I loved you so deeply

Chapter 31 Undercurrent (2)
Upon entering the house, Pang Zheng thought that someone had stolen the house.

The house was littered with clothes and shoes, the door of the cloakroom was open, and there were half-filled milk glasses and a few hair ties on the dining table.

Clearly a late morning masterpiece.

He didn't bother to clean up, he threw his luggage at the door, pulled his tie, wrist watch, and belt, then took off his clothes and threw himself on the bed.

The quilt was not folded, and Gu Jin's pajamas were still thrown on it. Pang Zheng picked it up with his fingers and took a look. Covering his head, he sent Gu Jin a WeChat message. There were only four words: "Land call."

After sending, he threw away his phone, tired and his eyes were sore.

He was really sleepy and tired.The kind of tiredness was indescribable, with a faint uneasiness, he always felt that Gu Jin was not at home, as if she would never come back.

It's really worthless, he cursed himself, and finally fell asleep in chaos.

The temperature in Guangzhou is much more comfortable than that in City B, the sun is shining brightly, and everyone on the street is wearing light spring clothes.

When we arrived at the destination, it was already two or three o'clock in the afternoon. The other company wanted to pick up Gu Jin and Fu Anchang and set them on the cruise ship in the Pearl River. There was a few hours of rest in between. The two returned to their room and began to do some work on the case. Prepare.

At night, Gu Jin changed into formal clothes and took the elevator downstairs with Fu Anchang.Fu Anchang changed from dull black today to a gray linen casual suit, waiting for her at the door.

Seeing Gu Jin come out, he raised his hands: "I swear I didn't do it on purpose."

Gu Jin smiled indifferently: "Let's go."

She was wearing a sleeveless gray dress today, which was tailored in a very textured way, and her curly hair was loose and charming.The two came out of the lobby on the first floor, and there was a car to take them to the Xidi Wharf. The manager in charge of the meeting made fun of them: "I know it is the elite soldiers sent by Maobai, but I don't know, I thought it was a young man who came to vacation. couple."

The other party is a middle-aged man in his 50s, with a round face and round belly. Because he has lived in Hong Kong for a long time, he speaks with a strong Cantonese accent.

Fu Anchang is very concerned about this business, and he must get it. After finding out the details of the other boss, he whispered in Gu Jin's ear: "Just say you are single and are in a relationship with me."

"why?"

Fu Anchang's lips did not move, and he said in a low voice while he was drinking and eating: "Can't you see, this old man likes to pimp others. Please cheer him up, we can take this order tonight."

"..." Gu Jin struggled and spit out a few words, "I won't do it."

"If you don't do it, don't wait for me to pay back the money. The 10 yuan is nothing."

Gu Jin gritted her teeth, and slapped Fu Anchang hard.In the next second, Fu Anchang put his hand on Gu Jin's waist: "Come on, Mr. Chen, this cup is our toast to you, and I hope you can help me a lot with this ivy project. Our future depends entirely on you." You."

Mr. Chen smiled: "Xiao Fu, how many years have you been with Xiao Gu?"

"It's been six years." Fu Anchang answered naturally, "We've been together since college, working hard together in City B, and now we're saving money to get married and buy a house."

"Young man, be energetic and aggressive, okay." Mr. Chen seems to like Fu Anchang very much. At the wine table, the two chatted happily. Agreed to sign the contract the next day.

Chen always came from Hong Kong and needed to rush back. Now that the matter was finalized, he left a person in charge to follow up and left by car.Gu Jin and Fu Anchang stood outside the car window and waved goodbye to him, showing affection and intimacy.

When the car was far away, Gu Jin shrugged: "It's done, stop pretending, just take it off."

Fu Anchang smiled lightly and withdrew his hand, pointing to a large night scene in front of him: "Let's go?"

Gu Jin came to Guangzhou for the first time and also saw the Pearl River for the first time, so she nodded.

