I loved you so deeply

Chapter 13
Gu Jin was in pain and itching, dizzy in her head, she whimpered and slapped Pang Zheng's hand away, pointed at the conch on the plate, slurred her speech, and was so uncomfortable that she was about to cry.

When we quarreled with him in the past, he was eloquent. Suddenly seeing Gu Jin's pitiful look, Pang Zheng was overjoyed, and took out his phone to take a picture of her: "Don't you always envy those female celebrities with thick lips? Don't use it now, you This one is much stronger than theirs, I don’t think even bullets can pierce it.”

Gu Jin was annoyed, unable to speak again, and scratched him hard.

The mother next to her didn't expect that Gu Jin was allergic to conch shells, so she couldn't laugh or cry for a while: "You scared my mother to death, it's all right, it's all right, just take an ice compress and it will be fine."

Pang Lei scolded Pang Zheng: "It's all like this, why don't you hurry up and get medicine for your daughter-in-law! How poor are you!"

Pang Zheng got up slowly and went to the medicine box in the living room to find desensitization medicine for her.Seeing her own face reflected in the screen of Pang Zheng's phone, Gu Jin was so ugly that tears fell out of her eyes.

Fortunately, all kinds of medicines were always on hand at home. Gu Jin couldn't eat anymore after taking the medicine, her lips were terribly swollen, so Pang's mother asked Pang Zheng to go to the kitchen to get ice cubes to apply to her.

Pang Zheng's strikes are not serious, Gu Jin's lips hurt and itchy whenever she touches her, she hides from Pang Zheng like a loach, baring her teeth and claws, refusing to give in to anything she says.

Pang Zheng tried to apply it to her twice, but Gu Jin was restless, he lost his patience, and his men pressed her down hard, warning in a low voice: "Don't move."

Gu Jin whimpered, frowning, and looked at Pang Zheng warily with watery eyes.

"It's useless to look at me." Pang Zheng picked up the ice pack and applied it to Gu Jin's mouth mercilessly, "Mom is listening outside, or you can go out and let her help you."

Gu Jin's eyes widened suddenly, and the numb feeling made her face turn red. Pang Zheng was afraid that she would move randomly, so he still held one arm under her neck.

Perhaps feeling that the two were too close, Pang Zheng let go of Gu Jin's hand, took a slight step back, and opened the distance between himself and her.

The sliding door of the kitchen was half open and half closed. Two people stood behind the refrigerator and looked in from the dining room, but they couldn't see anything.

Hearing the voices in the kitchen gradually subside, Mother Pang smiled knowingly at her husband, and whispered to Pang Lei in a low voice: "I think the young couple are getting along well, and Pang Zheng treats Gu Jin very well. From now on, don't worry about hugging her." grandson."

Pang Lei is an upright and honest character. Hearing his wife say this, he slowly put down the bowl in his hand, with a rare gratified smile on his face: "Jin Jin is a good kid. At first I was afraid that this kid would let her down, but now I look at him like this." , I have an explanation to Lao Gu, and I feel a lot more at ease."

"You." The mother next to me glanced back at the kitchen, then turned around, "I hope, these two children can live a smooth life with He Meimei."

The whispered conversation of Pang Lei and his wife could be heard in the kitchen, and the two of them looked at each other in silence.However, Pang Zheng had a calm and composed face, while Gu Jin... was a little embarrassed.

To live peacefully and happily, this is a shameful, hidden and elusive dream for Gu Jin since she married Pang Zheng.

She looked at him with a guilty conscience. He was still the same as before, holding the ice pack expressionlessly, as if he hadn't heard anything.

Pang Zheng's eyes are very dark, the kind that can look directly at people's hearts at any time, without hiding the blackness, looking at him, Gu Jin felt that even when he did something wrong, he would Being so frank like now, with that look of confidence or indifference, made Gu Jin feel very frustrated.

Gu Jin felt that the atmosphere was too weird, moved his head, and signaled Pang Zheng to take away the ice bag: "Go and change it, I will do it myself."

Pang Zheng took away the ice pack as he said, and seeing that the redness and swelling of her lips had indeed subsided a lot, he let go of Gu Jin and turned to get new ice cubes.

Gu Jin lifted up his mobile phone, and took photos from left to right, feeling awkward no matter what, just when he was about to open his mouth to say something, the screen of Pang Zheng's phone suddenly lit up.

The buzzing vibration sounded one after another, and the number displayed on it did not have any name notes.

"Hi, your phone is ringing."

"You pick it up first." He was sealing the bag with his back to her, unable to free his hand.

"Oh." Gu Jin hesitated to open the lock screen, put it to his ear and said, "Hello, who is it?"

It might be that Gu Jin was still a little slurred, but the other party couldn't hear clearly, so he called out tentatively: "Ah Zheng?"

This time it was Gu Jin who was silent, the other party was obviously not sure who the person on the other end of the phone was, cleared his throat and changed the name, his voice was soft and gentle, but also extremely polite: "Excuse me, is it the side government?"

"I'm not."

