Lady Changning

Chapter 183 The pain of cutting out the heart (2)

It was already very late when we returned to the village, Huangfu Zimian cooked a table of delicious food, he and Guang waited for Xi Changning without saying a word.

"You don't have to wait for me." Xi Changning said pretending to be nonchalant.

"You went to the mountains, right?"

"kindness."

She is so stupid, Huangfu Zimian thought, how could his own body not understand?Master has done his best, and if it can't be saved, it can't be saved.

Xi Changning is suffering, she's not stupid, it's just that he doesn't know it, there is a cure for poison, she just wants to live alone.

"I won't go again. Let's eat." Xi Changning didn't talk about it anymore, Huangfu Zimian didn't know another way to detoxify, he just thought it was his time limit.

The food is very good, and Xi Changning would cook some on weekdays, but it is really difficult to do with her craftsmanship, and there is no comparison with Huangfu Zimian now.

Even Guang felt that the food he ate a few days ago was really hard to swallow, but at any rate, the master's mother's heart could not be wasted. Now that he tasted such delicious food, he couldn't help but eat two more bowls.

"Guang, you ate so much today, I punish you to wash the dishes."

"Miss Master, you have to be punished for eating too much?" Although there is nothing wrong with washing the dishes, how did it become a punishment?

"You usually eat one bowl, but now you eat three bowls. You are insulting my cooking skills."

Guang was speechless, could only swallow his grievances in his stomach, and waited silently for everyone to finish eating and began to clean up the dishes.

After the light was gone, Xi Changning took Huangfu Zimian back to the room.Huangfu Zimian seemed to know that she had sent her away on purpose, so he also followed her.

"Take these medicines." Xi Changning took out Taoist Tianxuan's pills, his fingertips were trembling.

"Master gave it to you? Why did you go to him?" He owed too much to Master, and he would rather die slowly like this, at least with Xi Changning by his side.

"Eat it!" Xi Changning put the pill to Huangfu Zimian's mouth regardless of Huangfu Zimian's questioning.

Seeing that she did not answer, Huangfu Zimian turned his head away, not intending to take the pill.

Xi Changning resigned to his fate and lowered his arms, standing in front of him and looking at him, his eyes filled with tears for a long time.He wouldn't know how brave she mustered up to give him the pill.

"Zimian, I...I can't let you die." She hugged him, feeling the familiar temperature from his body.

No matter how unfair the conditions that Taoist Tianxuan negotiated with her were, in the end it was for Huangfu Zimian's good, and she could endure it.Just because she couldn't watch him die like this.

"Life and death are up to fate, besides, I am satisfied with dying like this." At least she is his wife.

Xi Changning shook her head vigorously, she couldn't do it.She now understands how terrible it is to care about a person.

"Eat it. It will be fine if you eat it. Don't waste all my painstaking efforts. Daoist Tianxuan is only willing to care about you as a disciple."

Xi Changning tried his best to make himself look calm, handed him the pill, his hands didn't tremble anymore, but his tears couldn't be controlled.

Huangfu Zimian didn't want Xi Changning to worry, so he stopped refusing and took the pill, although he knew that nothing could save him now.Even with all his internal strength, he couldn't stop the toxin from corroding his heart, and it wouldn't last long to come and go.

Seeing Huangfu Zimian's Adam's apple sliding up and down, Xi Changning's heart was almost suffocated, and only tears were left in sadness, and all the tears that were held back before were really shed.

"Don't cry, I've already eaten. Don't think too much about it anytime. We've earned the happiness we have now." Huangfu Zimian comforted.

Xi Changning thought in her heart that such days would end today, but she would not let him die like this.

It was night, Huangfu Zimian fell ill again, this time it was so violent that even his internal strength could not stop it, Xi Changning was beside him neither crying nor fussing, holding his hand tightly.

"It seems that this time is really the end." Huangfu Zimian's face was pale, and cold sweat broke out layer by layer.

Xi Changning didn't speak, and wiped off the cold sweat for him, but kept reminding himself in his heart that he won't die, he won't die.

"Zimian, I have experienced life and death once, it was very painful. But why this time is more uncomfortable than my own death?"

The words of the two people are different, but they are all sad. Happiness is short-lived, but the sadness left behind is permanent.

Huangfu Zimian's body was a little bit cold in Xi Changning's arms, she couldn't even shed tears, she stroked Huangfu Zimian's face over and over again.

"Go to sleep, everything will be fine when I wake up, there will be no more pain and no more tears."

A series of footsteps sounded outside the door, Xi Changning knew who was coming, and looked at the door with empty eyes and waited.

The door was pushed open by the light, and he was obviously startled, because he was not familiar with the people behind him.Only Xi Changning knew what was going on.They took the cold Huangfu Zimian.

Daoist Tianxuan glanced at Xi Changning, and lamented in his heart, the saddest thing for people is love, Zimian had a love calamity, and now it is over.

"Daoist, don't forget what you promised Changning." Xi Changning said suddenly.

She got up and walked to the light, and put the key of the house into his hand.

