Lady Changning

Chapter 182 The pain of cutting out the heart (1)

After Mingyu left, Master Xuan issued the final order that the childbirth must be in Xuanjia, because he was worried that it might be inconvenient for Mingyu to move around in the future, so the four of them discussed and asked Mingyu to go back to wait for the delivery.

Mingyu hated Xi Changning wholeheartedly, but this was the first child, so one had to be careful, so she had to go back to Xuanfu in the city with Xuanjing.

"Husband, miss has something on her mind." She saw the miss secretly shed tears in a daze.

"Don't say it. Let's go and leave them alone for a while."

Xuan Jing couldn't express how he felt in his heart, he felt bored and panicked, it was not easy to see them walking all the way, he really couldn't say what to say about separation with his temperament.

Pregnant women are sentimental, and Mingyu is already sad and begins to cry.

There were no noisy people, and the small courtyard was unusually quiet. The remaining two people were always silent, each with their own thoughts, and couldn't even watch the light.

"Master, did you quarrel with the master's wife?" The young man always thought it innocently.

Huangfu Zimian shook his head, although he also noticed Xi Changning's silence, but because of his own reasons, he didn't even dare to ask her what happened.

"Guang, take good care of your mistress from now on."

"The master's wife doesn't want me to take care of her. She is so powerful, who can take care of her? But the master's wife cares most about you, master, so it is most suitable for you to take care of the master's wife." Guang Tian said sincerely.

Huangfu Zimian was slightly taken aback, as if everyone here understood the truth, but he himself didn't care.Even at such a young age, I understand.

Huangfu Zimian got up and went to the kitchen. After Mingyu left, Xi Changning took on the responsibility of cooking, but after all, she was a lady of the official family, so this kind of thing was difficult for her. Fortunately, he and Guang didn't care, she did it. No matter how unpalatable it is, the two of them can still eat it.

"Chang Ning, do you know?" His tone was indifferent, and he didn't intend to hide any more.

"En." Xi Changning paused for a moment.

"Will you stay with me till the end?"

"Get out of the way!" Xi Changning pushed him away angrily.

If she didn't accompany him, would she knowingly take such a risk to marry him?For so long, she has been waiting for him to confess, but he would rather feel mad than confide a word.

"do not do that."

Huangfu Zimian imprisoned her from behind, feeling her body temperature, maybe he won't be able to feel all this in the near future.

"Changning, I can't let you go."

Because he cared too much, it was even more difficult for him to let go. If he faced death alone, he would not be afraid, but he cared too much about this person in front of him. He was always afraid that he would leave too suddenly and nothing would be done for her.

Xi Changning didn't dare to look back, fearing that the tears would stay in disobedience, no matter whether God was joking with them or not, both of them were the one being teased, and they were even a little unable to bear it.

"Tell me, why did you drink that glass of wine?" Why did you still drink it when you knew that the third prince was going to harm him?With his skill and medical skills, it is not difficult to judge that the wine is poisonous.

Huangfu Zimian remained silent, because his thoughts were very simple and he didn't want to live anymore.One is Xi Changning, the other is mother, and a third brother and third prince were added at that time.He cared no matter which side it was, so he chose the method that least hurt others.

"Now? Do you still want to drink that glass of wine?"

"Sorry." He shook his head desperately.

Xi Changning can't laugh or cry, the original sad atmosphere is gone, this big man is very cute and stupid, in Xuan Jing's words, Taoist Tianxuan raises him as he pleases, and he grows casually, if it is not for that handsome face, I really don't know how to live when.

"Have a meal."

Huangfu Zimian knew that Xi Changning no longer cared about his awkwardness during this time, and as for life, sometimes it was really something that could not be forced.

Huangfu Zimian fell ill more and more often. Although he deliberately avoided Xi Changning, Xi Changning secretly saw him. Sometimes Guang was there too. Xi Changning stopped.

"Master's wife, why didn't Master go up and help him when he was suffering so much?"

"He can avoid us but he doesn't want us to see it."

Xi Changning said with a pale face, the hand holding Guang was trembling, but he still looked very strong.

Guang was young, so he didn't understand why the master's wife did this. She even felt that the master's wife didn't love the master at all. She couldn't even shed a tear when she saw him suffering so much.

"Master, why is your heart so hard?" Guang said angrily.

Xi Changning staggered and almost lost her footing. She felt that her heart was hardened when someone who was no younger than her said such a thing.

"Guang, you don't understand." This kind of excuse can no longer evade a young but mature person like Guang.

one night.

Huangfu Zimian fell ill, his heart seemed to be gouged out, his clothes were already soaked in sweat, he didn't dare to make a sound, because the person in his arms was sleeping soundly.

He turned over cautiously and covered his heart with his hands, using all his internal strength, he couldn't resist the pain in his heart.

Xi Changning felt his trembling, and understood how much stamina he needed to endure such pain. She hugged him from behind and remained silent, but she couldn't hold back the tears that broke her thread.

The time of happiness was too short for her, it seemed that God deprived her of happiness immediately after she understood the true meaning of rebirth, and she was still the same Xi Changning who had nothing.

