Because of the pain, it is called marriage

Chapter 20 Divorce Edge (3)
Xuexin's back froze, her feet could no longer move, what did this woman mean?Is she threatening?

He Yun's tone was calm, but Xue Xin felt a dark and deep breath rushing towards her.He Yun said: "You have seen me like this, I have no way to turn back! There is a saying, don't be afraid of being cruel, but be afraid of dying. Qi Xuexin, I am the one who wants to die now!"

After leaving this sentence, He Yun dragged her bloated body and left slowly.Xue Xin forced back tears fiercely, and the shopping bag in her hand fell to the ground feebly.

At this time, the barren city in Xuexin's heart was dry like a desperate disc, spinning by itself.

Yang Xuewu, who returned home, didn't notice the change in Xuexin's face. He casually pinched the remote control and thought about how to talk to Xuexin.Xuexin sat silently on the ground and sorted out the various documents and certificates in the drawer. She sorted out everything about Yang Xuewu and put it aside.Finally, Yang Xuewu put down the remote control and walked behind Xuexin, and tentatively said, "Xuexin, there is something I want to discuss with you."

Xuexin's subordinates paused. Is he going to divorce her?
Seeing that Xuexin didn't look back, Yang Xuewu had no choice but to bite the bullet and said: "Xuexin, I think I'll give him the money for my brother's wedding and house decoration. It's not easy for my mother to pull our brothers by herself. I think Share the burden for her."

Xuexin was stunned, she didn't expect that this was what Yang Xuewu wanted to discuss with her.Suddenly, her trembling heart sank, and she finally made up her mind - this marriage must be divorced!She finally understood that the rift between herself and Yang Xuewu was not just because of a third party. Yang Xuewu was a low self-esteem and conceited person. When she was inferior to him, he would look down on her to show how good he was; When she was stronger than him, he thought she was deliberately showing off and had a strong inferiority complex.Moreover, his excessive self-esteem made him particularly vengeful. At the beginning, her parents said some radical words to him because they looked down on him, and he always remembered them. For so many years, he rarely visited her parents. Go with her to celebrate the New Year with her parents.As for thinking that he was simple and honest at the beginning, it was just his superficial appearance when he did not have good material conditions at that time.In Yang Xuewu's eyes, she, Qi Xuexin, is just a screw in the big machine of his old Yang family, waiting to be dispatched at any time.Thinking of this, Xuexin raised her head and looked at Yang Xuewu, looking up at Yang Xuewu seriously, looking up at his world and his heart, tears were about to fall.She quickly took a deep breath, forced back her tears, and then smiled mockingly: "If you want to share, you can share it. What can you discuss with me? Your mother didn't drag me up!"

Yang Xuewu was so choked by her robbing him that he couldn't speak, and it took him a long time before he said angrily, "Qi Xuexin, don't take yourself seriously. It's for your face to discuss with you, the main income of this family I, Yang Xuewu, earned it all, and I use the money I earn to help my family, can't I?"

These words made Xuexin feel that her throat was on fire, it was burning very badly, as if a company was on fire, her whole body would also be ignited by the fire.She quickly swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva, trying to extinguish the fire burning in her throat, but soon she felt that it was futile.These mouthfuls of saliva are like a stream flowing into the vast ocean, and in an instant, the stream is swallowed up by the sea without a trace.How could these mouthfuls of saliva extinguish the raging fire that was already burning in my heart?Compared with the fire in the bottom of my heart, they are too weak and insignificant.Xuexin laughed back angrily, dropped the certificate in her hand, looked at Yang Xuewu coldly, and said, "Yang Xuewu, go make your spring and autumn dream! Let's divorce! After the divorce, you will take all your income with you." Go help your family with that unlucky woman who fell in love with you!"

Yang Xuewu was shocked all over, and was dumbfounded.

Xue Xin stood up and said word by word to the unbelievable Yang Xuewu: "Don't put on such an appearance for me to see! You heard me right, I said we're getting a divorce!"

Yang Xuewu finally came back to his senses and blurted out: "Don't be crazy, you are still divorced at a very old age? Who would want you after divorce?"

