I loved you so deeply

Chapter 30 Undercurrent (1)
Waiting and waiting, she suddenly rolled two tears from her eye sockets without warning, the tears were hot and could burn people's hearts.Gu Jin knew that she and Pang Zheng would never return to the past.

Bai Ziqing is dressed very youthfully today, she looks like a girl who has not yet graduated from college, the chain of the white zipper shirt is only half pulled, revealing the black vest and the clear and abrupt collarbone, a BVLGARI B.ZERO1 The (Bulgari) chain hangs in the middle of the collarbone, and the light of fine diamonds flows, and the lines are so beautiful.

She was still leading the big dog named Leo, and when it saw Gu Jin, it sniffed around Gu Jin's trouser legs, as if judging her danger.

"Recently, I haven't seen you during my morning run. Why, it's at night?"

Gu Jin kept smiling, as if chatting with an old friend: "Yeah, I'm too lazy to wake up in the morning."

Bai Ziqing stroked Leo's fur and played with it. The fur was white and thick, and it could be seen that it had been carefully groomed: "Me too, I was too busy in the morning, so I had to walk him in the evening instead. Met you."

Leo stuck out his tongue stupidly, Gu Jin inadvertently saw its row of teeth, and was absent-minded for a few seconds.

She regained her senses and sat on the stone bench side by side with Bai Ziqing: "Miss Bai, what do you do?"

Bai Ziqing didn't hide her generosity, on the contrary, she was a little proud: "A dancer."

"No wonder you have such a good figure!" Gu Jin looked at Bai Ziqing in surprise, with a look of envy, "I have always admired dancers since I was a child. Watching them dance on the stage, I told my mother that I want to be a dancer in the future."

Bai Ziqing listened with great interest: "Then why didn't you learn it?"

"I can't help it, my body is too hard, not to mention my mother said that dancers eat their youth food, and sooner or later there will be a day when they can't dance. When I get old and get sick, I can't bear that hardship." Gu Jin heartlessly As she spoke, she didn't notice Bai Ziqing's unnatural expression when she heard her say "he was sick".

"You can't say that." Bai Ziqing refuted her with a smile, "I have danced for more than ten years, and I am not too young now, but I am the lead dancer of the Canadian Copper Dance Troupe, and I have led it for three years. This does not depend on the age, the key lies in the skill or not."

Bai Ziqing has the characteristics of a typical southern girl, not to mention her appearance, but she is also very gentle, powerful, and slow when speaking. No matter what she says, she always makes people listen patiently and is particularly convincing.

"Kobal Dance Troupe..." Gu Jin repeated in a low voice.

Bai Ziqing's eyes lit up: "What? You know? I danced "The Girl in the Morning by the Lake"."

Gu Jin shook his head regretfully: "I don't know."

"..."

Bai Ziqing smiled and stopped talking, and she didn't feel ashamed because of what Gu Jin said just now, she sat there appropriately, polite and decent.

Gu Jin felt that he was very uneducated, and he couldn't make a move.

Kobol, at first glance, she thought it was the female champion of the Australian Open in Germany.

In order not to stand in the cold, Gu Jin scratched her hair and smiled at Bai Ziqing: "Don't mind, I'm straightforward."

"It's okay. Ms. Gu, I've seen you alone for so long. It's not safe every night. Why don't you see your husband with you?"

Gu Jin: "He's busy and on a business trip. What about you, are you married or single?"

Bai Ziqing lowered her head and teased Leo, with a touching smile: "I'm still single, but I have a lover. It's a pity that we couldn't be together for some reason, so we have been alone all these years."

After finishing speaking, she raised her head and took a deep look at Gu Jin: "Do you understand what I mean?"

Gu Jin blinked: "Understood."

"Actually, I envy you, Ms. Gu." Bai Ziqing sighed with emotion, "Girls at your age are probably married, and sooner, they have babies. As for me, I only watch an empty rehearsal every day." In the living room, jumping and dancing endlessly, I don’t know when this kind of life will end, but I can’t let it go. Or go home and face such a big dog, and look at each other with it.”

