Qingcheng I

Chapter 2

How long will you like someone, secretly and quietly?graduation.Lively and lonely.

When Gu Lang came to look for me, a group of people in our dormitory were wearing rented academic uniforms, taking pictures at various "attractions" in the school, and desperately posing in various poses that can reflect our youthful vigor, for the fourth year of the university. The most perfect ending on the New Year picture.

When Hu Dongduo was taking pictures, he stomped on the grass and muttered, grass trampling fee, elevator usage fee, campus tour fee, resource utilization fee, table and chair wear and tear fee, teacher respect fee... Our school, this knife before graduation, is really meow He's so ruthless, I almost burst into tears like a diabetes collapse as an old lady.

When Hu Dongduo paid the fee just now, he really burst into tears, which made the head of the department think that she was reluctant to part with her alma mater, and kept patting her on the shoulder to comfort her. You can raise a sparrow, but you can't raise an eagle!Iron-clad camps and flowing soldiers, there is always a banquet in the world.You have to step out of the school gate bravely!Work hard in society!Serve the society well...

Hu Dongduo may have thought that he had obtained both the degree certificate and the graduation certificate, so she was not afraid of anyone. She wiped her tears and said, Director He, let's not talk about life for now, let's talk about the payment just now.Can I get a 80% discount?290% off?[-]% off?No more than [-]% off.I have no money at all, all [-] yuan is dedicated to the school, and I can only crawl back to the [-] miles home...

Director He originally wanted to say something like "Tomorrow's brand new sun belongs to you" to Hu Dongduo and us, but when Hu Dongduo said this, he held back abruptly, his face flushed.

We were afraid that Director He, nicknamed "Warcraft" in the world, would go crazy, so we quickly dragged Hu Dongduo out of Director He's sight.

Hu Dongduo said, hey, Tianya, you paid for my fare home.

I resentfully nodded, okay.

With friends like this, you have no choice.Life is very helpless.

Hu Dongduo is a talent, an absolute talent.Every time I have a holiday, I will spend the money in my hand until the travel expenses are left, not more than one cent, not less than ten cents.Computers can't be that accurate, can they?

Hu Dongduo discovered Gu Lang's existence before I did.

She pointed at Gu Lang who was standing far away under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, kicked me, and said, Hey, Tianya, Tianya, your man is here.

Hurry up!
As soon as Gu Lang appeared, the girls in the dormitory were already half-crazy. They kicked me to Gu Lang's side together with Hu Dongduo, laughing while kicking me, talking about those ambiguous words between girls, Ai Tianya, today's graduation banquet, sisters together Come on, help you bring him down!Let Ya follow you tonight, life is your person, death is your dead person!After being ambiguous for so many years, the taste is dead!
So, with a blushing little face, I trot to Gu Lang's side in small steps.

Blush, yes, blush, after so many years, every time I see Gu Lang, I still blush, my heart beats and my palms keep sweating, just like when I was 13 years old, when I saw him for the first time.

How long will you like someone, secretly and quietly?

How long will it be?

Time passes, the space changes, and there are other people around him, and he will still miss him like this, and never forget him like this.

Whenever someone mentions his name inadvertently, your heart will suddenly become wet, and you will collapse, lost your direction and lost your breath.

I love this man named Gu Lang for a long time.

Secretly, secretly liking, for fear that if he said it, he would smile, then leave, leave from now on.No longer in my breath, no longer in my sight.

Because I am afraid of losing, I dare not confess this love.

I'm really cheap and uncomfortable.

I approached Gu Lang, put the bachelor's hat in his hand, blinked and smiled, raised my head, looked up at his delicate eyebrows, pursed my lips, and said, I didn't expect you to come.

Gu Lang looked at my slightly flushed face due to shyness, was stunned for a while, then smiled, his expression had a special gentle taste, not like the habitual indifference in the past, which made people intimidated.Because of his rare gentle smile in a century, the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus in the air suddenly lingered.

He smiled and said, graduation ceremony, such an important event, how could I not come?After finishing speaking, he raised his hand and gently rubbed my messy hair, so gentle, he said, do you have time at noon?Please eat.

I was taken aback for a moment, rolled my eyes and stared at the gentle hand on top of my head, thinking, Gu Lang, this cold-faced man, didn't he take rat poison today?How can she be so gentle as if she has become a fairy?

I nodded in a panic, then quickly shook my head, and said in frustration, I don’t seem to have time, the graduation dinner tonight...

Gu Lang shrugged his shoulders, and suddenly realized that I was so busy with what I wanted to tell you that I forgot that you two had the last get-together.Having said that, he looked at me with heavy eyes, hesitant to speak.

My heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and he said he wanted to tell me something, what was it?In view of his abnormal gentleness today, it should be: Ai Tianya, you have finally graduated. In fact, after all these years, I found that you are quite good, so be my girlfriend!Still: Ai Tianya, marry me!I put you in a golden nest for collection, so you don't have to work!
Ah ha ha ha, happiness should not come so suddenly, okay?People will not accept it.

