write our ending together

Chapter 9 Life is not a novel, don't care too much about the result
Part1
Several days have passed since that day.

Qingwan told herself not to sink in more than once in her heart, maybe with the passage of time, the feelings that should not have arisen will be lightly forgotten.

But looking at the three words "Fan Rusheng" written all over the notebook unconsciously, she secretly despised herself in her heart, Song Qingwan, you are really hopeless, your credit has long since gone bankrupt.

"Expectation makes people more and more addicted
who is like me

who can't wait for him
Falling in love with you, I'm always learning
the taste of loneliness

holding an umbrella alone
wipe tears alone
Tired alone”

She was lying on the table, listening to the song in the earplugs, a very common pop song, but she could hear her heart throbbing constantly.

Shaking her head, she picked up the pen and wanted to do some English test papers to divert her thoughts, but within a few minutes, she felt sleepy again.

So, he really fell asleep on the table.

As a result, she caught a cold the next day despite her poor physique. The cold caused a fever, which was so severe that she had to go to the hospital to hang water.

"Xiao Yi, help me to ask the manager for leave?"

Lying in bed at night, pale

"I think I not only need to ask for leave, but I should also quit my job for you."

"Xiaoyi..."

Su Yi sat down beside the bed, angry and helpless: "Tell me, what happened? Ever since the night when Fan Rusheng fell ill, you have been acting strangely. At worst, you just couldn't catch up. As for this? Fan Rusheng refused about you?"

"It's none of his business, I can't think about it myself." Qingwan was silent for a while before continuing, "Xiaoyi, I never told you that I knew Fan Rusheng very, very early."

"Early?"

"Yeah." Qingwan nodded, "I knew him when I was five years old. My parents took me back to my hometown that summer, and I met him. He just squatted there alone, playing in the mud, no one accompanied him , that little figure looks really lonely, maybe you will laugh at me for being precocious, at that time he existed in my memory. He was the first person I fell in love with, although I have always liked it alone , even though I didn't even know if I would ever see him again."

"Qingwan..." Su Yi was surprised. She thought that Qingwan was just like other girls, she fell in love with Fan Rusheng because of her outstanding appearance and talent, but she didn't expect...

"I really never thought that I would go to the same university as him, but with so long contact, it is obvious that he doesn't remember me for a long time. But I still feel very happy, so that we can meet again, which shows that We are really destined, don’t we? In fact, sometimes I think about it, why can’t I like him secretly, and I have to let the whole world know? But I am so greedy, I want to get close to him, because I always see his lonely figure , I especially want to be by his side and accompany him." Speaking of this, she said a little sadly, "But he doesn't like me at all, he doesn't even want to be friends, so I often wonder if I am a special person. Disgusting?"

"Fool, why do you think so."

"Xiaoyi, you're right. I really hoped that one day he could really accept me, but when I knew that he could be gentle with anyone but hates me, I really couldn't hold on, Xiaoyi. Yi Xiaoyi...he has someone he likes, this time it's real..." Her tears fell, one drop, two drops, three drops... faster and faster, and finally burst into tears.

20-year-old Song Qingwan has never really experienced love. She doesn't know what other people's love is like. At that time, she was still naive. The boy who was chasing was separated by a distance of Mount Tai.

In the countless nights that followed, I gradually understood some truths.You can like him, but you can't ask him to give the same return, just as you can't ask the whole world to like you.

In the emotional world, it is not how much you put in that you can get back.

Life is not a novel, don't care too much about the results.

I can only become stronger through the injury and take the road to the future.

Part2
Today, Fan Rusheng came to the entrance of the western restaurant on time as usual, took the key, opened the door, went into the staff room to change clothes, and did not see the small figure that he always saw before he came out.

After a while, employees came one after another, answered the phone, delivered the food, and still didn't see her when they came back.

At noon, when it was the peak time for meals, he was as busy as usual, so he didn't have the time to think about it.

After the peak period, when the employees in the restaurant sat down to eat together, he finally became a little unaccustomed to being as busy as a bee without anyone around him.

Usually, when Qingwan was here, she would put all the delicious food from afar into his bowl. She seemed to know that he would only pick up the food in front of her, so she helped him put all the delicious food in front of her.