The air was refreshingly cool. She and Fu Anchang walked slowly towards the hotel, and when they were tired after walking for a while, they sat on a bench by the side of the road to rest.

I don't have to worry about getting up early tomorrow, and I don't have to worry about being late in traffic jams. I feel a lot more relaxed for no reason.

The two of them were speechless all the way, just staring blankly ahead.There are all kinds of boats docked by the river, and occasionally there is a low-pitched siren sound across the river.

"It's so beautiful." Gu Jin admired sincerely.

Fu Anchang put his hands on his lap, bowed his waist slightly, and echoed: "Yes, it's really beautiful."

The LED light screen on the opposite side is displaying the new season of Chanel advertisements. The models are wearing feathers and light gauze, and their red lips are charming.

Gu Jin smiled: "I'm talking about this little waist, what are you talking about?"

Fu Anchang turned his head, stared at Gu Jin, and said solemnly, "I'm talking about you."

In his eyes, no matter whether it is the slim waist or the blond model with long legs, they are not as good as this Gu Jin at this time.

She didn't have red lips, and she didn't wear such gorgeous and expensive clothes, but Fu Anchang couldn't take her eyes off her.

Gu Jin's expression changed, trying to jokingly ease the silence: "Don't flatter me, I know I'm pretty, so you don't need to tell me."

"Gu Jin, elope with me." Fu Anchang watched the boats coming and going on the river, leaned on the back of the bench behind him, and suddenly said with emotion, "Come with me, I won't go back to City B, take a boat To Hong Kong, I have enough tickets to support you, and I will not abandon you. I will not fall in love with any woman except you."

"How?" Fu Anchang turned his head and said seriously, "Do you dare to leave Pangzheng? Do you dare to throw away your envied titles and designer bags and follow me?"

Gu Jin stood up and wanted to leave, with a disbelief on his face: "Fu Anchang, I think you are really crazy."

He grabbed Gu Jin's wrist and could feel her trembling slightly. He smiled self-deprecatingly, "I'm crazy. I've been crazy since the second I fell in love with you. Gu Jin, in fact, you just have to wait a little longer. I should be the one you married. I just came a little later than Pang Zheng."

Fu Anchang is a man with a bit of literature and art in his bones. In the eyes of outsiders, that kind of literature and art is his unique life style. In Gu Jin's eyes, it is his conceit to keep everyone drunk and me alone when he is powerless in this society.

He told Gu Jin that he had enough tickets, and he let himself elope with him. Gu Jin understood that he alluded to being Zhou Muyun in the movie, but she was not Su Lizhen.

Gu Jin turned her back to Fu Anchang, and always responded to him with silence.

When exactly did you fall in love with her? Probably when she was in college, when she was still 19 years old, wearing a white sweater and jeans, standing in front of him in a humble way to apply for a position in the student union; or when she was face to face with her just before graduation The moment when he stood at the school gate that was short but made him warm for a long time in the farewell hug; or, it was the moment when she stumbled into Mauber's interview by mistake and met his gaze.

In short, Gu Jin fits all of Fu Anchang's imaginations about his future partner.She is clean, pure, persevering, tenacious, has the stubbornness of a child, and also has the atmosphere of a woman whose sky is falling and I can't move.

He couldn't help falling in love with her.

So he arranged her in the third group of clients he brought, and he could take care of her and protect her everywhere. He wanted to wait until the time was more mature, and when he had enough stable living conditions, he proposed to her.

Later, there were rumors in the company that Gu Jin was in love, that she knew a rich second generation with status and background, someone once saw a black Mercedes-Benz AMG downstairs to pick her up, and the next day it was a white LEXUS LS (Lexus), the windows are always closed, and the face of the person in the driver's seat cannot be seen clearly.

Fu Anchang panicked. He asked her several times in private, but she still refused to talk about it, only admitting that she was indeed in love.He asked her, is it for money?Subconsciously, he had never known that Gu Jin was such a materialistic woman, that she, like thousands of young girls in this world, would be attracted to those little things in society.

