Because of the pain, it is called marriage

Chapter 25
He Yun was shocked when he heard that, Yang Xuewu's mother had been staring at her son's wallet emotionally.Yang Xuewu smiled and said nothing.Xuewu's mother was very yearning for the prospect, beaming with joy, and continued: "In the future, I will save your money for you, so as to save you from wasting money. You used to earn a lot, but it was all shared by others. , It’s really useless!” He Yun understood after hearing this, the old lady was testing her bottom line.He Yun still wanted to bear it, but then she thought: I already got the marriage certificate, so what are you afraid of?She pretended to be virtuous, pitiful and kind-hearted enough already!So He Yun said: "Mom, as you said just now, the money for learning martial arts is all divided by his ex-wife. He is now a poor man, but I cherish him, so I don't despise him for being poor. In the future, our life will be poor." If you are sad, maybe you still need support from Xueming and your elders!" This soft nail nailed Xuewu's mother's esophagus, she was stunned for a while, and then turned to Yang Xuewu and said: "Xuewu, mother has suffered for most of her life. Do you still want to chew on your mother’s old bones when you are studying?” Yang Xuewu frowned, glanced coldly at He Yun, and then said to his mother: “She is a woman, don’t pay too much attention to what she says! Countless, I will let my old mother enjoy her old age in peace!" He Yun's heart is like falling into a hole in the ice, could it be that she has fallen into the wolf's den by mistake?He Yun sneered, Yang Xuewu, in the future I will let you know how powerful women are!

After returning from Xuewu's mother's house, He Yun and Yang Xuewu's husband and wife life has officially entered the track.Living with Xuexin for so many years, Yang Xuewu has never done any housework, and Xuexin's housework made him extremely worry-free.Now, when Yang Xuewu returned home, he took it for granted to be the shopkeeper. He Yun was shopping for vegetables, cooking and mopping the floor. Sometimes she would have complaints in her heart, but she endured it. If she took off her previous disguise too quickly, she would accept it. no.One day, after dinner, Yang Xuewu took a toothpick to pick the lean meat tendons between his teeth, and complained while picking: "Xue Xin, the meat you bought is not good enough to stick to your teeth!" As soon as the bowl was put away, he stretched his face and said, "It's not good for you to buy it by yourself! I serve you to eat and drink, and you still pick and choose!" Yang Xuewu looked at her inexplicably: "I just said something casually, Why are you so angry?" He Yun simply threw the rag in her hand, pointed at the bowls and chopsticks on the table, and said like a cannonball: "I am a pregnant woman and I am busy serving you all day long. No, you are still so picky, see for yourself that you look ridiculous! I am pregnant, and you don't care about my life at all! Today, you wash the bowl!"

Yang Xuewu looked at the greasy bowls and chopsticks on the table, and realized that he really lacked a little concern for He Yun, so he could be with Xuexin before, isn't he the same?How come Xuexin never complained?This has only been living with He Yun for a few days, is she so unbalanced in her heart?Yang Xuewu was cleaning up the bowls and chopsticks while thinking, trying to calm down his chaotic thoughts, but when he thought of Xuexin and his daughter, his heart felt as if a big hole had been stabbed, and he felt empty and lost.

One day, when He Yun came back from shopping in the supermarket, she saw Yang Xuewu dragging his arms and mopping the floor after get off work. She was so happy, she rushed forward and kissed her, and said, "Husband, the sun came out from the west today. How can I do it?" Here comes the housework?" Yang Xuewu smiled and said against his will: "I'm afraid you will be tired." He Yun pouted and said coquettishly, "It's not tiring to do such a little housework, I just hope you can cherish it more. Let me know that you care about me!"

As soon as He Yun was happy, her cooking skills became even better. Yang Xuewu dragged the floor to see that several dishes had already been placed on the table. The tableware was a porcelain plate of blue roses that He Yun bought back from the supermarket, which was very beautiful.Looking at the sumptuous food and smelling the tempting aroma, Yang Xuewu felt his appetite whetted. He put a piece of sweet and sour pork ribs into He Yun's mouth and asked casually, "Baby, are you tired at home today?"

"It's okay! It's just that my stomach is getting bigger and bigger, and it's a bit inconvenient to move around."

"Come on, eat some more fish, eat more to make my baby fat."

Yang Xuewu's courtship was a bit sudden, which made He Yun a little confused. She put down her chopsticks and asked directly: "Why are you so courteous today? I haven't enjoyed this kind of treatment for a long time. Being courteous for nothing is either adultery or stealing. Tell me what's wrong with it." .”

