write our ending together

Chapter 12 Exclusive Memory
Part1
The results of CET-[-] came out. Qingwan sat in front of the computer, closed her eyes, and didn't have the guts to look at the scores on the screen: "Acknowledge your fate, who told you that you haven't put much effort into your studies this semester." She was frustrated. She thought, "Rusheng will definitely be angry."

Su Yi from the opposite side came over, "How is it? Have you passed?"

Qingwan was dejected: "Don't ask, you can't see your grades."

"Can you beat me?" Pointing to the three numbers on the LCD monitor, "I never dreamed that I would be able to test this number. If Tang Baozi found out, I would laugh my teeth out."

"Oh, each other." Qing Wan pointed to the numbers on the monitor: "I seem to be worse than you."

Su Yi leaned over to take a look, and it was really miserable, almost crossing the line.

"It's over, Rusheng will definitely scold me if she finds out." She lay down on the table and pretended to be dead: "I also swear that I will pass."

Su Yi smiled mischievously on the opposite side: "Sometimes I really feel that Fan Rusheng is really pitiful. He wants to be a boyfriend and also manage your studies like a father."

Qing Wan made a very helpless expression, "It sounds like my recent performance has been terrible."

"It's nothing." She waved her hand generously, "Women in love are like this, not to mention you have a boyfriend who is a national treasure, who is so strong that he passed CET-[-] in English, let him help you tutor, CET-[-] is a small case for him .”

It is true to say so, but it takes a lot of courage for her to tell him that she has not passed the sixth level!
Later, she found a very suitable time to mention this matter to Rusheng when she thought it was inadvertent. Yes, give me one more point without losing a piece of meat."

Rusheng was so angry and funny, he said: "Song Qingwan, are you sorry? You can't do well in the exam and blame others?"

Qingwan could only keep her mouth shut, and then Rusheng said, "From today onwards, I will teach you English. If you don't pass the next time, you can figure it out."

She nodded quickly.

Fan Rusheng is a person who does not let go of any time. During the self-study that night, he tested Qingwan's English level. After mastering the actual situation, he spent another night when he went back to draw up a schedule for her weaker students. Some enhanced guidance.

When Qingwan got the schedule the next day, she regarded it as a treasure, and when she returned to the dormitory, she stuck her on the wall and didn't even let others touch her. I thought it was a national cultural relic. Song Qingwan, do you want to sleep with it at night?"

She wanted to, but every night before going to bed, looking at the bold and familiar font on the wall, even her dreams were sweet.

In fact, it is normal that English has not improved at all in this situation, isn't it?So when Rusheng asked her why she made a mistake again with a grammar question that she had taught all night yesterday, she looked at the question, it was so embarrassing, there was no room to drill, and she hung her head so low as low as possible.

Ru Sheng was dissatisfied: "What is going on in your mind?"

I miss you, what else can I think about?She answered naturally from the bottom of her heart, and after thinking about it, since being together like Sheng, her skin seems to have become thicker and thicker. The shyness and shyness when she first went to college have long been a thing of her previous life.

She quietly raised her eyes to look at him, and muttered: "Otherwise, you'd better not teach me, I learn by myself every day, and I can't listen to you at all when you are by my side."

Ru Sheng stared at her inexplicably.

She went all out and said: "Because you are by my side, listening to your grammar explanation, my mind is full of your face and your voice, and I think of other places when I listen to it." Finally, she added a sentence : "Who made you look so good-looking and have such a nice voice." Taking it for granted, Ru Sheng answered her with big white eyes that were angry.

Part2
Later, the English tutoring ended like this. Fan Rusheng is not a person who likes to give up halfway, but when he met the only exception in his life, he could only surrender to fate with his hands up.A certain person has repeatedly promised in his ear that he will pass it next time, and often complains that he disturbs her when he helps with the review. What does it mean that good intentions are not rewarded?He had really experienced it with her.

Qingwan boasted in front of him that she would definitely pass the CET-[-] exam in June, and this time she had to get serious, if she didn't pass it, she would not only be sorry to him, but also to the elders in her hometown.

So Rusheng went to work on weekends, and she and Su Yi were reviewing in the library together. Both of them had average English scores. When encountering difficult questions, she didn't know how to do it, so she could only stare at me and I looked at you.

One day, Su Yi pulled Tang Peng over. In her impression, she always remembered that Su Yi had told her that Tang Peng's English was very good. She said that the only thing Tang Peng could compare with Fan Rusheng was English. There are almost two top-level figures in H University.When the three of them were together, sometimes Qing Wan would ask him when he encountered a problem, and it was not allowed to speak loudly in the library, so if the voice was quiet, we had to get closer.
People didn't feel anything at the time, but the people around them felt something.

