The shimmering lost dusty summer

Chapter 21
It had just rained outside, and it was a bit cold, but Ding Jianguo was still downstairs, did not leave, was smoking a cigarette by the car, and was stunned when he saw the warm wind.

"Did Ding Yu ask you to come?" She said softly.

"No, he doesn't know." Ding Jianguo hastily denied.

"Let's go, take me to see Ding Yu."

"you?"

"Don't worry, I won't tell him about that."

Ding Jianguo looked a little embarrassed, but said nothing, and stretched out his hand to open the car door.

In fact, there is no need to see Ding Yu again, I just feel too angry. In her opinion, even if Ding Yu didn't know about what happened just now, it was because of Ding Yu's temper. Like a spoiled child, he wants whatever he wants and does whatever he wants What, it seems that everyone is going to revolve around him, including his second uncle. She doesn't know the real purpose of Ding Jianguo's visit today, so she can easily vent her anger on Ding Yu.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to marry him, as long as you persuade him to go abroad. His current situation is not suitable for staying in China." After a long time, Ding Jianguo in the front seat suddenly said.

Nuanfeng didn't speak, just saw the man's face through the front-view mirror.

This face is peaceful and shrewd now, but the face ten years ago was ferocious and terrifying. It once became her nightmare and kept pestering her. It took a long, long time to forget it, but she would never forget it until she died. He pushed her down, the pain from her abdomen hitting the corner of the table, and then a red liquid flowed out, which was shocking.

"Ding Yu is just in his third year of high school, and his life has just begun. I won't let you, a woman, ruin him." Was that what he said at the time?
She didn't want to destroy him, but when she couldn't bear to kill the child, the mother impulsively asked him to tell the truth, but it aroused such a strong reaction from him. The expression on that face at that time was actually full of murderous intent of.

If that rape made her feel resentful, then that unfortunate death made her experience hatred for the first time in her life, right?When she was sent to the hospital in pain and despair, all she could think of was one sentence: Ding Yu, why are you hiding?Why did you disappear?

Maybe it was because the air conditioner was turned on too much, and the warm wind subconsciously hugged me tightly, and then I felt a cold liquid flow down from my eyes, and when I touched it with my hand, my face was full of tears.

"You sent Ding Yu abroad because you were afraid that I would sue Ding Yu, why are you so anxious to let him go now?" Nuan Feng said, looking at the hospital that was close in front of him.

"Hospitals abroad are more helpful to his legs," Ding Jianguo of course would not tell the truth, "But he refuses to leave, Miss Qin, no matter what method you use, as long as he is willing to leave, I will thank you."

Nuanfeng didn't answer, even though she already felt that Ding Jianguo's purpose was not simple, but she didn't want to know about it, so she got out of the car.

Ding Yu was trying to walk forward step by step. It must have been extremely painful, and his heels seemed to be unable to touch the ground, but he stepped on it desperately, and sweat dripped from his chin after a while.

Nuanfeng didn't see Ding Yu in the ward. The nurse said he was downstairs, so she ran down again, and saw such a scene under the streetlight.

It should be full of anger, it should be rushing forward to question, but seeing Ding Yu like this, he was stunned, just watching him walking back and forth in a small area illuminated by street lights from the dark outside.

Then suddenly, he didn't stand still, he fell down, he hugged his legs hard, his heart hurt, the warm wind had no intention of going up to help him, just watching, he didn't stand up immediately, but kept this Gradually, there seemed to be a low sobbing sound, Nuanfeng thought he heard it wrong, and then saw Ding Yu's curled body trembling slightly, the sobbing sound was very clear in the quiet night.

It seemed to be shaken by something, and the warm wind couldn't believe his ears. Is that Ding Yu crying?

Maybe, that's not Ding Yu, is he admitting the wrong person?
Since she was a child, she has always had a fierce expression. She has never seen him cry. It was not Ding Yu, absolutely not. She suddenly had the urge to turn around and leave, but her body did not move. She just stared at him blankly, and kept watching until He struggled to stand up, and when he looked up he saw tears streaming down his face.

That was indeed Ding Yu.

I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart, but I felt that the anger just now dissipated, and she couldn't rush up and say: Ding Yu, why don't you leave?Go back to your America quickly.

Ding Yu stood up again. The once vigorous and jumping star was now a cripple. He stopped after walking a few steps, wiped the wet tears from his face, raised his head to look at the moon in the sky, and suddenly he He smiled softly, opened his arms, and fell back straight.

Behind is the concrete floor.

Someone seemed to rush up, trying to hold him, but he couldn't hold his height of 1.8 meters, and fell with him, but fortunately, because of that pull, the force of landing on the ground slowed down, and he was not injured .

The familiar body fragrance rushed straight to his nose, and Ding Yu fell into a trance, but subconsciously hugged the body that fell on top of him.

The warm wind also fell into a mess, so what?Simply inexplicable, she struggled to stand up, and said in her mouth: "Ding Yu, are you a normal person?"

Hearing the voice, Ding Yu was sure that what he was holding was indeed warm wind, and the despair just now disappeared without a trace.

Ding Yu, are you normal?
He didn't know, but subconsciously hugged the warm wind tightly, refusing to let go.

The body that Nuan Feng had just struggled away was pressed back against his chest by him, with a faint smell of sweat and a strong arrogance, which was also a familiar smell to her, and it was this smell that surrounded her on a certain day ten years ago. She, took her virginity away.

