What do you want in life

Chapter 21 Young Love Is Like Fireworks Are Cold (15)
Shen Juncheng looked forward at the door of the cafe, lowering his head from time to time to check the time. Every minute tonight was precious to him.

Ever since his mother found out about the affair between him and Xiaoying, she has disciplined him so harshly that his father really couldn't see it. Once or twice he stood by his son's side to speak for him, but everyone understood, mother Once she started to be ruthless, there was a kind of determination to die, and no one had the courage to fight her to the end.

The family had recently changed to an extremely strict nanny, and Shen Juncheng's every move was monitored, including incoming and outgoing phone calls, all of which did not require permission.

This prison-like life made him go crazy, and he could only hope that the school would start soon and he could be free as soon as possible.

However, the registration time in the university was nearly half a month later than in high school, and he lived his days in irritability and longing, and finally looked forward to the day when school started.

And the start of school also means separation. He misses Han Xiaoying and hopes to meet her before leaving. There are too many variables in the future. No matter what, he has to make a promise to Xiaoying. Only then can I leave here with peace of mind.

This evening, my mother was called by my aunt to discuss some matters, and my father returned home early uncharacteristically.Shen Juncheng took advantage of the situation and wanted to call Xiaoyu, but was asked by the nanny.

The father was very displeased when he heard the words, and reprimanded the nanny. Although the new nanny obeyed Wu Qiuyue, she didn't dare to go too far with the master, so she retreated into her room in disgrace.

Shen Juncheng did not rush to make a call, but took the opportunity to vomit bitterness to his father Shen Nanzhang, and asked to go out for a walk to relax.Shen Nanzhang was originally dissatisfied with Wu Qiuyue's behavior, but he rarely had the opportunity to reconcile conflicts at home. This time, seeing a nanny dare to control his son, he was very annoyed, so he waved to his son, yes .

Shen Juncheng was overjoyed, and the depression of the past few days also dissipated a lot.

At this time, he was standing outside the cafe door looking left and right, when he suddenly saw Xiaoying's familiar figure walking towards him from a distance, he felt excited and ran over quickly.

"Han Xiaoying!"

This familiar voice rang in Xiaoying's ears again, causing her heart to tremble slightly. She raised her head passively, and saw a young face that was still passionate.

"Hi." She forced a smile, and greeted Shen Juncheng.

"My mother doesn't plan to trouble you anymore!" Shen Juncheng couldn't wait to tell her the good news as soon as possible, "She consulted a lawyer, and the lawyer said that you are too young to be sued, and you are looking for It is unreasonable for you to take care of the elderly, and my aunt and several uncles object to my mother making things worse, so she has no choice but to let it go!"

While explaining, he was going to hold her hand, "Come on, let's go in and talk slowly, there is air conditioning inside, very comfortable!"

Xiaoying dodged to the side and dodged slightly.

Shen Juncheng was taken aback for a moment, "Are you... are you blaming me for not contacting you?" His expression was very troubled, "My mother hired a nanny who is a cocky woman to come to the house and spy on me every day like a spy. If my dad wasn't at home..."

"Shen Juncheng." Xiaoying interrupted him in a low voice, "You...you shouldn't have come out today."

"What do you mean?" Shen Juncheng's complexion changed, and disappointment poured into his heart like a tide. He spent so much effort to get out to meet her, but she actually lightly and completely denied it.

Xiaoying felt sad, she didn't turn her face away, she didn't dare to look at his expression, she said the pre-designed lines in her mouth, "We are too young, we can't control the future, since... ...Since your mother is so, so..." She paused, and quickly said the following sentence, "I don't think we will meet again in the future."

"No!" Shen Juncheng refused categorically, grabbed Xiaoying's hand, and hurriedly told her everything in his heart, "Listen to me, Han Xiaoying, I've already made up my mind, I will be in H City Waiting for you, whether my mother agrees or not, it is my own business. I will be 22 years old when I graduate from college! I am an adult and can make my own decisions! My mother can restrain me now, but she can’t keep doing this Take me down!"

"She will." In the night, Xiaoying quietly watched Shen Juncheng with her dark eyes, which made him feel cold.

"Shen Juncheng, don't you know your own mother yet?" Xiaoying's face now showed a kind of maturity that did not match her age, just like when Shen Juncheng saw her smoking for the first time.

"You will listen to your mother and eventually go abroad to study, maybe four years, maybe longer. By then, will you still remember me?"