In Fan Rusheng's life, every step of the way, as big as the whole life, as small as the things that others don't care at all, he is like this. The first task is to do the things in front of him well, so that he can look forward to tomorrow.

what happened to him?Isn't her absence just what he wants?It's pretty good that she can persist until now, maybe it's because she is really too tired, so she quit?Isn't that great?It's not about marching and fighting, can she really be so energetic that she can never give up?Although people around him say he is indifferent, isn't this what the world needs?They haven't experienced what it's like to be ridiculed since they were young, and they don't know how they can only grow up eating vegetables and radishes when they were poor, and they don't understand how much burden and ambition he has, trying to make his family live well.

Song Qingwan, a person who inexplicably broke into his world, her innocence, kindness, and self-cultivation all took the opposite route from him, just like a rich man showing that he is rich in front of the poor or an idler in front of the poor. A busy person shows how free he is.

What he dislikes the most is this kind of thing. He still remembers that he met a little girl when he was very young. Everyone said that she was a child from a rich family. When he was bullied by others, she stretched out her little hand to help him up. He saw those white and tender little hands, which were so clean that they would get dirty if touched by someone like him, so he left without looking back.

He admitted that he was very jealous in this regard. Why can some people of the same age live so happily while others live so poorly?He doesn't like this type of people, but he never provokes them, but there are people who always come to the door automatically, trying to show how stubborn their Xiaoqiang spirit is in front of him, he likes to be in front of them when they think they are selfless He was indifferent when he dedicated, and seeing the deep loss in their eyes, he felt the pleasure of revenge for the injustice of fate.

Part3
"Why didn't you come tonight?"

During the dinner, someone asked casually.

"I heard from the manager that she is sick and is lying in the school hospital!"

With a pause, four words appeared in Rusheng's mind, is she sick?
"Ill? Is it serious? Is it because of the infection that night?"

Someone asked, "What night?"

"It was the night Fan Rusheng was ill. Didn't Qingwan take care of him all night? When she came the next day, she was in a bad mood!" Xiao Fan said, "Don't you remember? Finally, the manager called to let Her classmate took her back."

"Oh! I remember, it might be infected." Someone frowned at Ru Sheng, "Ru Sheng, do you want to go and have a look? After all, they got sick because of you."

"Yes, yes, people need caring most when they are vulnerable. She likes you so much, maybe she will be fine once you go. Look at this western restaurant. Since she came, everyone I'm much more active, but she's gone, look, how lonely it is?"

Is it deserted?Why doesn't he feel that.Ru Sheng didn't take it seriously, was it because a group of crows were chattering in their ears?

He put down his chopsticks, said "I'm full", got up and left.

"Tsk, it's really cold!" Someone shivered unbearably, "Qing Wan is so pitiful, I like such a person."

"It's called personality..." Someone also looked at his back in a crazy way, "I like this type of male god the most."

"I can't stand you, so why don't you catch up with him? How nice it is to take him home."

"No..." The man shook his finger with experience, "Such boys are only suitable for admiration, not boyfriends."

Qingwan was discharged from the hospital early. The doctor said to hang up two bottles of water, but she still sneaked out. She also didn't like the smell in the hospital. Various medicines were mixed together, which smelled unpleasant.

Su Yi went to class. She chose a double degree, and she had to make up classes on weekends. She agreed to pick her up at 04:30, but she had to go back before sending her a message saying that she had returned to the dormitory, otherwise she might leave the classroom. Rushed to tie her back to the hospital.

Sometimes she is really envious of Su Yi, she has a cheerful personality, always doesn't care about anything, and never seems to be troubled.For a while, she would often hang out with Su Yi, meet new friends, listen to their chats, and sometimes laugh out loud at being teased.

Once she took her to the quiet bar at night. This was the first time she entered a bar in 20 years, and she was quite nervous...

At that time, the place gave her the feeling that it was very relaxed and free. She drank dark beer for the first time that night, and she felt very good in the mouth. drank it.

Later, many of Su Yi's friends came, men and women, they were crazy, but not the annoying kind of crazy, even though she was quiet all night, she would be humorous by them Laugh till you cry.

