write our ending together

Chapter 11 Happiness.Visible to passers-by
Part1
In mid-December, Qingwan took the CET-[-] exam. At the beginning of January, the school was on holiday, and the people in the dormitory went home early. Chen Jiaojiao couldn't wait to fly to her boyfriend, and Xu Fen was old too. Going back early, although Su Yi's home is in City G, she told her cousin that she would go on a trip, so she packed up her things and went back early. She was the only one who stayed at school for a long time.

The western restaurant is closed on New Year's Day, but this does not mean that Fan Rusheng will be very leisurely, he is still busy working around, and the chances of being alone with her have not increased much.

Under such circumstances, Qingwan borrowed the key of the western restaurant from the manager. When Rusheng was working part-time, she studied the dishes in the kitchen of the western restaurant by herself, and cooked different things for him every day.

From 01:30 to [-]:[-] is the lunch break, and Qingwan always appears at Rusheng's work place during this time period.

After a long time, the other employees all looked envious, and occasionally joked: "Oh, not bad, my girlfriend is very beautiful and caring." A sentence that is inseparable from Jay's classic tone, "Oh, not bad."

Girlfriend, every time she hears those three words, her heart is so happy that flowers are about to bloom, so she will make more snacks for them when cooking the next day.

This is the third day of New Year's Day, and it is not as busy as the first day. During the lunch break, she came as usual, and a playful voice shouted: "Rusheng, your wife is here, hurry up and greet her."

Qing Wan's heart followed his two "wives" soaring with joy, even if she was used to the word girlfriend, she would inevitably blush at these two words.Seeing Rusheng walking this way, she raised the paper box in her hand, as if offering a treasure: "Are you hungry? Today's portion is huge."

"Oh, not bad, feeding Rusheng like a pig, the portion is so big every day." Unexpectedly, a joke came.

"Aren't you jealous? Don't hinder other people's love here. Get the hell out of here." Another person pushed back.

"..."

Qingwan couldn't help laughing when she saw the two of them, every time she heard him say "Ouch", she thought it was super funny.

"Don't pay attention to them." Rusheng took her to a place by the window, watched her put away the dishes she brought, and it really was super big, he laughed: "It's not that you don't have to cook so much every day ? I can't eat it."

Qingwan didn't think so, Rusheng was really too thin, and this would give her the illusion that she would disappear in the blink of an eye.

"Anyway, I'm fine, I've done so much." She made excuses for herself: "This braised pork is my favorite, try it and see if it tastes better than yesterday? "

"Yeah." Rusheng nodded, took a bite, and said something that made Qing Wan bleed: "It smells like mother."

She stomped her feet angrily: "I'm not a mother, I'm a girlfriend!"

"Then my girlfriend, when are you going home?"

"In a few days." She said, "Anyway, it's okay to go back so early, and I will miss you."

He looked at her amusedly: "But in less than a month, is it necessary?"

"Hmph! Do you think everyone is as ruthless as you!" Qingwan said angrily, "When I'm not by your side, be careful to sneeze every day."

He asked, "Why?"

"Because I'm thinking of you." She answered naturally.

Bus No. 202 runs every 10 minutes. When Qing got off the bus at night, remembering what she cursed just now, she couldn't help laughing. She thought Rusheng would reprimand her again, but unexpectedly he smiled lightly and said: " Thanks to you, I will think of you every time I sneeze."

Thinking of how he looked when he spoke, he couldn't help laughing again.

However, he wanted her to go back early, so what was that?Doesn't he want her to stay with him longer?Sometimes she found she still couldn't figure out what he was thinking.From the beginning of the relationship to the present, he has never said that he likes her.

She sighed and looked out the window, completely unaware of the strange eyes of the people around her, thinking, what's wrong with this girl?A moment of laughter and a moment of sorrow...

Part2
In the end, Qingwan went home early because Rusheng didn't like to see her wasting time in front of him all day with nothing to do.

She knew that Rusheng was really taboo about this aspect. He felt that wasting time was a luxury. In his world, what he did every day, what he wanted to accomplish, and even his future goals were full. , Just like the castle he piled up when he was a child, dense space without a single gap, and she may be the only door.

On the day she went back, Rusheng got up early to see her off.

"Why don't you go back first? You have to work later, and you're in a hurry." Because she was worried that he was in a hurry, Qing Wan said so.

