Stir-fried Datang: The Strongest Daughter

Chapter 666 Chengqian's Heart (Fanwai [-])
In the evening, I was back to normal, and she was happy again when she saw that I was fine.

I unpacked the crabs for her, and seeing her eating deliciously, I suddenly felt that I was too greedy.She cured my leg, and she is willing to stay by my side, even if it's just a confidant, isn't that enough?

I shouldn't be so greedy.

Then, I talked about my liking for men.I laughed at her stupidity, but she told me nervously that she must not like men, and I asked her if she liked me too.Her panicked look made me greedy again, and she said she didn't hate me.

So I decided to dare to give it a try, and I kissed her again.

This time I didn't allow her to escape, she softened into water in my arms, she stretched out her arms around me, bursting with joy in my heart, I was finally sure that she liked me too.

Once determined, she will not be allowed to escape again.So, I started to tease her, always looking for opportunities to kiss her, the relationship gradually became closer, I could feel that she began to rely on me, on the street, she said domineeringly, all the things of the Li family belonged to her, I couldn't help but start teasing her again.

Looking at her red face, my heart seemed to be on fire, and I finally understood that the love between a man and a woman is so deep that I want to have it completely.

The days passed amidst such guesses, the side concubine had entered the palace, but I didn't even have the interest to take a look at it, my heart was small, and she filled it up by herself.She likes snacks, so I paid attention to the tributes from all walks of life. Lingnan sent coconut cakes, and I asked her to eat them together.

But alas, she said she had eaten, which made me very depressed.It was only later that I realized that the logistics of the place where she stayed before was so dazed, and things like this were just ordinary people's pastime.

Although I was a little disappointed, I slowly discovered that she would always stare at me and then lose consciousness, so I kissed her again.

There was something different about this kiss, she sensed it but didn't stop me.

That day, she finally became my wife for real. Her beauty drove me crazy, and I finally felt complete.

In the following days, I could hardly separate from her for a moment.

At this time, I thought of King Zhou, and those kings who loved beauty but not country.I thought, maybe it's best if I don't become a prince.

Xiang'er doesn't like this deep palace, she hates it very much, and when I have her, I also feel that being the prince is boring.Maybe I will become more and more inseparable from her, and then I will become an unqualified monarch, so, slowly, I also feel how annoying this glorious status is, and I just want to be a commoner couple with her.

Later, we had a fight, which was the only cold war in our life.It's unbelievable to think about it, but after all these years as a couple, we really only had this one misunderstanding.

I love her so much, I think she is more important than my life, I can't stand her having someone else in her heart.

We started a cold war, and then I gradually calmed down and felt that I was too much, so I tried to please her, this dead girl, her heart is very hard, she finally forgave me, so I dare not mess up again in the days to come jealous.Although I feel uncomfortable seeing her talking to Xiao Huangmen, it has nothing to do with trust, but simply thinking that she only has me in her eyes.

She was pregnant and I was finally grounded.My mother said that when a woman has a child, she will be determined to get up.Those anxieties seemed to disappear slowly, but just looking at her terribly big belly made me anxious again.

Many women die in childbirth, but will my girl die?I didn't dare to think about it, I started to lose sleep, and the closer the delivery day got, the more scared I became.

I don't dare to think about what happened to me and what I will do after losing her.

I think I'm going crazy.

After struggling, she gave birth to three children, but I didn't have time to be happy because she fell into a coma.

I don't know how I spent those two days, I just feel that every moment is so long.I looked at her in a coma, and I began to pray to the gods and Buddhas in the sky, even though I didn't believe in them before.

But at that moment, I really became pious, and I only hoped that the gods and Buddhas would not take her and return her to me.

She finally woke up.

I can't describe the mood at that moment, the feeling of being lost and regained, and the fear.Maybe I thought, I shouldn't get her pregnant again.

The kids were growing up and she was pregnant again...

Day after day, unknowingly arrived at the 23rd year of Zhenguan, I am amazed by the passage of time...

My father passed away, and I finally became the emperor, breaking the shackles of fate on me.I thought that as long as we fulfill our ideals, we will be able to live happily ever after.But I was wrong, fate never let me go.

But, this time in another way.

He took away my Xiang'er.

The pain was tormenting her, and I watched her lose weight day by day, and watched her life pass by my hands, and there was nothing I could do.

I hugged her and cried on the top of Xiaoqingshan, cursing the sky and myself.

What is the Nine-Five Lord?What is rich in the world? !

I'm such a wimp!
I can't even keep my own wife!What is the meaning of this emperor coming?
I hate, I hate, I hate!

I have never hated myself like this moment!

The tears were blown away by the wind, she left, and my heart died.

