Stir-fried Datang: The Strongest Daughter

Chapter 665 Chengqian's Heart

Chapter 665 Chengqian's Heart (Part [-])
I was in Baqiao, looking at the Yingluo she gave me and seeing her leaving back, I felt a strange anger.

Her figure disappeared in the wind, the willow trees on both sides of the Baqiao became bald, and my heart began to be desolate.

When she was not in the capital, my life became depressed again.

Reading day after day, learning the mind of the emperor, day after day, is tedious.When the evening is approaching, I will go to the attic, lean against the window, look in the direction of Xiaoqingshan, and she will give me Yingluo in my hand.

I will think of her smile, and the only "kiss".

That was the result of Li You pushing her.As if God had arranged it long ago, she fell to me, and then that year, we gave each other our first kiss.

At that time, I didn't quite understand why I always remembered the scene of her falling in my arms.It wasn't until years later that I realized that I longed for her, that I liked her, that it was love between a man and a woman.

She left and went to Xiaoqingzhuang, without her laughter, the East Palace became lonely.Those loneliness spread wildly in my heart like weeds after the spring rain, and I began to hate Cui Gan.

It was Cui Gan who forced her away, it was the aristocratic family who couldn't tolerate her, but they still wanted to give me their daughter, I won't let them get their wish.

I began to secretly cooperate with her fierce counterattack.

From that day on, I vowed to avenge her.

It's almost Chinese New Year, and after a few snowfalls, she came back.

At the annual meeting, I couldn't help but search for her figure everywhere. When I saw her standing beside her mother and looking at me, joy jumped in my heart.The banquet started, she held a pig's trotter and gnawed with relish, and the girl from the Cui family laughed at her again, I was very angry.

So I walked over, sat down cross-legged, and gnawed on a pig's trotter.

This is the first time I do such a thing on such an occasion, and I feel unexpectedly refreshed.Seeing that there were oil spots on her mouth, and the sauce was still around her mouth, and she became a little cat, I couldn't help laughing, and then unconsciously reached out to wipe off the oil spots, deliberately making fun of her.

But she held her chin up and told me "this is back to basics".

I was amused by her, my sister Yaoxiang is such an interesting person!
After the dinner, I took her to my grandfather's place to set off firecrackers. My grandfather played the flute while we drank Tusu wine. She suddenly composed a poem with a very high artistic conception, but it was not pleasant to my grandfather's ears.

The phrase "Always replace the old talisman with the new peach" angered my grandfather.I was worried, but she was like an elf in the mountains. This time, she used her magical means to defuse the anger of her grandfather, and gave her the purple bamboo flute.But she broke it, and when I was stunned and didn't know what to do, she said the famous words that have been passed down through the ages.

"Whoever abandons me, can't keep the day of yesterday; whoever messes with my heart, will worry about today."

This sentence spread all over the world 39 years after her death, as well as the New Year's poem.

In memory of her, I wrote down every bit of my acquaintance with her.The older you get, the worse your memory becomes, but the bits and pieces with her become clearer.

Why am I not dead yet?
I've asked myself that every day since she died.

When can we meet again!
Memories are always like sea water boiling, washing away every day after she left.

That year on Qixi Festival, she saw me go to Xiaoqingzhuang, she was very happy, I was very happy, I think she also likes me; but that year at the court meeting, she secretly hid in the small courtyard of the side hall and cried, what she said to Baolin Word by word fell into my ears.

Gloom and sourness gathered in my heart, but I held back for life.

My father told me: The more you want to get, the more you have to show indifference, so that you can have it all.

I changed my face, I became friends with her, and I even said that I would fulfill her and Baolin.

She declined, and I was instinctively relieved.

Then, she left again...

Back to Xiaoqingzhuang...

Still later, I broke my leg riding a horse, and I didn't think I was good enough for her.

Although I know that she doesn't care about my prince's status, but I feel that I have nothing but this.I know that I am boring, taciturn, unable to speak, and dull, and all I have left is a noble identity.

And now...

Because of my legs that never get better again, not only do I want to become a disabled person, but I also want to become a prince who may be deposed. What right do I have to like her?
Although she doesn't care, I just want to give her the best.

I am not good enough for her.

She is like a snow lotus blooming on the top of a snow mountain, and if I am not the sun, how can I caress her youth?

No emperor can be crippled. I don't know how long my father's insistence will last. Perhaps, tomorrow I will be abolished.

I cut off correspondence with her. Throughout the ages, the deposed prince did not end well, even if I was deposed because of a disability.If I am deposed, a new crown prince will come. No matter how deep the brotherhood is, there will always be a grudge, even if I am a useless person.

So I can't hurt her.