"I can't let you go."

For Xi Changning, this life was just picked up for nothing after death. Maybe it was because of such extravagant expectations, so God couldn't stand it anymore.

Huangfu Zimian endured the pain and smiled, poisonous blood was attacking his heart, there was no cure, but it was enough to be able to get along with Xi Changning like this before he died.

"Sleep. I won't go." He comforted her weakly.

The two of them deceive each other to comfort each other, even if it is a day, even an hour is earned.

Xi Changning's hands tightened, wishing he could embed himself into his body from his back, allowing himself to replace or share his pain.

"You won't die, I won't let you die."

Xi Changning secretly made up her mind that she couldn't just let him die like this. Her heart was once swollen and sore because of him, and now it continues on him.Even if she needs to die again.

The time of pain continued continuously, Huangfu Zimian and Xi Changning did not fall asleep that night, and silence became their only way to resist the pain.

Huangfu Zimian didn't fall into a deep sleep until Dongfang showed his belly white. He was too tired, and when the pain subsided, he felt that he had no strength in his whole body.

Seeing that he had relaxed his body, Xi Changning knew that he could no longer hold on to sleep, so she got up and dressed and quietly wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes.Except for the door, see the light and clean in the yard.

"Master, you got up so early."

"Guang, your master is not feeling well, please take good care of him, I will go out for a while."

Just having doubts, the master is a doctor, there are a lot of medicinal materials in the house, and the master's wife doesn't look like she is going to invite a doctor, her face is so pale, and her big eyes have no expression at all.

"Miss Master." Guang shouted worriedly.

But his shout did not stop Xi Changning, but accelerated her pace.

The road up the mountain is not difficult, but it is long, so long that it exhausts Xi Changning.Along the way, she thought of too many arguments, but none of them could convince herself, let alone others?

"It's you?"

The person who spoke was none other than Huangfu Zimian's elder brother, who kept calling Xi Changning, a witch.

"I want to see Daoist Tianxuan."

"Master, you saw him as soon as you said? Besides, we Quanqing Temple have nothing to do with you, not even Zimian." He made it clear that he would not let Xi Changning go to see Taoist Tianxuan.

"I'll say it again, I want to see Daoist Tianxuan."

Zimian's elder brother was forced by the aura of the girl in front of him, so he didn't know how to answer.As always, she was dressed in red, with black hair and waterfalls, and her big black and white eyes revealed a majesty that did not match her age.

"Master is in seclusion and won't see you." The elder brother's arrogance suddenly became much weaker.

Xi Changning glanced at him to judge whether it was true or false, and then walked towards Quanqing Temple by himself. Although he deliberately stopped him, Xi Changning still let him see it.

Xi Changning knew the way to Taoist Tianxuan's room, and all the way down, everyone looked at her curiously, presumably others knew a lot about her and Huangfu Zimian.

She stopped in front of the closed door and knelt down without warning. All the Taoist priests stopped what they were doing and looked at a stubborn girl in red kneeling outside the door of the room under the shade of trees.

"Chang Ning asks to see Taoist Priest Tianxuan." Knock.

"Chang Ning asks to see Taoist Priest Tianxuan." Two knocks.

... I don't know how many times I have come and gone like this, the door of Taoist Priest Tianxuan has always been tightly closed.

"Get up quickly, I don't want to die in this clean place."

The elder brother really couldn't stand it any longer, so he could only push the others away and go forward to stop it himself, but he didn't expect the girl to be so stubborn, she wouldn't get up no matter how hard she pulled her.

"Chang Ning begs to see Taoist Priest Tianxuan." These are the few words repeated over and over again.

In fact, her heart is not as calm as her face, Taoist Master Tianxuan is her only hope, she can't just give up like this.

"If Zimian dies, what can you get?"

The elder brother was slightly taken aback, and the hand that was pulling her stopped.What can I get?Too much, at least he doesn't have to be a titular big brother.

Everyone in Quanqingguan knows that he is very useless as a senior brother, but he is just a name.He knew that Zimian's identity brought back by his master was different from that of an orphan like him who had no father or mother, but he couldn't help but compare.

It's a pity that Huangfu Zimian ignored his provocation at all, everyone thought that his skill was not as good as Zimian's, and people who listened to him were not as good as Zimian.

"Hmph, if you want to kneel, keep kneeling."

The elder brother took his anger out on Xi Changning and planned to let it go.

Xi Changning didn't know what time it was, she only knew that she had been kneeling for a long time, but the door still didn't move at all. Could it be that Taoist Master Tianxuan is really so hard-hearted?
"Master Dao, you treat him as if you were your own. If it wasn't for me, he would still be your good disciple, which is what Chang Ning asked for extravagantly. Please save him, Chang Ning is willing to sacrifice everything."

Sometimes it is only a momentary thing if you can't see through it, just like for Xi Changning, whether there is or is not in life is beyond his control.

"Changning, come in."

Daoist Tianxuan's voice came through the door, and Xi Changning slowly approached with trembling legs.

(End of this chapter)