Because of the pain, it is called marriage

Chapter 33 It's too late to regret (3)
After the operation, Yang Xuewu looked at the time, and it was almost time for his daughter to leave school, so he hurriedly explained to the nurse and left work early.Yang Jing's school is a first-class key middle school in the city, and the school has built a new and magnificent teaching building.When Yang Xuewu rushed to it in a hurry, he felt an indescribable sense of strangeness in his heart.He looked up at it, and felt that it was extremely powerful, and at the same time, his heart was full of pride. His daughter is undoubtedly excellent. From kindergarten to junior high school, he didn't bother with his studies. This school is not easy to get into. .Yang Xuewu parked the car, and the guard looked at him with vigilant eyes for a long time, let him explain but refused to open the door for him, repeating only one sentence: "School will be over soon, just wait! The school system, except for students , and other idlers are not allowed to enter." Yang Xuewu had to find a conspicuous place to wait, and the long few minutes were extremely difficult.

Yang Jing's classroom is on the easternmost side of the fourth floor.Classrooms, offices and corridors enclose the open space in the middle into a square world with only two exits, if there is light at the door.As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Yang Jing and the rest of the class left, and then slowly packed up their textbooks and utensils.Carrying a schoolbag, walking in the long corridor, the huge window on the right is shining endless light, hitting Yang Jing's body recklessly.Yang Jing didn't look at her figure carrying a schoolbag.She sat down at the corner of the stairs a little stiffly, took out a thick book, and flipped through it with her usual serene attitude that she didn't know when and where.The surrounding walls are as white as washing, and the high ceilings are also imposing.Before her mother left, in order to reassure her, Yang Jing simply promised her that she would obediently obey her father and let her father take care of her during her absence, but in fact, she didn't want to see him at all!Thinking of the scene where her mother was humiliated in the hospital, Yang Jing's heart bleeds with hatred. Her father is Chen Shimei, a heartless person. If it weren't for him, her mother would not have divorced. How could that woman have the opportunity to come here? What about hurting mom and grandparents?Does he remember her daughter?

Yang Xuewu stared at the gate of the school. He watched eagerly as the number of students on the campus became less and less until there was no one and he couldn't see his daughter. He couldn't help but get nervous. Could it be that his daughter didn't come to school today?He took out his phone and called Xuexin's home, but no one answered the phone after it rang for a long time.Seeing his worried expression, the guard couldn't help but lean over and ask, "What's the matter? Didn't you pick up the child?"

It's winter, Yang Xuewu's forehead is already sweating, he said worriedly: "Yes! This kid, didn't you come to class today?"

"What's your child's name?" the doorman asked.

"Yang Jing!"

"Oh, she should be here. All the students who asked for leave at the school must call or leave a note to the guard room, and then the guard will hand over the note to the head teacher of each class. I remember very clearly that none of the students who asked for leave today was named Yang Jing Yes." The doorman said, "Why don't you go in and look for it, will you stay in the class and not leave?"

Yang Xuewu ran to the school teaching building anxiously. As soon as he arrived at the gate of the teaching building, he saw Yang Jing lazily descending the stairs with a schoolbag on her back. He breathed a sigh of relief and went up to his daughter and hugged his daughter in surprise: "Why did you come down, I'm so worried about Dad!"

Yang Jing said disdainfully, "Come on, stop pretending to care about me!"

"Hey, you kid, how did you talk to your father?" Yang Xuewu scolded with a straight face.

Yang Jing tilted her head, saw the sweat on his forehead, knew that he was really worried about herself just now, her heart softened, and her tone slowed down a lot: "I just read the book for a while before leaving, can you what's the matter!"

"You still said! You scared me to death just now!" Yang Xuewu's face has not yet completely relaxed.

"What's for lunch?" Yang Jing asked, rolling her eyes skyward.

"You can eat whatever you want, Dad will satisfy you!" Yang Xuewu took his daughter's schoolbag and walked straight forward.

Looking at her father's back, Yang Jing seemed to have just discovered that her father really loves her.Yang Jing sniffed, the air was very cold, but her heart became very warm, her mood suddenly improved, and she ran briskly towards her father: "I want to eat McDonald's!" Yang Jing asked.

"Okay!" Yang Xuewu agreed without turning his head.

Sitting in the car, Yang Xuewu helped his daughter fasten her seat belt and drove towards McDonald's.

"Dad, will I sleep at home alone at night? Will you go home to accompany me?" Yang Jing asked suddenly.

"Well. Of course I will accompany you!"