Su Yi often said that love is not the only thing in this world.

She thought she probably really couldn't understand her self-destructive attitude, so she took her out to play, right?Although most of the time it is meaningless nonsense, she can be sure that she is really smiling and happy at that time.Only at that time, she would not think of Fan Rusheng.

Occasionally, someone would ask her, how are you and that Fan Rusheng doing?

She always smiles lightly, but her heart still hurts.

She would laugh at herself and say, "I have someone I like, but it's not me."

They will comfort: "That's because he has no vision."

The consolation was nothing but consolation, only she knew that the truth was that she was not yet able to achieve the "vision" he wanted.

Part4
In fact, he really didn't intend to see her, in fact, he just dropped by.

Fan Rusheng said this in his heart more than once, but who can tell him how he met this woman?
It is well known that Su Yi is disgusted with the top student in the medical school.

As for why he disliked him, Su Yi thought, it was probably because of his superior attitude, or his indifference to Qing Wan. Anyway, when he saw him, he felt that the whole universe was burning.

Don't think that this is the final process of turning a friend into a lover, she will vomit!real!She is not as blind as that guy in Qingwan, she would like such an arrogant and indifferent person!
She stopped in front of him, with her arms crossed, blocking his way.

And Fan Rusheng's approach is - to completely pretend that he didn't see it, and to go around automatically.

Su Yi was so angry that her intestines were knotted, she rushed up to curse, but she turned around, "How is Song Qingwan?"

Su Yi was almost drawn away by his question.

Has this family passed through?Would you take the initiative to ask about Qingwan's situation?

"Are you asking Qingwan?" She raised her eyebrows, as if a little surprised, but also a little playful.

"Correct."

"Don't you dislike her? What is the reason for the sudden relationship? Discovery of conscience?"

"..." He was speechless, didn't intend to ask any more, and was about to leave——

"Qing Wan, she really likes you." Su Yi suddenly changed her attitude and offered to provide information.

Rusheng looked back at her unexpectedly: What do you mean?There is no need to change the topic so quickly, right?
"Qingwan is the gentlest girl among my friends. She likes you not just on a whim, let alone like other girls.

Girls worship blindly like you, and think it's cool to have a boy like you as a boyfriend.She really likes you. "

She emphasized again, "I'm afraid I don't need to say, you should also know that she comes from a good family and has never experienced any hardships since she was a child, but she went to work in a western restaurant for you, and her soft hands became extremely rough. The schedule is regular, she had stomach problems when she was very young, and she didn't know how to take care of herself when she started working, and she often hid alone secretly with stomach pains."

"Every weekend morning, she goes there earlier than anyone else, but she is afraid that you will be unhappy, so she hides secretly at the corner, and sees you open the door and go in and change your work clothes before treating it as if she just came. Then get up early, the cafeteria The door hasn't been opened yet, so she doesn't eat in the morning. Every time she eats, she rushes to serve the dishes and puts all the good dishes in front of you, because he knows that you only stare at your eyes when you eat You are sick, she is more anxious than anyone else, and stays with you all night, you hurt your hand, she thinks of a way to cook pork rib soup for you to drink, and finally I brought it to her from home, she hugged When making soup, be as careful as holding a child. Every time she comes back exhausted and exhausted, she doesn’t even have the strength to take a bath. How much weight has she lost in this year? But she never complained, every time you When you treat her coldly, have you noticed that her smile is uglier than her cry. "

"..."

"Maybe you will say that's not what you want her to do! Yes, she is self-indulgent, but can't you treat her a little better? She didn't do something heinous, did she? You have to Does she appear to be annoying like bacteria? Do you know that when you put on that look of loathing her, she was so sad that no one else could bear to see her, and she asked me more than once, Xiaoyi, am I real? so annoying?"

Fan Rusheng frowned: "I never said I hated her."

"But don't you give her the same feeling?" Su Yi said: "You don't even know how she has lived these days. She said that you have someone you like, and she thinks that she will never have another chance. If you If so, explain it to her earlier, wouldn't it be good to let her give up as soon as possible? Do you have to wait until she gets deeper and deeper, and you will be happy when you see you with the person you like spontaneously? If this is the case, Fan Rusheng, Aren't you being too selfish and cruel? She just likes you, and liking you is not an unreasonable thing!"

