Time has you, memories become flowers

Chapter 9 Phoenix Love (3)
When Bai Xiao went downstairs and was about to take a taxi at the side of the road, a sports car drove up beside her, the window was rolled down, and Lu Fei'er rested her arm on the window and looked at her.

Bai Xiaoxin said that Yuanjia Road was narrow, so she walked to the side.

"Why are you hiding, afraid of me? Didn't you say you were going to kill me?"

Bai Xiao was puzzled, "Who wants to kill you?"

"Do you want to deny what you said? It's really unprincipled."

"You don't have principles, grab..." Bai Xiao couldn't say something about grabbing someone else's husband in public, but then she realized that it should be what her sub-personality did—she and Dr. Han recalled it carefully Those "fragments" that she once had, it happened once the day this person came to her.

She immediately approached Lu Fei'er and asked, "She, no, I said I wanted to kill you?"

"Yeah. Remember?"

The man next to Lu Fei'er said, "Fei'er, who is she?"

"Oh, the wife of the man I fancy."

Bai Xiao said angrily: "Where's your morality? Be careful, I'll give you a blind dose of traditional Chinese medicine, and let you return to innocence and stupidity."

"You're familiar with killing people, aren't you? Don't get excited, I've already quit." Lu Fei'er pointed at the person next to her with a smile, "My new partner is no worse than your old man." After speaking, she smiled and started He got out of the car and drove away.

Bai Xiao could tell that Lu Fei'er stopped chatting because she wanted to regain some ground with her.She really wanted to shout at her: "A lover is for loving, not for comparing." What a boring rich girl.

Then she thought of the "killing" that the sub-personality said, and she became depressed and worried again. Will the sub-personality really hurt the people around her?
After this day, Bai Xiao has been very hesitant, wondering if he should run away from home again?After all, she spent the most time alone with Ruofei, so she really didn't dare to take risks.One night she also had a nightmare of "killing Ruofei first and then committing suicide", which made her tremble with fright.But when she thought of leaving, she felt sad again.Caught in a dilemma, in a dilemma, she finally chose a compromise solution - not leaving home, but avoiding Li Ruofei as much as possible.He watches TV, she goes to the study, he goes to the study, she goes to sleep, he goes to the bedroom, she gets up and continues to play on the computer in the study.

Li Ruofei is so sharp, he sees her behavior in his eyes and shows coldness on his face.

That night, Bai Xiao got up again to go to the study.

Li Ruofei grabbed her hand and ordered, "Sleep for me."

"I can't sleep, go to the study to read a book." Bai Xiao resisted and wanted to get up, Li Ruofei couldn't bear it anymore, took his own shirt from the chair and tied her hands to the head of the bed.

What is this for? SM?Bai Xiao's face was red and her ears were red, her heart was jumping with fear.

"If not, let me go, can't I sleep?"

Li Ruofei sat beside him unmoved, looking at her with a sullen face.Then he reached out and stroked the wound on her wrist, as well as her left leg, and said in a low voice: "I watched the surveillance video of the community, and it clearly captured the picture of you jumping off. If you want to die again , why don't you tell me to do it, it's cleaner and neater than you."

Bai Xiao's heart seemed to be stabbed by a fine needle, his eyes were moist, "I don't want to die, if not."

Li Ruofei said slowly: "Cutting wrists, wanting to take sleeping pills after drinking, jumping off a building... Bai Xiao, how do you make me believe you? But I said, as long as you want me to do it, I will do my best." , as long as you can say it."

How could Bai Xiao dare to say it? Although Ruofei's voice sounded very "peaceful", she knew that he was very angry.

So she shook her head very hard.

That night, after Bai Xiao fell asleep, Li Ruofei accidentally clicked on her memo while setting up location tracking on her mobile phone, and saw that it read: Things to do next week: 1. Go to a psychological clinic on Wednesday (Remember to make an appointment in advance). 2. Try not to make Ruofei angry. 3. Eat more fruits and vegetables that are good for fractures.

Li Ruofei looked at these few lines of small words, and his heart ached.

She went to see a psychiatrist?Does that mean she doesn't want to kill herself?In fact, he could tell at a glance whether she was telling a lie or not, but her suicide never seemed like an accident.