Yang Jing smiled in satisfaction. Suddenly, she seemed to think of something, and asked again: "Is it possible? Does your woman agree?"

Yang Xuewu frowned: "What kind of woman is not a woman, you have to be educated!"

"Education? Then tell me, what should I call your educated woman? Young mother? Or stepmother?" Yang Jing's tone became sharp.

Yang Xuewu glanced at her, and said helplessly, "Should I call Auntie the head office?"

Yang Jing ignored him, leaning there and sulking.

In McDonald's, Yang Jing ordered more than 200 yuan of food in one breath and still refused to give up. Yang Xuewu couldn't help reminding her: "Enough, have you finished?" Who knows, Yang Jing replied coldly : "Does it hurt to buy some food for my daughter? Doesn't it hurt to spend money on that woman of yours?" This sentence attracted countless eyes from around, Yang Xuewu blushed, and it was not easy to scold her in the public, so he had no choice but to yell at her smile.Yang Jing took the food and found a seat, sat down and immersed herself in the food without saying a word.Yang Xuewu knew that she was angry, but he couldn't find the language to communicate with her.

When Yang Jing was about to eat in silence, she suddenly said, "If my mother was at home, she would never let me eat this kind of junk food!"

Yang Xuewu was surprised and angry: "Didn't you ask to eat?"

"Dad, do you feel that you are so sorry for me, that's why you agreed to my request without limit?" Yang Jing asked old-fashioned.

Yang Xuewu was at a loss for words, and answered after a while: "I'm sorry, Dad."

Yang Jing was slightly taken aback, and after a long time raised her head to look into Yang Xuewu's eyes, and asked, "Father, why did you agree to divorce your mother?"

"I made your mother sad, that's why she wants to divorce me." Yang Xuewu said sadly.

"Wrong! Don't think I don't know! You divorced my mother because that woman had a child, otherwise you wouldn't agree to divorce even if you were killed." Yang Jing's eyes were deep, staring at Yang Xuewu's face Not letting go of an expression, she added nonchalantly: "I know, you dislike me as a girl and want that woman to help you have a son!" Yang Xuewu raised his head fiercely, feeling as if he was being seen through, and said in astonishment Without a word, he shook his phone and dropped it to the ground.

"Who told you this? Huh?" Yang Xuewu said sharply.

Yang Jing bent down slowly to help him pick up the phone and put it in front of him, then stood up and stretched, and said lightly: "I'm not a child anymore!"

Yang Xuewu seemed to be in some kind of deep thought, unable to recover for a moment.

On this day, Yang Xuewu fell into a trance all afternoon, and his daughter's words touched him greatly.In just a few months with He Yun, He Yun had a falling out with his mother.Yes, how many people can accept the greed of the mother and the ignorance of the uneducated in the countryside?And Xuexin had endured his mother for more than ten years, and responded to all her requests. At that time, he never took this to heart. He thought it was what a daughter-in-law should do.Now through empathy, he discovered Xuexin's generosity. He Yun asked him to give her family money to repair the house so that her mother could see her eyes. Didn't he feel very unhappy?Thinking of this, he pulled his hair fiercely, he actually looked at Xuexin with peace of mind for more than ten years, he was so ignorant.Xuexin is right, he is actually a small farmer thinking, he even thinks that his salary is higher than Xuexin, so the economy should be controlled by himself, how he wants to help his family is his own business, no one else has the right intervene.At that time, he forgot that the first house he and Xuexin lived in was half of the house payment paid by Xuexin's parents... The daughter is right, influenced by his mother, he does have patriarchy in his bones When I divorced Xuexin, didn't I just hate the so-called boy in He Yun's belly deep down in my heart?Are boys and girls that important?His daughter, Yang Jing, has outstanding appearance and excellent grades. She is liked by her classmates and teachers. Influenced by Xuexin, although her daughter is a bit stubborn, she is understanding and reasonable. More importantly, her daughter has a kind heart.And the child in He Yun's womb, who often receives prenatal education of He Yun's violent temper, will it be better?Don't even expect He Yun to set a good example for him after birth...

The nurse knocked on the door and reminded him that a patient was going to be discharged in the afternoon and he needed to fill in the discharge medical record.Yang Xuewu told his intern graduate students to handle it, and continued to throw himself into the office, silently introspecting, silently regretting, and vigilantly licking his wounds, those forbearable regrets ran crazily in his body at the speed of light.Xuexin, I was really wrong!Daughter, Dad really regrets it, what should I do?Regret began to surge like a river that opened its gates, mixed with longing and rolling into huge waves, hitting the heart fiercely one after another.

