Because of the pain, it is called marriage

Chapter 8
Yuxiu continued the topic with some disappointment: "Girls today choose the survival of the fittest, as long as they have money, it doesn't matter how many boyfriends they change. As for me, no matter how the times change, a conservative person like me can't do anything , It’s because the mentality can’t be done, and the feelings can’t be done. Girls nowadays, under the guise of love, indulge freely. I have a deep love for my partner who has been with me for a lifetime, and I can’t let go of it. Even if my old Li is so I'm sorry, but I didn't give up on him. So I think, as a woman, you can't be casual no matter what, otherwise you will step into the abyss and you can't extricate yourself. Women, if you are married, you can't cross the line and think about divorce no matter what, even if your husband is sorry I can't even think about going the way of divorce, and let other women get away with it for nothing, can they see the light? Their life is no better than ours, let them entangle themselves in the so-called love and then slowly cool down Well, when the time comes, the man will come back to us..."

Xuexin couldn't help laughing: "Ah, one mouthful of "we and us", isn't your old Li staying at home now, where are there so many San'er!"

Yuxiu asked mysteriously: "Xuexin, your family studies martial arts, are you busy with work?"

Xuexin stopped what she was doing, looked at Yuxiu, there was an unbelievable indifference in her quiet pupils, she said flatly: "My family is busy learning martial arts because of the nature of his work, there are many things in the hospital, and sometimes the hospital makes a phone call in the middle of the night If you call, you have to get up from the warm bed and rush to the hospital."

Yuxiu said noncommittally, "Do you believe him when he says it's about work?"

Xuexin was startled, Yuxiu had something to say in her words today, did she hear some gossip?Usually the wife is the last to know about this kind of thing.Could it be that people all over the world knew that there was someone outside Yang Xuewu, and she was the only one kept in the dark?

She was stunned and did not speak, and an inexplicable emotion took root, which was only faint.Seeing her appearance, Yuxiu felt that she was talking too much, so she hurriedly remedied, "Don't worry too much, I'm just talking casually about my old Li's past. My old Li used to tell me all day Worked overtime at work, in fact, they all fooled around with that woman. Your martial arts is different. You married him when he had nothing. Even your parents paid for the house, although you later bought a new one yourself. The house, but he has today because you have spent a lot of youth to cultivate it. He can’t do things that are sorry for you. Unlike my old Li, who is a childhood sweetheart with that woman, it sounds like I’m the only one It’s like a third party! What’s wrong with the world now!”

Xuexin said with some regret: "Yes, it is said that marriage is the tomb of love. I have a deep understanding of this sentence now. In fact, Yang Xuewu and I really had feelings at the beginning, otherwise I would not have married for him. I don’t even want my parents anymore. I used to think that my love with him was as solid as a rock, and I was not afraid of being shaken by the earth, but after living together for so many years, I now realize that what is terrible is not the earth shaking, but Water drips through the rock. The trivial conflicts in life are like water droplets, piercing the rock of our marriage. Although I can’t see the end of this marriage, I still feel confused.”

Yuxiu tested her: "Xuexin, did you quarrel with your husband?"

Xuexin smiled reluctantly, feeling that she had talked too much, and concealed it and said: "No. It's my mother-in-law. You say, everyone is human, so why is there such a big difference? My mother-in-law actually asked me to give it to my uncle. Buying a house to get married, what kind of thing do you think it is? My uncle was born and raised? Besides, even if he was born and raised by me, what law in the country stipulates that we have to buy a wedding house? I don’t want to say too much My mother-in-law is not, but she is too much. After I married Yang Xuewu, I was so angry with her. At that time, I thought it was for her son, because her son loved me, so I endured it. But now I I figured it out, why does she always let me bear it? A rabbit knows how to bite when it's in a hurry!"

Xuexin seldom talked about trivial matters at home in front of her colleagues, but Yuxiu lived in the same community as Xuexin's parents, so she was very familiar with her parents and basically understood her affairs.Hearing Xuexin's words, Yuxiu sighed and said: "Xuexin, you have endured her for so many years, and now you can't bear it anymore, the old lady must not accept it. If she can't accept it, it will definitely affect you and Xuewu The relationship between."

