you are the one in my memory

Chapter 1262 Congratulations [Ink Dye Allure] for becoming the first rudder master of this book

"Why?" Gu Jiujiu didn't understand, shouldn't she be happy to be in the position she wanted?
Why regret it?

Is it because he worked hard for too long, or the result is not what he wanted?
"In order to work hard to get to this position, I lost my original intention and lost my favorite family." Yang Jinze recalled that period of time, he really would rather die than live.

Can't wait to be out of this world immediately!He thought about committing suicide and giving up, but he couldn't. He wanted to obey his mother's last wish and work hard to continue living.

Because he still has a younger sister in this world!
"What do you mean?" Gu Jiujiu heard that something was wrong in this story, he...how much did he go through before he became as sad as he is now!
"I worked so hard to give my mother a good life, but instead of giving her a good life, I made her sad."

If it wasn't for the dark night, Gu Jiujiu would probably find that his face was covered with tears. He hadn't told anyone about these things, and Gu Jiujiu was the first one.

"You... don't be sad." Gu Jiujiu is not very good at coaxing people, she is a little embarrassed to listen to his words, she is afraid that she will make him sad, and bring back those things in the past that she doesn't want to recall.

But now that he is sad, she really doesn't know what to do.

"It's okay, I'm not sad." Yang Jinze wiped the tears from his eyes.

Don't want to look like a coward.

"Is your mother still there?" Gu Jiujiu took the initiative to hold his hand, because only the contact of temperature can make people feel warm.

Gu Jiujiu knew that his whole body was icy cold, and he couldn't even warm himself.

Not to mention warming others, but she still wants to work hard to warm this man.

"Not anymore."

"Why?" Gu Jiujiu frowned, his mother should be very young logically.

Why are you gone so early.

"Because when I was trying to climb that difficult position, she was tortured at home, and I was only busy, trying to give her a good material life, and I never found this, even when she was sick. When I was there, I wasn't by her side." Yang Jinze smiled lowly.

Speaking of these, he felt that he was a complete bastard. His mother raised him so hard, so it was fine if he didn't take care of his mother.

It also brought her a lot of torture that didn't belong to her.

"You know? That night, I will never forget it in my life. My mother called me and told me that she wanted to see me. I was fighting a battle that could be won or lost. I think she should just miss me. It's not a big deal. After I settle those things, it's the same when I go back to see her the next morning. My mother is very sad, I can hear it.

But I didn't soften my heart. I told her that I'm going back tomorrow morning and I'm too busy now. "

"What about the next morning when we go back?"

"All I saw was a cold corpse and a large table of dishes, which were very rich, but they were all cold." Yang Jinze said in a hissed voice.

He was in pain, and he didn't know how he got here all these years.

Faced with these things, he really didn't know what to do. He ran to several hospitals behind his back, but the results were the same in every hospital. He thought the doctor was talking nonsense.

He hugged his mother and was unwilling to let go, and in the end he had to accept the result that he couldn't accept.

　Congratulations to [Ink Dye Allure] for becoming the first rudder master of this book.

　　It is also the first rudder master since the male god wrote the book, thank you, okay~

　　
　
(End of this chapter)