I loved you so deeply

Chapter 12
Pang Zheng raised his eyebrows, picked up the clothes, and threw them aside, and the room became quiet again.

Gu Jin changed her clothes in the bathroom, dried her hair, and her heart gradually calmed down. The grievances that had been suppressed for an entire afternoon dissipated after all the fuss just now.In fact, she had a lot of things she wanted to say to Pang Zheng, after all, this was the beginning of their marriage, and Gu Jin didn't want to spend every day in such awkward bickering with him.She tried in vain to let Pang Zheng understand herself better.

Facing the mirror, Gu Jin boldly called him: "Pang Zheng?"

There was silence in the room, Gu Jin thought he was listening, and came out of the bathroom, lowering his head: "It's not that I can't swim, I'm afraid of water."

She hesitated for a while, but still didn't dare to look up at him, as if she had made up her mind, Gu Jin decided to tell one of the most obscure and dark secrets in her life: "When I was a child living with my parents on the island, I really Swimming was pretty good, but then I saw my dad being fished out of the sea with my own eyes, and since then I can no longer swim, it can be regarded as... a psychological barrier."

Gu Jin plucked up the courage to speak out, hoping that Pang Zheng could understand her, she didn't need his sympathy, she just hoped that he could let go of her sudden tantrum today.

However, the room was still silent.

Pang Zheng went out again at some point, and was not in the house at all.

Gu Jin instantly felt that she was so stupid, and said these words with all her heart, but no one listened at all.Fortunately, before she could say the last sentence, Gu Jin secretly thanked herself for raising her head in time, and kept reassuring herself that it would be better if the side government was not around, and no one would laugh at her when she was stupid.

A waiter knocked at the door and came in to deliver dinner, Gu Jin plunged into the quilt like a shrinking turtle, never wanting to get up again.

Maybe it was in the middle of the night, Gu Jin only remembered that when he opened his eyes, Pang Zheng was already lying beside her.The bed was very big, and there was still a big gap between the two of them. Gu Jin was upset, and kicked him hard while he was fast asleep. Pang Zheng half-opened his eyes in a daze, and stretched out his hand to drag her into his arms. Hugging her tightly, she mumbled a sentence: "Stop making trouble."

Stop it.

It's like a couple who have been in love for many years. After they have endured big storms and quarreled countless times, he still regards her as the person he loves the most when he sleeps soundly at night.That unconscious murmur is more compromising than any amount of sweet words.

Gu Jin's ear was pressed against his chest, breathing lightly, yawning and thinking sleepily, and Pang Zheng, that's it.

It was the first time two people slept together in the same bed.

Including Gu Jin having a nightmare tonight, this is the second time.

Gu Jin gradually fell asleep, his rough fingers unconsciously caressed Gu Jin's soft lips, and suddenly felt a little guilty in his heart, living with her for so long, he had never noticed that she was so timid and afraid matter.

The next day was bright.

Pang Zheng came out of Gu Jin's bedroom, eyes bleary.

Gu Jin was making breakfast in the kitchen, and the omelet pan was splashing with oil, she held a shovel in one hand and turned it over from time to time, hiding far away.

Pang Zheng walked over, and there was only one egg in the pan: "Fry one for me too."

"If you want to eat it yourself, frying one is enough to kill you." Gu Jin used a shovel to get out the fried egg as if facing an enemy, with a very unfriendly tone.

Pang Zheng was not happy: "Anyway, I slept with you for a night last night, so you crossed the river and demolished the bridge so quickly, turned your face and refused to recognize anyone?"

He didn't even have a pillow, so he just lay at her feet all night, it's weird not to make people laugh out loud.Thinking of Pang Zheng's strange posture when he got up early, Gu Jin's heart warmed.

"I didn't let you stay with me. Could it be that you used to ask for breakfast from the person you slept with the night before when you woke up every morning? As a reward?"

Hey!Cooperating with her, is this treating herself as a companion to sleep with?

Waking up early in the morning would make him unhappy, so Pang Zheng gritted his teeth with hatred, and deliberately said bad words to Gu Jin: "The price of breakfast is too much, and it's usually someone else who pays me back, so I'm willing to talk about it. We two acquaintances It’s easy to handle, I’ll give you a discount yesterday, just forget about the money.”