Li Ruofei pressed his forehead, annoyed at his out-of-control behavior just now, more of a sense of helplessness.

The next day was the weekend, Li Ruofei helped Bai Xiao finish drying her clothes, and asked her what she wanted for lunch.

Bai Xiao was stunned for a moment, then said weakly: "I have an appointment with a colleague." Yesterday she agreed to Zhao Moli's appointment for food before leaving get off work.

"It's up to you." Li Ruofei said, but he was thinking in his heart: the effort written in the memorandum does not make me angry, is it written for fun? !
"How about you go with me?"

"Need not."

"Then what do you want to eat? I'll pack it for you."

"No need."

"Oh."

7
Zhao Moli took Bai Xiao to a snack bar to eat all kinds of snacks and pasta.

Bai Xiao thought it was really good, and thought about bringing Ruofei next time.

When the two walked out of the store, they looked at Mo Li across the road and said "Hey" - behind the floor-to-ceiling glass wall of a store opposite, Wei Chi, who was dimly illuminated by the sun, was slightly bowing and giving a half-person tall plant Bird of paradise watering.

"What a coincidence, I lost my medical insurance card two days ago and I have to do it again. I was about to take a photo for my ID when I saw a photo studio." Bai Xiao pointed to the time photo studio opposite and said, "Mo Li, please I'm eating, now I ask you to take a photo?"

This is the first time Zhao Moli has been asked to take a photo. Just as she was about to refuse, Bai Xiao has already dragged her across the road, "Don't refuse me, or I will become an indecent assaulter who comes and goes. Besides, the ID is still used." There are many places to gain, let's go."

Mo Lili said: If I stood in front of Mr. Wei, I might be regarded as a "molester".

Thinking this way, the two had already reached the door of the photo studio.

"Bai Xiao, I really don't want to take pictures, you can go, thank you for your kindness." Zhao Moli just finished speaking, when she saw a Bentley driving from the front, the license plate number was familiar, she immediately pulled Bai Xiao, quickly flashed into the photo studio.

Wei Chi was about to wash his hands after watering the potted plants, when he heard the sound of the door opening, he looked sideways and paused slightly.

Bai Xiao poked his head out from behind Zhao Moli and said, "Boss, we want to take pictures."

Zhao Moli has a feeling of avoiding a pit and falling into a well, and he is really depressed. The promise he just said not long ago, "I will try to avoid you when I see you", has been broken in a blink of an eye.But she was the one who dragged Bai Xiao in just now, so it's really unreasonable to leave her friend behind.

"Mo Li, you go and shoot first." Bai Xiao said to Wei Chi a little shyly, "Boss, please help us to make the photo more youthful and beautiful."

Zhao Moli: "..." Then she heard the cold voice reply "Yes".

Zhao Moli followed Wei Chi into the studio after being driven away, but she has always been able to adjust her state, even if there was something strange in her heart, she didn't show it.

Wei Chi looked at Zhao Moli behind the camera, wearing a black coat, her long hair tied behind her back, her eyes were black and bright, looking forward, looking at him through the camera.

After about a quarter of an hour, Zhao Moli and Bai Xiao got the photos and left the photo studio.

Wei Chi sat on the rattan chair, his hands trembling slightly.

Bai Xiao looked at Zhao Moli for a while and said, "Have you noticed that when the photographer looked at you, he looked at me a little differently. He looked at me like he was looking at a guest, and he looked at you like... I can’t say it, it’s just different anyway.”

"Looking at me is like looking at steamed buns." Zhao Moli encouraged his recently rounded face.

Bai Xiao chuckled and said, "Mo Li, you're really interesting." Then he thought of something, and said enviously, "It must be very happy to fall in love with someone with your personality."

"I've never been in a relationship, so I don't know whether the person I'm with is happy or miserable."

Bai Xiao was quite surprised, "You haven't talked about it? Have you never liked anyone?"

"If you don't count the idol stars you liked when you were young, no." Zhao Moli stroked his chest, thought for a while and said, "Probably not. So if you want to consult me ​​about love, I can only rely on my years of reading novels, I discussed with you the experience gained from TV dramas."

Bai Xiao smiled lightly and said, "No, my husband treats me very well."