Fan Rusheng frowned even tighter.

"If it's really impossible for you to like her, just tell her clearly!"

After saying this, Su Yi turned around and wanted to leave.

As if remembering something, she turned around and said again: "Fan Rusheng, it's not like you have no feelings for her at all, are you? Otherwise, you wouldn't have the patience to stand here and listen to me so much. Qingwan is A good girl, don't be your loss. It's not that you don't know what she has given and what she wants, but you are just pretending not to see it."

Part5
If you ask if the number one genius in medical school has any experience of being reprimanded by girls in person like this?The answer is no.

Fan Rusheng, who always claimed to be sober, didn't know what was wrong with him. If it was normal, he would definitely look at the other person with crazy eyes, and then leave.

He is so busy every day that he doesn't even have time to sleep. How can he have so much leisure to care about how much others like him and what he has paid for him?It's her business that she is willing to torture herself, and it's his right to pretend he didn't see it. There is no contradiction between the two, isn't it?However, after listening to a long paragraph of tough words, he would feel shocked and unacceptable, and even feel a little guilty. Like normal people, he would feel that this person is really inhuman. How could he treat a girl like this?But the protagonist in that incident was himself, wasn't he?And he did.

But he really doesn't hate her, it's just that every time he sees her innocent smiling face, he will feel inferior. Girls like Song Qingwan are born to take care of her, and he can't afford to take care of her, so he just Not giving any chance is like a valuable item. If you know you can't afford it, you won't touch it. What if it breaks?Can he take responsibility?What's more, he has never thought about love. For a person like him, it is enough to find someone who can spend a peaceful life with him. He has always been alone, and he has long been used to it.

In his life plan, the person who participated in his love part is Mo Luo. For her, he always has an inexplicable affection. Well, I just hope that I can make up for my mistakes. She has been with him for a long time, and most of the time he has long regarded her as a relative other than his adoptive mother and Ru Xiao. Maybe one day he will fall in love with her?Such a situation is not impossible, but about the future, no one knows.It's just that the woman named Song Qingwan seems to have unknowingly pulled his nerves.

Qingwan enjoys the feeling of walking on campus alone, although the early winter season is a bit cold, and there are not many people on the playground, which seems a bit depressed.

But after going through so many things, she suddenly wanted to be quiet.

Thinking back to what she did to Fan Rusheng before, it was really crazy...

Since she was a child, she has lived a life of rules and regulations. She never thought that only courage is so crazy.

However, it seems to be understandable to do some crazy things when you were young. When you are old, is it also a kind of memory?

A cool white object floated on her face, she looked up strangely, it was snowing.

Not far away, a cheerful girl screamed beside her boyfriend: "Look, it's snowing, it's snowing!"

The boy said, "It's snowing, let's go faster."

The girl Buyi: "Then what are you going to do when you go back? Look at how beautiful the snow is. Walking in the snow is so romantic."

"Yeah, yeah, so romantic that I finally got sick and went to the hospital by myself!"

"..."

"..."

The words behind were not very clear, Qingwan stretched out her hand, and a small snowflake fell into her hand, and then melted, she raised her face, and the densely packed small snowflakes fell from the sky, making people dazzled.

Girls seem to like snow, especially girls who are in love. How romantic it is to go out for a walk with your boyfriend in snowy weather and walk in the white sky.

Closing her eyes, Qing Wan felt the coolness of snowflakes falling on her face, when she opened her eyes again...dizziness...was it really vertigo?Otherwise, how could she see Fan Rusheng not far ahead, standing there in a daze?

Fan Rusheng, who was standing not far away, seemed to feel her gaze, raised his head, and met her eyes.

Qingwan's whole body trembled, her heart beating wildly, his dark pupils fixed her gaze, her head went blank, as if the whole world had lost its voice.

She couldn't help grabbing the hem of her clothes with her hands, trying to calm herself down, telling herself that he was just passing by on business and just happened to meet him, she just had to come forward to smile and say hello.