Are you still divorced at an early age?Who would want you after a divorce?It turned out that he was already so unbearable in his mind.It was for her own good that he didn't ask her for a divorce, because he pitied her and was afraid that no one would want her!She, Qi Xuexin, was once a beautiful princess and the dream lover of many boys, but she became so unbearable in this marriage.She always thought that her love and marriage were like a soup pot, which would become richer with time, and she just had to be careful not to let it boil dry.But she didn't know that the ordinary life would erase the passion she once had. It would be impossible for her to keep the soup pot alone without him to heat it up.

Xuexin walked up to Yang Xuewu, looked into his eyes, and said, "Yang Xuewu, I heard people describe the crack between husband and wife in this way, like a cup dropped to the ground, sticking, falling again, sticking again. Let’s start with...my colleague Yuxiu, you know her too, her opinion is that if the cup is broken, the two of you should carefully pick it up, stick it together, and then in the future, the two of you should be careful to get along with each other , don't let the already weak quilt be broken again, which will affect the relationship between husband and wife. But now I have figured it out, and I don't agree with her opinion. In fact, if the cup is broken, just throw it away. You don't need to stick it together again. No matter how sticky it is, it is still a broken cup. How tiring it is to hold it so carefully in daily life? Moreover, when you see this broken cup, you will think of how it broke. It reminds us all the time What ever happened. So now, instead of sticking up the broken quilt like everyone else, I'm going to throw it away and buy a new one!"

Yang Xuewu was stunned when he heard that, he carefully looked at his wife in front of him, as if he had just met her, he said to her seriously: "Xuexin, you are already so old, what good will divorce do to you?"

"It was indeed a mistake to choose you at the beginning. No matter what time it is, it is never too late to correct the mistake. I can't use my age to convince myself not to correct the mistake! What my parents said back then is so classic-this man really Excellent, even your own biological parents can't accept him? It's a pity, I was too young and impulsive back then!"

Yang Xuewu became dazed, and the defense line of his thoughts collapsed. Xuexin's delicate and graceful face shone dimly under the light, and the light was cramped, causing a burst of pain to spread from the bottom of his heart. , as if someone used a very sharp knife to quickly cut across the heart.His eyes shifted and he paused on the wedding photo on the wall. He took his daughter to make up for the photoshoot when he was three years old.The woman in the photo is like a lotus flower in bud, fresh and tender.With a simple hairstyle and an old-fashioned cheongsam with a dark and elegant color, he sat sideways on a mahogany chair.The cheongsam is covered with a layer of gray and white, and the background is an intoxicating black, that color is thick and sinking.How beautiful she was at that time, that kind of beauty quietly flowing and floating in the whole picture.In the photo, she looked back, her thin jaw raised slightly, and her eyes were fixed on the front. Her sight was endless.A ray of light cast down from the direction she was staring at, brushed over the ends of her hair, and walked harmoniously around.The light is scattered, and the dust flying in the beam can be vaguely seen.Yang Xuewu covered his heart, would such a beautiful goodbye only make him hurt?
Yang Xuewu felt uncontrollably uncomfortable, and his mood was extremely complicated.It was a wave of ups and downs, he never thought about divorce, but Qi Xuexin's words hurt him deeply, she was saying that she regretted it, she said that she made a wrong choice, and she regretted marrying him.He gritted his teeth and said bitterly: "Divorce is divorce. Do you really think that you are a treasure, and you can't live without others? Qi Xuexin, you are almost 40 years old, don't think you are still the proud princess back then ’” His tone was high-pitched and challenging.

Xuexin turned a deaf ear and said, "We currently have three real estate properties. One was given to me by my parents. The real estate certificate is still in their names. This one should be returned to them as a matter of course."

Yang Xuewu gritted his teeth: "Okay."

"The apartment we live in now was purchased together after we got married. At that time, it cost 35 yuan, half of each person, and you had more than 17 yuan. But you bought a car and spent 30 yuan. You drive the car away and the house belongs to me. Xiaojing's suite belongs to her, neither you nor I have the right to that suite, what do you think?"

Yang Xuewu was stunned for a while, then pulled his lips and smiled unnaturally: "Qi Xuexin, what do you mean - I want to go out clean?"

"What do you think?" Xuexin asked back.

Yang Xuewu sneered: "This distribution is unfair. This house has appreciated in value now, and you still use the original price to talk about it. It's not fair! You have to give me at least half of the house. According to the current market value, you have to give me at least 40. "

Xuexin didn't say a word, turned around and walked to the bed, took out the recording pen from the drawer and threw it in front of him. Yang Xuewu took it, opened it and understood after listening.