He swished to the bathroom to wash his face and brush his teeth, Gu Jin puffed his mouth, and cracked an egg into the pot while it was still hot.

The two sat at both ends of the dining table to eat breakfast, and the atmosphere was quiet for a while, only the slight clashing of dishes and chopsticks.

"Are you learning to swim recently?"

"how do you know?"

The bathing suits are hanging in the bathroom. Do you think he is blind? Think he can't see?When he got up in the morning to wash his face and brush his teeth, he took a look at it. It is estimated that most of the back of the design is exposed outside.

"Where do you practice?"

"The gym behind the complex is the one you usually go to play." Gu Jin's voice quieted down, afraid that he would find out that he had taken his membership card to recharge.

He drank the milk in one gulp, frowned, and wiped his mouth: "Wait and come with me next time."

At 07:30 in the morning, the driver came to pick him up on time. He put on his coat and planned to go out: "Mom told her to go to her place for dinner on weekend nights. Remember to go directly after work."

Gu Jin nodded absently: "Okay."

When Pang Zheng walked to the door, he suddenly called Gu Jin.Gu Jin bit the bread: "What are you doing?"

He took something out of his jacket pocket and threw it towards Gu Jin through the air.Gu Jin grabbed it neatly and spread out her palm. It was a car key with four rings on it, the classic Audi logo.

"Yesterday, Qi Lin just brought it back from the 4S shop after repairing it. It was parked in the basement downstairs. Here it is for you."

Gu Jin lowered her head and said nothing, staring blankly at the car key.

Pang Zheng taunted her: "Do you really regret kicking it last time?"

Gu Jinteng blushed, and refused to give in: "It's because you don't want it after I kicked it?"

Get cheap and sell well.Gu Jin wanted to laugh but held back and pretended to be serious with him, just like a child.

Pang Zheng felt that he was in a particularly good mood: "It will snow in two days, and the bus will not be crowded. Mom has told me several times. When you are free, find a coach to practice with you on the road. There is insurance in the car." The company's phone number, remember to call in case of a car accident."

A dog cannot spit ivory out of its mouth.

"roll!"

Pang Zheng went downstairs with a sullen smile, leaving Gu Jin alone in the room.Unknowingly, the key in her palm was warmed by her.Regardless of whether he didn't want the car anymore or really wanted to give it to her, at least, Gu Jin felt that she might not be such an insignificant person to him.

He and she are slowly approaching the road of husband and wife.

Gu Jin found a good-tempered female coach with high skills and practiced with her for a few days, and was barely able to drive the car home from work after stumbling.Her brand-new car caused quite a stir in the company, and the entire customer department rumored that Gu Jin had found a rich and powerful next job and was about to change jobs.

Fu Anchang took the elevator up with her from the lower floor in the morning, and when passing by her car, he didn't forget to walk around from the beginning to the end and look carefully at it.

Yin Bailu was sitting in the driver's seat, stepping on the gas pedal fast and hard: "Don't tell me, the things of local tyrants are better than those of us ordinary people. It's really enjoyable."

This weekend, the two agreed to go shopping together.

Yin Bailu was so fierce that he managed to speed up at high speed in the urban area. Gu Jin clung to the handrail tightly: "There are traffic police ahead, you have already deducted four points this month!"

There was a red light ahead, Yin Bailu rushed past without thinking, Gu Jin screamed: "Yin Bailu!"

The speed of the car slowed down slowly, Yin Bailu sighed comfortably, and parked the car on the side of the road: "Look at how promising you are. The fine will also be paid by you, so what's the point of shouting."

Yin Bailu didn't talk as much as usual today, and his mood was very low. He didn't seem to have any thoughts on what to do. Gu Jin felt that something was wrong, so he asked her tentatively, "Who did you break up with again?"

Yin Bailu changed his face, Gu Jin quickly changed his words: "No, no, you didn't have your period this month?"

"You're just pregnant!" Yin Bailu was completely pissed off.

Gu Jin was tickled by her repeatedly begging for mercy: "Wrong, wrong, I won't dare again."

After a while, Gu Jin asked again: "Then tell me, what happened?"

After the two had such a fight, Yin Bailu's mood improved a lot. She leaned heavily on the seat and sighed: "My stepfather is in the hospital."

