Qingcheng I

Chapter 3

In our lifetime, we will meet each other on a narrow road, and we will not be spared in the end.

It was such a long time ago, but I still miss it.

At that time, I was just in the second year of junior high school, and I looked 13 years old, younger than the girls in the same grade.Because Comrade Ai, that is, my father, insisted that I was a child prodigy, not a mortal, and pushed me into school prematurely.It is a pity that from elementary school to Municipal No. [-] Middle School, the results of "half Jiang Sesu and half Jiang Hong" show that I am not a child prodigy, and Lao Ai is purely wishful thinking.Of course, if I'm lucky, I might become a child prodigy in ten years' time.

Let's talk about the seventh middle school, which is divided into high school and junior high school.Everyone in No. [-] Middle School knows that there is a boy named Gu Lang in the second grade of the senior high school. He is the school grass of the No. [-] Middle School. He has eyebrows like distant mountains and eyes like stars.

At that time, I couldn’t be a child prodigy, I simply became a mortal, and I was moved at a young age. Like all the little girls in the school, I had the shallowness unique to that age, and I liked beautiful boys with clean eyebrows and clean clothes.Gu Lang is such a boy, even his smile is abnormally clean.

At that time, he had excellent grades and was liked by the teachers; he was good-looking and secretly liked by a group of girls; he played basketball well, he was not a nerd, and there were a group of boys with good relationships as brothers in the school.In short, the limelight is the same for a while.

After talking about Gu Lang's time, let's talk about me at that time.

At the age of 13, I was in the first distressed stage of my life.The reason is my height, at the age of 13, I only look less than 1.4 meters.

How depressing, resentful, and aggrieved it is for a young girl in cardamom age to wander around the school with a figure of "square root 2" all day long.Especially the girls in the same class and grade showed signs of transforming into white swans one by one.

In fact, the height of "root number 2" is not unbearable, but at that time, I was not only a problem of height, but also the proportion of upper and lower body was ecstasy, and my head was surprisingly big.In my mother's words, you are going to die, Ai Tianya, why do you look like a ping-pong bat?My mother has no other advantages in her life, the only advantage is that she speaks very accurately and ruthlessly.

With a figure like a ping-pong bat, at that special age, I was so flustered and distressed.My mother's subtle metaphor has always left a deep shadow in my heart.Many years later, when I saw the cartoon called "Big Head Son and Little Head Dad", I felt that the son with the big head in it was my brother who had been lost for many years, the one with the small body, the big head and the short legs Ratio of ecstasy.loved ones.

So at that time, even if I fanatically chased the little sun Gu Lang around like a sunflower every day, it was useless.It wasn't that Gu Lang was superficial, it was me at the time, who was indeed a passerby.

My height problem made my mother and father very worried.Can you not worry?From the age of ten until the age of 13, I didn't grow a centimeter at all.I once deeply suspected that it was the boy in the fifth grade who wrote the love letter to me. He put some kind of strange poison on the love letter.Thinking of this, I am really hopeless.

The anxiety and despair unique to a 13-year-old girl are definitely no less than those of my parents.I even considered suicide.I even thought about the method and location of suicide in detail, and I even thought about the inscription on the tombstone after suicide.

Because of my height, I became the object of ridicule by my classmates. I don't know why those fourteen-year-old boys and girls are so isolated from me.

At that time, I was a little girl, except that I was not tall, and I had a good character and heart.

I picked up five cents on the street. Although I couldn't find the police uncle and couldn't hand it over to him, I would give it to the head teacher and the monitor.During the school cleaning, I will also actively do the dirty and tiresome work that my classmates are unwilling to do. In order to please them, I will stand outside the window on the fourth floor and clean the window glass. , I will stand on tiptoes and try to clean the high glass.However, I was still the object of their ridicule. They talked and laughed to see me jumping up and down on the window like a monkey, and my smile was as bright as a flower.I think, if I fell down from the fourth floor, they would have happily ran down to observe the posture of a monkey when it falls freely.