Xuexin said lightly: "Is there anything else to say?"

Yang Xuewu put one hand on his forehead, his face was full of pain and decadence, but there was a sneer at the corner of his mouth: "So you always knew that the person who played the fool was me! You have already calculated it, no wonder the family property is divided You don't even need to think about it." Xue Xin looked at him quietly without saying a word.Yang Xuewu suddenly pushed his body back, threw himself on the bed like a wall, and shouted in a hissed voice: "Qi Xuexin, why don't you want to find the reason on yourself? Look at this home, as soon as I come back to this home, I don't feel like this is a home, it's cold and silent, it's more like a tomb, do you know that?"

Xuexin looked at him incredulously: "Yang Xuewu, instead of being ashamed of your actions, you blamed me with confidence. I really admire you! I don't want to say a word to people like you , if you agree to a divorce, you can drive your car and leave this house, otherwise, you can just wait for the summons from the court!"

"Qi Xuexin, think about it, have you ever acted coquettishly on me? Have you gently rubbed my shoulders? You only get angry with me, I don't even know why you are angry, you don't worry about anything Hold on, how the hell do I know if you don't tell me? You're not happy if I give my mother some money, and you're not happy if I subsidize my younger siblings, but you still pretend to be generous on the surface without saying a word, acting A posture of forbearance, you fucking look at yourself in the mirror, what else can you do besides pretending to be aggressive and virtuous?" Yang Xuewu was really excited and furious.He panted, stared at Xue Xin, trembling with excitement, and burst out these words through his teeth.

Anger blocked Xuexin's throat, and her breathing became tight. Her eyes burst into flames, and she looked murderous: "Yes, I am pretending to be virtuous. I have been pretending for so many years that my heart hurts. You My siblings were raised by me, including your mother, who wouldn’t give them a few thousand a month? I’m just too good at pretending, that’s why I let you let your family know what your last name is. Yang Xuewu, fuck you , Get out of your family! I, Qi Xuexin, will never learn to be coquettish or gentle, let your little lover satisfy you. Divorce agreement or court meeting, whatever you choose! Now, please get out, I don’t want to be with you Wait a minute longer!"

Yang Xuewu stood up and slammed the door and left. Before leaving, he glanced at Yang Jing who was standing barefoot at the door of the room, but said nothing.Xuexin chased him out and yelled at his back: "Yang Xuewu, I hope you are a responsible and courageous man!" Xuexin suddenly saw her daughter standing in the shadow of the door, she was startled, and then I couldn't help but burst into tears: "Xiaojing, mom is sorry for you!" After finishing speaking, he stopped and covered his face and cried.Yang Jing walked over to hug her mother gently, and said calmly: "Mom, you didn't feel sorry for anyone, and I support all the decisions you made! Mom, look at you, recently you gave up on yourself again, how long has it been since you Did you go to the gym? You see that the flesh on your stomach has increased again, and your complexion has changed a lot. Mom, promise me that starting tomorrow, you will insist on going to the gym every day and go to the beauty salon regularly, okay? I hope you can Having a healthy and beautiful mother is my greatest happiness!" Xue Xin covered her face and couldn't say a word.

After Yang Xuewu left home, he went directly to the garage, opened the car door, and stepped on the accelerator without any hesitation.Looking at the ever-shrinking shadow of the familiar neighborhood in the rear-view mirror, he suddenly felt a sense of relief.I don't know when it started, the family and He Yun have become two shackles that bind me, I struggle and hesitate but still can't find a way out.Now it seems that I have finally broken free from one of the shackles. It is very easy, but I can't suppress the loss that keeps surging in my heart.He didn't know where to go now, or where else to go.He slowed down to 40 yards and began to circle the city.He has lived in this city for 16 years, and now he can still clearly remember the joy when he came to the only tertiary hospital in this city to report. Working, living, falling in love, and getting married here, he still clearly remembers the excitement of falling in love with Qi Xuexin...

A deafening horn sounded behind him, pulling Yang Xuewu's free consciousness back suddenly.Yang Xuewu closed his eyes helplessly, now, he had no choice but to go to He Yun's place, so he turned the car around and drove there.

(End of this chapter)