Gu Jin didn't bring it up in one breath, and almost choked: "At least we've been together for so many years, you should accumulate some virtue."

The stepfather Yin Bailu spoke of was the stepfather who had raised her for more than ten years, a mild-mannered intellectual.

Yin Bailu's biological father divorced her mother when she was two years old, and married again. Yin Bailu's mother took her to live a difficult life, so she had to be raised by her grandmother until Yin Bailu went to elementary school. When her grandmother died of a serious illness, Yin Bailu's mother took her away again.

When she got to her new home, Yin Bailu gradually understood that her mother had married a Chinese teacher in a key school as early as the year her parents divorced. The fact that my mother remarried.

Yin Bailu's stepfather is also divorced, and there is a daughter left by his ex-wife, who is one year older than Yin Bailu. After her mother remarried, in order to please the teacher's family, she was very kind to that girl. Therefore, Yin Bailu is more like a outsiders.This incident left a heavy shadow in Yin Bailu's heart, and it was also the reason why she had been wandering outside for so many years and refused to go home.

These things were all told by Yin Bailu to Gu Jin after the two met.

"What disease? Is it serious?"

"It was suspected to be a lung disease at the beginning of the investigation, but no treatment was effective. It was later transferred to the Naval General Hospital here and found out that it was the second stage of the tumor. The daily medical expenses are enough for my one month's salary."

The oncology department of the Naval General Hospital in City B is very good. Gu Jin once accompanied Pang Zheng's mother to have a medical examination there, and heard about it.

Yin Bailu is a very emotional person. Her mother has been a full-time wife at home since she married this person, so Yin Bailu's tuition expenses these years have been paid by her stepfather. Now that he is hospitalized, she naturally wants to pay for it. Powerful.

Gu Jin vaguely felt that Yin Bailu's financial situation was stretched: "Or, I still have..."

"I don't need you." Yin Bailu interrupted her, "It's not that far yet, and it's not a problem that money can solve, it's fate."

She wanted to be strong, Gu Jin wanted to comfort her: "What about your sister? Can I help you?"

Yin Bailu's stepfather's daughter, her stepsister, seems to be a well-known dancer, she has been studying abroad for a few years, Yin Bailu seldom mentioned this sister to her, Gu Jin knew that she had knots, and never Don't ask too much.

Hearing Gu Jin mentioning her, Yin Bailu's expression froze, and then he quickly snorted coldly: "I don't see much help other than lying on her father's bedside and crying like pear blossoms. It's true that dancing is enough for one operation. Now she pays for it. My mother and I work in the hospital, and occasionally stay with me at night. I just finished the operation two days ago, and now I'm lying in the ICU (Intensive Care Unit). If you can’t make it through, you have to resign yourself to fate.”

Yin Bailu started the car and slowly drove along the side of the road: "Can I stop at the gate of the courtyard for you?"

"Okay." Gu Jin said bluntly, "You go to the hospital later, why don't you drive the car away and give it to me at work tomorrow."

"No need." Yin Bailu unbuckled his seat belt, and bid farewell to Gu Jin at the side of the road.

Gu Jin went to eat at her mother-in-law's house today, Yin Bailu knew how to measure, watched Gu Jin go away, and his expression suddenly collapsed.Sitting on the steps, she kept rubbing Chen Zhanbei's name in the address book with her fingers, and was tortured to the point of collapse.

One hand is the boudoir friend she regards as a confidant, and the other hand is her own dignity and feelings.

But she is selfish and doesn't want to lose both hands.

It was rare to go back to Pang's house for dinner today, so Gu Jin came here early, thinking of what she could do to help, but when she entered the door, she did not expect Mrs. Pang to leave with her aunt.

Seeing Gu Jin coming back, the mother next to her was overjoyed: "I've been looking forward to your young couple for more than half a month, and finally you're here."

Gu Jin said hello to her mother-in-law, took off her coat and went into the kitchen to help, the kitchen was full of cut and semi-finished products, the mother next to her said nothing to let Gu Jin intervene: "It's rare to have a rest on a big weekend, you go and sit indoors. How are you doing recently? Has Pang Zheng bullied you?"

"No, he treated me very well." Gu Jin's face became hot unconsciously when he thought of the night when he had a nightmare.