After get off work, he turned off his mobile phone and drove to his daughter's school to pick up his daughter, then drove Yang Jing to the supermarket to buy vegetables, and returned to the familiar home that once belonged to him. Looking at the unchanging furnishings of the house, his eyes were red He lowered his head and got into the kitchen to get busy.By the time he served two dishes and one soup, Yang Jing had already folded and sorted the clothes that were drying on the balcony.Yang Xuewu went over to help her tie the scarf, and said, "Let's eat, Dad's craftsmanship may not be as good as your mother's."

Yang Jing was silent for a while, and suddenly began to apologize: "Dad, I... am sorry today!"

Yang Xuewu was stunned, and smiled: "Silly boy, how can there be a father who cares about his daughter? Hurry up and eat, the vegetables tend to get cold in winter."

After eating, Yang Jing wanted to clean up the dishes, but Yang Xuewu refused, and said to her, "Go, go and do your work. Dad will do these things, and make sure they are clean!"

Yang Jing let go, and was about to read a book when she suddenly remembered that she still had unwashed underpants this morning, so she hurried into the bathroom.Seeing this, Yang Xuewu couldn't help but poked his head to look, and seeing his daughter was taking washing powder, he said, "Leave it alone, Dad will wash it for you later."

Yang Jing said without turning her head: "Come on, my mother told me that when she was not at home, I must wash my underwear by myself, and I must not let my father wash it for me. Mom said that my father's hands are used Come to get the scalpel, and some things should be done by yourself!"

Hearing what his daughter said, Yang Xuewu stayed there for a long time, unable to move his club, and tears flowed down silently.

After Yang Jing finished drying her clothes, she came to the kitchen worriedly and asked, "Dad, are you going to leave today?"

"Of course I'm not leaving! How can I leave you alone at home!" Yang Xuewu said without turning his head while washing the dishes.

After receiving her father's affirmative answer, Yang Jing grinned. After thinking about it, she asked worriedly: "That woman...does she agree? If you don't go back."

Yang Xuewu turned his head and widened his eyes and blamed him: "Hey, why do you talk so much when I say you child? Do I need other people's consent to take care of my own child?"

Yang Jing stuck out her tongue, turned around and ran back to the room to take out the textbook and read it. She felt very comfortable hearing the word "others" from her father's mouth. In her father's mind, she was the number one.

At night, when I received a call from Xuexin, I was naturally asking questions. Yang Xuewu had never been so patient in answering each one. At the end, Xuexin on the phone asked him cautiously: "She... promised you to come back and stay with my daughter? Won't embarrass you?"

For a moment, Yang Xuewu felt extremely annoyed. His current image, Yang Xuewu, was clearly a wimp!He said angrily: "She has to agree if she disagrees. I'm so embarrassed, can she still eat me?"

Xuexin was silent for a while, and said, "I really don't want to cause trouble to your newly formed family..."

Yang Xuewu interrupted her, and said angrily: "Come on, Qi Xuexin, don't make it look like you owe me a big favor. I said, Xiaojing is my daughter, and this is my responsibility! Do you know Qi Xuexin?" , your biggest shortcoming is that you are too considerate of others, too reasonable, making others think that you should be like that, and that you are like that is justified...Forget it, I don't know what I'm expressing on the phone..."

"Oh, I'm relieved, Xiao Jing! Then... you can rest!"

"Hmm... Xuexin... I..." Yang Xuewu hesitated to speak, and he swallowed the words "missing you" abruptly. He didn't know what qualifications he had to say such words.

"What?" Xuexin asked.

"It's nothing, take care of yourself outside!" Yang Xuewu uttered a few words bitterly.

After hanging up the phone, when he turned around, his daughter was standing behind him. He smiled and said, "Oh, your mother is calling, and she doesn't worry about you!"

Yang Jing looked into his eyes and asked, "Dad, do you miss your mother? Do you... regret it?"

"Hey, I said you kid is really a big kid, and you are really lenient! You don't care about the affairs of the adult world, and you can't care about it! Go, go, go back to your room and read!" Yang Xuewu waved at his daughter, Chase her to the room.Unwilling to walk, Yang Jing turned her head and protested: "Why don't I care, you are my parents, I have the right to intervene."

Yang Xuewu drove Yang Jing back to the room and closed the door for her, and then he let out a long breath.At night, lying on the familiar big bed, hugging the pillow and sniffing Xuexin's scent, I felt more at ease than ever before. I had no dreams all night and slept very well!

(End of this chapter)