Xuexin said lightly: "The influence is the influence. If her son doesn't care, what else do I care about? I am not young anymore, I really only want to live for myself, if I always pay too much for others, If she suffers disappointment, she will become a resentful woman. Besides, there are not many men in this world who are worthy of spending all the time in their lives. "

Xuexin tidies up the table, the next class is hers.On the way to the classroom with the book between her arms, Xuexin recalled her decision back then, wondering if she was too confident or believed in Yang Xuewu?

In the evening, it was past 10 o'clock when Xuexin finished washing and cleaning. Yang Xuewu sat in front of the computer to look up information. Xuexin glanced at the computer screen. Yang Xuewu also played QQ. No QQ number yet.Xuexin made a glass of milk and took it to her daughter's room, and gently helped her close the door.Thinking of the book saying that eating more pears can prevent computer radiation, she peeled a pear and handed it to Yang Xuewu.Yang Xuewu took the pears and ate them, taking it for granted.Xuexin leaned against the door and looked at his back, and suddenly said: "We have been married for so many years, you have cooked for me 16 times, and it was during the period after my operation!"

Yang Xuewu threw the leftover pear core into the trash, continued to sit in front of the computer, and replied, "Well, indeed. You have paid a lot for this family."

Xuexin knocked on the door frame with her hands, and said to herself: "We have been married for more than ten years, I have never heard you call my parents 'Papa and Mom', and I have not said a loud word to your mother, my mouth One mouthful and one 'mother', although she didn't regard me as a daughter. In the past ten years, you used 10 minutes, I didn't time it, gave me a daughter, and I used it for ten months to raise, I have educated and taught for more than ten years. In the past ten years, I have been busy with three meals a day, 365 days a year, cooking for you, washing your clothes and cleaning for you..."

Yang Xuewu turned his head and looked at her blankly, and after a while, he said, "Qi Xuexin, what's wrong with you? Are you showing off your achievements?"

Xuexin ignored him, looked into his eyes, and continued: "I have been married for more than ten years, and I have depreciated thousands of times when I am young. To be honest, look at me now. I am afraid that the chances of remarrying after divorce are very high." Less than 1%? Unless it’s too bad, ordinary men are unwilling to marry a middle-aged woman with children. And in this marriage of more than ten years, how many times have you appreciated as an evergreen tree? If you get divorced, you are a successful person, mature and tasteful, and you have a lot of beauties to choose from, right? Yang Xuewu, in this marriage, you can make a lot of money."

Yang Xuewu blinked his eyes, but couldn't react for a while, he stood up wondering, and said, "Qi Xuexin, what's wrong with you? Why are you talking about divorce? Are you trying to settle accounts with me? Do you think you marry me?" Lost to me? Why are divorced men unwilling to marry middle-aged women with children? What are you talking about? We will never divorce! Besides, even if it is a divorce, the children must belong to you? Don't look for trouble, hurry up and go to bed!" Yang Xuewu came over and patted her on the shoulder, pointing to the clock on the wall: "Look, it's already 11 o'clock, and I have to go to work tomorrow."

Xue Xin, who came out of the shower, was wearing white pajamas, and the freshly washed hair that was blown to 38% dry exuded a faint fragrance.Her hair keeps its natural color without perming or dyeing. Although her daughter says she is dirty, she is reluctant to use those chemicals to change her hair.At this moment, her hair hangs down from behind the ears on both sides on the white pajamas on her chest, and it looks more and more black and smooth.She has a ruddy complexion, a soft expression, and watery eyes. Although she is [-] years old, she is actually fresh and beautiful, but unfortunately her figure is already bloated.

Looking at Xuexin in front of him, Yang Xuewu's heart moved. How much he loved this woman, he hadn't seriously recalled it for a long time. Perhaps something too profound will become unrecognizable with the passage of time. So profound.Thinking of this, Yang Xuewu took Xuexin's hand with some guilt: "Honey, you have paid a lot for me. I... I am very grateful to you!" After speaking, he put his hand into Xuexin's clothes, Xuexin Shin's eyes blurred.Yang Xuewu bit her ear and whispered: "Xuexin, I want to love you very much." Xuexin looked at Yang Xuewu, his eyes were like big fireballs burning with hot stream, she closed her eyes and enjoyed it wholeheartedly. As Yang Xuewu entered her body more powerfully each time, she suddenly thought, is there another woman sharing this man with her?After it was over, Yang Xuewu stroked Xuexin's wet hair with his hands, and was about to talk about something when the phone rang sharply.Yang Xuewu got out of bed and picked up the phone. Xuexin heard her mother-in-law's shrill voice saying: "Xuewu, Xiaofen found a boyfriend and made an appointment. You can't count on your wife, so Xiaofen had to live in the countryside. I found an in-law’s family, but my in-law’s family is not bad, the family is engaged in large boats, and the family’s wealth is quite strong when they play sand in the river..."