Yang Xuewu's sudden sweet smile and his sudden unusual hospitality made He Yun alert.Seeing what He Yun said, Yang Xuewu put down his chopsticks and said seriously: "He Yun, my mother said that there is nothing to do at home now, and she wants to come to live with us for a while. I was thinking to myself, your belly is getting bigger and bigger, and I will I'm not at home all the time, so it's good to have more people to take care of me!"

He Yun asked blankly: "Have you already agreed?"

"Well, I've already agreed! He Yun, I'm telling you now to remind you first. If my mother talks too much, you have always been gentle and virtuous. Don't bother with her. Don't let me Embarrassment! Do you know?"

Facing Yang Xuewu's serious and serious gaze, He Yun dared not raise any objections. She had just entered the palace of marriage, and no one had ever told her that "mother-in-law and daughter-in-law are natural enemies", so she didn't have much to say. Opinion.Although she didn't like Yang Xuewu's mother, she thought it would be a good thing to have someone to serve her, so she agreed very simply in front of Yang Xuewu.

Just like that, Xuewu's mother arrived with a big bag and a small bag. Looking at her outfit, He Yun guessed that she probably wanted to live forever.Xuewu's mother yelled loudly when she entered the door: "Ah, this house is really big. It's so clean. How much should such a big house cost? My son is really capable." He Yun thought: Your son is capable?His ex-wife has taken over your son's skills, but I haven't had any of them.Thinking of this, she said nonchalantly: "This house is good, but it's a pity that it belongs to someone else, not ours! It costs a lot of rent a month!"

Xuewu's mother ignored her, she took out the things in the bag, and directed He Yun: "Come on, put these things away, they are all Xuewu's favorite food, and my laundry, where do I live?" Just put it in the house! I’m too tired on the road and I don’t want to move anymore, I’m old, I can’t accept it.” He Yun looked at the homemade hot sauce and pickled meat side dishes brought by Xuewu’s mother, feeling disdainful in her heart, she When I was in my mother's house, I got tired of eating these, and I felt sick when I saw them.But after thinking about it, everyone explained that this was for her son to eat, and it had nothing to do with her.

After Xuewu's mother cleaned up, she stood up and patted the dust on her sleeves, and said, "It's getting late, I'll cook!" He Yun pretended to be polite, and Xuewu's mother said bluntly: "The dishes made by others are not suitable for me. Taste!" When He Yun heard it, her tone was quite loud, famous chef?She was also happy to be at leisure, so she briefly explained where the salt, vinegar and sugar were kept and went back to the living room to watch TV.When Yang Xuewu arrived home, Xuewu's mother's dishes had already been prepared and served on the table. There was a plate of fried bamboo shoots with bacon, a plate of fried bacon with chili, and a plate of stewed soybeans with bacon.When He Yun saw it, she was depressed: "Why is it all bacon?" Xuewu's mother said with a smile: "This bacon tastes delicious, Xuewu loves to eat this!" He Yun frowned and said: "How can I do that? Let's go with meat and vegetables, I'll cook some more vegetarian dishes." Xuewu's mother is a little upset, isn't three dishes enough for three people?I really can't live!He Yun re-burned a plate of chrysanthemum chrysanthemum and a plate of lettuce slices. After serving them on the table, Xuewu's mother refused to stretch out her chopsticks after taking a bite. Seeing this, He Yun didn't take it seriously.In the afternoon, He Yun woke up from a nap, and Xuewu's mother was sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV. She gnawed a few bites of a big peach and put it on the armrest of the sofa. The coffee table was sticky, probably peach juice.He Yun frowned.

For dinner, He Yun wanted to cook a few more dishes, Xuewu's mother insisted on doing it herself, and only reheated the leftovers at noon.He Yun thought about it, the old man was helping them save money, so she gave up.Who knew that after she put a mouthful of lettuce into her mouth, she immediately spit out the dish reflexively and asked: "Ah, why is it so salty? I didn't put so much salt when I cooked it at noon!" What kind of dish is this? , It's just salt!Xuewu's mother said disapprovingly: "I added some salt, I'm not used to your dishes, it's too bland! Salt is a good thing, the dishes are neither salty nor fragrant!"

He Yun patiently explained: "Nowadays, people don't pay attention to salty food anymore. Now people pay attention to scientific health preservation, and diseases come from the mouth. It is not good to eat too much salt, and it should be in moderation. Moreover, it is not good to eat too much pickled vegetables, especially It’s a man, even if you’re a martial artist, you can’t eat too much.”

"There are so many things to pay attention to when eating. Eat what you should eat. Live life as you like. My son is a doctor. When he is in front of me, doesn't he just eat what he eats? There are so many things to pay attention to!" Xuewu Mama He said like a cannonball.

