Indus so hurt

Chapter 15 Chapter three (4)
Ji Rongge squinted at Bai Chu, his chin slightly lifted, and a critical light flashed in his pure black eyes.He smiled at me softly, ah, did you catch a wealthy son-in-law so quickly?Little gold digger!

I was just thinking about Mai Le, so I didn't have time to ask Ji Rongge, why did you appear here today because you despise such places so much.

When I met Michael, she was dancing on the dance floor, hysterical!She held a wine bottle in one hand and a cigarette in the other, and the wine poured over her body, making her look like a broken butterfly under the light.

I grabbed her and said, Mai Le, are you crazy!Do you want to ruin your child!
Mai Le looked at me, her face was extremely pale, she looked at her belly, and said, have a child?Where?Mo Chun, tell me, where is he? !After she finished speaking, she laughed wantonly, and under the paralysis of alcohol, she almost babbled nonsense, the child has been killed by me.Mo Chun, look at my hands, is there still blood?you see.

After speaking, her body was shaking, and I subconsciously reached out to help her.Under the blurred light, I suddenly found that her light blue jeans were covered with terrible shadows, which looked like blood, ferocious and bright red!

When this piece of deep red fell in the eyes of Ji Rongge and Bai Chu, it was like a hideous wound, which deeply hurt their expressions.

Especially Baichu, a faint trace of tears flashed in his eyes.

Are young men engaged in literature and art like Bai Chu, so sentimental?
If I had known that he liked "fragmented" or "scarred" so much, I would have jumped off a cliff and committed suicide, in exchange for him looking back and being so moved!
When Ji Rongge stepped forward to help Mai Le, he saw me looking at Bai Chu with a resentful expression, and a disdainful smile appeared on the corner of his lips, vaguely.

20 Mai Le, let me be a man in the next life, let me marry you and protect you!
Mai Le has been lying quietly in the hospital, like an overly pale butterfly.After the operation at noon, her body was bleeding profusely due to the strenuous exercise that devastated herself.

I was beside her, holding her hand tightly with one hand, feeling the throbbing of her body in sleep, as well as the panic and anxiety on her trembling eyelashes.

I was suddenly so sad.

I can't protect her at all!

I know that it must be that man who refuses to have this child, so my Mai Le can only let his body be torn apart in such a helpless situation, and be separated from this mass of flesh and blood!
At the moment when the tears fell, I suddenly saw a smile across Mai Le's solemn face, so shallow, but from the heart.what is it then?Was it a dream that the child smiled at her?Dreaming that he has black and white eyes, or dreaming that he has soft fetal hair?

That day, I was 19 years old, and Mai Le was also 19 years old.

That day, a huge drop of blood dripped on the bodies of Mai Le and me, scabs and scars formed, and it took a long time to heal.

Baichu was by my side, but I couldn't cry loudly to him.I'm not Xilan, I don't have the right, and he doesn't have the obligation.

I combed Mai Le's sticky hair over and over again, while talking to myself, I said, Mai Le, in the next life, I will be a man, let me marry you and protect you!

After Mai Le woke up, Bai Chu had already left, and Ji Rongge stood beside me like a guard.Of course, his eyes have changed from rotten peaches to purple peaches, and for this reason he also specially wore a pair of sunglasses to maintain his graceful posture.

Mai Le gave him a silly look, smiled, and said nothing.She looked at me with red eyes again, and said, Mo Chun, why are you crying?Ma'am, I'm not dead yet!If my old lady is really dead, maybe you will be proud of it!Those "deposits" of my old lady are all yours!
I looked at Mai Le, who was pretending to be strong, and wept bitterly in front of Ji Rongge.

Before Baichu left, he glanced at Ji Rongge next to him, his eyes were as indifferent as broken ice, then he turned around and told me to take care of Mai Le.He said, Mo Chun, you remember to find a restaurant and get some food for Mai Le.Then he looked at me and said, I have to go see Xilan quickly, I'm afraid something will happen, if I'm not in front of her eyes, I will never forgive myself for the rest of my life.

After Bai Chu left, my eyes were almost filled with tears, and all this fell into the eyes of Ji Rongge who was watching the scene.Although he didn't say anything, the indifferent smile on the corner of his mouth was erratic and wandering.

I foolishly made Mai Le happy, and I said, Mai Le, look, Bai Chu was with me when Xi Lan was seriously ill, is it possible that I will replace Xi Lan as Mrs. Bai in the future?After speaking, I smiled at Mai Le.I know, this smile is ugly.

