you are the one in my memory

Chapter 1261 I did it, but I regret it
"Okay." Gu Jiujiu closed her eyes and tried her best not to be afraid. There is a saying that is true, it is easier said than done.

She dawdled for a long time, but still couldn't fall asleep. She opened her eyes and looked at Yang Jinze. His eyes were still open, and the two of them just met their eyes.

"There's still no way not to be afraid?" Yang Jinze knew what she was thinking right away.

"En." She nodded cautiously, afraid that this man would dislike her as useless, she had tried her best, but even if she couldn't sleep, she couldn't help it.

"Then chat with me." Yang Jinze didn't blame her either, sometimes girls think differently from boys, and he can't use his own thoughts to make her think the same way.

There is really no way to be afraid of this kind of thing all of a sudden, not to be afraid, not to mention that she is such an insecure person.

"Okay, what are we talking about?" Gu Jiujiu was happy for a while, and he didn't sleep, otherwise she was really afraid of the silence and darkness in the room after he fell asleep.

Nice to chat with him!

"It's all right." Yang Jinze didn't care about the topic of the chat, as long as she wanted to talk.

He can!

"Tell me about your past." Gu Jiujiu stared straight at him, wondering what kind of person he was before.

He is so handsome and has such a good personality. There must be many people chasing him. Why is he still not being chased by anyone, and he has been unwilling to let her go.

In this world, there are too many beautiful and kind women, Gu Jiujiu is very clear that she is not very good.

Yang Jinze likes himself so much, is it because he has never seen other better women?

"You won't like my past." Yang Jinze lowered his head and chuckled.

His past even made him want to laugh!

"How do you know I won't like it if you don't tell me."

"I'm a murderous murderer!" Yang Jinze looked directly at her, speaking in a calm tone, as long as she wanted to know, he would tell her.

Because he doesn't want their future to be full of deception!

"Is that so? It doesn't look like it." Hearing this, Gu Jiujiu couldn't believe how a good person like him could have been so terrible in the past.

He must have a reason.

"But I just, remember, you can't tell a person's heart from his appearance."

"Then why did you kill someone?" Gu Jiujiu didn't dwell on this topic anymore, and she didn't think he was a bad person, after all, killing someone didn't mean anything.

There are also many bad guys in this world!
"Because I want to climb to a very high position, so that no one in this world can bully me anymore." Yang Jinze said this, full of sadness.

Later, he finally climbed to that high position, but his original intention of hard work was gone.

The person he most wanted to protect was gone!
His efforts were in vain!

"You did it right?" Gu Jiujiu looked at his sad look, and couldn't help but feel distressed. How desperate is a person to make himself work so hard.

Sometimes, Gu Jiujiu also wants to work hard, work hard for what she once wanted.

But she found that it was easier said than done.

Every time she is lazy or stops when she is working hard, she will find an excuse for herself to rest.

As for Yang Jinze, it looked like he was working hard without stopping, and he didn't seem to find any excuses.

"I did it, but I regret it, I don't want that."

(End of this chapter)