatuation, is really his biggest threat.

Zhou was speechless all the way because of worry.Unable to wait for the car to stop, he opened the car door, looked at Wei Qing and said, "I think it's better for me to go alone, I'm afraid he'll see you—he's too excited." Wei Qing didn't speak for a long time, and nodded: " Well, go ahead, I believe in you."

Zhou Shi didn't even say hello, and ran into the main building of the art department, his figure quickly disappeared in the darkness.

Wei Qing opened the car door and came out, the cold air rushed towards him, he didn't feel cold, instead he took a deep breath to calm the restlessness in his heart.Wan Lai is silent, only the sound of boundless wind is around, the darkness is like a lurking beast, which will counterattack at any time, which is terrifying.He sighed, lit a cigarette and smoked silently.Looking up inadvertently, a waning moon hangs coldly in the air, vague and depressed, making people shiver.

The moon is bending over Kyushu, and some families are happy and some are sad.

(End of this chapter)