I dare say that at that time, the scene where the head was bleeding and the brain was broken must be more dazzling than their smiles.

Xia Tong once asked me, do you remember them?

In fact, what Xia Tong was curious about was not whether I held grudges or not, but why I didn't become the leader of the "Hammerhead Gang" before classmate Ma Jiajue.In fact, the reason is too simple: it is determined by the congenital deficiency, no matter how much you toss a table tennis racket, it will not become a masonry hammer.

And, speaking of it, I shouldn't hold grudges, right?

Because they make my heart strong enough, in this way, on the unpredictable road in the future, I will be more tenacious and tenacious to face life, parting, death, fleeting joy and sudden sadness.If there was no time of isolation, I think I must be a porcelain doll, and in the later life and difficulties, it would be broken at the touch of a finger.

Of course, I know that many girls who have had such unfortunate times like me must envy those porcelain dolls deep down. Who doesn't want to be cared for and treasured all the time?Selfishly, who wants to be an ugly duckling instead of a princess?

Every time I mention the title of princess, I think of two people, one is Ye Ling and the other is Du Yali.The difference is that Ye Ling is like a little princess who is doted on by the old king, while Du Yali is the kind of eldest princess who has a strong aura and will inherit the throne.

Ye Ling.

If there is no Ye Ling, the life of Gu Lang and I will be two parallel lines far apart.

I will forget him shortly after the age of 13; I will fall in love with other boys like the trend, and then forget like a cramp; I will have a crush, and forget again... Then at a wet age, I will encounter a first love, Unforgettable, life-and-death, labor and swallow; then world-weary, desperate, and finally numb; have a few love affairs; finally, at the right place, meet the right person, and then you are my MR.RIGHT, I am yours 100% GIRL, bastard looks at mung beans, eyes are wrong, why not get married.

Then, many, many years later, on a street at dusk, as a yellow-faced woman, I held the hand of the child and saw a big fat man weighing three hundred catties.He said to me, Hi!Isn't this... that who... Oh, remember, isn't that the little guy from our school?

I held the green onion in one hand and the child in the other, sweating profusely as I carefully identified the three-hundred-pound object, and finally said in a rough voice, big brother, who are you?

The three-hundred-pound fat man gave me a wink and said, I am Gu Lang, the school grass of the Municipal No. [-] Middle School. Back then, your little girls chased and chased me to death. Have you forgotten? ?
I rolled my eyes and couldn't remember who Gu Lang was, so I yelled at this big fat man, get out of here, you bastard!I don't want to live anymore, just make fun of my old lady!
In the end, the child was terrified by my hag-like howls and howled.

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The picture freezes here and then shatters in an instant.

The fragments peeled off one after another, scratching the face of the years, and the time flew by, and the picture returned to the age of 13.The boy at that time, the girl at that time, the heartbeat at that time, the starlight flowing at that time, the low back and shyness at that time, the eyebrows and eyes at that time.The years finally roughen the eyes, and life ruthlessly sharpens the heart.

Maybe, just maybe, on a quiet evening after the incident, after a hard day's work, when I was choosing vegetables in the kitchen, my heart suddenly thumped - sank, and in the overlapping time, I remembered that face.

But what else?I am a rough woman, and he is just a big fat man of three hundred pounds. There is only a lot of time between us that we can't get back.

Cruel time.

So, without Ye Ling, the above should be the best portrayal of Gu Lang and I's ending.

However, God sent this girl named Ye Ling to the Municipal No. [-] Middle School and into my world, and I couldn't even refuse her.

However, having said that, Ye Ling was indeed the best gift God gave me when I was 13 years old.Because since having this girl, my life has become lighter.Many things, there is someone to accompany you, advance and retreat together, share the same fate, no longer alone, no longer lonely.

Is this the quiet beginning of a young friendship?

(End of this chapter)