But, he definitely doesn't want to see her, then, do you still want to say hello?
Part6
Qingwan met a tangled mood that she had never had before. She never thought that she would meet him so soon, and the feeling of being broken in love has not recovered yet. She originally thought that she would go to the west when she sorted out her mood. In the dining room, at that time, she would restrain herself and like him silently in her heart until she forgot.

So what now?If she could, she would rather pretend not to see him.But--

She doesn't need to be afraid of him!

He just doesn't like himself, so why is she nervous?
There was a voice thinking in her heart, and Qing Wan narrowed her eyes slightly.

Yes, she doesn't need to be afraid of him, and she's not a poisonous snake or beast, will it eat her?
Thinking of this, Qingwan plucked up her courage and walked forward.

Fan Rusheng stood there motionless, watching her walking towards him.

She had indeed lost a lot of weight, compared to when she first met, she was so thin that a gust of wind could sweep her away.

Fan Rusheng, you have actually noticed her existence, right?Otherwise, how can you find out that she is really thin?

So when he saw Qingwan who was walking this way and suddenly turned around and ran away, he reflexively ran after him with his long legs.

When he grabbed her wrist and forced her to stop, he stared at Qing Wan whose face was paler than before, he was slightly stunned, he didn't know what he wanted to do, looking at her startled eyes, he froze for a long time Only then did he squeeze out a sentence: "...Song Qingwan, don't run away!"

He was so domineering even when he was at a loss!

Of course Qingwan didn't know what he was thinking in his heart, she could only look at him panting, her mind was more blank than his, wondering why he was chasing after him?Tell her not to run without saying anything, but isn't she not running now?He didn't say anything...

Part7
It's not surprising that there are swings in the university, and it's not surprising that each of the two swings carries a person. What's strange is why it is Fan Rusheng and Song Qingwan, the two topical figures on campus.

Now is not the end of school time, and there are not many people who pass by here occasionally, but as long as they pass by, they will look at this way, with surprise, surprise, and envy in all kinds of eyes.

This time, Qingwan didn't care about other people's eyes, she just stared at the people around her secretly for a moment, wondering why he suddenly appeared here, and grabbed herself again?He didn't even let her touch his sleeves before!
After thinking about it, she was attracted by his side face again, and couldn't help but think nympho, he is such a good-looking man, even the side face is so fascinating, if anyone can be his girlfriend in the future , must be very happy, right?
Thinking of this, Qing Wan felt a little lost, but she still liked him very much, why couldn't she forget him?
Finally, he who was sitting beside him said slowly, "Give me time."

"Huh?" She looked at him inexplicably, not knowing what he was talking about.

"I don't know how long it will take, but I will try to work hard and give you what you want."

"..."

A few seconds later...something exploded in his head, and Qing Wan, who was slow to react, looked at him in shock and asked, "You, what do you mean?"

The number one genius in the medical school showed a puzzled expression for the first time. Was it because he didn't say it clearly enough?Does he really have to be as direct as he said?Well, then—

Before he had time to speak, he heard a "bang", and the person beside him fell off the swing, and before he could get up, the swing that rushed towards him hit his head...

"I&%￥￥%%#..."

The good girl Song Qingwan swears for the first time.

"Are you okay?" Rusheng asked worriedly, kneeling down.

The joy was more than the pain in her head, she shook her head desperately: "It's okay, it's okay... Let's continue the topic just now, you said to give you time, does it mean that I have the priority to be your girlfriend?... But that's still very slow Yeah, why don't you let me try to be your girlfriend first? Anyway, you still have to consider accepting me in the end, why don't I have a probation period first, so you can see if this girlfriend is good for you?"

"..." He looked at her silently for a while, then took his hand and pulled her up.

In Qingwan's sleepwalking eyes, he smiled at her, rubbed her forehead, said "I'll take you back", and then pulled her towards the bedroom.

Qingwan still seems to be sleepwalking, letting him lead her...

Did he, did he just smile at her?And rubbing her forehead so intimately?
Part8
The bell for the end of get out of class was heard next to my ear, many students poured out on the originally quiet avenue, and groups of partners and lovers in pairs could be seen everywhere, Fan Rusheng was destined to be the kind of person who radiates light wherever he goes , this time, the two of them were seen thoroughly.

