Because of the pain, it is called marriage

Chapter 10
Xuexin was thinking about her daughter at home, and couldn't help becoming anxious in her heart. Yang Jing must have been terrified when she left home in a fit of anger. Thinking of this, Qi Xuexin's footsteps were so fast.At this time, it was rush hour, and the avenue was full of vehicles, and Xuexin walked through the street like a nimble fish.When I finally got home, I took out the key and opened the door. My mother-in-law and Yang Xuewu were not at home.Hearing the sound of the door opening, daughter Yang Jing ran out of the room, saw Xuexin immediately rushed up and put her arms around her neck, and coquettishly said, "Mom, where have you been? I only ate a bowl of instant noodles at home, It's boring." After finishing speaking, he reached out to touch his mother's cheek and said, "Dad hit you, does it still hurt? Mom, I really hate their family! I know how to reach out to ask you for money all day long. "

Xuexin looked at Yang Jing's thin body, and asked distressedly, "Why do you only eat instant noodles? Where's your father?"

Yang Jing pouted and said, "Father took my aunt and that man to go shopping. Let me eat instant noodles at noon."

Xuexin suppressed her anger, and asked Yang Jing affectionately: "Are you full? Mom will serve you a bowl of dumplings?"

Yang Jing nodded: "The instant noodles will be consumed after doing a few questions."

After ordering the dumplings, Xuexin thought to herself: If she gets divorced, her daughter must be with her. Since she is only away at noon, Yang Xuewu will let her growing daughter eat instant noodles and follow him for a long time. Come on... Thinking about it, Xue Xin was suddenly startled, why did the idea of ​​divorce come out?She quickly shook her head vigorously, trying to get rid of that terrible thought. She has been with Yang Xuewu for more than ten years, and it is too mentally retarded to give up her marriage just because of such a trivial matter as a quarrel.After Yang Jing finished eating the dumplings, she put down the bowl and listened to the music with her MP3 player. Her body was shaking with the music from time to time. Xue Xin fondled her daughter's hair: "Are you listening to Jay Chou again?"

Yang Jing rolled her eyes: "No, I'm listening to Lin Junjie now! Mom, you don't care about me!"

Xuexin laughed and cleaned up the dishes, and just after washing the pots and bowls, Yang Xuewu came back with her mother-in-law and the others.Sister-in-law Yang Xuefen walked in with a dark-skinned man carrying a large bag. Yang Xuefen, who was already thirty, was wearing a cute pink vest, which was extraordinarily tender, and her face was so old-fashioned. Xue Xin sneered in her heart, no matter what Even pretending to be tender can't hide the rusticity of her body.The man's cheeks were black and shiny, but he was wearing a snow-white shirt. The black and white contrasted each other, giving people an abrupt feeling.Yang Xuefen threw down the bag in her hand, took off her shoes, and didn't wear slippers, rushed to the sofa and sat down, patted her belly and said contentedly: "Sister-in-law, the restaurant where brother took us to eat today The food is so delicious, I’m so full now.” The mother-in-law belched obscenely, and said, “No, especially the braised duck and potatoes, it tastes really good. Restaurants in the city can cook Fen'er, if you like to eat, I will ask your brother to take you there next time."

When the black-skinned man put on his slippers and came in, he greeted Xue Xin a little shyly, and Xue Xin responded and squatted in the kitchen to clean up.

Yang Xuewu glanced at Xuexin, thinking of the slap in the face that he had shot, he felt guilty, and it was really distressing to spend more than 6000 for his sister and husband today, so he secretly annoyed his mother for bringing so many people here Disturbing the peace in my own home.At this time, Yang Jing took off the earplugs on her ears, and suddenly asked him: "Father, do you dislike me as a woman just like grandma?"

Yang Xuewu was taken aback, and scolded: "Who told you that? What did you say, kid?" Yang Xuewu's feeling of guilt just now disappeared, Qi Xuexin must have said it in front of his daughter What, the anger in his heart suddenly ignited, but his daughter's next words immediately discouraged him: "You just dislike me as a woman! You beat my mother away, and took my aunt and grandma to the restaurant to eat well." Yes, but let me eat a bowl of instant noodles at home. You didn't regard me as your daughter at all, and you didn't put me at ease at all. If my mother leaves, I'm afraid I won't even be able to eat a hot meal. "

Xuexin, who was squatting on the ground wiping the floor, burst into tears and dripped on the floor. She quickly wiped her eyes and continued to wipe the floor without saying a word.

Yang Xuewu's expression froze, and he explained with some disappointment: "Xiao Jing, Dad is afraid that taking you out for dinner will delay your study. We went to the restaurant after shopping."

