The shimmering lost dusty summer

Chapter 22 Happy Shimmer (1)
In love, it is a scorching heat, in the world, it is a kind of inner peace.

1. Who did you love?

My father said, forget it, because I did do something wrong, and I should be punished no matter how serious it is.

In the past few years, Li Pin thought that she had indeed forgotten, but when she returned to China and saw that person again at Wu Qi's father's birthday party, everything she thought she had forgotten suddenly jumped into her mind, making her caught off guard.

The mastermind should be him, but he let his father bear all the crimes, making him unable to withstand the pressure of the outside world and committing suicide in prison. Although he didn't die, he was sent to the madhouse, and finally died in the madhouse tragically.

Every time he went to see his father, he only kept saying one sentence: Forget it, forget it, I am doing it to myself.

Is it self-inflicted?But why do you have to recite it by yourself, that person is at large, and now he is the deputy director of the Municipal Taxation Bureau. The person who was originally promoted to the position of deputy director should be the father, but let that person kill two birds with one stone. How can she be reconciled.

She watched Ding Yu walking back and forth not far away. The American side, which was actively trying to renew the contract with him, had no news after hearing that his tendon had ruptured. She knew it well, just like the kind of father who was arrested, and she suddenly became the daughter of a young lady and an embezzler.

No one could help him, only to find comfort. At that time, she still had a mother and younger brother, but what about him?Is that Ding Jianguo?I'm afraid he didn't want such consolation.

"There is an invitation letter from the city's basketball association, asking you to become the coach of the city's basketball team after you recover. You should think about it." She walked up to him, and timely supported his body that almost fell.

Ding Yu stopped, sweating all over his face, and said, "I'm not going."

"What can you do if you don't go? Don't forget that you can't play anymore." Don't blame her for being cruel, but what she said is the truth.

Sure enough, with a hurt expression on Ding Yu's face, he broke away from Li Pin's hand and went forward: "You are no longer my manager, you can't control my business, go back to your America."

"Ding Yu, do you really want to lose face like this?" Li Pin said behind him, if one day, she really exposes his life experience, I don't know how he will feel, the only basketball that represents his dignity is lost, How would he react if he knew that his life experience was so unbearable?
Ding Yu remained silent and continued walking back and forth.

"Qin Nuanfeng," seeing him indifferent, Li Pin yelled out the name out of boredom, and it really stopped Ding Yu, Li Pin smiled and said, "She is the dream of many men, but unfortunately I see her. The heart is harder to guess than anyone else, let her heart move, just based on your current appearance, don't even think about it."

She smiled lightly and looked at Ding Yu: "Love is not obtained by playing a child's temper."

She saw Ding Yu's fists clenched, and knew that he was angry. He combed his hair with his fingers, and when she raised her head, she saw Wu Qi walking over at some point, with his hands in the pockets of his white coat, and he looked a little haggard.

Sometimes, she hates Qin Nuanfeng a bit. There are always some women who are easily liked by men, but they are often indifferent. Looking at herself, she seems to be no worse than her in any way, but she is always so hard.

Wu Qi, Wu Qi, you also have today, your heart is extremely happy, but you also feel inexplicable pain, like drinking strong wine in one gulp, it is happy, and then tears are forced out by the pungentness of the wine at the same time.

People greeted him, but Wu Qi looked at Ding Yu coldly.

Li Pin clapped his hands knowingly: "Talk about it." While speaking, he looked back at Ding Yu. He didn't know about Wu Qi and Nuan Feng's breakup, did he?But now, he obviously wanted to ask Ding Yu for an explanation.

The man walked away silently, remembering that day when he persuaded Nuanfeng to come to see Ding Yu, but he said casually in front of Wu Qi: Why did Nuanfeng come to see Ding Yu?

So the confrontation between the three in the ward that day was by no means accidental. I still remember Wu Qi’s resolute decision to break up with her after her father was imprisoned.

Ding Yu was still thinking about Li Pin's words, childish temper?He looked at his legs that were trembling slightly due to excessive exertion, and then suddenly saw a pair of dark leather shoes. When he raised his head, he saw Wu Qi.

He turned around directly, not in the mood to talk to this person.

"Even if you don't choose me, Nuanfeng won't choose you." Wu Qi didn't stop him, but said behind him.

Ding Yu stopped, and was slightly taken aback, not quite understanding the meaning of this sentence.

Wu Qi seems to be talking to himself: "These days I've been thinking, it's clearly a five-year relationship, why are you so open-minded about breaking up, you said Ding Yu, who did Nuanfeng love?"

Ding Yu turned his head slowly, looking into Wu Qi's dark eyes.

"If I wasn't a doctor, I would beat you to death first, but when I heard you ask Li Pin if Nuanfeng had come, I think we are just as pitiful." Still a little confused.

Ding Yu finally couldn't help it, frowned and said, "What do you want to say?"

"I broke up with Nuanfeng, that's it." Wu Qi sat down on the bench by the roadside.

"It's none of my business." Ding Yu replied without thinking. He was about to leave, and then stopped after walking a few steps. It seemed that he had just realized what Wu Qi said. He looked back at Wu Qi for a long time, Wu Qi looked at him too.