Qingwan didn't seem to notice it at all, she only had secret joy in her heart, and smiled silly while looking at him.It doesn't matter once or twice, I laughed too much, Rusheng found out, when she laughed like a fool for the nth time, Rusheng finally squeezed her hand, turned to look at her, it was like looking crazy expression……

When she came downstairs to her dormitory, Ru Sheng said, "Here we are."

She said "Oh" and silently walked up the steps of the dormitory.

Shaking my head, I still feel like I'm dreaming...

She turned around and looked, Fan Rusheng was still standing there, her black eyes fixed on her...

That is to say... is she really not dreaming?
In other words, she is really Fan Rusheng's girlfriend now?

There was a buzzing in her head, and she quickly ran back to Fan Rusheng's side.

Fan Rusheng asked: "What's wrong?"

Maybe it was because her fever hadn't subsided, or maybe she borrowed courage from God, Song Qingwan stood on tiptoe and quickly kissed the corner of Rusheng's mouth, in Rusheng's inexplicable, she said: "Fan Rusheng from I'm your girlfriend from today on, you can't regret it, you're a puppy."

run away.

When she returned to the dormitory, Qing Wan felt her face was still burning, and her heart seemed to be jumping out.

Seeing her coming back, Su Yi pulled her and slapped her and said a lot about why she ran away before finishing hanging the water. Qing Wan didn't understand a word, but just looked at her stupidly as if she had been possessed by an evil spirit: "Little Yi, it's true, it's true!"

Su Yi was puzzled: "What's true?"

"I caught up with Fan Rusheng, and I even kissed him!"

Su Yi's reaction was to directly reach out to touch her forehead, and said solemnly: "Sure enough, she still has a fever, no wonder her face is so red."

Qingwan was angry and funny, shaking her arm and said: "It's true, he sent me back to the dormitory just now! If you don't believe me, you can go to the western restaurant with me tomorrow." She was possessed It seemed to be walking back and forth in the dormitory, and finally turned around in circles, "What to do, Xiaoyi, I am so happy, I can't sleep at night with excitement!"

As a result, Qingyan dragged Su Yi to chat all night, telling all about what happened today, and finally got tired after talking, and couldn't help falling into a deep sleep. I don't know if Su Yi heard it wrong, When she was going to the bathroom in the middle of the night, she vaguely heard her dreamy voice laughing wickedly: "Hey, Fan Rusheng, you are mine now."

For a moment, Su Yi felt that the toilet was gloomy...

Part9
Regarding the relationship between Fan Rusheng and Qing Wan, everyone around her could feel that something was slowly changing.

As far as Qingwan is concerned, although Fan Rusheng never said that he likes her, and after the relationship, he is still lukewarm, but he will not repel her and hang around him all day long. It has been a good change.

Even after dating, neither Qingwan nor Rusheng showed any deliberate behavior when working in the western restaurant.

However, Qingwan still doesn't suppress her concern for Rusheng, she rushes to help him with everything, and when he forgets to eat, she will keep her lunch for her, so that she can express her concern openly without being sneaky It feels like I have announced to the world: Fan Rusheng is my boyfriend!
If Song Qingwan, an active little bird, only occasionally appeared in a small corner of his life before, then since that day, she has invaded almost the entirety of his life, and it was the same, only then did she know that Ru Sheng's job was over. It was far beyond what she could imagine. In addition to the regular part-time job every weekend, there are also N tutors.

"No wonder he's so thin." Qingwan complained in front of Su Yi more than once.

He was so busy that he didn't even have time to eat, and he always ate very simple food, so she always wanted to make delicious food for him, but the electricity in the dormitory was limited, so it couldn't be used at all. Because of this, she and the cafeteria staff The aunt is familiar with each other, and fortunately she has a cute face. Every time the aunt in the cafeteria sees her coming, she will take the initiative to give up the pot and give her a kind smile: "Do it again!" Soup for your boyfriend?"

In fact, she has never cooked before. She remembers that at the beginning, she was scalded countless times by boiling soup and cut by kitchen knives countless times, but when she saw her final result and saw Ru Sheng eat it with her own eyes, everything changed. It doesn't matter anymore.