He Yun wanted to say something more, but Yang Xuewu frowned and interrupted her: "My mother is so old, eating salty and light food is just a taste, and it can't be changed. You feed your baby, and she eats her salty food. How come she eats her salty food?" So much nonsense? Eat, eat!"

He Yun was so angry, she said aggrievedly: "I'm a pregnant woman, pregnant women can't eat salty food!"

Xuewu's mother said: "If it's salty, drink more water, won't it be enough?"

He Yun's heart is blocked, this old lady still expects her to take care of herself, she never thought that she would lead a wolf into the house!He Yun was so full of breath, there was nothing left to eat, so she simply pushed the bowl, and was going to go to the kitchen to order fruit and go back to the room to eat, so she couldn't let herself be hungry!Who knew that as soon as he walked into the kitchen, he was immediately dumbfounded: the stove and the walls were covered with oil stains, the water around the sink was all over the floor, there were a few vegetable leaves next to the trash can, and some salt was sprinkled on the ground... He Yun Take a breath, this old lady really has her, she can make the kitchen like this without cooking at night.He Yun turned her head and left, went back to the bedroom and lay down on the bed sulking.After a while, Yang Xuewu came in, with a cold face, and warned her: "He Yun, why did you change your face just after you got your marriage certificate? My mother came to take care of you anyway? You don't appreciate it , and still care about her like this! Let me tell you, she will only live for a while, and she can do whatever she wants to eat during this period of time. Don’t worry about the dirty and messy house. If you want to clean up, you can do it if you don’t want to. Just let her go, at worst, when she is gone, I will find a part-time worker to clean it. It is rare for her to come so far, and she is here to take care of your life, you can't let me get a reputation for being unfilial!"

He Yun got angry, she didn't eat at noon, Yang Xuewu not only didn't come to coax her, but even talked to her in such a strong tone.She got up suddenly, raised her voice and said, "Yang Xuewu, are you a little confused? You are still a doctor yourself. Don't you know that pregnant women can't eat salty? The dish your mother cooked is your own. It’s not that I haven’t eaten, can I eat it?”

When Yang Xuewu saw this, he was afraid that his mother in the kitchen would hear him, so he suppressed the pressure and lowered his voice and said nicely: "Then you can't act like that in front of your face, it will make my mother feel uncomfortable. When my mother used to cook, Xuexin I have eaten like this, and I have never complained, how come I can't bear it when I come to you?"

He Yun raised her eyebrows and sneered: "What? Now I think your wife is better? Do you regret the divorce?"

Yang Xuewu was stunned: "Why is this being brought up again? Ah, I won't tell you, pregnant women have a weird temper. I'm in middle school today, so I have to go. Take care of me at home, and don't talk to my mother. Come on!"

After Yang Xuewu left, He Yun stared blankly at the snow-white wall. She suddenly felt that she had become a lost child. The road to marriage had no end in sight. She didn't know what was waiting for her. Qi Xuexin got Yang Xuewu, she won this battle, but why does she feel like she has lost a lot?The reality is far more cruel than the dream. The dream is so perfect, but the reality is abrupt. Before getting Yang Xuewu, He Yun wanted to get a marriage certificate even in her dreams.In her eyes, Yang Xuewu is so beautiful, with a high income, handsome appearance and connotation. Standing there is like a quiet big tree, giving people a calm feeling.But after getting married, the two lived together for a while, and He Yun found that Yang Xuewu was not so beautiful, and even had many shortcomings: he was selfish, never did housework, even if he saw her pregnant and busy, he would turn a blind eye to her and feel at ease. Watch TV or read a book.He is machismo, requires women to obey him absolutely, rarely asks her opinion when making decisions, and often tells her only after things are done.Moreover, He Yun discovered that Yang Xuewu obeyed his mother's advice, which belonged to the category of foolish filial piety. He lost the ability to judge everything in front of her mother. In short, he could do whatever his mother said.The more I knew about Yang Xuewu, the harder and more my dreams fell, and the faster my dissatisfaction grew.In He Yun's heart, she devoted all her youth and hard work for him, and embarked on an abnormal path for him. Yang Xuewu should cherish her, hold her in his palm as a treasure, and take care of her she.But in fact, Yang Xuewu failed to give her the slightest care, not even a house belonging to them.He Yun mentioned the matter of buying a house to Yang Xuewu more than once, and Yang Xuewu's attitude was: "I just got divorced, and all the money is left to my ex-wife. Where can I get the money to buy a house?"

He Yun said: "If you can get a mortgage, we will pay it back together."

