Because of the pain, it is called marriage

Chapter 38 Remorse (1)
Thinking of the promise to Xue Xin, Yang Xuewu couldn't sleep anymore, he sat up suddenly and knelt on the bed, pulled He Yun's arm and begged: "Yun, just for my sake, let me go Daughter! I beg you, withdraw the lawsuit and stop making trouble."

He Yun didn't fall asleep either, she kept staring at the dark window with her empty eyes, and when she heard Yang Xuewu's begging, she twitched the corners of her mouth and said coldly: "It's okay to withdraw the lawsuit, and let Qi Xuexin pay me for it." Uterus."

The first half of the sentence surprised Yang Xuewu for half a second, and the second half immediately made him fall into the abyss. He pulled his hair in pain: "Don't just make impossible demands..."

"That's fine," He Yun threw off the quilt, sat up and stared at Yang Xuewu, and said flatly, "Let Qi Xuexin pay me 50, and I'll sell a human organ as 50."

"You—" Yang Xuewu was angry, "Your organs are not worth that much!"

"Ha, then wait for the court summons." He Yun pulled back the quilt and lay down again.

"Let me tell you, just sue, the court will never file a case!"

"Then why are you nervous?" He Yun laughed.

"You, really, no, yes, let go?" Yang Xuewu asked word by word.

"Yes. The court will not file a case. I will go to school to find her teacher and her classmates..."

He Yun's emotionless words made Yang Xuewu feel his heart sinking into a bottomless well.Yang Xuewu turned on the bedside lamp, and the sudden light made He Yun close her eyes tightly.Yang Xuewu lifted her quilt and threw it on the ground. He Yun opened her eyes and glared at him. Yang Xuewu's eyes with sub-zero temperature stood in front of her like a hard and thick wall.He Yun swallowed the curse suddenly, watching him vigilantly.

"Okay, He Yun, since you are determined to force me into a dead end, don't blame me! I want to see how capable you are, my daughter, I can help her change schools, change cities, you go Look for it! Let me tell you, this marriage, I am divorced from you! I want to see, can you really turn the world upside down?" Yang Xuewu said firmly with a numb expression.

He Yun was stunned for a while, her body trembled slightly out of control, but soon recovered, she smiled angrily, and then said to him slowly but clearly: "Yang Xuewu, do you really think Is that all I can do?" She jumped out of bed barefoot and took out a box from under the bed, opened the box, took out a video tape and threw it in front of him, and said with a presumptuous smile: "Hahaha, let's have a look."

Yang Xuewu took the videotape suspiciously, turned on the VCD and TV, and stuffed the videotape in. After a while, an unsightly picture appeared on the screen. His face flushed with excitement in the screen was so painful to his eyes. Disgusting and dirty, Yang Xuewu felt his hot body passing through the chilly wind, he was so excited, so frightened and so angry, he raised his fist and threw He Yun's face with evil, He Yun was hit on the bridge of the nose by his punch, and screamed in pain. Immediately, nosebleeds spewed out. Yang Xuewu's eyes turned red, he rushed forward and grabbed He Yun's neck, shouting angrily: "You bitch! , has been plotting against me from the very beginning, and I will die with you..." Xuewu's mother, who was boiling water in the kitchen, was startled by such a loud movement in the room, and hurriedly opened the door, seeing that He Yun had rolled her eyes and her face was suffocated. He was so bruised and frightened that he rushed forward and slapped Yang Xuewu in the face: "Let go, I'm going to kill someone, how can this be good..." But Yang Xuewu refused as if possessed by a demon. Letting go, Xuewu's mother was quick-witted and bit down on her son's hand desperately. Yang Xuewu shook his hand in pain, and He Yun fell heavily out of bed for a long time before recovering.

"You... what are you doing?" Xuewu's mother sat down on the ground and began to cry.

"Hahaha, you want to kill me? Let me tell you...cough, cough, cough," He Yun coughed a few times, covered her neck with her hands and looked at Yang Xuewu with hatred, and said viciously, "Kill me if you can, you If you don’t kill me, I’ll send this video to all the colleagues in your hospital, so they can appreciate your bedtime work..." Before finishing speaking, He Yun coughed sharply again, and she touched the bridge of her nose , the bridge of the nose must have been broken, and she trembled from the pain.At this time, Xuewu's mother saw the picture on the TV screen, her eyes were straightened, and she muttered unconsciously: "Do evil, do evil..."

