I'm Mrs.

Chapter 107 Gram

Grandma didn't understand why I suddenly said this, but she didn't ask any more questions, and happily took Xiao Liu and me by the hand and went into the house for dinner.

The second uncle came back very late that night, and his face was not very good when he entered the house. Grandma served him a hot meal while asking casually, "Why, I didn't find it?"

The second uncle didn't seem to have much appetite, he ate two mouthfuls and nodded, "Well, his door is locked, and the number given to me is also disconnected."

Grandma let out a long sigh, "Forget it, it's bad if you leave, don't add up, there is a saying that it is a blessing not a disaster, and a disaster cannot be avoided."

The second uncle was a little depressed, "Mom, I don't understand, Mr. Shen and the others have been back for so many days, if he checks out something bad and doesn't come back, then forget it, but why can't Xiao Sheng be contacted? I know what Mr. Shen's situation is now, otherwise I don't know what's going on in my heart."

"Didn't I tell you and Mingyue a few days ago? If I leave, there will be no good results. Don't go to that Xiaosheng anymore, let alone think about who can come to our house to talk about it. Even if someone comes, just remember it for me, if you don't admit it, we never saved that Shen Mingyuan, whether he is good or bad has nothing to do with us, that's fine..."

"Mom, how can it be okay!"

The second uncle was a little anxious, "Then Mr. Shen is so kind. Even if he goes back to check up, he won't stop contacting us. He must be very clear that our family misses him too."

Grandma's face turned cold, "What's the use of being nice? You know what his family is like. Let me tell you this. He walked out of our house. If something happens, No one will read our family’s good, but only think that his bad is caused by our family. You have to understand the seriousness of this, and remember it in the future. It’s best if no one comes. If someone asks for an explanation, Then our family never saved Xiao Shen, did you hear me!"

The second uncle wanted to say something more, but Mingyue who came in with the quilt had already understood everything grandma said, "Ruowen, don't you understand what mom said? Our family has already been passive in this matter. If that Mr. Shen is good Well, maybe if he goes to talk about it, then their family will believe that our family helped save him, but if he is not good, then our family will be in trouble. If you want me to say, it has been so many days , I don't know what to do in my heart, I'd better listen to my mother and let this matter rot in my stomach."

"Isn't there still Xiao Lu, isn't Xiao Lu always seeing clearly?"

That Mingyue frowned and spread the bedding for me and Xiaoliu on the kang, "What's the use of him? To put it bluntly, isn't he just a kid older than Baosi and Liuzi? Who would listen to a child? There are so many people in the city, maybe his family will think that we are bewitching their children, they are talking based on the facts, as long as Mr. Shen is not good, then our family has a hundred mouths and can't tell clearly."

The second uncle shook his head, "I really don't understand, Mr. Shen just went to the city to check his body, why didn't he believe him, I'm a doctor, no matter it's good or bad, I always hope to get to know him better In this situation, what is it to be so silent..."

Then, the second uncle noticed me, "What's the matter, is Sibao okay?"

Mingyue nodded, "It's okay. Didn't your fever subside when you left in the morning? I was thinking that since Mr. Shen and the others won't come back, let Bao and Xiaoliu move back, otherwise Xiaoliu will have to watch the TV. I know it’s useless to watch those things every day, and I feel like my hand hurts from beating him!"

As soon as Xiao Liu heard what Mingyue said, he immediately said with a playful smile, "Mom, then don't hit me next time, your hands hurt so much."

That bright moon glanced, "It doesn't hurt if I kick your feet! Try to compete with me again!"

I sat by the side without saying a word, and I am no longer surprised by Xiao Liu's behavior of chasing his son to seek abuse.

It's just that after listening to the words of the second uncle and grandma, I feel depressed. I know that the second uncle went to the county to look for Uncle Sheng, but he couldn't find it. I slept for so many days and Lu Xingyue didn't come back. It's the same, I don't want to forget them, and I can't act like my grandma said that I just didn't save Uncle Shen, but this feeling is very contradictory.

To be honest, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that as grandma said, as soon as Uncle Shen leaves my house, his health will become serious, so whether Uncle Sheng comes back or Lu Xingyue comes back, I think I will question my grandma and second uncle more or less.

Even if I explain to them that it is the relationship between Run Xiaowu and the relationship that Uncle Shen cannot leave, will they believe it, probably not, in the face of the facts, I think the normal pattern of adults is to shift the responsibility to others of.