Sure enough, Mai Le said, Mo Chun, you look like a fool when you smile, it's too ugly.

Ji Rongge who was on the side suddenly laughed out loud, saying that she was a fool in the first place, and she was even more foolish when she laughed.The ghosts can see it, that Baichu doesn't take you seriously at all, you are still lying to yourself here, you are really hopeless, nympho!

Mai Le looked at Ji Rongge, then closed his mouth tightly and remained silent.

I gave Ji Rongge a blank look, and I said, you go!You are not needed here!

Ji Rongge raised his face, almost looking at me through his nostrils, he said, hehe, I have never seen someone like Mo Chun who crosses rivers and destroys bridges!When you need me, just call me so furiously, and when you don't need me, just kick me away so ruthlessly!When he said the word "need", he deliberately said it in an extremely ambiguous manner.

Mai Le looked up at me, who was breathing fire, and then at Ji Rongge, who was smiling meekly. He lowered his head and didn't speak, letting us fight each other with our eyes.

I said, Ji Rongge, why do you go to a romantic place that you don't even bother to go to?You are a barrister, how innocent you are!
Ji Rongge still had a charming smile on his face, he said, ah, what?I'm going to monitor my debts!You owe me a hundred oceans!Can I not worry?Since I am worried, of course I will go to the place where you often hang out.But how do I know that you are not here, but your friend is.

I snorted coldly, isn't it only a hundred oceans? Do I still have to call you "Young Master" every day?
Ji Rongge smiled, and the corners of his lips twitched slightly, ah, you can call me "Young Master", if "the door is closed for more than ten days in heavy snow", I don't want my hundred oceans!

Mai Le put his hand into his pocket, trying to pay for my debt, but I grabbed him.I said, ignore him!This man is so proud!
Ji Rongge looked at Mai Le, under the huge sunglasses were his very proud eyes.He said, don't pay back the money for Mo Chun, look at her unhappy expression, the reason she doesn't want to pay back the money is because she wants me to come to her every day and have a relationship with her every day, and then she can watch Mo Chun every day to me!Isn't it, "Xi'er" from "Shaodongjia"? !
My face was green from his choking, just as I was about to lift my foot, Ji Rongge probably remembered the pain of being kicked in the neck last time, so he ran to a distance to stay.He laughed, oh, Mo Chun, you must not do such an obscene gesture in front of your good friends!If we want to do it, we will do it in private!It seems that you are really addicted!
I continue to roll my eyes.

Mai Le lay peacefully on the bed, his face was bloodless, watching me and Ji Rongge fight to the death.

In the evening, she didn't even look at the rice Ji Rongge bought from the restaurant, she just said silly things to me.She said, in fact, I don't want to eat anything, I don't want anything.Mo Chun, do you know?My ultimate ideal is to bury myself, in the sand, and not breathe.You say, what can I grow into?
willow?

Poplar?

Indus?

Or grass?

You can grow into anything, as long as you stop being human!
She bit her lip and said, Mo Chun, just stop being a human being!

My heart was full of pain, I looked at Mai Le and said, Mai Le, tell me, who is that bastard? !I must go and kill him!chop him up!If I can't protect you, who else can protect you? !

Mai Le didn't look at me, just murmured, I can grow into anything, as long as I stop being a human being!Ji Rongge lowered his head, looked at his shoes, and sighed softly.

Finally, Mai Le smiled at me strangely, Mo Chun, I want to protect you even more!After she finished speaking, she cried, and she said, Mo Chun, we don't want to live like this anymore, no more.

Just before she could swallow her crying, Baichu's call came in.On my misuse, his voice came through the speakers, making me want to cry even more.He said, Mo Chun, if Mai Le is fine, you can help me take care of Xi Lan!The doctor said she might be dying... I want to start our wedding, I must marry her in this life, I promise her!Must marry her!

I almost didn't shout out, I want to say, there is something wrong with you, Xilan is still underage!
After Bai Chu hung up the phone, Mai Le and Ji Rongge both squinted at me.

Ji Rongge smiled softly, and the corners of his lips twitched lightly, and said, you should hurry up and take care of Xilan, after taking care of it, you will have the hope of a sequel!
21 There will never be such a pair of small hands that can be held by me.

People tend to get carried away when they are proud, and they get carried away when they are sad.