"No, she can't, she can't restrain me forever..." Shen Juncheng argued weakly, but in his heart, the cool and bleak air had already spread, engulfing his body and mind, and he felt like he was floating on the sky. In the icy sea, I struggled desperately, but couldn't grab anything to rely on.

Xiaoying looked at his dazed eyes, she knew that what she said hit him, she wanted to smile, but her face was so stiff that she couldn't.

"Shen Juncheng, why don't we bid farewell here. I wish you... a bright future." Xiaoying couldn't think of more exciting and original words of wishes.

She turned around abruptly, and walked quickly towards the way she came. She just wanted to escape here as soon as possible while the sadness hadn't swept her body, and the tears hadn't shed yet!

"Han Xiaoying!" Shen Juncheng yelled suddenly, and then he rushed over and grabbed her arm fiercely, "We can't just let it go!"

Xiaoying was dragged forcefully by him, she fell several steps backwards, and finally fell into his pre-opened arms.

Shen Juncheng hugged her tightly, and his chin rested on the top of her head. She exerted all her strength, and every word seemed to rush out of his heart after all kinds of difficulties and dangers, "Even if I go abroad , There will always be a day when you come back, you have to wait for me, you must wait for me! I will call and write to you, and I still have a lot to teach you! I, I haven't taught you how to swim yet!"

There was a whimper in his voice suddenly, "Han Xiaoying, I want to be with you for the rest of my life, don't you think so at all?"

Xiaoying bit her lip hard and remained silent.

Why didn't she want to, but his embrace was so immature, and his vows were so vulnerable, like a child who fell in love with candy, even though his teeth hurt, he still clamored to eat it.

How many years can Shen Juncheng's childishness last?

Even if he can persist tenaciously, can he defeat his powerful mother?Wu Qiuyue is a gap that neither of them can overcome, let alone them who are underage now, even if they grow up in the future, she will not have the confidence and courage to confront her.

Taking a step back, even without his mother's obstruction, how could they survive the long unknown years behind?
Xiaoying's heart became cold inch by inch, until she woke up from the cold, she stretched out her hand and slowly opened Shen Juncheng's fingers wrapped around her waist and back.

At first, he was still persistent and refused to let go, but she worked hard silently and over and over again, and he finally compromised helplessly.

He let her go.

Xiaoying took one last look at him, turned around and continued to walk back. Shen Juncheng stared at her back with a broken heart, watching her leave him little by little. He didn't believe that this would be their last meeting. Subconsciously, He always felt as if he could see her tomorrow—as long as he wanted to.

"I'll report to school the day after tomorrow. Will you come see me off for the ten o'clock train?" He yelled almost desperately at the back of Han Xiaoying who was about to disappear.

In the dark, there is nothing to give back to him.

Xiaoying has gone far.

Two days later, at the station to H City, Shen Juncheng was surrounded by his mother and aunt, and boarded the train with Huang Yiyun, who was also admitted to H University.

"Juncheng, Yiyun is a girl, you have to take good care of her when you are in college!" The aunt who didn't know the details made fun of Shen Juncheng and Huang Yiyun.

There was a bright and cheerful smile on Huang Yiyun's face, and Wu Qiuyue didn't seem to dislike such jokes. She stood beside Huang Yiyun, brushed her loose hair from her forehead lovingly, and smiled at Huang Yiyun's mother. Said: "I grew up with this child Yiyun. She is beautiful and smart at reading. I really don't know who will be lucky enough to marry her in the future!"

Huang Yiyun's mother was reserved, proud and humble, "It's still a yellow-haired girl, it's too early..."

Huang Yiyun kept turning his face to look at Shen Juncheng who was sitting at the window, but his head was always rushing out of the window. He turned a blind eye to everything around him, and just focused on staring at the bustling crowd outside the window.

How much he wished to find Han Xiaoying among those strangers, even if she didn't come to say goodbye to him, but just looked at each other from a distance, he was satisfied.

But no, he didn't find Han Xiaoying until all the people who saw him off got off the train and the train started slowly. His heart was full of loss and frustration.

Later, he was finally willing to admit that the date at the cafe door was indeed the last time he and Han Xiaoying met when they were teenagers.

That summer, his first love swept towards him in an unreasonable and turbulent posture, but was cut off abruptly at the most exciting part. After that, all his enthusiasm was sealed at that moment, like a magnificent song The music, ending in the treble part, never falls.Even though the wound healed later, the scar was permanently engraved on his heart and could not be completely eliminated.

He thought that he would never meet Han Xiaoying again in this life.

However, as it turned out, he was wrong.

(End of this chapter)