And this other person, like what grandma said, will be us. Our family is not clean, so we have to not admit it. It seems that the best solution for now is not to admit it. Although, I It feels like there is such a trace of self-preservation and helplessness in it.

I really feel helpless, it is obviously very simple, and how things that have been developing in a good direction all the way suddenly turned so complicated, I can't explain, but after all the emotions in my heart accumulate, what I want the most is, It's still Lu Xingyue, I want to see him, I want him to come back.

Regardless of whether Uncle Shen is good or not, whether he believes me or not, I want to make it clear to him. Also, even if he is leaving, I want to say goodbye. No, he just disappeared.

The second uncle also kept his mind heavy and didn't talk much. He just looked at me emphatically after eating, and then looked at grandma, "By the way, Mom, I have something to tell you."

Grandma was in a low mood all the time, she cleaned up the leftovers on the dining table and said, "What's the matter?"

"It's what Sibao will do in the future, I think, she is still young, don't you..."

"Second uncle!"

I interrupted the second uncle's words with a slap, and looked at him seriously, "I want to be a husband!"

The second uncle looked at me in a daze, "Didn't you say..."

"I just want to be Mr.!"

I emphasized that although I thought that my second uncle must be dizzy by being so duplicitous, I didn't do it on purpose, "I used to be afraid of not doing well, but now I am not afraid, I will seriously learn from my uncle!! "

After finishing speaking, I added another sentence, "Second Uncle, I'm telling the truth, I'm not lying to you."

The second uncle looked at me with some doubts, "Sibao, did someone tell you something?"

Grandma didn't understand, "What's wrong, what do you want to tell me?"

I looked at my second uncle and shook his head, "No one said anything to me, I wanted to be a Mr. Big myself, if you don't believe me, ask Xiao Liu!"

After Xiao Liu was called by me, he looked at the second uncle in a daze and nodded, "Yes, the fourth sister said that she wanted to be a gentleman, someone who would save people, and she even brought me to save people together. We will be heroes together in the future." !"

Seeing this, the second uncle could only nod his head, glanced at grandma and opened his mouth softly, "It's okay, I was afraid that Sibao didn't want to take over your class to be a teacher or something, but now that she likes it, she can do it if she likes it. I won't say much more."

That Mingyue looked at his son and chuckled, "You, bear."

Xiao Liu didn't hesitate, "Who said I'm a bear! My fourth sister said today that I helped her, if you don't believe me, you can ask her!"

This became more and more chaotic. I didn't want my grandma to know about that Beixianer. I was afraid that my grandma would be worried, so I hurriedly opened my mouth and said, "Second aunt, Xiao Liu is smart. If I can be a teacher in the future, then Xiao Liu Will definitely help me!"

The grandma smiled at the lively scene, glanced at the second uncle and said, "I understand what you mean, don't worry, I also asked the child what she thinks before making plans for her. Our Xue family, we always have it in our bones. Bloodline, the Four Treasures will definitely not let our family down..."

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At night, I lay on the kang, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, thoughts flooding out of my mind in a mess, holding back for a long time, I simply hugged the pillow and fell to the ground.

Opening the door of grandpa's room, I groped and started to climb up the kang. Grandma was fast asleep. When I turned over and saw that I was crawling into her bed, I was stunned, "Sibao?"

I didn't say a word, I stuck my head against Grandma's body, and then I put my arms around her before I closed my eyes, "Grandma, I want to sleep with you..."

Grandma smiled, and patted me on the back lightly, "Are you afraid of having a nightmare?"

I responded, "I'm afraid you will die."

The warm breath from my grandma brushed across my forehead, "Silly boy, everyone will die, and grandma can't be with you forever."

"I don't want you to die."

I hugged her tightly and buried my head in her shoulder blades, "If you die, I will die too."

"Bullshit."

Grandma let out a deep breath, "Grandma will go to see your grandma one day, and then she will be with your grandma, Sibao, remember, no matter where grandma is, she is in Whether you are above or below, they will always be with you in your heart, and grandma will never leave you, you know."

I shook my head, I didn't want to say anything, I just hugged her tightly, "You can't die, I don't agree with you to enjoy the blessings, you can't die, otherwise I will get angry, and I won't obey."

Grandma smiled helplessly, "Okay, grandma listens to Sibao, go to sleep...sleep..."