Yang Xuewu interrupted his mother impatiently: "Mom, hurry up if you have something to say, what time is it and you still call?"

"Isn't it urgent! My son, Xiaofen's mother-in-law's family is quite rich, and she looks down on her in front of us. Tomorrow, Xiaofen will bring her boyfriend to the city to buy an engagement gift, and you will ask Xuexin to accompany them. There is more. , we can’t let others look down on me, but I said in front of them that my son is the leader of a big hospital in the city, has a car and several houses, you ask Xuexin to bring more money tomorrow, and buy two sets of famous brands for the man Suits...they gave us a bride price of 2 yuan. We can't let them look down on you. Let Xuexin also buy a ring for the man...buy gold ones, platinum ones don't look good, buy big ordered..."

"Understood. Is there anything else? I'll hang up! Hey...Mom, didn't the man give you 2 yuan as a bride price?"

"Hey little bastard, mom is getting old and can't do farm work anymore. Don't you just sit and eat? Go to your house to see your wife's face? I can't save some money for myself? Raising children is unreliable, you Look at you, it hurts even for you to buy a ring, that is your only brother-in-law..."

"Come on, you know, stop talking. I'm sleeping!" Yang Xuewu hung up the phone helplessly, and when he turned around, he saw Xuexin staring at him with a sneer.

"You...isn't it just a ring, how much is it worth? Will you accompany my little sister to buy it tomorrow?" Yang Xuewu stepped forward to hug Xuexin and coaxed her.

Xuexin broke free from him, pulled the quilt over her body and said expressionlessly: "It's not you who need to go to work alone, I'm going to work tomorrow, I don't have time. You can go shopping with them yourself, that's your little sister!"

Yang Xuewu blushed, and said with a low face: "Qi Xuexin, why are you doing this now? Isn't it just a ring money, why don't you go to work? When did your school even go to work on Saturdays? Didn't you make it clear to me? You can't get over it, you just don't want to talk to my mother! You can be so excited for a ring money, what have you become now, can you look in the mirror?"

Qi Xuexin said coldly: "I earn a ring money a month, and my daughter and I still have to eat. Isn't it just a ring money? If you have money, you can afford it. What are you talking about?"

"You... I only have 2000 yuan in my pocket, so you can't even take my pocket money away?" Yang Xuewu coaxed.

"Yes, it was your mother, your sister and your future brother-in-law who exploited it, not me, Qi Xuexin! Besides, you don't have any private money?"

Yang Xuewu lay down angrily and shook his back to her. His private money was all locked in the stock market. Could it be possible to take it out?

In the darkness, Xuexin sighed in her heart, the warmth just now had been replaced by a confused and melancholy look.

Early the next morning, Qi Xuexin, who hadn't slept all night, was soundly asleep, when suddenly there was an eager knock on the door, and her mother-in-law's loud voice seemed particularly abrupt in the quiet morning: "Open the door——open the door, learn martial arts, my son, hurry up!" Your mother opens the door..."

Qi Xuexin woke up from her sleep, quickly put on her clothes and got out of bed, opened the door, her mother-in-law was standing in front of the door with big bags and small bags.Seeing Xuexin, the mother-in-law looked Xuexin up and down a few times with her mouth curled up, and said, "Look at you, look at yourself, you look disheveled, and you haven't made breakfast for me until now, really I don’t know how I came here after learning martial arts for so many years.” The mother-in-law seemed to have completely forgotten the recent quarrel, and started nagging again.

Xuexin's face was a little uneasy. She brushed her loose hair and said angrily, "Why is it so early? Who gets up so early? Did you see anyone walking around in our community when you came? They are all asleep!"

The mother-in-law ignored her, changed her shoes and went into the house, saying, "Why is it so early? The countryside is no better than your city. Things at home are done just before dawn. Who sleeps until dawn like you? lazy."