A big dog, after all, it treats you with sincerity without reservation.

At any rate, it can stay with you firmly when you go out at night. It is pure and single-minded, and it only has one master in its eyes.

"Then are you still waiting for your lover?"

"Yes, I have been waiting. I believe that one day he will come back."

Gu Jin looked at her: "What if he's already married? Maybe he's not waiting for you anymore."

"No." Bai Ziqing was very firm, "He has my place in his heart. We were together when we were in college. At that time in Australia, we would listen to sermons and worship together with local friends every weekend. Volunteering, taking care of stray animals, doing some part-time jobs to earn pocket money, after graduation, I came to Beijing with him, and later he went to another city because of family ties, so I followed him. I sacrificed so much for him , he knows it all."

Gu Jin felt her throat tighten: "Have you always paid for him?"

A person who always puts himself at the center of a relationship, who only thinks about his own contribution and does not ask others to sacrifice, is doomed to fail to learn trust and understanding in the mutual sympathy between the two.

"No, he also did a lot for me." Of course Bai Ziqing knew that she was a daughter of an ordinary family without a prominent reputation and family background. Without him, it would be absolutely impossible for her to be where she is today in a foreign country.

"So." Bai Ziqing seemed to be in a brighter mood, and her tone was brisk, "I think we are made for each other. No one can separate us. He is destined to be with me."

In the distance, pedestrians who came for a walk at night gradually approached, and they also led the family's pet. Leo wagged his tail at Bai Ziqing when he saw it, and eagerly wanted to go to play.

Bai Ziqing loosened the chain around Leo's neck, and gently patted its head: "Go, don't bully others."

Leo quickly ran away with his paws.

The evening wind is the most unkind, it makes people's hearts and hands feel cold.

Gu Jin repeated her words again: "What if he is married?"

She asked very bluntly this time, Bai Ziqing heard the strangeness in her words, turned her head and looked at Gu Jin, a lot more unfamiliar and indifferent: "Miss Gu, does this have anything to do with you?"

Gu Jin's eyes were calm and calm, she remained silent, as if she really wanted to know Bai Ziqing's answer.

Bai Ziqing turned her head and didn't look at her: "Even if he gets married, it must be a last resort. He can get a divorce or remarry."

This last sentence is a threat as well as a provocation.

Gu Jin raised the corners of her lips and smiled calmly.

In the distance, Leo was having fun with a brown guide dog, chasing his tail and sticking out his tongue to please him.See, the emotional world of an animal is always very simple, and the partners it meets at a glance can quickly become friends with each other.It firmly believes that the other party is kind and will not hurt itself.

It's very similar to Gu Jin's previous view of the world.

Gu Jin looked at the husky, raised one arm to stop in the air, waited for a few seconds, and suddenly shouted into the distance: "Leon!"

The husky, who had been chasing the golden retriever in the distance, heard someone calling him, and quickly rushed towards him.It obediently walked around Gu Jin's feet twice, and finally stopped between her and Bai Ziqing.

It sticks out its tongue, puts up its two front paws, and looks left and right with a pair of dark eyes, as if identifying its owner, but it can't tell who is calling it.

It was Leon, not Leo, never was.

Bai Ziqing's face became extremely stiff in an instant, her expression was panicked, unexpected, and she would never have thought of it even if she was beaten to death.

What a joy.

Gu Jin kindly grabbed Leon's two front paws, let it rest on her lap, stretched out her hand to scratch its chin: "Do you still remember me?"

Leon, who was suddenly called by his name, became extremely excited. It jumped onto Gu Jin's lap and licked her fingers.

"The ungrateful thing, I really don't remember it? After all, I raised you for half a month, and the scar you bit me is still there, you see."

Gu Jin pulled up the sleeve of her right hand and brought it close to Leon's eyes, as if it could really understand.