"Why?" he asked.

"At first I thought it was because of my hesitation after hearing that incident, but now that I think about it, it's actually not like this."

"that matter?"

Wu Qi smiled coldly: "You know better than me what you did to her."

Looking at his expression, Ding Yu could easily think of what he said, his face turned livid, and he gritted his teeth and said, "It's because of this that you want to break up with her?"

Wu Qi smiled: "Isn't this what you hoped for?"

Ding Yu got angry, and staggered up, grabbing Wu Qi's collar.

Wu Qi didn't struggle, looked at him and said: "I think I was designed, throwing such a bomb first to blow me into a daze, and then get away smoothly, Qin Nuanfeng, it turns out that he is so ruthless," he said. He fell down, lowered his eyes and said, "But why should I be fooled by her?"

"What nonsense?" Ding Yu pushed him away, but he couldn't stand still and took a few steps back.

nonsense?Yes, Wu Qi also felt that he was inexplicable, and showing weakness to his opponent was definitely not his style. However, the depression these days made him want to find someone to vent, but he liked it very much. He didn't want to tell Wu Zheng about this embarrassment. You can tell Wu Zheng about the small turmoil with Nuanfeng, because he was still determined at that time, and he said in front of Wu Zheng that he had a sense of superiority in the matter with Nuanfeng, but now he can't. Ding Yu, who also seemed hopeless to him, said.

How could Ding Yu understand this.

The two of them were speechless, until a nurse from far away came to ask Ding Yu to give him an injection, Ding Yu left without looking at him, stopped after walking a few steps, without looking at Wu Qi and said: "You are wrong, you and I It's different, at least I'm not as embarrassed as you."

Wu Zheng saw that man coming again, and talked for a long time in his father's study, but he still hasn't come out.

After reading half of the academic book, he suddenly lost interest in reading it. He lowered his head and scraped the corner of the page unconsciously with his slender fingers.

When I was still very young, I played hide-and-seek with Wu Qi, hid in my father's bookshelf, waited for a long time, thinking that Wu Qi could not find him, but heard the sound of the study door being opened, and then two people came in, One was his father, and the other he didn't know at the time.

The two of them didn't realize his existence, so they said some words. At that time, he didn't understand what those words meant. Until he grew up, when he saw that man again one day, the sinful transaction that was almost forgotten by him suddenly disappeared. Remember again.

Now this man often threatens his father with that incident. He has always known about it, pretending not to know anything, but because it is his father.

However, it was like a knot in his heart, making him sleepless.

I don't live long, if my father has another accident, who will accompany my mother?

There was an uncomfortable feeling in his chest. He held his chest and adjusted his breathing. Sometimes he really hated himself for having this disease, like a disabled person, unable to do anything.

The door of the study was finally opened, and my father's face was uglier than ever before. Hearing the faint voice from the study just now, the two should have had a dispute.

He watched the man leave, and then saw his father leaning against the door, panting hard suddenly, and stood up in shock.

My father had a stroke, he couldn't speak, and he couldn't move his whole body. Two days ago, when he played chess with him, he was still alive and well, but now he was lying on the bed shaking all over, looking at him and his mother in despair.

It was too sudden and caught him off guard. His mother was afraid that his heart would not be able to bear it. She desperately said that his father had a minor illness, but he is not a child. He has eyes. He knows his father's current situation. At his age, it is difficult to recover. Even if he could recover, he would just occasionally get out of bed, take a few steps, and say a few vague words.

He can't get sick, or his mother will collapse, so he tried his best to stabilize his emotions and try to stay calm.

The hospital used the best experts and hired two nurses. My mother stayed with my father all night, but he couldn't get rid of the despair in his father's eyes. We called our aunt at home and asked her to take good care of him.

Once again, he was like a cripple.

It was raining outside the window, hitting the glass. He leaned his head against the glass, listening to the sound of the rain, looking at the random folded paper cranes on the table, with a melancholy expression.

Auntie came again and asked him what he wanted for dinner. He shook his head again, he had no appetite, but when the auntie sighed and turned around, he stopped her again. He couldn't be like a child, he had to eat even if he didn't have an appetite.

The doorbell rang at the same time, and the aunt went to open the door.

He saw the warm air coming in.

Subconsciously, he sat up slightly.

"Why did you come?" There was an unconscious smile on his face as he spoke.

The warm wind patted the water droplets on her hair: "I heard about Uncle Wu when I went to the tax bureau. I just went to the hospital to see you. Mama Wu asked me to come and see you." She stopped her hands and looked at him slightly. Pale face, "Are you okay?"

"My mother is really, and let you come here," he still smiled, and stood up, "Have you eaten yet? Auntie is cooking, what do you want to eat?"

Nuanfeng looked at the clock on the wall, it's so late and you haven't eaten yet?

"Auntie, just cook a few of Wu Zheng's favorite dishes, and I'll help you." If Wu's mother knew that Wu Zheng was still hungry, she would be worried, so she went into the kitchen with Auntie.

Wu Zheng silently followed Nuan Feng, and then leaned against the kitchen door to watch her get busy.

