Because of the pain, it is called marriage

Chapter 6 Return My Four Years of Love (2)
He Yun's face darkened, and she replied lazily.She lowered her head and tidied up the table, ready to go out and find a place to eat casually, but her colleagues greeted her one after another, and she hadn't tidied up when people were almost gone.He Yun sighed. In fact, sometimes, I really don’t want to eat alone. I’m not in the mood to cook when I go home, but I’m also afraid of sitting in the same restaurant with a group of strangers. I feel that I’m very lonely in this world.Fortunately, at this time, the phone rang again. He Yun's first reaction was that Yang Xuewu had changed his mind. He couldn't bear to let her be so lonely, and couldn't bear to let her eat alone. She told him that without him eating with her, she would do nothing. Can't eat anymore... But when I turned on the phone, I was a little disappointed, but the disappointment was quickly replaced by excitement. It was her college roommate Li Zhi who called.Li Zhi has been working as a tour guide since graduating from university, and recently went to Macau to lead a tour group. The two have not seen each other for a long time.

"Grandma Yun, what are you up to? Can you treat me to a meal?" Li Zhi said sweetly on the other end of the phone.

He Yun was in a good mood: "Of course, I treat you to pay the bill! Come quickly, we will go to the family restaurant on Linhu Road."

He Yun walked out of the company quickly. Today, she was wearing a white-and-blue floral silk dress with a generous collar, which exposed her two collarbones without a doubt.A gust of wind blew, and the skirt clinged to her small and exquisite body.The curves of her body are perfect.The only shortcoming is that the "altitude" is not high enough.But Yang Xuewu just likes her petite and lovely appearance.He said that her appearance made him want to take care of her for the rest of his life.

Walking into a family restaurant, I saw Li Zhi with short hair who had already ordered food and was sitting there waiting for her. Seeing her, Li Zhi grinned: "Hey, my grandma Yun is getting more and more beautiful!"

He Yun gave her a blank look: "You don't make fun of me."

Li Zhi said seriously: "I'm serious. When I just graduated, that brat Li Yang dumped you without saying a word and went to study abroad. I really want to kill him, but it's still me. It hurt you. If it weren't for me, you wouldn't know him yet, how could he be related to my family..." Li Yang in Li Zhi's mouth is He Yun's boyfriend in university.He Yun didn't want to hear her mention these things, so she interrupted her with a wry smile: "What's the point of saying that! I can't blame you anyway, I was the one who got on a pirate ship by mistake and met people who are not good."

"He Yun, I really feel sorry for you. I haven't dared to see you for a long time! On the one hand, the travel agency is busy with work, and on the other hand, I don't know how to face you. I always feel very sorry. Yours. So in the past few years after graduation, I didn't dare to look for you..."

"Then why do you think of looking for me now?" He Yun joked.

Li Zhi grinned grinningly: "It's been so many years, you still miss that kid? Tell me honestly, which high branch are you climbing now?"

He Yun's complexion changed, and she answered the wrong question: "Li Zhi, what about you? Your hair is getting shorter and shorter, be careful not to get married!"

Li Zhi snorted and smiled: "I don't want to marry! Smelly men line up to chase me, I will choose slowly."

He Yun looked at the dishes on the table, Li Zhi ordered all her favorite dishes, which warmed her heart.He Yun lowered her head and ate a few mouthfuls of food, thought for a while, raised her head and said to Li Zhi: "Li Zhi, I want to tell you, you will definitely look down on me. And... maybe you will stay away from me from now on, you must You will think that I am a very shameless woman..."

Li Zhi looked at her wonderingly, He Yun bit her lip, not knowing how to tell her about Yang Xuewu.

Li Zhi suddenly realized: "He Yun, you won't be with a married man, will you?"

He Yun was shocked: "How do you know?"

Li Zhi was stunned: "Are you really a mistress?"