He shook his head, "I'll wait with you."

Ru Sheng's inertia is concise, "Have you taken the motion sickness medicine?" He asked.

She nodded, glad he remembered getting motion sickness.It was a field visit organized by the class, and we all took the school bus together. She was dizzy from the bus all day, and she vomited bitterness to him when she came back.

This time, because the students were on vacation and train tickets were tight, she didn't plan to go back so early at first, and she couldn't buy a train ticket to go back, so she had to go back by bus.Although it was only four or five hours' drive, it could have killed her half.

"Have you brought everything you need?"

"Ah."

She responded, such a dialogue is so sad.

"Send me a message if you get home," he said. "Let me know you're safe."

"Okay..." She stared at her toes, and finally couldn't help it. A tear fell, and then big tears fell fiercely.

She heard him sigh, put down his luggage, held her face in his hands, his brows were still furrowed: "I've never seen such a crybaby."

She was still crying, her shoulders twitched, and she couldn't speak clearly because of sobs, "I, I really, don't want to part with it."

"..." He looked at her with a wry smile, and gently wiped away her tears.

She sniffled and looked at him pitifully: "Rusheng, why don't you let me stay for two days? Just two days, not much, I promise I will go back obediently after two days."

He laughed: "Don't be self-willed, you can't do anything if you stay for two days, and I don't have that much time to see you off, so go back."

Suddenly the loudspeaker at the station sounded, "Passengers traveling from City G to City H, please get on the train, the train is about to leave."

Qingwan's hopes were shattered when Rusheng settled her luggage.

He led her into the car, picked a seat by the window, gave some instructions and left.

She opened the window, watched him get out of the car, then waved vigorously, and he came to the window and asked, "What's the matter?"

"It's nothing." She said in a muffled tone, staring at him with watery eyes, as if she wanted to engrave his appearance in her mind, "I just want to take a good look at you."

"..."

"I'll come to school early," she said. "I'll see you as soon as I get to school."

"Ah."

"You have to take good care of yourself. Don't skip meals because you're too busy. I'll ask the manager to watch over you for me."

"Ah."

"And..." She paused, the sore feeling sublimated to the nasal bone, tears seemed to overflow again, she tried to sniff her nose, "You must remember to think of me."

"it is good."

"Then...then you go, I'm closing the window." After she bit her lip, she took one last look at him, and closed the window cruelly not to look at him, and suddenly complained, why is Dad moving to H The city is gone!

The car finally started slowly.

Qingwan only felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart, as if she had lost something.

Finally she couldn't bear it anymore and opened the window.Among thousands of people, they saw him with just one glance.He was still standing alone, against the light, he couldn't see his expression, but he knew that he was looking at her too.

Suddenly I remembered a sentence in Zhang Ailing's prose: When you meet the person you meet among millions of people, in the thousands of years, in the boundless wilderness of time, you are neither a step too early nor a step too late, just happen to catch up with you. There is nothing else to say, but to ask softly: "Oh, are you here too?"

Qingwan suddenly stretched out her head, rolled up her palms and put them near her mouth, shouting: "Remember to miss me..." Remember not to forget me.

In the haze, she seemed to see his lips curled up slightly.

Part3
Qing Wan got dizzy from the car ride, got off the car, and called Ru Sheng, but it was Cao Zhou who answered her, asking her what's the matter?
She said that she was here, and it seemed very busy there. He said that Rusheng was ordering food with customers, and asked her if she wanted him to answer the phone. She wanted it very much, but forget it, just say you can tell him for me. up.

After hanging up the phone, the car stopped, and she was the last to get out of the car. Outside the car, her parents were already standing outside waiting.Qingwan pounced on her and gave her mother a bear hug.Listening to her mother complaining about how she lost so much weight, she felt that she was very happy.

During the winter vacation, she spent more than half of the time thinking about Fan Rusheng, and spent less than half of the time visiting relatives' houses and chatting with her parents.During the chat, we talked about the matter between himself and Rusheng. Dad said: "It's rare that my daughter likes it so much. When will I bring my little boyfriend home to have a look?"

Qing Wan giggled silly: "It's useless if you want to, he's so busy."

"Sounds like a good kid, very sensible." Father Song said, "At your age, I don't object to your falling in love, but you just need to know how to measure, what to do and what not to do, I miss you It should be clear."