Every day after that, I feel like a walking dead.

Several times I thought I couldn't make it through, but her gentle words echoed in my ears again.

"Chengqian does not bear the fragrance of medicine, and the fragrance of medicine does not bear Chengqian."

"Look at the hard work of more than 30 years for me..."

I have to live, even if I am in pain.

Although she went to another world, I know that as long as I live, she will be happier.

Although the pain is so deep, as long as I think that I am keeping my promise to her, I will feel better.

I'm old, my eyes are starting to dim, and I have wind disease, the same disease as my father.My family has this disease, I think, maybe I can't get over it, this time God will take me away together.

I gave the seat of Zen to Xiang'er and drove him to Daming Palace.

Ganlu Hall is where I remember her and I don't want anyone to live here again.

I looked at her portrait and stroked the jade pendant she left behind. The night was lonely and long.

I can't shed tears anymore, and the sadness seems to be blown away with time, but I know that I will never be happy again.

That little girl with the double bun has taken my heart away.

Times have begun to change, and everything she has done has exploded with incredible force in the 39 years since she was gone.Lian'er went to America, and the children also looked for their own way out. They were proud of their mother, so they didn't want to be a prince who ate and waited to die.

Liu'er began to organize women and defended the rights and interests of women and children as a princess.Looking at the increasingly powerful Datang, and the more and more sensible sons and daughters...

Looking at my grandson and granddaughter who are growing up, I feel a little relieved.

This is the only place where I can still feel a little warmth in the world after she left.

Yuhe died, she walked peacefully.

Throughout her life, she was never able to leave the palace again.Originally, the fifteenth brother went to the fief, so she could follow.Although it was against the rules, everyone knew that the fifteenth prince was brought up by her.But she didn't leave, she didn't want to be gossiped about.

After Xiang'er left, she often came to talk with me, and I couldn't help feeling sad when I saw her silver hair.We are all old, and there are not many concubines left in my name. I have secretly manipulated them to leave the palace by feigning death.

They all left, but Yuhe didn't want to leave.This woman loves me, right?It's a pity that I can't repay her anything, I can only be a confidant.She would tell me about Xiang'er, and then the two of them drank wine and sat quietly in the dusk, thinking about her.

Whether it is for Yuhe or for me, she is very important and has changed our lives.

Now, Yuhe is also dead, and there is no one in the entire Tai Chi Palace who can share memories with me.

I am a father, and I cannot talk to my children.They're big, they're going to fly, I can't trap them.

Yuhe left, walking peacefully, she told me, take care of yourself, if there is a next life, she will want to be me and her sister.She also said that she was actually lucky in this life, she enjoyed all the prosperity in the world, and her sister was so miserable...

Then, she closed her eyes and left.

She is finally free...

I watched her coffin leave the Tai Chi Palace, and it seemed like a piece was missing from the bottom of my heart.It had nothing to do with love, it was just an old man who had witnessed too many life and death. Now, he sent away his wife, his father-in-law, and this last friend.

Yes, he is just a friend to Yuhe, a person who can recall his wife with him.

I am getting older and my face is full of wrinkles. I think of what she said, "When I am full of wrinkles, will you still like me?"

I will say, I like it, I like it very much, even if you have wrinkles and white hair, I still like it.

There are more and more memories, obviously such a broken body, but the people and things in the past are becoming clearer and clearer.I often go to the East Palace and sit in the Cheng'en Hall for a whole day.

I was born here, married her here, and there are so many good memories here.

Now that I'm old, too old to walk or eat, I think my battle is over.

39, a full 39 years.

How long the time is, and how deep the missing is.

Can I finally die?

I am lying on the bed in Cheng'en Palace, I was born here, experienced the happiest time of my life here, and finally, I want to die here.

I looked at the children in front of the bed, they are all old, but Lian'er is not here...

She is the Queen of America, and she can't come back...

Looking at my great-grandson and great-granddaughter again, I thought, how good it would be for Xianger to take a look at them...

It was getting dark in front of my eyes, and my life flashed before my eyes like a revolving lantern. I stretched out my hand and saw that she was wearing a double bun with a peach blossom in her hand, and asked me with a smile: "Brother Prince, why haven't you come yet?" ? Xiang'er misses you so much..."

Tears are dripping down the corners of my eyes, it can finally be over!

The cries of children rang in my ears, and I slowly closed my eyes.

In his life, Li Chengqian was worthy of the heaven and the earth, and the subjects of the world, and the only one who was ashamed was his wife.

If there is an afterlife, Xiang'er, I just want to be an ordinary couple with you.

A smile appeared on my face, I was relieved, Xiang'er, I came to look for you...

(End of this chapter)