Yang Jing rolled her eyes, bit her lip and raised her eyebrows noncommittally.

The mother-in-law raised her shrill voice, stretched out her fingers and tapped Yang Jing's forehead: "You son of a bitch, if your father doesn't love you, will you pay for your education? Will he buy you nice clothes and delicious things? Really? Feed the unfamiliar white-eyed wolf."

Yang Jing didn't even look at her grandma, and said, "Those are all his responsibility and what he should do. Besides, my clothes and food are all bought by my mother. My slightly more valuable items are all my grandparents." Bought it for me. My dad spent all his money on you, but he didn't spend much on me."

"You...you..." The mother-in-law was about to get angry, Yang Xuewu frowned and interrupted her: "Mom, what time do you take the bus in the afternoon? The tickets are already bought for you so don't delay, you have to come back for a ride, If you miss the seat, the ticket will be voided."

At this time, the black-skinned man who had been silent all this time suddenly asked Yang Jing: "The thing in your ear is for listening to music, right?"

Yang Jing was taken aback, nodded, and said, "Yes. This is an MP3 from Apple. It costs more than 1000 yuan. The sound quality is very good. My grandfather bought it for me in Hong Kong."

The black-skinned man smiled and said, "Can I listen to it?" Yang Jing generously handed him the MP3 and said, "Listen, the sound quality is really good."

Yang Xuefen sneered, and said in a low voice, "You really look like a child. Have you ever seen an MP3?"

The black-skinned man listened for a while, played with the MP3 very fondly, and said reluctantly: "This thing is really good. I was bored when I was playing sand on the boat. It would be great if I also had this thing. You don't know, this time Out of the boat, all you see is the river all day long, so you can’t pass the time, you’re in a hurry!” After speaking, he asked again: “Where can I buy this thing? If I go to buy it now, is there still time? Is there still time for the car?”

Hearing this, Xuexin immediately stopped the actions of her subordinates, pricked up her ears to listen to the movement, and secretly cried "no good", guessing that her daughter's MP3 might not be able to keep it.Sure enough, the mother-in-law slapped her hands and said: "What's the matter, let Xiaojing give you this MP3, and ask her father to buy her another one. There is still time for us to buy it now."

When Yang Jing heard this, she quit: "My grandfather bought it for me, and you didn't buy it. Why do you give my things to others!"

The mother-in-law was angry: "You damn girl, is this someone else? This is your uncle! Your uncle would not give up an MP3? You just ask your dad to buy you another one."

Xuexin resisted, she wanted to see what Yang Xuewu did.Yang Xuewu looked at Xue Xin who was squatting in the kitchen without saying a word, walked up to Yang Jing, reached out and touched his daughter's head, and coaxed: "Give this to uncle, Dad will buy you a better one tomorrow."

Yang Jing stared at her father with wide eyes, bit her lips lightly, and said dissatisfiedly: "Dad, my grandfather bought this for me. Are you discussing with me? If you are discussing with me, let me tell you: I No promise!"

The black-skinned man handed the MP3 to Yang Jing in embarrassment, and said, "I'll give it back to you. I'll buy one myself the next time I come here!"

The mother-in-law said contemptuously: "This girl really doesn't know who to follow, it seems that my family is not so stingy in martial arts!"

Xuexin couldn't bear it anymore, she stood up abruptly, her chest heaved up and down due to anger, she threw the rag in her hand to the ground viciously, her face turned pale, she went straight into the bedroom and closed the door with a bang.Everyone in the room looked at each other in dismay, Yang Xuewu couldn't hold his face anymore, he grabbed the MP3 in Yang Jing's hand, and said commandingly to Yang Jing: "This MP3 is for my uncle. I will buy you one at night! Don't be too petty. , embarrass me to your father!"

The black-skinned man waved his hands in embarrassment, and repeatedly declined: "Oh, I don't want it anymore. The little girl likes it, so I can't take it away..."

The mother-in-law couldn't help but put the MP3 into the black-skinned man's bag and said, "Isn't it just an MP3? car."

Yang Jing burst into tears with a "wow", turned around and ran into her room.

Xue Xin sat on the bed and stared at the wall with wide eyes. Hearing a noisy noise in the living room, when she finally calmed down, she let out a long breath, feeling so depressed that she was dying.It's okay, it's finally gone.