At this time, I was so sad that I lost my mind, and my brain twitched under the stimulation of Ji Rongge's vicious "continued string". Rise.The brown eyeballs were motionless, and the pig-like "bajibaji" sound was still coming out of its mouth.

Seeing this scene, Ji Rongge was taken aback for a while.He turned his head in surprise, and looked at Mai Le who was also staring at me in a daze on the bed.

Speechless.

It may be that the eyeballs did not move for a long time, and the tears finally burst out from the eyes that had been frozen for too long, and fell into the bowl, and the food became extremely bitter and unpalatable at that moment.

Seeing this scene, Mai Le stopped being in a daze, and immediately ran down from the bed.

She stroked my almost stiff back and said, oh, Mo Chun, this is not a big deal, Baichu just said that he wanted to get married on a whim.You know, those who are engaged in art like to toss about love and hatred to show their individuality.Besides, Xi Lan is not under the legal age for marriage.So don't worry that you will be a sequel!Don't listen to Ji Rongge's crow's mouth, if Xi Lan dies, let her die. After she dies, you will be the real Mrs. Bai recognized by the law, and you will definitely not be reduced to the point of continuing!
I hugged Mai Le and the plate and cried hard. In fact, I knew that Mai Le was just trying to make me happy. She knew that what made me uncomfortable was not the "continuation" issue, but that I liked this man so much, but he took it for granted. Turning a blind eye; not only turning a blind eye, but also heartlessly ignoring the feeling of trampling on me, pouring out my distress and irritability in front of me at will, no matter how sour, sad, or overwhelmed I will be after hearing it .

And these, as smart as Mai Le, she is not ignorant.It's just that she carefully picked those innocuous topics to comfort me.After all, we are all people who are unwilling to face up to our dripping wounds.

The reason why there is night in the world is reserved for those who have wounds.Give them a piece of black where they can lick their wounds alone without being noticed.

The plate was cold, and Mai Le's body was hot.

Only then did I wake up. I was here to comfort Mai Le, but now, I played the role of being comforted.So, looking back at Ji Rongge who was frowning and pursing his mouth, I wiped my tears embarrassedly.

I smiled at Mai Le and said, I'm fine, I'm just suddenly unhappy, suddenly nervous, suddenly very hungry, it has nothing to do with Bai Chu, now I'm fine.

After speaking, I put the plate that was eaten upside down on the table.

The food and Bai Chu's words were entangled in my stomach, but I didn't want Mai Le and Ji Rongge to see me crying nervously, so I raised my hand to touch Mai Le's forehead, and then tried my own. .I said, Michael, you seem to have a fever.

Mai Le got into bed quietly, his brown hair scattered on the white pillow of the hospital.She looked at me and smiled. In this space full of the smell of disinfectant, her smile is like a lonely flower that may wither at any time.

She said, the nurse will come and deliver the medicine to me in a while, and I will take my temperature, so you don't have to worry about me.By the way, what are you going to do with Mo Fan's tooth?Make it up, or feel sorry for a beautiful young man.

After finishing speaking, she laughed, and then said, "Also, Mo Chun, go and see Xilan. To be honest, such a poor little girl has been separated from her parents since she was a child."Although we hate her, I know that you still care about her. After all, she didn't call you sister for so many years.

Mai Le's last words made my heart tremble again.

I suddenly recalled that many years ago, Xi Lan and Mo Fan sat neatly in front of me, and I taught them to sing "Sit in a row and eat fruit".At that time, we were so young that we didn't know that in the future, a man named Bai Chu would descend from the sky and put us on the opposite side of the world falling apart.

It's just that he took her to Tianming Mountain to paint a series of paintings, and she became his model, and they put their lives on my wound in a "lovely concubine" manner.Also, Xi Lan didn't know when, she looked at me with cold and hard eyes, but this kind of coldness was submerged in her tenderness, and even a careful man like Bai Chu couldn't find it.Oh, no reason!I'm the one who gets hurt, okay?It wasn't her, Xilan.Is it just because I told Baichu that she was faking after she started this continuous and strange illness?How do I remember that she was strong before? !
Oh.

Xilan, we can never go back to the past.

I remember that after Yu Yuanfang's "scandalous incident" happened, Xilan was sent to the orphanage.That day, she was carried away, and on that strange shoulder, she kept crying hysterically, sister, sister, don't you want me, don't you want Xilan?Sister, I will never compete with Mo Fan for fruit again, I will let him do everything, let my mother keep me!

(End of this chapter)