At this moment, an empty taxi came over, and Bai Xiao reached out to stop her, "I'll take a taxi back, so you don't have to take a detour to see me off, thank you for inviting me out for dinner today."

"It's okay, I'll see you off."

But Bai Xiao had already gotten into the car, and she waved at Zhao Moli, "No, no, we'll see you at the hospital on Monday."

As soon as Bai Xiao left, Zhao Moli was about to walk towards the car she had borrowed from Han Jing, when she saw the Bentley parked behind her car, and before she had time to react, the rear window was blocked After shaking it down, the middle-aged man with beard sitting inside stopped her, "Zhao Moli."

Zhao Moli's expression changed from bitter to helpless, and finally he showed a cute smile and called out: "Dad! It's really you. When I walked over, I thought how this car looks so much like my car."

Zhao Hongwei snorted coldly, "Aren't you the one who saw the car at home just now and ran like a ghost? Get in the car for me."

Zhao Moli weighed it, and obediently got into the car, "Are you out for dinner?"

"It was. Now, go home."

"Dad, I don't want to go back, unless you promise me that you won't introduce someone to me or force me to get married—our tastes are completely different, okay?"

"What do you know? Can you look at people? I have eaten more salt than you have eaten rice."

"You have high blood pressure, eat less salt."

Zhao Hongwei taught a lesson: "There is no respect for elders, neither big nor small!"

Due to the majesty of her father, Zhao Moli stopped talking, and she sent a WeChat message to Han Jing who was playing games at home: "I was caught by my father, I have to go home, drive your car back by yourself." Sent the location.

The car turned around and passed the entrance of the photo studio again. Zhao Moli looked casually—through the car window, she saw the man standing in the shop, looking outside as if in a trance.Around him were some vigorous and green plants that had been taken care of, but for some reason, she felt a sense of loneliness when she looked at him.

On the other hand, when Bai Xiao returned home, she saw Li Ruofei eating instant noodles, surprised and distressed, "Why don't you cook, or order takeaway?" Li Ruofei is very particular about life, and rarely eats casually improvise.

"not in the mood."

Bai Xiao knew it was his fault again, so he was left alone at home on the big weekend.

Li Ruofei threw away the half-eaten instant noodles, and suddenly asked, "Do you still remember the promise I made at the wedding?"

Of course Bai Xiao remembered.

"Let me say it again, I, Li Ruofei, will keep my wife safe and healthy for the rest of my life. Now, listen carefully, it is not only a promise, but also a threat." Li Ruofei said every word clearly.

She looked at him in surprise, moved and flustered.She hugged Li Ruofei, tears welling up in her eyes.

She decided to have a showdown with Ruofei and tell him about her condition.But this day, Bai Xiao cried for a long time, unable to cry, because of Ruofei's oath, and thinking of the loneliness she had encountered before Ruofei, and the longing for her parents.She seemed to want to vent all the emotions that had been suppressed in her heart for these years.In the end, she was tired from crying and fell asleep in Li Ruofei's arms.

And no one expected that in the early hours of that night, Bai Xiao... It should be said that Bai Lu entered the bathroom, she went to put a tank of water, and sank herself in the bathroom.

Li Ruofei woke up and saw that the light in the bathroom was on. After waiting for a long time, no one came out, so he knocked on the door, "Bai Xiao?" He tried to open the door, but found that it was locked inside.He knocked open the door immediately, and saw Bai Xiao motionless in the water.Li Ruofei rushed forward with a pale face and dragged him up, because it was winter, and she put cold water in it. At this moment, Bai Xiao's whole body was as cold as a corpse.

Li Ruofei's throat tightened, and he roared with hatred: "Bai, Xiao, wake me up! If you dare to die...if you..."

He ordered himself to calm down, put Bai Xiao on the floor, and performed CPR and artificial respiration.He persisted like this for about half a minute, Bai Xiao finally spit out a mouthful of water, opened his eyes, "If not..." Just after she finished speaking weakly, her expression became indifferent again, "Li Ruofei, why don't you help me?" ?”

"What did you say?"

"To live is to suffer, and to die is to be relieved... From then on, there will be no regrets, no pain, and it would be nice to die."

Li Ruofei stared at those eyes, "Who are you?"