He Yun nodded: "At that time, I just separated from Li Yang. I met Yang Xuewu by accident. In fact, it was just a one-sided relationship at that time. I never dreamed that I would have any handover with him. It must be God's will. I suddenly developed an acute appendix. I was admitted to the hospital, and the doctor who treated me happened to be him... He knew that I was alone and had no relatives, so he took good care of me. Later... we were together. In fact, I always knew that he had a wife Man, although he didn't mention anything to me about his marital status at first, I know he's married. I'm a bitch."

Li Zhi became anxious, and raised his voice to scold: "Why are you so stupid! Hurry up and stop! A married man should not touch you, do you understand? I would rather find a second-hand man with a dead wife than a married woman." Husband. Let me tell you, even if you snatch him away, you may not be able to be happy!"

He Yun looked at her sadly, lowered her head and said in a low voice, "I know you look down on me!"

Li Zhi excitedly grabbed the water on the table and gulped it, wiped his mouth vigorously with the back of his hand, and said bitterly: "You! Why are you so stupid! If he doesn't want to marry you, your youth will be wasted. Even if he is willing to marry you, he has lived with his wife for so many years, and he has been worn out by his wife, and he has adapted to each other. It is different from his ex-wife, and you must have to adjust. You think he Will it be able to stand your grind when you are old? At that time, you will find that you have found a broken tile, and you still treat it as jade!"

"But he loves me, and I love him too, and he also wants to live with me!" He Yun argued.

Li Zhi looked at He Yun and shook his head: "Are you really stupid or fake? He said he loves you and he has a lot of meat, which makes you happy and everyone is happy. If he doesn't say he loves you, will you be with him? Saying that I want to live with you is just a way to slow down. Marrying after divorce is superfluous for a man. Not to mention wasting money, he has to be pointed at the back and scolded by others. Moreover, a divorce is tantamount to a new life. Card, ghost knows whether this card is good or bad? Love is only a small part of a man's life. They are not willing to take that risk. Who knows if you will be as good as your current wife after being straight? So most men have money Now that he has power, he would rather reorganize a family outside than go home and divorce the yellow-faced woman. The yellow-faced woman is the memory of his green years, reflecting the original him. You are like a piece of clothing to him. There are beautiful clothes hanging in the closet. When a man walks in society, he must have a beautiful outfit. But his wife is like a yellowed woolen underwear in the closet. It can’t be worn, but it keeps warm! Wake up , it’s still too late to turn around now!”

"No, Li Zhi, don't try to persuade me. I can't turn back, I won't turn back. It's really hard to say this, but I really want to be with him, I don't know if I can't He, how can he continue his own life." As he spoke, He Yun's eyes turned red.Li Zhi sighed, quickly put down the soup bowl in his hand, and carefully wiped her tears with a tissue.Li Zhi knew He Yun. Although she looked soft and weak on the outside, she was actually very stubborn in her bones.She is a woman with a clear and decisive personality, who strives for love regardless of herself. She is used to doing whatever she wants, and never cares about what others think.

Li Zhi said sadly: "My girl Yun, he is just a passer-by in your life, just take him as a scenery in your life journey, while Fenghua is still there, hurry up and follow him." He broke!"

He Yun said with tears in her eyes: "I also thought about breaking up with him, but I really can't! He has become a butterfly dancing in my heart, and I can't linger!"

Li Zhi grabbed He Yun's shoulder with all his strength, looked straight into her eyes, and said, "He Yun, you're a fan of the game! Let me tell you, in this man's mind, you are a fish and his wife is a bear's paw. Either sacrifice Fish, you have to sacrifice the bear's paw, do you think he will sacrifice the bear's paw? Besides, he is already middle-aged and knows better than anyone else that he can't live without a divorce! Today his hot face is pressed against his wife's cold ass, Tomorrow may be his needle tip fell into your wheat awn again. You say, why did he want to divorce to marry you? If it were me, I would not leave either! Today I eat fish, tomorrow I eat bear's paw, how many Beautiful thing!"

He Yun shook her head dejectedly: "Li Zhi, you don't understand, my heart has been worn out, and I have no way to evacuate and start again. Today, I would rather be smashed to pieces than give it a go !"