On the inside of the half of the white and smooth forearm, under the dim light on the side of the road, you can still vaguely see the light-colored traces of the stars.Gu Jin stroked its small head and hugged it in his arms for a while, then put it on the ground.

Bai Ziqing didn't say a word from the beginning to the end.

When Leon ran away again, Gu Jin said unhurriedly: "We met a long time ago, the first time was at the gate of the Navy General Yard, oh no, it was on the phone. Miss Bai, I am Shouldn't I introduce myself to you again?"

Like you did on the phone before.

Gu Jin straightened her clothes, and there was a lot of Leon's hair on them.She turned her head and smiled at Bai Ziqing, very formally: "Hi, I'm Gu Jin, Pang Zheng's wife."

Bai Ziqing's eyes fell elsewhere, and said calmly, "You are smarter than I thought."

Gu Jin laughed at herself: "Husband's ex-girlfriend, with a small token of love between the two of them, haunts you every day and chats with you in the name of making friends. A woman has a sixth sense, and she can't detect each other anymore. Whether it's an enemy or a friend, you really think of me as a fool."

After hanging out with Pang Zheng for a long time, even Gu Jin's speech was well-informed by him, and she spoke in an authentic Beijing accent in one breath, and she curled one corner of her mouth, half-smile.

She spoke half of herself, and half scolded Bai Ziqing without any trace.

It was getting late, Gu Jin had to go home early, take a shower and sleep, and had to catch a flight tomorrow.She stood up, almost 1.7 meters tall, and looked down at Bai Ziqing.

"Miss Bai, I don't know what your purpose is for approaching me. Maybe it's because of your ex-girlfriend's status to show off? Or to satisfy your strange desire to know about other people's married life? In short, I don't care about the past between you and Pang Zheng , but if you want to disgust me with the little things you had with him before, and always appear around me erratically, I must not be what I am today."

Gu Jin was arrogant, his eyes were full of smiles.

She turned around to leave, but Bai Ziqing suddenly called her to stop, with a compassionate expression: "I really pity you."

"What did you say?" Gu Jin turned around.

Bai Ziqing also stood up, looked at her at the same level, and said in the gentle and slow tone before: "I said I really pity you. You said you were the wife of the next government, but besides the title of daughter-in-law of the next family, you also have What? The doting of that naughty old lady in the next house? Have you really got Pang Zheng? Do you know him?"

Gu Jin's back was still in the night for a few seconds, and she let go of her clenched fists quietly: "I really didn't really get him, I don't know, but I know, at least you haven't got it now."

She turned her head, faced Bai Ziqing face to face, and said word by word, "And you won't get it in the future."

Bai Ziqing's face turned pale, countless words rolled to her lips and she wanted to say them, but she was pressed down by her reason again. For the first time, an extremely strong unhappiness and hatred burst out in her heart.

Gu Jin smiled and waved at her: "Miss Bai, goodbye."

The road was winding and long, Gu Jin walked step by step, his expression gradually became clear in the night.She suppressed her smile and pursed the corners of her mouth slightly, it was a very sad look.She tried to be happy, but it seemed funny.

Did you win? Didn't win.

Did you lose? You didn't lose either.

Are you happy in your heart, happy, but also painful.

She has lived beside Pang Zheng for a long time, sharing his joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys with him more and more. The two of them slept on the same bed and shared the same quilt. The name of wife slowly took root in her heart. She is greedy like all living beings, she longs for a home, and she wants to protect everything she cherishes.

But she forgot that she is also Gu Jin, a person who has been fearless since she was a child and can carry mountains on her shoulders and face the abyss and tsunamis.

Pang Zheng stayed outside for a whole week.

This was the biggest deal signed by the ocean-going fleet this year. The boss in charge of the project didn't dare to make up his own mind, so he called him to invite him over.

The case has been discussed several times before. It cooperates with a medical device company to export a large amount of daily medical supplies and medical devices to Africa, and rents a fleet for transportation. Two-thirds of the freighters of the entire ocean company are dispatched. The things that need to be dealt with are very Many, in addition to the necessary rental fees, it is also necessary to apply for procedures and escort to the local area.