Yang Xuewu gave her a weird look: "You really think I'm a bank? The down payment also needs hundreds of thousands? Where did I get the hundreds of thousands?"

He Yun was extremely aggrieved, and pointed out: "Since you have no money, why are you so generous in front of your siblings? Tens of thousands if you make a move?"

Yang Xuewu became angry: "Those are my younger siblings. They need help. How can I stand by as an older brother? He Yun, let me tell you, I have been helping them for more than ten years. Is it possible now? Can I change it when I'm with you?"

He Yun's voice became louder: "A gentleman is solid! You don't even care about yourself, what money do you have to help them? You can't even provide a stable life for your own wife and unborn child. Have that spare money to help your siblings? Are you still a man?"

Yang Xuewu couldn't listen anymore, and said sharply: "He Yun, you didn't realize that I am not a man until now? Then why did you dig so hard at the beginning? Don't think that I don't know your tricks and intentions. I don't believe it, if it wasn't you who made trouble, how would my wife know? I have always been very secretive, and I asked myself that there was nothing wrong with it, and now you patted my chest and said-you didn't make trouble? "

He Yun didn't make a sound, all the words were choked in her throat, tears flowed uninterruptedly, spreading from the eyes to the bottom, forming an invisible line, enveloping her eyes and stabbing the pain nerve in her brain.

Suddenly, the world was silent.

This is the man she tried so hard to snatch?What is she trying to do with him?He is still blaming her for breaking up his happy family.

He Yun said word by word: "Your wife? Now, your wife is me——He Yun!"

Looking at the tears on He Yun's face, Yang Xuewu realized that his words were too much, and he was not without responsibility for the current situation. No matter how much he missed his ex-wife and daughter, he couldn't look back.Yang Xuewu hugged He Yun and comforted her with kind words.

Yang Xuewu admitted that he did regret being with He Yun.He found that he and He Yun were ten years apart, and they couldn't talk about many things together.And He Yun and Xue Xin are far worse than each other.No matter how disdainful Xuexin is to others, she will also take into account the feelings of the other party. She rarely attacks in person, but He Yun does not. Her emotions are always written on her face. Yang Xuewu feels that compared with Xuexin, her cultivation is far behind. Far.Xuexin is also generous to him, she never finds fault with him, and never forces him to do housework, she always takes care of everything without saying a word, so as not to distract him in the slightest.And He Yun, wishing that he would be like a money-making machine outside, transporting the tickets home with a splash, and when he got home, he would surround her like a nanny and ask her how she was, and only then would he be satisfied with helping her with housework.With Xuexin, when the two first got married, they would occasionally have small conflicts, but after so many years, the two have basically got used to each other, and their living habits are already the same. Now that they are together with He Yun, it means that everything has to start from scratch. Yang Xuewu felt physically and mentally exhausted.In the dead of night, the longing for Xuexin, his daughter, and the remorse for his wrong path often tormented him tossing and turning.When He Yun was asleep, he walked to the balcony alone, staring at the night in a daze.The wind passed through his fingers, with a quiet loneliness, many helplessness in his life quietly settled in his heart, and he couldn't get out quietly... Yang Xuewu looked up at the starry sky, and the moonlight also faded slightly, It was very similar to his mood at this time, gloomy and hazy... The marriage he had lost carelessly, gently hurt his remorseful heart.Yang Xuewu sighed deeply. On the road of life, he gave up the pearl and picked up a multi-edged stone, letting it torment himself in his heart...

But at this moment, He Yun was lonely and huddled in the corner of the bed, hugging her arms tightly, and the heart-piercing pain quietly surrounded her, surrounded her.My heart is hurting into pieces bit by bit...

He Yun knew what Yang Xuewu was thinking about. More than once at night, she heard Yang Xuewu calling his ex-wife's name in a dream. One night, when he asked He Yun to turn on the bedside night light for him, he felt very natural. She called out: "Xue Xin, turn on the light." He Yun felt an extremely sharp knife gently splitting her heart when she heard this call, and tears eroded her heart one by one. Thinking of the word "love," it was as if someone had grabbed a handful of fine salt and lightly sprinkled it on her bleeding wound.The pain was so painful that I couldn't feel it.

I don't know how long time passed, but He Yun finally heard the sound of Yang Xuewu gently opening the door, followed by the dull sound of a car starting.He Yun knew that Yang Xuewu must be driving to the previous home. She imagined that Yang Xuewu was wandering downstairs of Qi Xuexin's house smoking, just like he used to wander downstairs of her own, with a ignorant heart. For some reason, she could only gently stroke her swollen belly. Will the child be fine after birth?

(End of this chapter)