Pang Zheng sensed that something was wrong, and turned around suspiciously, just in time to meet Gu Jin's gaze.

He walked over and took the phone from Gu Jin's hand, and handed her the ice pack in his hand.

As expected, Gu Jin saw that Pang Zheng paused after hearing the man's words, and then walked to the balcony behind the kitchen.On a very cold day, he was standing in the wind in only his unlined clothes, Gu Jin stared blankly at his back, and even forgot the ice pack in his hand.

The conversation was very simple, but for a minute or two, Pang Zheng was mostly listening, occasionally answering, and finally he said "I see" to the person on the other end, and hung up the phone.

He came back and closed the balcony door, but before he could speak, Gu Jin took a step ahead of him and said, "It's a woman."

She spoke in a mysterious way, as if she had caught Xiaosan's wife.

Pang Zheng put the mobile phone back into his trouser pocket, and generously admitted: "Yes."

"What's the matter? Did I invite you to a private meeting?" Gu Jin insisted, "Ex-girlfriend? Or some new confidante? Tell me!"

Pang Zheng was noncommittal, and looked down at her: "I'm going out for a while. A friend is in some trouble, please help me."

Gu Jin seemed to have stepped on the ground, and his heart skipped a beat. In the past, when he occasionally needed to leave suddenly for something, he would usually simply tell her the reason, or it was a temporary meeting or a sudden social gathering, and it was never like this now.

The allergy symptoms on her body haven't completely subsided, her face is hot and hot, standing in front of Pang Zheng like this, if she continues to ask such self-defeating questions, Gu Jin feels very stupid.

She licked her lips: "it seems to be snowing outside, be careful on the road."

"Shall I take you home first?"

"No, you can go and do your work." She pulled on her slippers and walked out, as if she didn't care at all.

Knowing that Pang Zheng was going to leave suddenly, Pang Lei was not very happy, and asked him several times what was the important matter. Seeing that Gu Jin was here alone, Pang's mother couldn't bear it, so she tried her best to keep Gu Jin here.Gu Jin was uncomfortable, thinking that if Pang Zheng didn't come back to stay at night, she would have to reveal her secrets to her in-laws the next day. After rejecting Mrs. Pang, she herself was moved by her fearless spirit.

The weather forecast at 07:30 in the evening once again said that there will be heavy snow in the next two days. Gu Jin was afraid that it would be too late to leave, so she bid farewell to her parents-in-law.

On the way back to the apartment, I don't know what happened today, only Gu Jin's car was running alone, looking at the wide road in the rearview mirror, Gu Jin slowly parked the car on the side of the road.

She didn't expect the conch allergy at night to be so severe, and the allergic reaction that had subsided began to intensify at this time, and Gu Jin felt that her brain was gradually becoming dull, and her whole body was dizzy.She closed her eyes to relax for a while, but a female voice suddenly popped out in her head.

The female voice was polite and familiar, and said to her, "You are Gu Jin, right? Hello, I am Bai Ziqing."

That voice almost made Gu Jin outline her appearance in his mind.

In fact, when answering the call from Pang Zheng, Gu Jin was a little provocative when answering the other party's question. The person knew that the person answering the phone was not Pang Zheng, but he still wanted to call him by his name. Embarrass her and say, "I'm not."

But Gu Jin never expected that the other party could call out her name. She said, "You are Gu Jin, right?"

She knew who she was, but Gu Jin didn't know anything about her. That feeling was really terrible.

In Gu Jin's subconscious mind, she has always felt that she is quite upright. Anyway, she is also the wife who has legal procedures with Pang Zheng and is being married by his mediator, so occasionally when she introduces her to others, she will say something. Ma'am, the daughter-in-law of the next family.

At that time, Gu Jin didn't understand why those people looked at him with inquiry and pity, but now Gu Jin understands, in fact, most of those eyes are ridiculed.

She thought she was the most legitimate Mrs. Pang, but everyone knew that she was not.Because she knew nothing about anything other than the name Pang Zheng.

Naval Headquarters.

Pang Zheng was wearing a light gray coat, and a young man in a white coat was coming down the escalator on the second floor. He listened very carefully, standing tall and straight, making it difficult for people not to notice.

The escalator descended slowly, and he and the doctor in a white coat shook hands and said goodbye under the sign on the first floor.

"There are many such cases, and it cannot be said that they have survived completely, but there is still a certain probability of successful recovery after surgery."

Pang Zheng patted the doctor on the shoulder: "Then please, I have something to do tonight, I will contact you another day, and treat you to dinner."

"Hey, why are you being polite to me?" The doctor smiled casually, and took out a small bottle of medicine from his left coat pocket, "This is the desensitization medicine you told me just now, and it is very effective for contact neurosensitivity." Good. I think you have no symptoms, is it the old man?"

"No." Pang Zheng took it over, "It's my wife."

The doctor and Pang Zheng have known each other for several years, and they have a good relationship with him. He also received an invitation when Pang Zheng got married.He teased Pang Zheng, implying something: "Take care."