How should I react in response to him?
I should be more hypocritical, and said shyly, no!My mother said that a girl can't just agree to a boy's request!It's better to be more reserved and say unhurriedly, oh, really?I think I'm too young for a relationship, but I'll think about it anyway.Or just be an honest and good girl, rushing over with sparks flying and enthusiasm, wow, you kid finally recruited, wait for me to die!

I woke up from the fantasy, looked up at him, and smiled very sweetly, I said, do you have something to tell me?Then say it here.

say here?Gu Lang looked at me with more distressed eyes.At this time, Hu Dongduo and the group of lunatics who posed for a group photo probably had enough photos and started yelling rhythmically——Gu Langai Tianya.

Gu Langai Tianya.Gu Langai Tianya.

This group of lunatics, everyone knows that they are playing tricks and shouting: Gu Lang loves Tianya.

My face was flushed, and I turned my head and stared at them like sharp swords.Seeing my sharp eyes, they stick out their tongues, shake the camera and make a face at me, making a victory gesture, as if some conspiracy has succeeded, especially Hu Dongduo, who is full of greasy smiles, completely forgetting He was just slaughtered by the school.

I looked at Gu Lang cautiously, and explained the same, don't mind, they... just like to play pranks.

Gu Lang smiled, with a straight nose, and the corners of his lips curled up slightly, and said, it's good, just calling our names.

I looked at the corners of his beautiful lips, and my heart softened slightly. He was worried about my embarrassment, what a kind man, haha.At this time, I suddenly remembered something, and asked cautiously, Gu Lang, you just said, tell me something... what is it?

Gu Lang gently put the bachelor's cap back on my head, and said in a calm voice, Tianya, I'm getting married.

what.

I looked up at him, unable to return to my senses for a moment.I opened my mouth quietly, and after a long while, I laughed out loud and said, what a wonderful thing, great joy, congratulations!

Gu Lang looked at me, a gleam of pity flashed in his eyes, but I couldn't see anything, I could only grin with gleaming teeth.

On the campus that day, on the day of graduation, the campus was so beautiful.So many bright smiling faces.The asphalt road of the campus was slightly wet, the boys' bicycles passed by briskly, and the girls on the back seat of the bicycles leaned on their backs quietly.Are you listening to the sound of your heartbeat?

But why, I can't hear anything?

The only thing I could hear was Hu Dongduo and the others calling out like a prank—Gu Langai Tianya.Gu Langai Tianya.Gu Langai Tianya.

The sound was louder than the sound, echoing on the campus on the eve of graduation.

I have been unable to return to God.

Many years later, Hu Dongduo gave me a photo, which was secretly taken on the day of her graduation ceremony: under the sweet-scented osmanthus tree, a handsome man in clean clothes, with a gentle expression in his eyes, looked at the brows and eyes that jumped and stood in front of him with joy. girl.

Hu Dongduo said that many people have seen this photo.Everyone said that with just one look, you can tell that the man and woman in the photo are very much in love with each other.Everyone also asked, later, were he and her together?
Later, were he and her together?
Later, are all the "he and she" who have been in love together?
That day, after Gu Lang left, I didn't cry. Instead, I laughed like a thousand-year-old demon who had taken rat poison, and enthusiastically joined Hu Dongduo and the others.I kept taking pictures, laughing out loud while taking pictures.We photographed every corner of the campus, leaving the most insolent smiles in this place where we lost our youth for four years.

The grove on campus is a paradise for lovers.I remember one time, during the final exam, Hu Dongduo ran into the edge of the grove to study, only to find a used condom.Then she was deeply stimulated, feeling as if she had been defiled, and then felt that the whole school was defiled... Later, she felt inexplicably excited, ran back to the dormitory, and took a group of us to look at that thing, At that time, we, the group of upright freshman young women, pretended to be indifferent and contemptuously, while being meanly excited.In fact, I haven't sorted out until now, what are we excited about.Oh, perhaps, it was the first time we touched the forbidden topic of youth.

On the night of the dinner, I was very drunk, but I still smiled brightly.Then, Hu Dongduo walked a long distance with me on her back, and in the end she was too tired, so she simply dragged me away, like pulling a rag doll.By the time she dragged me back to school, I was already a rag doll.

She also wanted to take a taxi, but unfortunately, she didn't have RMB; she also looked through my pocket, but in my pocket, there was only a silver chain with a bird-like pendant hanging on it.

This silver chain was bought by Gu Lang on the last day of my thirteenth year, and it is now dusty.

From 13 to 22 years old.Almost ten years, it turns out, it turns out, I have liked you for so long!

The moment the tears fell, the throat was as painful as being cut.

At midnight, at the gate of the school, I sat on the cold ground, hugged Hu Dongduo's thigh, and cried loudly.

(End of this chapter)