He Yun's face was distorted by the pain, and she yelled frantically, "How is it? Is your son's performance okay?"

Yang Xuewu clenched his fists and stared at He Yun, his eyes protruding outwards, as if fighting for life and death.Xuewu's mother got up from the ground and turned off the TV with a "snap", and wailed, "If you can't make it through, you will get divorced. Are you fighting with your lives?" He kowtowed and said, "Girl, I beg you, just hold your hand high and let my family learn martial arts!"

He Yun looked up at Yang Xuewu, she expected Yang Xuewu to kneel in front of her again, but she saw the muscles around Yang Xuewu's mouth twitching and heard his teeth grinding.He approached her, and under the fearful eyes of He Yun and Xue Wu's mother, he pressed a hand heavily on He Yun's shoulder, his voice was as hard and jerky as two steel files: "He Yun, you Do whatever you like! After you destroy me, I will drag your whole family to be buried with you. Oh yes, your little nephews and nieces are also cute, and I won’t be lonely with them. You forget Well, I know your hometown, what do you think I dragged them to die? Why not tie them together and burn them to death? Your family is not rich, so help your family save the cost of cremation.”

"Shut up!" He Yun looked at Yang Xuewu in disbelief. He had a formidable expression on his face, and his eyes stared at him furiously. Those bloodshot eyes looked terrible. For a moment, He Yun Yun was actually frightened, she watched in horror the big Adam's apple on his throat wriggling up and down, and after a long time, she burst out a few words from between her teeth: "Yang Xuewu, I'm really blind, I actually treat an inhuman man like you as a treasure!"

Yang Xuewu stood up straight, raised his head, squinted his eyes and looked down at her from under his eyelids, and said coldly: "Do whatever you like, from today onwards, I won't give you any more Qian. I, Yang Xuewu, are strangers to you, or enemies, you decide!"

He Yun opened her mouth, but couldn't say a word, her mind was still in confusion.Yang Xuewu bent down to support his mother, Xuewu's mother was still shocked and said to herself: "What can I do..."

"Mom, I'll take you back. In the future, don't worry about my affairs."

Xuewu's mother tightly grabbed her son's clothes, and said in panic, "No, I won't leave. If I leave, you will die if you fight..."

"Mom, don't worry, I won't fight with her again! I won't touch a single hair of her! When she pushed me to nowhere, my son had no choice but to be unfilial and take her whole family to be buried with her..."

Yang Xuewu hugged his mother and strode towards the door. There was a loud "bang" at the door, and Yang Xuewu walked away without looking back.He Yun watched their figures disappear in front of her eyes, and felt a sudden pain in her heart. She couldn't help but struggled to get up and wanted to chase the door, and shouted: "Yang Xuewu, you dare to go! Come back!" But, Her body was so weak that she couldn't lift her feet up, and fell to the ground with a "plop", she buried her face on the floor and burst into tears.Isn't the tape her trump card?Why didn't Yang Xuewu give in this time?No, Yang Xuewu will definitely come back!He doesn't have the guts!He Yun raised her head and opened her eyes wide, waiting for the sound of the doorknob turning, one hour, two hours... Disappointment made her internal organs tighten, tears filled her eyes, did Yang Xuewu really just leave?

"The collapse of the root of the nose is more serious, and there is also cerebrospinal fluid rhinorrhea. I will not help you fill the gauze, but you need to put a sterile cotton ball in the front nostril, which may be a bit uncomfortable. In addition, you should take these medicines on time and in the right amount. In case of intracranial infection." The doctor in the private outpatient clinic had a good service attitude, and explained to He Yun in a rambling manner, "Go home and rest, and avoid blowing your head directly. By the way, don't you wear contact lenses? If you do Don’t wear it for the time being. During this period of time, your nasal cavity will have poor breathing and you need to rely on mouth breathing, so keep the air fresh and moist. Also, try to control coughing and sneezing, and pay attention to diet, and it is not appropriate to overdose , After the nasal swelling and pain are relieved, nutrition can be strengthened to promote healing.”

"Is the injury serious?" He Yun asked in a low voice.

The doctor gave her a strange look and said, "In your case, I suggest you go to a big hospital to see if it is safer, but you refuse. By the way, did you really fall? How did you fall like this?"

"I fell while riding a bicycle." He Yun said in a stiff tone.