The mother-in-law put down the big and small bags in her hand and said, "I didn't bring anything good. I brought a few catties of yams and a few pumpkins. I can't eat all the ones grown in the field. It's a pity to throw them away. I'll pack them all up and bring them home." Here we come." After finishing speaking, she glanced at Xuexin again, apparently disapproving of Xuexin's plain face, and secretly complained that her daughter-in-law was too sleepy, which was too much compared with rural people, but After thinking about it, he swallowed the words again, after all, he still had to ask his daughter-in-law for this visit, so it's better to keep his words to a minimum.Xue Xin yawned, she really didn't sleep well, and looked at the clock on the wall, it was only after five o'clock in the morning.Not to mention that today is Sunday, even if you usually go to work, you don't have to get up so early.Xuexin was secretly annoyed that her mother-in-law was disturbing people's dreams, so she went straight to the bedroom, lifted the quilt and prepared to go back to sleep.

The mother-in-law wandered around the living room for a while, seeing Xuexin entered the bedroom and hadn't come out for a long time, she guessed that she must have gone back to sleep, so the fire in her heart jumped up, the daughter-in-law here is really getting worse and worse, she just If she was asked to buy a house for her brother-in-law, she would be so angry and quarrel, but that is his own brother who is learning martial arts!What happened when the elder brother bought a house for his younger brother?Is it her turn, an outsider, to point fingers?Isn’t the money earned by Xuewu? It’s all the Yang family’s money. Buying a house for Xueming is called meat rotten in the soup.Thinking of this, she simply opened the bedroom door, walked in and shouted at the drowsy Xue Xin: "Xue Xin, why are you still asleep? I haven't eaten breakfast yet!"

Xuexin closed her eyes and said, "There are dumplings in the refrigerator, Mom, you can eat a bowl of dumplings yourself! I'll sleep a little longer!"

The mother-in-law was not happy, and said in a loud voice: "Xuexin, you are getting more and more lazy. I brought big bags and small bags for you to eat early in the morning. I didn't even give up the fare. I set off from home at one o’clock and came over obstinately, not only are you inconsiderate, are you even unwilling to make breakfast for me?"

Yang Xuewu couldn't lie down any longer, so he sat up abruptly, staring wide-eyed and said, "What? Mom, you came here? You came here after a distance of tens of miles?"

"What's the matter here? I'm not as delicate as your wife. When I'm working in the field, I'm much more tired than walking for dozens of miles! Why do I always take a car? The money didn't come from the wind, why? Pay for their road maintenance? I told you about the matter yesterday. I don’t know if you have the money ready? Don’t let my daughter lose face in front of the man. Do it for me." After finishing speaking, the mother-in-law curled her lips and walked to Yang Jing's room, yelling: "Xiao Jing hasn't woken up yet? Learn martial arts, you can't let your daughter learn from her mother! This girl If you are so lazy at home, it won't hurt the good son of other family in the future!"

After hearing this, Xuexin couldn't bear it any longer. She lifted the quilt suddenly and said with a straight face, "What's wrong with my daughter being lazy? My daughter learned her laziness from her father too! Her father is the laziest in our family." , I haven’t even seen him wash a pair of socks. What’s wrong with me sleeping in? The Communist Party allowed me to sleep in. The weekends are given by the state. With salary, you can’t get used to seeing no one let you see it!”

"Qi Xuexin, are you enough? Don't push your nose, you are shameless to give you face. My mother came early in the morning and brought you so much food, why can't you give me a nice word? Your attitude is Are you talking to your elders? This is how your mother taught you to talk to your elders?" Yang Xuewu's eyes were as wide as copper bells, and he looked at Xuexin like he was looking at an alien.Xue Xin stared at him coldly for a long time, and confronted him word for word with a stern face: "Are you qualified to mention my mother? My mother will not come early in the morning without quality to disturb other people's dreams! When did your mother Did you come here to make this house a mess? Send me delicious food early in the morning? This is the funniest joke I have ever heard since I was a child. Why don’t you ask your mother if she came here this time? What's the matter?"

"You, you, you... are not filial, you are also a person of quality, and you are still a teacher, why do you say that about your mother-in-law?" You have worked so hard to raise you so big, do you have to look at other people's faces even when you come to your son's house when you are old?"

Yang Xuewu's face was ashen: "Mom, don't be as knowledgeable as her. She was kicked in the head by a donkey, and all her self-cultivation qualities were kicked away."

(End of this chapter)