After seeing off his mother and sister, Yang Xuewu stood downstairs and looked at the taxi going away and let out a long sigh.When he got home, he straightened his clothes, stood in the living room and thought for a while, then went to knock on his daughter's door. After knocking for a long time, his daughter didn't respond, Yang Xuewu had to smile wryly, and walked into the bedroom.Hearing him coming in, Xuexin didn't turn her head, she was still sitting upright, Yang Xuewu felt a little uneasy, and he called softly: "Xuexin--"

Xuexin was still sitting upright without turning her head.Yang Xuewu explained: "That's the man my sister is betrothed to. How can I make him underestimate our family and my sister just because of an MP3? I'm a man, I want to save face!"

Xue Xin said coldly: "Explain these words to your daughter."

Yang Xuewu said nonchalantly: "Xue... my wife, I was wrong today, I shouldn't hit you."

Xuexin turned her body, her eyes fell on Yang Xuewu's face coldly, which made Yang Xuewu shudder, she stared at him with those big eyes without blinking: "Yang Xuewu, Do you have a woman outside?"

Yang Xuewu was shocked, and couldn't answer a word for a moment. Xuexin's question was as sudden as a bolt from the blue, knocking him dizzy, and he said dumbfounded, "What nonsense are you talking about!"

Xuexin's gaze was still looking straight at Yang Xuewu, calm and severe, like two sharp knives, piercing Yang Xuewu's heart with fear.Yang Xuewu suddenly burst out laughing, and hugged Xuexin's shoulders with a playful smile: "Honey, today I admit that I was too impulsive and shouldn't hit you. I was just confused for a while, and I can swear to God, I never went out to find a woman... ..."

"I'm fancying a house in Rongxin Lvjing in the south gate. I want to buy it and keep it as a dowry for Yang Jing. What do you think?" Xuexin interrupted him and asked straightforwardly.

Yang Xuewu was taken aback: "Why do you suddenly want to buy a house? Isn't it too sudden? Don't we already have two houses?"

"One of the two houses was given to us by my parents. Over the years, we only bought one house. Now that housing prices are rising so fast, the money deposited in the bank will only depreciate. It is better to buy a house and save it for Yang Jing. What do you think?" Xuexin said softly.

"However, we need a loan to buy a house now, and the pressure is very high..." Yang Xuewu faltered.

Xuexin looked at him: "The two of us will pay back the loan slowly. You are a doctor and earn a lot of money. Are you afraid of a little loan? Do you want to save your private money to support other women?"

Yang Xuewu shuddered, and quickly said: "How can you! Buy it if you want, don't go so far."

"Okay, I'll go to see the house in the afternoon and pay the deposit. Do you want to go with me?"

"No. I have to go to the hospital right now. There is something wrong in the hospital." Yang Xuewu declined in dismay.

After Yang Xuewu left, Xuexin went to the bathroom and turned on the faucet, which immediately flowed water untiringly. She poured water on her face one by one, but found that her vision became more and more blurred.I looked in the mirror, but couldn't see myself clearly.She saw Yang Xuewu's guilty conscience from the twinkling eyes just now, Yang Xuewu definitely has a woman outside.

Looking at the woman in the mirror, her skin was still fair, but her neck was already a little loose, and Qi Xuexin felt a little desperate when she looked at her thick waist.What a dreadful mark age has on a woman, especially a beautiful one.

Where did the real me go?It's not me at all, it's not me.Qi Xuexin would not cry like this.Looking at herself in the mirror who kept crying, Xue Xin felt terrified.For so many years, she has never cried like this, like a child.

After crying, she washed her face with water, went to the kitchen to peel an apple, and then knocked on her daughter's door: "Xiao Jing, Mom peeled an apple for you, come out and eat."

"I don't want to eat it now. Mom, you can put it there first. I will come out to eat later." Yang Jing replied in the room.

"Then I'll sleep for a while, you remember to eat later." Xue Xin confessed.She didn't sleep well last night, so she decided to catch up on her sleep and go to see the house after waking up.

The curtains keep the sunlight out, but the room is still very bright. I remember the psychology book that people who can’t sleep soundly under the light are people with a strong sense of self-protection in their subconscious. Such people are often cheerful on the outside but stubborn on the inside. , belong to the bilious personality, and it is difficult for them to have the word "forgive" in their dictionary. Once they feel that they have been hurt, their performance will be even more extreme. Xuexin has always admitted that she is indeed a person with this kind of personality, so At the beginning, she chose Yang Xuewu, a man with meticulous feelings, to protect herself. She thought that Yang Xuewu, who had nothing but had a deep affection for her, could serve as an umbrella. Instead, she was completely exposed to the scorching sun, and she was scorched to pieces.

Xue Xin pulled up the quilt to cover herself, and let out a long sigh.

(End of this chapter)