Speaking of this, He Yun's tears rolled down like pearls with a broken thread. She was really unwilling. In this entanglement with Yang Xuewu, she felt that she had become a broken ancient porcelain. No matter how it is repaired, there are already cracks.Even if she evacuated halfway now, she was still injured.Her heart was so exhausted, so exhausted and hopelessly exhausted.Moreover, she felt that she still loved Yang Xuewu, and the time she spent with him was like fine sand at her fingertips, filling her body and mind bit by bit.

Li Zhi's eyes turned red: "Are you really insisting on going this way? Let alone whether he will divorce and marry you, even if he is divorced, can you really deal with marrying a second-married man? He is in his In that small family, he lives a lifestyle he is used to, and he has children, how do you adapt to all of this? Or do you still imagine that he will change to adapt to you? The most critical point, if he Always compare the advantages of the other half with your shortcomings, and slowly form the idea that his ex-wife is better in his heart, and then a vicious circle. At that time, how can you feel so embarrassed? He Yun, let me tell you in a simple way, This married man is like hard-to-eat raw rice, if you have a bad stomach, it will ruin your stomach!"

He Yun's face was full of sadness, her tears kept falling, she was crying so desperately, a feeling of bewilderment fermented in her heart, "Li Zhi... Li Zhi..." A helpless call came from the bottom of her heart. Her lips overflowed, attracting the attention of many people around.Li Zhi silently watched He Yun's big teardrops gushing out of his eyes, slowly, slowly, sliding down his face and flowing into the corner of his mouth.Li Zhi thought, the taste must be very bitter!It was so bitter that her heart was paralyzed.Li Zhi's eyes were filled with a thin layer of smoke, what else could she say?Facing He Yun's tears and despair, Li Zhi just felt that all the words were stuck in his throat and he couldn't spit out anything.After a while, she let out a long and depressed sigh.

"You must be very disappointed in me, right? I'm always so disappointing!" He Yun said sadly.

"Alas! I remember someone said that a man's love is like water smoke, which burns out and burns out, and it goes on and on again and again. But a woman's love is like fireworks. In the end, it can only be ashes on the ground, without even a gleam of fire! You You are just stupid, knowing that there is an abyss in front of you, you still grit your teeth and insist on jumping down, I can't hold back..." Li Zhi's voice was full of helplessness.

He Yun grabbed her hand and said excitedly: "Li Zhi, I don't ask for your support. I just hope that when I am sad, you can occasionally accompany me and talk with me. This way my heart will feel better. Some."

She also knew that Li Zhi was really good for her, but she couldn't retreat anymore. When she started to retreat, all kinds of tangled branches had already entangled in the deep layer of her skin, piercing her delicate soul , she can only be tightly entangled, entangled...

Li Zhi's expression was gloomy, and she remained silent for a long time. Her gaze seemed to travel through thousands of mountains and rivers, and finally fell into He Yun's eyes. She said lightly: "Actually, if you want, try to capture him and make him yours." Husband, it is not impossible for him to be inseparable from you."

He Yun wiped away her tears, smiled mockingly, and said helplessly: "I don't think he planned to divorce at all. After so many years, his wife doesn't know anything about him, and she doesn't even know my existence. "

Li Zhi sneered: "Look, how well this man protects his wife? Look, he said he loves you, right? In fact, who does he really love? He loves his family, him That stable rock-like small family. I can figure it out. In his heart, what are you? Let him seek excitement and enjoy the blessings of the third party. Why let him play for nothing? This Man, you have to make him pay the price, even if you leave him now, you can't afford him so cheaply!"