She carefully observes his every movement and expression, he is naturally indifferent, not only towards her, sometimes she also likes his indifferent appearance, especially when dealing with other girls, well, she admits that she There are so narrow-minded.Fan Rusheng is really too dazzling, like a shining diamond, if you look carefully, he will be snatched away by others, and there will always be a group of drooling wolves by his side.Whenever she made such an analogy, Rusheng would look at her narrowly and ask, "Are you one of those wolves?"

By the way, she forgot to say that a top student is a top student, even speaking can make people have no reason to refute.

More often, he would be irritated by her. Qingwan didn't know if she was a bit perverted, and she always did something wrong for him to reprimand herself. When he taught her a serious lesson, she would raise her head and feel wronged A face looked at him pitifully, but he was very happy in his heart, as if only at this time he would notice her existence, and only in this way could she see her own existence in his dark eyes, so every time She will commit crimes on purpose in time, and would rather be scolded by him than make her want to leave.

Part10
Qingwan remembered her birthday because Fan Rusheng's birthday was on the same day as hers. The day before her birthday, her parents called to wish her blessings in advance, and sent her more birthday funds to celebrate her birthday.

In the evening, Rusheng went to work as a tutor. She and Su Yi were eating together in the cafeteria. Su Yi asked, "Tomorrow seems to be your birthday, right? What do you want me to give you?"

"What do you want?" She thought for a while, shaking her head and chuckling, "I don't lack anything, what I want the most...I'm afraid I have to work hard for a while."

Su Yi knew that she was referring to Fan Rusheng.

"Really don't want it? Don't say I'm stingy." Su Yi dug a mouthful of rice, "Actually, Young Master Tang wanted to ask you out to celebrate, but I think you should hope that the person who will accompany you should not be him, but There is a gift from someone, I will give it to you when I go back to the dormitory later."

I didn't expect that someone would remember her birthday and give her a gift. Her chest was warm and heartwarming. "Xiao Yi, you are so kind. Thank you Tang Peng for me." She said, "But don't keep telling me what I said. It seems that there are multiple sexes but light friends..."

"Isn't it?"

Facing her disdainful eyes, Qingwan could only raise her hands in surrender: "Yes, yes."

"Actually, it's nothing. According to online statistics, basically [-]% of the opposite sex in the world is like this. Otherwise, how can it be said that the same sex repels the opposite sex attracts!"

"Really." Qingwan looked at her, "So, after you have a boyfriend, you will be like me?"

"Hey." Su Yi rolled her eyes: "My boyfriend is still alone in an unknown corner! The boyfriend I will find in the future must be rich and powerful, and he must like me very much. I will never be like Like you, you are working so hard to like someone."

Qingwan asked: "Do you have someone you like?"

"What do you say?"

"Then do you like Tang Peng?"

Su Yi pursed her lips and said, "Please, how is that possible?"

Qing Wan smiled strangely: "But every time you mention him, your eyes are different!"

"Is there? Are you dazzled?"

"Some things are clear to the authorities." Qingwan said: "Besides, Tang Peng's family is very good, and he has a cheerful personality. I think if he likes someone, he should treat her well, right? Besides, you are childhood sweethearts, why didn't you think about it?" Pass?"

Su Yi let out a long breath: "Hey, hey, I have to explain some things to you first. Don't take me as a gold digger. First of all, I yearn for money, but I yearn for it because I want it. I want it. Marrying such a person is because I don’t want to have family burdens rather than wanting to have them. Secondly, just because I marry such a person does not mean that I will love him. Haven’t you heard of it? 90.00% of nine married couples in this world, Neither of them is the one that the other deeply loves, and that's what marriage is all about, after a long time, it doesn't matter whether you like it or not."

Qingwan Black Line: "Are you a little too pessimistic, not to mention... isn't it too early for us to think about getting married at our age? I'm just talking about boyfriends with you."

"I don't want to talk about friends. If I want to talk, I must get married."

"So...you have no interest in Tang Peng at all?"

Su Yi scratched her head: "I really don't like him... If I like him, I won't let myself go."

After many years, Qing Wan realized that the most powerful liar in the world is the one who can even fool herself.

(End of this chapter)