Leaving the small private clinic, He Yun dragged her heavy legs and walked aimlessly on the street, looking at the crowds of people who didn't know each other, she felt so lonely.She couldn't find any friends, not even anyone to talk bitterly about.

Standing on the flyover, I looked up and saw a bird flying forward in the winter sky. Its wings swept across the sky vigorously without leaving any ripples.He Yun recalled that when she was 23 years old, she left her hometown alone with hope in mind. She started her college life with the college tuition that the whole family broke down in her pocket.For so many years, except for the vicissitudes of life that have been imprinted on her heart one by one, she still has nothing. The only thing she has is her soul that has dissociated from her body, wandering endlessly, not knowing what the purpose is or where the direction is.Did she do something wrong?Where did she go wrong?She just wanted to live a better life and save a few years of hard work, but he just appeared at the wrong time.He Yun felt that her pursuit of this marriage was like the two pairs of wheels of a carriage. No matter how hard the rear wheels ran, they couldn't kiss the front wheels, and she was covered in dust.He Yun lowered her head and cried.

She was walking aimlessly on the street, surrounded by countless buildings, but she seemed to be in an empty desert, surrounded by cold wind, teeth and claws, wishing to tear people apart.She raised her eyelids in panic, her expression blank.Beside me, there is an endless stream of traffic like schools of fish.Those beautiful women walked past her proudly, as if they couldn't accommodate anyone in their eyes.He Yun lowered her eyes sadly, falling leaves all over the ground, drifting with the wind, sticking lightly to her heart, she felt like a floating weed dancing with the wind.

He Yun's tears flowed out again without disappointment.

Humiliation, anger, grievance, helplessness, sadness... In an instant, Qiqi came to her mind. She felt that the marriage between herself and Yang Xuewu was like a stinking pig's intestines, which was hard to swallow. Throw it away or wash it and cook it again?

On the platform, a bus slowly approached from a distance.

He Yun followed the crowd and squeezed onto the bus mechanically. The inside of the bus was warm and the temperature was much different from the temperature outside, making it easy to get sleepy.He Yun gently pushed open the car window, and the cold wind from outside hit her face with a "swoosh", which made her wake up a lot.She lifted her neckline and leaned on the back of the chair, tilted her head and looked out the window, letting the wind blow across her face.

"Beauty, can you please close the window? It's cold." The woman sitting next to her began to comment.

Close the window, the warm feeling makes He Yun very relaxed, I really want to have a good sleep, it is best to sleep forever.She raised her eyes and looked out the window. There was a faint layer of water vapor on the car window, making the scenery outside the window look like it was shrouded in mist.Under the strong and bright sunlight, it is not quite like being in the fog, showing a dreamy feeling.He Yun became in a trance, as if she had returned to the place where she lived in her childhood.

The winter in my hometown is often shrouded in heavy fog.There is a big and tall pagoda tree in the open space in front of the old house, and next to it is a high platform built of stones, on which a wide cement slab is placed.That's where my mother does the laundry, and its surface has been worn smooth from years of use.Under the shade of the locust tree is a cement tank, which is very large and high. When she was a child, she needed a stool to see the water inside.Whenever it rains, my father will be very happy to take the cover off the tank, and when the tank is filled with water, he will happily cover it with the cover.In a hometown where water is extremely scarce, having a tank of water is a joyful thing for the whole family.All kinds of things have been kept in this big tank, including turtles, eels, shrimps and snails, all of which my father caught from the fields when he went to far, far away places to help people farm.The open space under the locust tree is very fertile, and it is easy to dig earthworms.Sometimes, they will crawl out by themselves, but they will soon be eaten by the chickens and ducks raised by their mothers.

She and her brother often sat on the threshold of the old house and ate with bowls in their hands. Sometimes they would spread the rice on the ground and watch the chickens flapping their wings and fighting for food.But this cannot be discovered by the mother. If the mother sees it, the slap will immediately slap their heads.My brother rode a bicycle and led her across the open space in front of the house quickly, scaring the chickens and ducks to scatter and run away while flapping their wings and screaming.Her brother ordered her to look into the old house to see if their parents had asked them to go home for dinner.Then, I drove her through the moso bamboo forest beside the old house, and when she turned back, there was only a dense bamboo forest, the old house, and acacia trees.There are the crowing of chickens and ducks, the voices of parents, and the coughing of grandpa... She can also smell the aroma of lunch, and the smell of roasted yams wafting in the air.