"In fact, sometimes, I also thought about leaving him. However, I have been with him since I was 24 years old. Now I am 28. Where can I find a good man to marry me? Besides, I don't like those who have nothing. I'm not interested in spending a lot of my youth to make a good man. Moreover, when I make a good man, I'm old, and men are like Yang Xuewu going out to hunt wild food to find mistresses What should I do? In case of misfortune, if I meet a powerful mistress, I won’t be pissed off even if he forces the palace to come to my door? But Yang Xuewu is different, if I can get him, he is older than me, people of his age, After a failed marriage, I don't want to have a second one. So as long as I can get this excellent man, I can also solve a lot of worries, and my wife's position is as stable as Mount Tai. But, I can't bear to force him! No matter what, I still love him. I also feel very sorry for his wife. I often feel guilty. Li Zhi, tell me how sad his wife would be if I snatched Yang Xuewu over. ah?"

Li Zhi curled his lips, and said word by word: "Sad? She deserves it for being sad! If she can't control her man and let him come out to harm others, it's her turn to be sad. Besides, you're not sad? If her man Abandoning you for nothing, aren't you sad? Let me tell you, her man is broken from the root, even if there is no you, there will be someone else. Even if you quit now, you dare say that he won't find Another woman? He will obediently return to his wife's side? You can't even take care of yourself, can you still take care of his wife? His wife is under the care of her man, and when his wife is sad, it is her man who hurt her. What’s none of your business? In addition, men also have sexual curves. When he is over 45 in a few years and his body is no longer needed, do you think he will still be so attached to you? He will definitely return to the family in the end and enjoy the warmth of the family. And what about your life? You missed a great opportunity to find family happiness, and the best result is that he can leave you a house, so what will you do in the next few decades? Think about it, what exactly do you want? What are you looking for? In fact, stripping away the aura of hypocrisy, Yang Xuewu is just an ordinary person. Don't think of him so great, if you think clearly that you really want this man, then go for it!"

He Yun stared at Li Zhi dumbfounded, and murmured, "Li Zhi, I didn't expect that, I thought you would spurn me! Listening to what you said now, I feel quite innocent."

Li Zhi patted her on the head affectionately: "I can't persuade you, I can only stand on the same side with you. Besides, why should I spurn you? It is said that our post-80s generation is selfish, but in fact, everyone is selfish." Yes. I still say the same thing, He Yun, you can’t even take care of yourself, what else can you do but be selfish? The pursuit of happiness is everyone’s right, and this man was sent to your door by yourself, not by you. Posted it as best as possible. Now that he has played with you, pat your ass and leave? How can there be such a cheap thing? Are you right?"

With Li Zhi's few words, He Yun felt that her heart suddenly became brighter, and the haze in her heart in recent days was swept away.She asked Li Zhi: "But his wife doesn't even know of my existence. I don't even have an opponent in battle."

Li Zhibai glanced at her: "You are stupid, you can't take the initiative to let her know of your existence? You have to let his wife know that there is someone outside his husband, and you can't let Yang Xuewu know that it was you who did it. Chang Zai How can you walk by the river without getting your shoes wet? By the way, do they have children?"

"There is a girl, about 12 years old, in junior high school."

"Nowadays, children are quite precocious. If you let his children know of your existence, are you afraid that his wife won't know?"

He Yun hesitated: "This...it's not good, the child is innocent, I don't want to hurt the child...it would be bad if it affects her study."

Li Zhi laughed loudly: "My grandma Yun, you are so kind! You are always so contradictory. What role does it play? You don’t want to hurt the child? Let me tell you, the child was born by Yang Xuewu, and he did the things that hurt the child. What else are you reluctant to do? And, unless you If you want to get Yang Xuewu, think about it, if you marry her father in the future, how can this child not know? At that time, the harm will be even greater! Why don't you let her accept it early in the morning!"

He Yun was silent.

He Yun suddenly remembered the red and swollen appendix that Yang Xuewu had cut off, just like the relationship between her and him. Thinking about the pain of the appendix at the beginning, but it was a part of her body, She was used to the pain it brought to her at any time, so she was very reluctant to cut it off, and asked Yang Xuewu if he could not cut it off?Although it hurt her, she still reluctantly let go.How like the relationship between her and Yang Xuewu!Unbearable, but reluctant.

Besides, she was already on the road, so there was no reason to get off the bus halfway!
(End of this chapter)