As a result, the gossip about H's major beauty and young master Tang was widely spread.

Later, Qingwan knew something about herself, fearing that Rusheng might misunderstand something, she went downstairs to wait for him in his dormitory, looked around and said to him, seeing that Rusheng's expression was the same as usual, she felt relieved, but felt a sense of loss bigger.

People around feel that Rusheng treats her no differently from others. At most, she is willing to let her be by his side often, but it seems as if she is pestering him. In front of others, Rusheng will not do anything No intimacy, not even holding hands.

She still remembered that she complained to Su Yi: "Rusheng really has no romantic cells at all, sometimes I really doubt whether he likes me or not."

Su Yi said, "You should be able to feel it if you like it or not."

She asked, "Then do you think he likes me?"

"I don't like it." Su Yi said, "But it can't be said that I hate it." She looked aggrieved at that time.

That day, the three of them were still studying by themselves in the library, and they made an appointment with Rusheng to have dinner together in the evening.

Qingwan had just finished asking a question, and when she was sitting in her seat thinking, she didn't know if it was the sixth sense of the small universe, but when she turned her head, she saw a familiar figure standing there.That was the first time she saw Fan Rusheng who was in a daze, a trace of bewilderment flashed in her black eyes.

Will Fan Rusheng look at a loss?No one would believe it, but she believed that her eyes were right.

She hastily packed her things, said goodbye to Su Yi and Tang Peng, and rushed to Rusheng.

She smiled and said, "Rusheng, why is it so early today?"

Rusheng didn't answer, just turned around and left, Qingwan hurriedly followed.

On the way to the cafeteria, she was basically talking there alone. He didn't talk much at first, and he seemed to be even more silent today, and he didn't speak from the beginning to the end.Girls are generally more sensitive in their minds. When they went to the cafeteria to eat, she looked at him many times, with an indifferent expression on her face, and she was eating seriously.She finally couldn't help asking him: "Rusheng, are you unhappy today?"

He glanced at her and said, "No."

"But why don't you speak?"

He said: "Speaking while eating has indigestion."

Qing Wan almost choked.

Part3
After finally waiting for him to eat dinner, she was about to speak when she saw him glance at the untouched rice in her bowl, she was a little impatient: "Why are you eating so slowly? I will go to tutor later."

Qingwan felt wronged, thinking that I didn't eat because I was waiting for him?Instead, he blamed himself for eating slowly.Glaring at him resentfully, she said, "Then you go first."

He looked at her coldly: "I'll wait for you to finish eating."

"No more." She said angrily, "I dare not waste your busy time."

"Eat quickly." He said with restraint, his brows furrowed slightly.But seeing her still holding the chopsticks, half motionless, "What exactly do you want?"

"I should be the one who asked you what you want!" Qingwan became impatient, she had never spoken to him in such a loud voice, and there were strange eyes around her.

Ru Sheng's eyelids drooped, and her thin lips were tightly pressed into a line.

Qingwan felt that she was going too far, reached out and tugged at his sleeve, and said pitifully: "Rusheng, what's wrong with you? Tell me? You look like this, I always feel like I did something wrong. But I don't know what I did wrong, if you are really dissatisfied with me, you can tell me, can I change it?"

"You're right. I'm in a bad mood. Eat quickly. We'll go back after eating."

As soon as Qing Wan put down her chopsticks, "I won't eat." She had no appetite at all, "Go as long as you want, and I'll go back to the dormitory too." After speaking, she stood up and left, and she regretted it when she left the cafeteria door. Rusheng didn't chase him out at all.But isn't it generally written in novels that the heroine will chase after the heroine when she leaves in anger?
But... Song Qingwan, you said it yourself, it's just a novel.Fan Rusheng is far from a normal boyfriend in real life, not to mention novels, what can you expect?

She stood at the door depressed, wanted to turn around and go back but couldn't pull her back, and finally gritted her teeth and walked to the dormitory cruelly.

This was the first time she had quarreled with Rusheng, and she felt extremely uncomfortable. When she went to fetch water with Su Yi in the dormitory, she talked about her troubles.

Su Yi listened to her without saying a word, and then said: "Fan Rusheng is not an impulsive person, he will be like this, he must be jealous."

"Jealous?" Qing Wan felt that she had heard the Arabian Nights.

"At first we thought he didn't care about other people's scandals, but in fact he kept it in his heart. Men always hide their fragile side deeply and never admit it. In fact, when they are in love, they and women Just as sentimental, but not too revealing, because it is regarded as a woman's privilege, Fan Rusheng is a person with deep emotions, from our point of view, it seems that he doesn't care about you, but in fact, it's just our surface In fact, no one knows what he is thinking. From what you said just now, I guess he must be jealous. When I was in the library just now, I saw the way he looked at you and Tang Peng. If I were him, he would be angry too."