He Yun's eyes narrowed more and more, and the old house in her childhood was looming in the thick fog in the distance.Although she was so far away, she could still hear the conversations of the people inside the house.The chickens and ducks are flapping their wings in the open space, the tortoise in the big water tank is crawling leisurely, and the Sophora japonica flower seems to have bloomed... Opening her eyes, the tears on her face are flowing freely, she is facing the reality negatively, Have memories of the past become her spiritual sustenance?How much she hated that old house in that mountain village, didn't she swear to stay away from them?Why are they turned into a heavenly and beautiful spiritual home now?
"Are you okay?" The voice of the woman sitting next to her was gentle and low, which was very nice, causing layers of warm ripples in He Yun's heart.Due to the backlight, the outline of the woman's face was blurred by circles of halos, and the fine hair trembled slightly due to the breeze.He Yun shook her head and wiped off the mist on the window little by little with her hands.The scenery outside the window is like a fast-forward movie picture passing by in a hurry. "Beauty, there is no obstacle in this world that you can't get past. Think about it." The woman's kind comfort made He Yun's heart sour, and she shook her head.When the bus stopped, He Yun immediately fled out of the bus in embarrassment, looking around blankly, high-rise buildings blocked the sunlight behind her, and a large piece of darkness wrapped her up, tightening her grip, her breath was about to be swallowed.She took out her mobile phone and dialed Yang Xuewu's number fiercely, as if she was going to push the button into her flesh... The phone rang a few times, but no one answered, and then she dialed again, and simply turned off the phone.He Yun smiled coldly, touched her swollen nose, and hailed a taxi and drove straight to Yang Xuewu's unit.

Yang Xuewu just finished an operation, dragging his tired body towards the office.Hospital corridors, so long and deep that you can't see the taillights.The light from the incandescent lamps on the ceiling was dazzling.When I went to the office and opened the window, I saw the bright sunshine warmly piercing through the clouds and jumping into the man-made fish pond downstairs. I went to the clear bottom of the pond and hit pebbles of different sizes, and then jumped on the freshly sprouted fish pond. lawn.Yang Xuewu heaved a sigh of relief, not seeing He Yun's face for so many days made him feel that life was more relaxed and happy, he really didn't know why he fell in love with her at the beginning, but now he felt disgusted when he thought of that hostile face.

"Doctor Yang, the dean is looking for you, your lover is waiting for you in the dean's office..." The head nurse's voice chilled him like a nightmare, and his face immediately turned as white as paper.This lunatic, this woman is definitely a lunatic, she really came to his unit, is she really going to have a fight with him?Yang Xuewu seemed to have fallen into a terrible nightmare. He wished he could fly to the dean's office, but every step was so difficult.

As soon as he entered the dean's office, Yang Xuewu felt that the atmosphere was not right. In addition to the dean, the deputy dean was also there. Their faces were all serious, and Yang Xuewu's scalp felt numb for a while.Look at He Yun again, holding a cup of tea in both hands, with tears still hanging on both sides of her black, red and swollen nose.Her face was pale and yellow, like a piece of Chinese rice paper, her cheeks were swollen and high, and her eyes were squeezed a bit small.Seeing him, her eyes immediately shot out anger, and the two balls of anger reflected her swollen face as gloomy as a ghost, making Yang Xuewu fall into despair and nausea.Yang Xuewu suddenly felt hatred spurting out from all the pores on his body, he gritted his teeth and shouted excitedly at He Yun: "You unreasonable woman, what do you want? You have to die with me. Are you satisfied? Well, I'll make it happen for you..." He staggered towards He Yun, trembling with anger, he couldn't see anything in front of him, only He Yun, he wanted to let this Zhang hateful face disappeared forever.The dean and the deputy dean hurriedly came to pull him.As soon as he exerted force, the inertia made Yang Xuewu stand unsteadily. As soon as he fell, he stumbled and brought down a chair next to him, and he fell to the ground with the chair.The dean and the deputy dean looked at each other in shock. They didn't expect Yang Xuewu to be so excited to see his wife, and they didn't know what to do for a while.He Yun's face turned even paler, her tears dripped down, she whimpered and said, "The leaders are here, but you still want to beat people, you killed my eight-month pregnant child!" You broke the bridge of your nose, do you still want to kill someone?"

(End of this chapter)