It was getting late, Pang Zheng walked out of the hospital gate and walked all the way to the parking lot. There were faint snowflakes in the air. He pretended to have something on his mind, so he quickened his pace for a while.

The car had just driven out of the gate of the hospital when a soft female voice suddenly came from a distance: "Ah Zheng!"

Hearing the sound, Pang Zheng glanced at the rearview mirror, his eyes dazed for a moment.

Under the street lights of the hospital, a woman in a white cashmere coat was trotting towards him. In the cold wind, her slender figure looked pitiful.

Pang Zheng stepped on the brakes subconsciously, and the car made a harsh friction sound on the snow.At the same time, besides the car, there were also women's footsteps that stopped.One person, one car, separated by a distance of more than ten meters.Pang Zheng stared at the figure in the rearview mirror expressionlessly, and he could even imagine the expression on her face.

Polite, gentle, always full of affection, or the kind of determination, pride, and paranoia he has seen too many times before.

The two of them were in the same place, and the time stood still for a minute. The black car suddenly restarted and drove away without hesitation.

Pang Zheng's side face was clearly defined in the night, as calm as water, his hands holding the steering wheel gradually tightened, and he finally faced that name squarely this night.

A woman who had abandoned him as he abandoned her now.

Bai Ziqing.

Gu Jin's allergic symptoms took three days of medicine to get better. After Yin Bailu heard the reason of her allergies, she burst into tears: "Are you sure? Gu Jin, this is the first time I've heard of a woman who is so old." It’s because I don’t have sex that I’m allergic!”

"Please keep your voice down!" Gu Jin was so nervous that the hairs all over his body stood up, "And how many times have I told you! It's not that I don't have sex! It's because of low hormone levels!"

Yin Bailu snorted: "The nature is the same."

Mentioning this, Gu Jin felt ashamed to see others, and her allergies did not improve. When Gu Jin went to work in the morning, he stopped by the hospital for a checkup. Who knew that there were needles and blood draws all morning, and the report was taken to the doctor. After a glance, he threw the list back lightly.

"You, it's not a big deal. Are you under a lot of work pressure recently? Are you married? Is the life of husband and wife harmonious? The low level of hormones in the body may be caused by the chemical interaction with certain nutrients in the diet, especially seafood. Just take some medicine and adjust your mood. To put it bluntly, it means less estrogen and endocrine disorders."

Gu Jin was still gnashing her teeth when she came out of the hospital, quack doctor!You have low estrogen!You are disordered!It's not normal for her "aunt" to come once a month, okay?

Yin Bailu disapproved of her comforting words: "Don't change the concept secretly. Allergies are accidental, but this disorder must be inevitable. Gu Jin, let me tell you, women should be more flexible, don't always be sharp-tongued If you don't forgive others, you have to act coquettishly and play cute, so that the side government can't stop wanting you, and that aspect is naturally harmonious."

Yin Bailu winked at Gu Jin, as if he had come here.

Gu Jin casually stirred the small spoon in the coffee cup, and her mood collapsed in an instant.She has recently been in a cold war with the side government, and she is acting coquettish and cute. Now when the two of them go home every day, as long as they look at each other, they can't wait to turn their faces away and ignore each other.

It was already midnight when he came back that day, and Gu Jin could not sleep well at home alone, tossing and turning on the bed, the later it was, the more energetic she became.She always unconsciously wondered where Pang Zheng was and what she was doing, and in the end, she felt that she was no different from the ancient dissatisfied woman.

She finally fell asleep in a daze, but when she woke up, she was choked by the smell of smoke outside.

Gu Jin put on his coat and went out to look. The living room was not turned on, only cigarette butts were burning on the balcony outside. Pang Zheng stood silently in the dark night, occasionally tilting his head to smoke, and was watching Gu Jin motionlessly.

"Did I wake you up?"

Gu Jin glanced at his watch, 12:30: "Your friend's matter is over? Is it serious?"

Pang Zheng pinched his cigarette and didn't answer her, as if he didn't want to talk about this topic: "Go to bed early, remember to take the medicine on the table tomorrow morning."

Gu Jin glanced at the coffee table. The light green label was a kind of soothing medicine imported from abroad.

Gu Jin suddenly felt very ironic, went back to the bedroom and lay down again without saying a word.In less than a minute, the other side of the bed collapsed, and Pang Zheng's slightly cool body got in.

His hands gradually moved up along Gu Jin's sunken waistline, and Gu Jin sat up in shock: "What are you doing?"

"Sleep." Pang Zheng lay on the pillow, not feeling uncomfortable at all. He lazily turned over and put his hands behind his head, "What if you have nightmares again at night? What if you have an allergic shock? Let's talk , you put two pillows on this bed, isn't it just for me?"

"Who prepared it for you?" Gu Jin felt baffled, she had a bad habit of sleeping at night, the pillows were always hugging each other.

Pang Zheng looked at her and smiled meaningfully.When he smiled, the corners of his mouth turned up, his eyes were half downcast, his appearance was deep and seductive.

(End of this chapter)