He thought that this kind of thing would not last long, and he thought that Gu Jin would be dumped sooner or later.

Unexpectedly, on a sunny morning, a ring suddenly appeared on Gu Jin's hand. She threw him a box of chocolates mysteriously, which was a beautifully packaged GODIVA with Golden ribbon.

She said: "Old Fu, I'm married, and I stole a box of wedding candy for you. This thing is limited, so save it, it's expensive."

He thought she was joking, and when he sat in the office and opened the box, he realized he was wrong.She forgot to take away the custom-made card in the wedding candy. The photo of the wedding rings and the names of the two people were clearly printed on it in gold stamping.

Gu Jin, the side government.

He suddenly realized that he regretted it too much, but he was powerless in front of the dazzling invitation and name.At this point, Fu Anchang could only put away those emotions quietly, and by her side, he was like a very familiar friend.

"I don't know how you and Pang Zheng met, and I don't know why you married him, but I can see that you are really unhappy. He may be very good to you, better than me, He can let you win the case we have been preparing for so long with a flick of a finger. He takes you out, and others respect him more. , but Jinjin, do you really love him? Do you think this kind of life is interesting? "

Gu Jin sighed heavily: "Fu Anchang, I've known you for so long, and I didn't realize until now that your standard of judging people is money from beginning to end."

She looked back at him, and smiled at him with bright eyes and bright teeth: "You helped me a lot at school, and you also protected me after you entered Maobai. I know that you are good to me, and I have always known that." En Tu reported it, but An Chang, the only thing that can’t be measured is feelings. Every girl has a hero complex in her heart, and I have one too. Since I was a child, I wanted to find a man who is upright to date and marry. You can treat me not so well, you can not love me that much, but it must be someone I like. Pang Zheng is my hero. Even if Pang Zheng doesn’t have a penny, he is a poor man and a common man. If I propose, I will still marry him, the kind without any hesitation."

Fu Anchang grasped Gu Jin's words and did not give up: "What you said, if there were no innate conditions given to him by his family, he would never be like this."

"Don't judge others by your worldview!" Gu Jin said with obvious anger, "It's not that you don't have it, and others don't! Throw away your damn inferiority complex, you know what I'm talking about !A big man lives in the shadow of others all day long, entangled with those irrelevant things all day long, do you think you are happy in such a life?"

After shouting, I felt much happier, Gu Jin turned her head and took a few deep breaths, calming down: "I can't be with you, really, even if I and Pang Zheng are separated one day, I can't be with you. An Chang, I really hope we are still friends like before, and just friends."

The neon lights of the high-rise buildings on the opposite side were fading, and the humid wind blowing from the head of the Pearl River made the surrounding air quiet. It was already very late, so Gu Jin hurried to the side of the road to hail a taxi.

She opened the car door, looked at Fu Anchang's silent back, hesitated for a few seconds, and left without looking back.

All the way back to the hotel room, brushed open the door, and locked the door from the inside without reassurance. After all these were done, Gu Jin kicked off her high heels, squatted down slowly, and suddenly breathed a long sigh of relief leaning against the door.

She doesn't feel safe at all now, and she misses her family and the people she knows very much.

She went to the bed and looked through her bag, and took out her mobile phone. There were more than a dozen calls on it, one was from Yin Bailu, and the rest were all from Pang Zheng. , it was a WeChat message sent at nine o'clock in the morning: "Landing call."

Gu Jin hesitated for a while, and struggled several times between Yin Bailu and Pang Zheng. When she was struggling, it seemed as if God had already made a decision for her, and the phone rang again.

Her heart lit up, and she quickly picked it up: "Hello?"

"What are you doing? Did you disappear while playing with me? I called you many times and you didn't answer the phone. The information desk said that the plane would arrive in the afternoon, but I didn't see the message I sent you. It's reasonable for such an adult to get off the plane and report safety. Don't you understand?"

He is always like this, when he is in a hurry to speak, he will cover his head and face.