"Take care of the house. If we can come back, we will look for you. If we don't come back here, it will be yours." She patted her bald head lightly, her voice was so soft that it seemed to drift away with the wind.

I just don't understand, I only know that the master was carried out like a dead person, and the master's wife followed.His eyes were red, and there was no expression on his face.

When everyone was gone, he realized that he should tell his little master, locked the door and ran to the city immediately.

Xi Changning has been walking beside Huangfu Zimian who was being carried, and never left his hands, but his mind is full of what Taoist Tianxuan said to her.

The reason why Daoist Tianxuan met her was because he didn't want to see Huangfu Zimian, whom he brought up with one hand, die. Brothers killing each other is not something people like him can bear. The reason why he chooses to sacrifice is precisely because he has begun to understand the world love.

Daoist Tianxuan knew that she would look for him, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.

"Save Zimian."

Xi Changning came and went with just a few words, his expression was flustered, and the calmness that people had always admired had long since ceased to exist.

"I've told you about the method a long time ago. Do you think about this cruel method of exchanging your life for your life?"

"Daoist, save Zimian."

Daoist Tianxuan sighed, the most sad thing is nothing more than love, no matter what.

Knowing that Taoist Tianxuan had agreed, Xi Changning couldn't help feeling a lot of emotion in his heart.

"Changning, although I agree, there are conditions. You are Zimian's robbery. Even if you save him, he will not be able to survive your existence. Would you like him to forget you?"

Heart death is more painful than any kind of death. With the relationship between Huangfu Zimian and Xi Changning, Huangfu Zimian may not really live if he lives alone.

After listening to Taoist Tianxuan's words, Xi Changning shook her body. Death was no longer so terrible to her, but she was still disappearing from someone's life. This was more painful than cutting out a heart. She was struggling in her heart.

"What will happen to me?"

"I will use my internal energy to freeze your heart veins. As for whether you will live or die, I am not sure. But even if you are alive, you are still a living dead."

Daoist Tianxuan explained that the cruel words had already been softened a bit, and the other words were not very clear.

"Daozhang, what does the living dead mean?"

Xi Changning clenched her hands into fists, as if she wanted to crush something, but her pale lips trembling slightly had already betrayed the fear in her heart.

"Love arises from the heart, heartless, ruthless, without any emotion." Isn't such a person the living dead.

His words penetrated into Xi Changning's heart bit by bit. Her fear of cutting out her heart came from her previous life, but she changed her heart for Huangfu Zimian in this life, and she has no regrets.Whether it is life or death, she has no complaints, but what she didn't expect is that living is far more painful than dying.

"At least you're still alive, right?" Xi Changning comforted himself.

"You have to be prepared, even if you live, you will die sooner or later."

Daoist Tianxuan never left Xi Changning's eyes. It is not easy to have such courage at her age. Although he once asserted that she is dead, it is too cruel to let her die again now.

Xi Changning had no tears to shed, and knelt down in front of Taoist Tianxuan, beating his head three times to thank Taoist Tianxuan for still being willing to save him at this moment.

"You are very stubborn. It is this stubbornness that makes you die and live again. Zimian changed you, and you changed Zimian. This is life. Here is a elixir. After eating the poisonous blood, it will immediately die violently. I'm going to bring him back for an immediate change."

Xi Changning took the elixir with a wry smile. She didn't know why the heavens made her reborn, revenge?Die again?
Sporadic raindrops fell from the sky, and Xi Changning came back to reality from his memories, and he had already arrived at Quanqing Temple.

"Zi Mian, it's good that you live." She said in her heart.

Beijing alley
Xi Hanxue was putting on exquisite makeup in front of the mirror, but unfortunately no matter how beautiful she was, only a reckless man like Yan Xiufeng could see her. She thought she was the most beautiful woman in the capital, but she couldn't see it all. It was all Xi Changning's fault.

She threw away the jade hairpin in her hand, and looked at the mirror angrily, as if the one in the mirror was Xi Changning.She didn't even notice that Yan Xiufeng came in.

"What are you losing your temper with?"

Hearing Yan Xiufeng's voice, she immediately put away her angry eyes and looked at him with a tender expression.

"How can you lose your temper? Maybe it's because the weather is starting to get hotter and you're a little irritable." She immediately snuggled up to her.

Yan Xiufeng knew that she must be angry with Xi Changning in her heart. Xi Changning ran away with the second prince, but the emperor knew where they were but did not pursue them, and even sent him to spy on them. Could it be that the emperor still can't let Xi Changning go?
"Recently there has been no movement in Hengshan, but I feel uneasy instead."

"You are thinking about what Xi Changning is doing. As far as you are concerned, the second prince will not have a few days to live. If he dies, Xi Changning will not have the face to come back."

Xi Hanxue felt a little more at ease when she thought that this was far from being out of balance. The people Xi Changning chose all died unexpectedly, leaving her alone for the rest of her life was not a bad torture.

"Then why do you think the emperor wants me to spy on their every move? I'm afraid the emperor just wants to wait for the opportunity to bring Xi Changning back." Yan Xiufeng said the most likely possibility.

(End of this chapter)