She suddenly felt scared, as if it happened again yesterday, she tried to push him away even harder, and shouted: "Let go, Ding Yu." The voice trembled unconsciously.

Ding Yu felt it, and his arms loosened slightly, but he still refused to let go. He hugged her stubbornly and said, "Just for a while, I can't do anything."

Nuanfeng didn't listen to him, and still wanted to get up. Even without the incident ten years ago, the posture of the two of them is a bit strange now. Just as they raised their hands, Ding Yu held the back of his head and pressed his whole head on his. During the tension, it was too ambiguous, too inexplicable, Nuan Feng felt that he was about to cry, so he opened his mouth and bit down. Ding Yu let out a muffled sound, but he didn't relax at all, and then she heard him say something softly.

"Nuanfeng, it seems that I really like you."

It was really very light, right next to her ear, she was stunned, forgot to struggle, and then inexplicably, tears that had been brewing for a long time suddenly flowed down, it was not touching, but gratuitous grievance, very grievance, she also I don't know why I have such emotions. That day he said: Let's get married, she just thought it was ridiculous, but now this sentence made her want to slap him hard, but she didn't do anything, just heard her own words The voice said coldly: Have you had enough trouble?

Another round of places for further study abroad.

"Nanfeng, there is you in the quota again, will you go this time?" Xiao Jiang said beside Nuanfeng, it used to be because he had a boyfriend, and it took too long to study for a year, and now he is single, so he should go abroad , Xiaojiang is a little reluctant, she will be alone at that time, who will help her clean up the mess if she makes a mistake?

"Shouldn't go." Nuanfeng replied, mother's health is not very good recently, if she goes abroad for such a long time, there may be problems.

Xiao Jiang yelled "Oh yeah" in his heart, but his expression was full of pity: "Well, it's not that there is no way to get promoted again, let's go." After speaking, he also felt that he was hypocritical, and stuck out his tongue secretly.

Nuanfeng smiled, and then saw a text message pop up on the phone.

It was sent by Wu Zheng.

"Let's have dinner together tonight, the Sichuan restaurant not far from your company."

After falling in love with Wu Qi, he seldom eats alone with Wu Zheng, maybe because he is afraid that she will be in a bad mood?Nuanfeng looked at the text message and replied "OK".

In fact, it was a bit of a premonition, so Nuan Feng wasn't too surprised when she saw that the person waiting for her in that Sichuan restaurant was not Wu Zheng but Wu Qi.

Wu Qi has ordered her favorite drink and some cold dishes for her.

"Nuanfeng." He called out, and Nuanfeng saw his face with sunken eyes, as if he was very tired.

"Have you been working overtime recently?" She sat down and said calmly, "You look bad."

Wu Qi touched his face subconsciously: "After several operations, I didn't sleep well." He reached out to pour a drink for the warm wind.

Nuanfeng looked at his slender fingers, showing beautiful knuckles when they were bent. They were double-operated hands. His own hands were too rough, so he used to envy him for having such a pair of beautiful hands.

"Don't blame Wu Zheng, I begged him to help me, because you always refused to see me." Seeing her silent, Wu Qi thought Nuan Feng was angry that Wu Zheng had lied to her.

Nuan Feng shook his head, watching the tiny ripples in the teacup filled with drinks, and said, "I thought it would be better for us to meet in a while." At that time, everyone calmed down.

"I don't want to wait any longer," Wu Qi said excitedly, reaching out to grab Nuan Feng's hand, and said directly, "Can we get back together, Nuan Feng?"

Nuan Feng was stunned, and wanted to pull his hand back, but was grabbed by Wu Qi firmly: "I just felt too surprised that day, but now I figured it out, it's all in the past, let's start over, shall we?"

The bloodshot eyes in his eyes made Nuan Feng reluctant to withdraw his hand. After all, in five years, even if he didn't love, he still had feelings. Nuan Feng frowned and let him hold his hand, not knowing what to say?
She hadn't thought about getting back together, let alone Wu Qi would bring it up. Indeed, there was no big fight between them, it was more of a matter of principle that was not a problem in the eyes of others.

Now that he said he didn't care and could start over, she had no reason to refuse. If the breakup was because he couldn't bear her imperfection, then she refused now, it became her wishful thinking to break up.

This is actually nothing. Breakups between men and women are often one-sided, so Nuanfeng didn't say anything, and at the same time there was another voice in his heart convincing himself, if he really doesn't care, he can really start again, why can't he get back together?After all, it's not a novel, and the reality is far from that pure. Just a few days ago, there was a small conflict. Now the other party asks for forgiveness, which should be almost enough.

However, she didn't say anything after all. Seeing Wu Qi's eyes gradually dim, she understood that she could never start over with Wu Qi again, just like a bird that just broke out of the cage and never wanted to go back to the cage. Why, maybe more because she wants to break up.

Both of them fell silent, and the more they sat down, the more heartless Nuan Feng felt. She searched for the reasons why she didn't want to get back together, but the more she thought about it, the more confused she became, and then suddenly thought of a sentence: Maybe it's because you don't love, if Hua Hua If you can't fall in love with someone for five years, then don't spend your whole life trying.

She thought that maybe she should leave first, and just when she raised her head to speak, she saw a familiar figure in the distance, and she looked over.

Ding Jianguo and Li Pin were sitting together, talking about something, and then Ding Jianguo seemed to be angry, stood up and left, and happened to see her when he passed by their table, he was stunned and walked away.

Then I heard Li Pin shouting from behind: "If you don't agree, I'll let that matter come to light tomorrow."

(End of this chapter)