"The phone is on silent, so I haven't heard it all the time." Gu Jin leaned on the open-air balcony door, watching the sparks in the big city, and immediately calmed down a lot.

Her voice is not the same as before. In the past, whether Gu Jin was angry or happy when speaking, she was always full of confidence, instead of being weak like now.

Pang Zhengxuan's heart sank half the night, and his tone softened a lot: "Have you eaten yet?"

"..." Gu Jin had a short-circuited brain, and it took a long time before she responded, "I ate, I ate on the boat." She glanced at her watch, and it was already past ten o'clock in the evening, "What about you?"

"Soon." Pang Zheng rummaged through the boxes and cabinets for a long time before finding a box of instant noodles left in the refrigerator. He bit a corner of the package with his mouth, tore it open, and threw the noodles into the pot, "It's cooking."

It was dark when he woke up, and he lay in bed for a long time before he realized where he was. He called her name twice, but no one spoke.He got up in a daze, put on a pair of trousers, went to the kitchen to find something to eat, and called her while looking for food, but no one answered after calling her more than a dozen times. As soon as he thought of looking for someone, she got through.

The boiling water in the pot was bubbling. Pang Zheng hadn’t cooked for himself. He thought about how she looked like when she was eating noodles before. He imitated cutting a tomato and throwing it in. After thinking about it, he threw another tomato in it. Put unnamed vegetables.These are all leftovers from the family before she left.

Gu Jin listened to his rustling noises over there without saying a word, and listened intently.When Pang Zheng was done, he put the lid on the pot, ignored it, and took a cigarette to the balcony to smoke.

He flicked on the lighter, squinted his eyes and asked her, "Why don't you talk?"

Gu Jin said casually, "I'm waiting for you to speak."

The mellow and strong smoke was inhaled in the lungs for a while, Pang Zheng sighed comfortably, and then he became a little serious: "Going to Guangzhou, did Fu Anchang go with you?"

"Yes." Gu Jin lowered his eyes, disgusting him like revenge, "He lives next door to me, we had dinner together just now, and he even took a night tour of the Pearl River. Do you know about the Pearl River? It's just very long and special..."

"Gu Jin." Pang Zheng frowned, lightly flicked the cigarette ash, "Am I too used to you?"

When he said this, his eyebrows must have been twisted into Sichuan characters, with a cigarette in one hand and a phone in the other.Maybe he will be sitting on the beauty couch on the balcony, maybe he is standing looking at the scenery downstairs.

Gu Jin imagined his current appearance, and said leisurely: "Pang Zheng, have you ever cheated?"

Pang Zheng paused: "What do you mean?"

Gu Jin licked her dry lips, and asked him without changing expression: "Have you ever cheated on me since you married me? Sleeping with other women, eating, shopping, shopping, you have done it with me." All these things count.”

After finishing speaking, Gu Jin regretted it again, and quickly added: "If you have it, you don't need to tell me."

There was a long silence on the other end of the phone, so quiet that she could hear his breathing, once and for all, as if warm air was blowing against her ears.Gu Jin waited and waited, and waited until the nervousness and apprehension were all worn away, and only when there was only a layer of sadness overflowing in his heart, Pang Zheng spoke.

He was decisive and straightforward: "No, never."

Gu Jin rolled his eyes and smiled, he said no, then there must be no.

"Pang Zheng, before I left, I met Bai Ziqing. She took Leon by the hand and lived in the botanical garden in the community. Leon grew up a lot. She lied to me that the dog was called Leo, but I knew Leon There is a scar on her front paw, so I recognized it at a glance. I talked a lot with her, and she talked a lot with me, but everything I said was ugly. I don’t know what happened between you, I don't want to know, but I want to hear you tell me yourself."

As long as you say.

Pang Zheng's Adam's apple was rolling up and down with difficulty. He lowered his head and took a puff of cigarette, and said hoarsely for a while: "Okay. I will tell you when you come back."

(End of this chapter)