"Who else could I be?"

"You are not Bai Xiao."

Although Li Ruofei was shocked by what happened in front of him, he still maintained his rationality. When Bai Lu wanted to get up, Li Ruofei held her arms, "Who are you?"

Bai Xiao felt some pain in her shoulders, "Ruofei?" Seeing Ruofei's unbelievable expression, she looked at herself who was drenched all over, and understood the current situation a little bit - Bailu ran out to do bad things again, leaving a mess and letting her tidy.She asked weakly, "If not, are you okay?"

Li Ruofei looked at Bai Xiao for a moment, then picked her up, walked quickly back to the room and put her on the bed.

He changed her clothes and dried her hair with a hairdryer.Bai Xiao kept waking up and sleeping, and said something vaguely in his mouth: "I didn't mean it...don't be angry...don't be angry..."

"I'm not angry." Li Ruofei answered her softly.He was angry with himself for not discovering the problem until now!
After Bai Xiao fell asleep, Li Ruofei sat on the sofa by the bedroom window with a computer and looked up information on mental illness.

He saw an explanation about split personality on the Internet: the patient will dissociate the conscious activities or memories that cause his inner psychological pain from the entire spiritual level to protect himself.

He couldn't help but fell into deep thought and couldn't sleep all night.

Back then, after hearing about Bai Xiao's case from his colleague, he applied to check the files. He wanted to find out why she jumped into the sea.No matter what she has gone through, he will not let her have any more troubles in the days to come.

Obviously, the impact of this past on her was more serious than he expected.

The next morning, when Bai Xiao woke up, she saw Li Ruofei sitting on the edge of the bed and looking at her. She mustered up her courage and said, "If not, I'm sick."

"you are sick."

The two of them spoke almost at the same time, and then fell silent after they finished speaking. Bai Xiao vaguely sensed that Li Ruofei knew about it.She was greatly relieved that he did not dislike her.

"sorry."

"Don't tell me you're sorry again." Li Ruofei patted her cheek lightly and said, "Ask for a week off from work."

"One week? I'll be scolded by the leader if you take so long." Bai Xiao guessed in his heart that he might be taking her for treatment, "If not, in fact, I'm already seeing a psychiatrist. It doesn't matter if I don't ask for leave, right?"

"Ask for leave, or resign? You choose one."

Bai Xiaozhi Shi Wu said: "Then I'd better choose to be scolded by the leader. However, the vice president will approve the leave for more than a week."

"I go with you."

8
Wei Chi parked the car in front of the hospital.

"You said, she was going to commit suicide? Rush into the fire to commit suicide?" Tang Xiaonian looked at a photo in his hand and said, "Some people want to live without a chance, while others want to die." The young man's calm voice was free of sarcasm and self-pity Ai, I just feel that it is a pity that many people who commit suicide are not cowardly, but that life gives them difficulties beyond what they can bear.

Wei Chi, who was sitting in the driver's seat, didn't say anything.

"If it's a fire, it must be a fire that can burn people to death. Maybe there are other victims. Boss, have you 'seen' where the fire happened? When? Wouldn't it be better for us to stop it from the source directly? ?”

"I don't know." The only thing he could be sure of was that the fire had occurred during the day and not so long ago.

"I don't know? Didn't you see it clearly? Then how many times do you see it?"

"It's all the same." Nothing to see but firelight.

"So, we can only sit back and wait for the fire to break out, and then go to rescue it depending on the situation?" Tang Xiaonian said with a low smile, "Or I'll just become a firefighter."

There was no anxiety or worry on Wei Chi's face, but he closed his eyes tiredly.

Tang Xiaonian has always been unable to understand his boss. He doesn't seem to care about other people's life or death, but he is indeed helping others.I really don't know if he should be regarded as ruthless or affectionate?
After the two waited in the car for a while, Tang Xiaonian saw Zhao Moli who was taking a taxi to work, and he whispered: "Doctor Zhao."

At this moment, Wei Chi had already opened his eyes, and he had already seen Zhao Moli who got off the car ahead of him.

Because there was nothing to talk about, Tang Xiaonian added another sentence: "She is a doctor in the oncology department, and the nurse told me that she once applied for a donation for me."

"is it?"

(End of this chapter)