Previously, he could not finalize the contract because of the details, and finally Pang Zheng patiently grinded his temper for two days, had a big drink with the other party, and after negotiating the price, he left the follow-up to the person in charge of Wuxi. I went home overnight to take a look at Gu Jin, but I still missed it.

The flight was originally at [-] o'clock in the evening, but it encountered thunderstorms and had to make an emergency landing in Tianjin. Pang Zheng followed the airline's car and checked into the hotel. It was already two o'clock in the morning when he arrived.

After finally changing to a 08:30 am flight and returning to the station at [-]:[-], the journey was exhausting, the hotel’s poor rest environment and insomnia all night, Pang Zheng’s expression was very bad.

Qi Lin picked him up with the documents that the company urgently needed to deal with in the past few days. When they met, it was like a repeater: "The second-phase urban construction drawings of Huayi Lanwan have come out, and the sewage works and green areas on it are based on What you mean has been adjusted. In the stage of chip research, we have contacted the two research laboratories of the University of Electronics Electronics. Director Liu said that we can give you an answer before the May [-]st holiday at the latest. There is also the letter we sent to Will Investment Bank years ago. The loan application was also approved, and the other party expressed that they valued this project very much, and the financial funds have not been moved, and the second phase of expansion is waiting to start, do you think..."

Qi Lin speaks very fast. This is the result of years of training with Pang Zheng. No matter what she says, she is always very organized. Before Pang Zheng thought it was a good habit for her, but now listening to her like this, she feels a sense of irritable.

There are so many things pressing down every day, and there has never been a time for people to take a breather.

"Qi Lin." Pang Zheng stood in front of the car door with a sullen face.

Qi Lin thought he had some plans, so she quickly opened the pad and got ready: "Mr. Pang?"

Pang Zheng felt that his brain was hurting: "Can you put that thing away? Can you just one day, just one day, don't bother me with these crap things, and let me sleep through it."

He got in the car and slammed the door shut like a tantrum.

The driver who came to pick up Pang Zheng with Qi Lin whispered to her when he saw this. Both of them had been with him for a few years, and they had a similar understanding of his temper. , no different from a child.

"Maybe he didn't sleep well yesterday, or he was emotional because he wasn't upgraded on the flight this morning."

Qi Lin also guessed a few percent: "Then what should I do? Send him back to the company later?"

"Send it to what company! Do you still want to be trained again? Just send it home."

The driver stepped on the accelerator quickly and steadily, and directly invited the Buddha in the car home.Qi Lin sat in the front row and didn't want to talk at first, but after thinking about it, there was something she couldn't do without talking.

"Boss?"

No one answered.

Pang Zheng raised his head, half-closed his eyes, as if he was about to fall asleep.

"The boss? The boss?"

"Not dead, just listen."

Qi Lin didn't change her face: "Yesterday, the financial manager of Huarong Bank called and said that you have an overdraft of 10 yuan. Because there has been no consumption information for the past two months, the other party is worried that your account will be stolen. Come and confirm with me."

Pang Zheng opened his eyes and remembered the bank text message he received yesterday: "Hello, dear customer, your debit card account ×××× will transfer to the China Construction Bank account ××× at 11:14 pm on the 23th of this month. × The transaction of remittance of 10 yuan was successful."

He still raised his head and snorted: "Whoever's account is stolen will give away 10 yuan. If the card is not lost, just pay it back if you think about it."

"Okay." Qi Lin replied, "By the way, I found out the account you gave me yesterday. The other party's surname is Fu, and his name is Fu Anchang. He has been to our Shengheng before, and he seems to be the director of Maobai Creative."

Pang Zheng closed his eyes and hummed: "Got it."

The driver took Pang Zheng downstairs to his house, and he went upstairs alone with a luggage bag, entered the password, fingerprinted, opened the door and entered the house.

(End of this chapter)