Qingwan naturally knows what is hidden about the thing that shouldn't be done.When I was in high school, there was a news broadcast on TV, which said that teenagers eat "forbidden fruit" for breakfast. During the meal, Song's father sighed at the dinner table. Today's teenagers are very precocious. When they fall in love, they talk about I got dizzy, and as a result, my belly got bigger at the age of twelve or thirteen, which made my parents worry about it.

Qingwan knew that he was actually talking to herself.

But at that time, she was still a good girl, so there was nothing to worry about.What about now?In fact, there is no need to worry, right?The most intimate time between them was just kissing. Rusheng never overstepped, everyone knew this, not to mention she was the one who kissed actively from the beginning!Speaking of it, she seems to be more hungry than he is.

During the Chinese New Year period, relatives in the family took turns to treat guests, and they all set up New Year’s Eve dinners in big restaurants, and they ate so lightly that they would feel nauseous when they saw big fish and meat. At that time, she always thought, what is Rusheng doing now? ?

On New Year's Eve, she called Su Yi, and she could hear the festive atmosphere and the sound of fireworks flying all over the phone from far away.
Qing Wan asked, "Where are you? Why are you so noisy?"

Su Yi said: "Being dragged by Bao Zishi to set off fireworks in the yard, he is already a grown man, but he is still like a child. You know he is also very depressed recently. I heard that you are with Fan Rusheng. Every time I see you, although you talk Although I didn't complain about anything, I could see that he was a little unhappy. Fortunately, he is not the kind of person who values ​​sex and despises friends... But it can't blame me, you and him are not the same type, and he himself is not the same type. Action, always talk about nature, nature is not you who was snatched away by others in the end. It is rare that he has healed from the loss of love in the past few days, and he pulled me out, and I will not come out."

"Then won't it be embarrassing for me to see him in the future?" Qingwan said, "I never thought it would be like this. Do you think I'm a person who doesn't think much about others?"

"Stop thinking about it, I'm telling you this not to blame yourself, but just to let you know that this world is not just as good as Fan Rusheng, don't just hang yourself on a tree."

Later, the two talked about something else, and finally she heard Tang Peng's voice on Su Yi's phone, telling her to answer the phone and go play, and then hung up the phone hastily.

After hanging up the phone, Qingwan was thinking, does Su Yi really not like Tang Peng?
Part4
The winter vacation was long or short, and it was finally over. Qingwan hurried back to school. Dad complained more than once. The daughter grew up and had a boyfriend and no longer had parents.Although she was a little embarrassed in her heart, she jumped up again when she thought of seeing Ru Sheng.

When I got on the train, I saw a girl sitting next to me crying miserably, holding a large bouquet of flowers from her boyfriend, who was waving at her from the window. Others could see why.

Looking at the bright red roses, Qing Wan is not unenvious, what girl doesn't like flowers?Although I used to think with disdain when I saw others receiving flowers, isn't it just a flower?If you want to buy yourself, you have money, and the money will be wiped out immediately, what a waste of money.But I am still envious in my heart, the one I bought is different from the one given by others, even if I thank you quickly, it is still a sincere heart.

She came to the school early, and basically the school was still empty, so she carried the luggage to the dormitory by herself, tidied up briefly, and couldn't wait to find Rusheng.At this time, he should be in the western restaurant, because today is Saturday, and she has even counted the days.

She didn't tell Rusheng or anyone when she came back, she wanted to give him a surprise, but maybe he would frown again and say, "Song Qingwan, you came so early for nothing, and you're here to spend time again." Time?"

She could already imagine his reaction, but it didn't matter, as long as she could see him sooner, she would be happy even if she was scolded.

Oh, I really miss Ru Sheng's way of admonishing people. Most people think he is calm, but even the most calm people will be irritated by her. At that time, she is happier, because Ru Sheng Only those who care about will show their dissatisfaction in their hearts.Thinking about it, she couldn't help laughing as she walked alone in the school.

She left the school, because she was really impatient, so she took a taxi to go there.Afraid that Rusheng would catch her and say she was extravagant, she asked the driver to stop 200 meters away from the western restaurant.

It was almost three o'clock in the afternoon, and it happened to be when the western restaurant was not busy. From a distance, the door of the western restaurant could be seen wide open. From the outside window, it could be seen that no one was eating inside.Walking to the door of the store, she poked her head in first, but she didn't see Zhao Rusheng. She brought over the special products she brought from home, and they were all for her former colleagues.