There was a time when the warm air was cleaning their house, and he also liked to stand quietly and watch her. It seemed that something very gentle was overflowing from her, making the whole house warm.

Why can't I just look at her like this forever?
People are greedy, sometimes he always hopes so extravagantly, and then quickly convinces himself, Wu Zheng, you are just a patient who will die with death, stop delusional.

The two cook together with great efficiency, and the three dishes and one soup are placed on the table with an attractive aroma.

My aunt has been helping Wu's family for so many years, so she could see Wu Zheng's intentions. She insisted that there was another dish that was not good, and let them eat it first. Then she ran to the kitchen and cooked what she said was another dish. Wu Zheng said There is no need to burn it, but Auntie is stubborn.

It was raining harder outside, and the two of them sat in the living room and ate slowly. Most of the time, it was Wu Zheng who put the food into the bowl of the warm wind. A young couple.

Wu Zheng even had the illusion that she and Nuanfeng were really together, respecting each other in their little world.

How nice it would be to stop at this moment.

Suddenly, with an appetite, he took several mouthfuls of rice, but felt bitter, but still had a faint smile on his face.

"Why didn't you agree to Wu Qi's request to get back together?" I wanted to say something, but this sentence came out of my mouth.

Nuan Feng was startled, looked at the rice grains in the bowl, and said, "We are not suitable."

"But you've been together for five years?" Is five years too long to find out that it doesn't fit?

Nuan Feng put down the bowl in his hand, thought for a while, and said, "I don't know what to say. To be precise, it's my fault. I thought that feelings can be settled, but I was wrong."

Wu Zheng didn't quite understand, and he said after a while, "You don't love Wu Qi?"

Nuan Feng nodded, just like Wu Qi also didn't love her, the request to get back together now was just out of a man's self-esteem and unwillingness.

In five years, you may not necessarily fall in love with someone, but you can understand someone.

Wu Zheng saw her nodding and was slightly dazed. Is it because Nuan Feng is too rational, or he is too melancholy, maybe it is really because he doesn't love, and because he doesn't love, he can be very rational.

"Nuanfeng, have you ever loved anyone?" This sentence sounds a bit like questioning, as if asking if she is too heartless, but it is not, it just blurted out suddenly, and when I said it, even I was scared jumped.

Nuanfeng also froze, love?It seems that she never thought that she loves her mother and her father who can't remember much, but she knows that Wu Zheng is not asking about this.

At school, most people were crazy about love and drunk, but she was always busy earning living expenses, so some people said: Warm wind, you are a saint. After a long time, she knew that was not a good word; after work, With Wu Qi by her side, it is even more impossible for her to fall in love with someone, thinking that it will continue like this, and then her original life schedule suddenly derailed after he proposed twice, and even she was caught off guard.

Life and work must be carefully planned, her boss who is a financial manager always said, so this boss went to a prestigious university, found a husband who didn't love, but had a future, lived quietly, but at a party After being drunk, she cried bitterly, calling a certain man's name, but went to work the next day when she was sober, and called her husband sweetly.

She can't do this, but now that she thinks about it, at least there is a man she can call when her boss is drunk. As for herself, she doesn't even have the courage to get drunk, so Wu Zhengxun's "love" has become a kind of obsession for her. .

It seemed that he was thinking too far, Nuan Feng came back to his senses, and said honestly: "I have never loved anyone except my parents. If I have to say it, it is myself." love yourself or what?
"However, I liked someone before." She said quickly again, and he smiled.

Wu Zhenggang was stunned by what she said before, and he was stunned again when he heard what she said behind, and asked reflexively: "Who is it?"

"Ding Yu." For some reason, Nuanfeng answered with a little uncertainty, "When his father brought him to my house, he was really beautiful, with big eyes. Not reconciled." When Nuan Feng spoke, her eyes became distant unconsciously, just like a little girl in kindergarten who likes a certain boy, she asks her mother to change her into beautiful clothes every day, and then waits for him to go to school together, She hated that new father, but liked this new younger brother. The love and hate at that time were so pure, if that hadn't happened, maybe...

maybe?She was thinking too far again.

And what she said was just to make the somewhat dull conversation more enjoyable. When the aunt finally brought the last dish and the rain stopped, Nuanfeng stood up to help the aunt with the meal, but Wu Zheng suddenly said behind him: " So now? Do you still like it?"

The warm air stopped.

2. Incident
Li Pin did not expect such a result.

That person had a stroke before she tried to overturn the case.

Is God joking with him, or with himself?

Do you want to stop here?Just as if she had never intended to reverse the case, when she came out of Ding Yu's bed room, she happened to see that man's wife running out to cry. She suddenly thought of her mother, and her father was also crying silently when he was arrested.

There was no happy feeling in her heart, she just felt panicked, forget it, her father's voice was next to her ear, she sighed and walked out of the hospital.

Then the phone in her pocket rang, and she picked it up, her expression suddenly changed.

Ding Yu was finally able to walk very smoothly. He tried to jump, but there was a sharp pain again. He held his ankle and squatted down.

Can't really jump anymore.

He frowned, sat down on the bench next to him, raised his head, and looked at the sky above him.

(End of this chapter)