But she came to look for me stubbornly. I hid not far away and looked at her with tears dripping from the corners of my eyes. Why is this person so stupid?
Those famous ladies avoid me like snakes and scorpions, and even some little Huangmen palace maids are secretly planning a way out. Everyone knows that if my father can't bear the pressure, I will become a disaster star, and anyone who gets involved with me will be in trouble.

But she still came here again and again, and sometimes she was so angry that she would curse at the gate of the East Palace.I felt pain in my heart, so I asked someone to send some things, but I refused to meet again.So rumors spread, and she became the laughing stock of Beijing.

I hid in the East Palace, guessing every day, but this time I refused, will she come next time?

I struggled and contradicted, I expected her to come, but also hoped that she would not come.

Finally, on the day of the court meeting, we met.

She seems to have come a long time ago, I don't know if she intercepted me here on purpose.Although it is cold, it can be seen that she is waiting in front of the main hall regardless of the cold and wind. My heart seems to be surrounded by something, it is warm, and I want to believe that she is waiting for me.

The girl from Cui's family troubled her again, she was not happy, and seeing my cold words again, she lost her temper.I feel lost, she really won't talk to me this time, right?
Involuntarily, I remembered that time when I enjoyed the evening with her in Leyouyuan, she recited the poem "The sunset is infinitely beautiful, but it is only near evening".

The wind blew, and the tulle on the sedan chair touched my face, and I felt heartache.

Obviously close at hand, but I dare not approach her again.

I have a deep inferiority complex in my heart, and I am afraid that getting close to her will not only bring her disaster, but also fear that one day she will despise me too.

I dare not imagine how she dislikes me, even though my father has told the world that she will be my wife!
While drinking, I watched her secretly, seeing her eating and drinking carelessly, I suddenly got a little angry.Later, she left and left the hall, I finally couldn't hold back, and followed her secretly.Enduring the pain, I approached her step by step. I tried my best to pretend that I was also out to get some fresh air. Seeing her thin body shivering in the cold wind, I finally couldn't help asking out words of concern.

I turned slightly sideways and blocked the wind with my cloak, she responded with a grotesque expression, I knew she was really angry.

I tried my best to keep my face sullen, but my hand stretched out and grabbed her shoulder unconsciously, asking her if she was angry.

She was very direct, her cheeks puffed up with anger, and then she started hitting me.

She didn't use much force, but I could see that she was very angry, as if I had insulted her personality. After venting for a while, she began to care about my condition.Then, I finally asked that sentence.

"Xiang'er, will you regret it? Gu may be disabled for the rest of his life, marry me, do you regret it?"

I looked at her nervously, afraid that she would say something. At this moment, I found that I loved her so deeply.

When did it start?
I don't have an answer, and I can't answer it myself.

Perhaps, the first meeting was already doomed, she left a deep imprint on my heart, I can't live without her.

She said I was a fool, I was so happy, but the last sentence "friend" disappointed me.I couldn't help hugging her, "Don't forget the riches and honors", I murmured, she reached out and hugged me, she said, she will never leave me, never will.

I laughed, this sentence is enough, even if I can only be a bosom friend in this life...

She also said that I was good-looking, with sword-shaped eyebrows and handsome face, and when her hand touched my face, I felt greedy.

perhaps……

As long as I work hard, she will like me too, right?

So, I had other thoughts. I hid my love for her in my heart, and put my confidant feelings on my face. Gradually, she let go of her thoughts on me.Finally, she was going to marry me. I hugged her to say goodbye to my father-in-law and mother-in-law. She was curled up in my arms like a cat, playing with my hair. I gradually realized that maybe she was just a little Slow, in fact, she likes me.

Knowing that she was gluttonous, I asked my companion to prepare some food and drink and hide it secretly. She was so beautiful by the candlelight.I thought she was beautiful before, but she is even more beautiful in her wedding dress.Our hair was tied together, and my heart gradually became more at ease, she was finally my wife.

I looked at her sideways silently, she fell asleep.She fell asleep as quiet as a baby, I couldn't help kissing her secretly, feeling her beauty, the feeling of happiness filled my heart.

Carefully holding her into my arms, I was so happy that I couldn't sleep all night, this is my wife, the woman who will spend the rest of my life with me.

only……

I would never have thought that this girl actually said that I like men, and I got angry.

My love for you is so obvious, but you don't see it!
My heart ached, I kissed her forcefully, and told her what was on my mind.

I like you, I have liked you since I was 11 years old, why don't you take my feelings seriously?Have you forgotten the promise I made to you on Qixi Festival that year to marry you?

I was angry, I felt hurt by her, I always thought she knew, but she still needs time to accept me.

That night, I suffered from insomnia.But when I turned around, I found that she was still asleep. At that moment, I didn't know whether I should cry or laugh?
Originally, her heartlessness was my favorite, but at this moment, I hate her heartlessness...

Maybe, she doesn't like me?

Disappointment hovered in my heart, and the next afternoon, I spent a day in the garden...

(End of this chapter)

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