At this moment, a petite girl came out from inside, wearing a staff uniform, it was Xiaofan.As soon as Xiaofan came out, she saw Qingwan standing at the door, her expression was extremely surprised: "Qingwan? Why did you come back without making a sound? Oh my god, it's so beautiful after a new year."

Everyone else looked this way when they heard the voice. Beauty is always welcome at any time, not to mention that everyone liked her very much when working here before, so everyone was very enthusiastic when they saw her unexpectedly appear.

Qingwan put the bag in her hand on the table, and said with a smile: "I brought this from home, it's not a good thing, it's all specialties, you guys can eat it."

A few boys couldn't wait to open it. Most of them were pastries, and some were like duck necks.

"Then we won't be polite." Everyone was busy eating, but they still didn't forget to say thank you.

"It's okay, I brought food." Qingwan said absently, when she first came in, she had already looked around, but she didn't see Rusheng, where did he go at this time?
Someone noticed the look in her eyes and laughed: "Rusheng went home for a trip, and will be back later."

What are you doing, why did you come home?She still plans to surprise him, what should she do now?The originally hopeful mood became extremely lost.

Part5
Cao Zhou approached her and said in a low voice, "Are you trying to surprise him?"

"I thought about it at first, but now I can't surprise you." Qingwan retorted feebly: "It's really bad luck."

Cao Zhou was overjoyed, and said mysteriously, "That may not be the case."

Qingwan was puzzled and looked at him suspiciously, but when he turned his eyes, she followed him.

At the gate, a tall and handsome figure was walking in.He was still as indifferent as smoke in his impression, calm and unhurried, even though he was so far away, Qingwan could still see his eyes clearly, his eyes were as quiet as the night, and he seemed to feel that there was a glimmer of anticipation in the crowd. From this side, he saw her at a glance.

Qingwan blinked her eyes, looked at him for a long time, and walked over quickly, Rusheng looked at her with a calm expression.

She stopped in front of him, took a deep breath, what a touching scene, she could even hear the sound of a group of people behind her stopping eating, and the whole restaurant was so quiet that she could hear her own heart beating like a drum.

Just when everyone expected them to have a passionate kiss, Fan Rusheng said calmly, "Why are you here?"

"..."

Qing Wan's originally fiery heart ran into an ice cube and turned off automatically. This time, she was really disappointed.Hanging his head and looking weak, he heard him say, "Wait a minute, I'll go get your things, and then send you back to the dormitory."

Why are you in such a hurry to go back to the dormitory?Even if he was not as excited as she imagined when he saw her, but... at least he is welcome, superficial skills are fine.

But who doesn't know that Fan Rusheng, superficial skills are the last thing he can do.

Rusheng went in for a while and then came out. Qingwan said goodbye to everyone sadly, and then followed Rusheng sadly, with the expression on her face as if she was forced to eat shit.

Crossing the road, came to the school gate, and walked for a while, only to find that Rusheng took her along the narrow path they often took.

She was a little depressed, thinking that there was no one in the school at this time, why should she go here?Is she so shameless?One accidentally bumped into the back of the person in front.

He turned to look at her: "How did you walk without looking at the front?"

She was already extremely disappointed, but when she heard his impatient voice, she couldn't help but choke: "You don't care how I go, I haven't been hit by a car since I was a child, I want you..."

The words "nosy" were swallowed up in his sudden kiss, and that kind of tenderness that was not as usual made her gasp, her lips parted slightly, and this one, he leaned in and kissed deeply.

Qingwan was frightened by him, she had never seen such an out-of-control Fan Rusheng, maybe... she thought in a daze, maybe the separation during this time was not just her missing.As soon as this thought came to her mind, her hand had already actively hugged him back, responding to his kiss, which became deeper and deeper.

After a moment, he let go of her. It was one thing to kiss her, and another thing to finish the kiss.The person who had treated her lightly like a hooligan just now acted as if nothing had happened.But she found that she had become a standard cooked shrimp, or a lobster. The blood rushed straight to her face, and she had to use the back of her hand to cool off.

Fan Rusheng pulled down her hand, held it, and said, "I haven't eaten yet, you can accompany me to eat first."

(End of this chapter)