Seeing Gu Jin's shyness, Mrs. Pang thought that the young couple's life was sweet, and a stone fell from her heart. She pulled Gu Jin to talk about daily life: "How is your work recently? Are you tired?"

"The company will be doing inventory during the Chinese New Year, and it will be a little busy." Gu Jin stood beside the aunt, draining and packing the vegetables she had washed, and occasionally answered a few words.

"By the way, Mom, do you know the oncology department of the Naval General Academy? How is the medical condition there?"

The mother next to me skillfully peeled the conch: "The oncology department of General Hai is also one of the best in our country. Of course, the medical conditions are not mentioned. Many intractable diseases that cannot be seen in other hospitals will be transferred here. I remember who Come on...it seems to be an officer in your father's unit. When he was diagnosed at the beginning, it was said to be a stage II tumor, but he was operated on. Two years have passed, and he looks like a good person."

"What's wrong?" The mother next to her looked back at Gu Jin with concern in her eyes, "Who is sick?"

"Oh, it's not me." Gu Jin hurriedly explained, "It's the father of a friend of mine, who also has a second-stage tumor. I'll help find out."

"Hey!" Pang's mother breathed a sigh of relief, "President Hai's beds have been tight all the time, ordinary people who want to seriously arrange a number may wait until the year of the monkey, if you have a good relationship, don't be shy, just talk to Pang Zheng He helped. He followed your father for a physical examination a few years ago, and he seems to know a director of the oncology department, and we have a good relationship."

Gu Jin nodded in response, and followed her mother to work in the kitchen for a while.

When it was time for dinner, Pang Lei entered the house with Pang Zheng.It happened that Gu Jin and Pang's mother came out with dishes, and Pang's mother was still muttering: "Pang Zheng is too hard to serve, come back for a meal, your aunt and I are like welcoming the emperor, those few who love to eat Everything has to be arranged for him, and if the taste is not right, he won’t eat it.”

Pang Zheng was taking off his clothes at the door, when he heard the sound, he looked over and said, "Mom, you don't care about speaking ill of people behind their backs."

The mother next to me was startled, and stroked her heart: "I said what's wrong with you? Am I wrong?"

"Yes, what you said is right." The table was full of freshly prepared meals, seeing Gu Jin holding soup in his hand, Pang Zheng took it naturally, and asked her casually, "When did you come?"

"Just came here for a while."

"The car parked well."

He pointed to her reverse level and sat down next to her at the table.

It wasn't too lively for just four people to eat. Most of the dinner table was listening to the mother talking about some parents' gossip. Occasionally, Pang Zheng and Pang Lei talked about political topics. Gu Jin couldn't get in the mouth and just concentrated on eating.

The conch fried by my mother with spicy sauce is her unique skill. Gu Jin likes it very much, so she can't help but pick up a few more.

"Sister Zhao next door, her daughter-in-law is pregnant with a second child recently. I ran into her at the door two days ago, and I couldn't close my mouth from smiling. Not to mention having such a big and fat grandson, here is another one." Mrs. Pang With emotion in his heart, he couldn't help but set his goal on Pang Zheng, "You and Jin Jin will also work hard to try to conceive one this year."

Seeing Mrs. Pang's eagerly looking eyes, Pang Zheng said calmly, "Don't just look at me, I can't conceive by myself."

As soon as he finished speaking, Gu Jin suddenly grabbed the sleeve of his shirt, covered his mouth with one hand, and frowned tightly, as if he was very uncomfortable.

The mother next to me was overjoyed, and suddenly exclaimed: "So smart?"

Everyone at the table was stunned, and Pang Zheng was also stunned. He subconsciously supported Gu Jin's shoulders and stared at her with a frown: "What's wrong?"

Pang Lei put down his chopsticks: "Is it hot? Biting your tongue?"

Gu Jin still covered her mouth, tugged on Pang Zheng's sleeve and refused to speak.Pang Zheng became anxious, and stretched out his hand to break her arm: "Take your hand away!"

Gu Jin's eyes were watery, and after a long while, she slowly put down her hands with great reluctance.

I saw that Gu Jin's originally pink and plump lips were abnormally red and swollen at the moment, and her upper lip was about to turn up. It looked funny and pitiful.

Pang Zheng couldn't hold back his joy, pinched Gu Jin's face, his face was full of surprise: "What did you eat?"

(End of this chapter)