"You said you saw him coming a long time ago?" Qingwan was a little annoyed: "Then why didn't you tell me?"

"Why should I tell you?" Su Yi replied in a matter-of-fact manner, "Don't forget, I have a sworn feud with that guy, and I did him right by not asking him to settle old scores. I deserve to make him jealous. Told him to fly all day long, hum!"

"But if it's really for this reason, isn't it my fault? I also lost my temper with him. I thought he wouldn't care. I'm so stupid!"

Su Yi comforted her: "Don't take all the faults on yourself, is Fan Rusheng right? What's more wrong is whether he is good or not, who told him not to say anything, you are not a roundworm in his stomach, you can know his heart What are you thinking!"

Part4
After hearing Su Yi's words, Qingwan's unsteady heart was shaken even more.She waved to Su Yi and said, "I wasn't full just now, now go down and buy something to eat, do you want me to bring it for you?"

Su Yi smiled and said, "No need, maybe I'll fall asleep when you get the food."

Could she not know about her little thoughts?Probably went to Fan Rusheng to explain again.

Qingwan did go to look for Fan Rusheng, she wandered downstairs of his dormitory for a while, and finally couldn't help but ran up.

University life is not just as simple as studying, eating, sleeping, or adding club training, otherwise, wouldn't the students in the school become saints and saintesses.Especially if there are characters like Fan Rusheng and Tang Peng in the school, then college life will not be easy.Under normal circumstances, if you want to know what the object of a girl's admiration looks like, you can refer to the two of them as a template.The fact is the same, but some people did not realize it.In the eyes of female students at H University, Room 1 and Room 312 in Building 222 of the student dormitory are very sensitive places, so of course the degree of attention will be much higher than other rooms.

So even if she never asked Rusheng's dormitory number, she just needs to delete one between 312 and 222, not to mention that Su Yi helped her find out Fan Rusheng's dorm number, 312, a long time ago.

She ran up with a bang, found the room with the house number, knocked on the door, but there was no response for a long time.

She checked her watch - 06:30.Rusheng said just now that he was going to be a tutor. Could it be that he didn't even return to the dormitory?
She stood at the door anxiously. She has been impatient since she was a child, and she did whatever came to her mind. Now that he is not here, she can't stand waiting at the door of someone's house. The people coming and going in the corridor will inevitably cast curious glances at her, It was embarrassing.

Just as she turned to leave, a voice came: "Huh? Aren't you the little beauty next to Rusheng?"

Qingwan looked up, and saw that face was both familiar and unfamiliar, she turned her head flickeringly, "Are you Rusheng's roommate?"

"Do you still remember me?" The man was flattered, the little beauty was very famous in school, and she was indeed very charming, full of manners, and very likable.

"Well, you used to go to class with Rusheng, I remember you. Your name is Lao Yuan, isn't it?" She smiled slightly, still remembering Rusheng called that, so they were roommates.

"Hehe, my name is Yuan Yuchao, and you can call me Lao Yuan just like everyone else." He said, "Are you here to find Rusheng?"

"Yes." She nodded, "Excuse me, when will he come back?"

"He, he always works day and night. I'm afraid you will have to wait for a long time."

Slender eyebrows furrowed slightly: "Then do you know when he will come?"

"Probably, around ten o'clock at the earliest." He said, "How about you come in and wait? Anyway, there is no one in our dormitory, just me and Rusheng, and the other two are renting a house outside."

It's not like she hasn't done the thing of waiting from 06:30 to ten o'clock anyway.It happened that she also wanted to see what Rusheng's dormitory was like, so she nodded.

The first time she entered his dormitory, it wasn't as bad as she had expected. Although it wasn't very clean, and it wasn't a kennel, at least the things were still placed where they should be in principle.

She saw a clean table at a glance, and when she was about to speak, Lao Yuan beside her pointed to the table and said, "That is Rusheng's."

She walked over, stretched out her hand to touch the chair, and pictured in her mind how Rusheng would look like sitting here reading a book every night, it must be very charming, right?
When Lao Yuan saw her like that, he thought it was funny, as if he had never seen a chair before, he said, "You wait here, I'll go downstairs to get some food first, I'm going to starve to death." Someone came to call him, and the two went out with their lunch boxes.

Qing Wan was alone in the dormitory, as soon as Lao Yuan left, she sat on Ru Sheng's chair and carefully looked at his territory.Apart from a few clean books, a desk lamp, and a glass cup, there is nothing else on the table. It is Rusheng's usual simple style, and it is also the cleanest and simple one in the dormitory she has ever seen. Can't compare.

(End of this chapter)