I actually couldn't sleep, although I knew that what the stele fairy said was lying to me, but I was still afraid that something would happen to my grandma, this feeling made me uneasy just like the sudden departure of Uncle Shen and the others.

And in comparison, I am more worried about my grandma. I am afraid that something will happen to my grandma, so what should I do, let alone whether something will happen to my grandma, just the thought of it is enough to make me tremble.

Maybe it's because there are too many miscellaneous things in my mind, and I started dreaming when I fell asleep in a daze. This time, what I dreamed was that Lu Xingyue came back. I saw him driving from the entrance of the village in that tall car. I came in, but looking at my face, it was still as ugly as before. I asked him why it took him so long to come back.

He said he hated me and my family because my second uncle and grandma didn't take care of Uncle Shen's illness.

I was also very angry, and opened my mouth and replied, who told you to leave as soon as you said, can't you wait until my grandma and I return from the grave? !

He said that this has nothing to do with you going to the grave, you didn't cure my uncle at all, liar, your whole family is a liar!
I was very angry, and I kept yelling at him before I woke up from the dream, you are a liar, you are a big liar who doesn't mean anything!
Until I opened my eyes, I was very clear that I was dreaming, but I wanted to control myself in the dream to explain to him, but in the end, it just turned into a meaningless shout.

My heart is still full of uneasiness, I am very afraid that my dream will be reflected in reality, if one day, Lu Xingyue comes back, but with the appearance in the dream, what should I do?
For several days in a row, I became my grandma's follower with a heavy heart. Except that I had to sleep with my grandma at night, as long as I left school, I would definitely follow her every step of the way. It made my grandma feel a little uncomfortable. : "Sibao, why don't you play anymore?"

I shook my head and didn't answer. If grandma took the medicine, I would stare closely. I was afraid that grandma would vomit blood if she turned her head. On the day I mentioned, my heart was only temporarily relieved.

Occasionally, when school is over, I still hang around the small shop of Mingyue for a while. As time goes by and grandma doesn’t let me mention it, it seems that Uncle Shen’s matter has really been forgotten, but I know, Uncle Shen will not be forgotten, but everyone in the family is afraid that something will happen to Uncle Shen, and that someone will come and cause trouble.

I will still wait, with the uneasy waiting in my heart, I think, even if Uncle Shen really gets seriously ill after going to the city, even if Lu Xingyue's family will be angry with us, and will put the blame on us On the head, Lu Xingyue shouldn't be like in my dream, the dream should be reversed, right?

Lu Xingyue said that I have a privilege with him. I can call him by my name, and he will bear with me. Even if he gets angry for no reason, he should come back and speak clearly, no It's completely out of his character and style to leave without making a sound.

For a long time, I felt conflicted in my heart. I wanted Lu Xingyue, but I was afraid of hearing bad news. Even though my state was tangled, I would still involuntarily walk to the entrance of the village to have a look.

It's a pity that there is really too much rain in this summer. In the heavy rain after another, my mood is also drenched in contradiction and complexity.

Xiao Liu sometimes waits with me, his thoughts are obviously simple and pure, he just likes Lu Xingyue, and, thinking about the four-wheel drive car he wants Lu Xingyue to buy, he asked me that he can secretly give it to Lu Xingyue Call, so we can find him.

But I can only tell him one unfortunate news, that is, the note Lu Xingyue left me was already reimbursed in the muddy water when I ran towards Grandpa Chen. Those pinyin, those numbers, just like Lu Xingyue, even The shadows are gone.

Until the summer vacation, I didn't rush to my uncle's place like before. I either walked around my grandma or around the village entrance, waiting and waiting. I didn't wait for Lu Xingyue to come, but I waited for my elder brother to come back.

That's right, it's my family tree brother, he was surrounded as a hero.

Just at the end of August, just when I thought this would be the summer I hated the most and had the deepest impression, he came back. Instead of going directly to the village, he went to the county to make a report, which was published in the newspaper, and then The village head organized the villagers to beat gongs and drums to greet the eldest brother.

I just followed behind the crowd, watching my eldest brother walking towards the village with a smile in his casual clothes, and my aunt followed him, talking non-stop along the way, "Second-class work! You know! Our family His family tree is a second-class merit!!"

But when I looked at the smiling face of my eldest brother, I couldn't laugh anyhow, because half of his left arm was gone, and the half of the cuff tied together hurt my eyes in just a moment.

The village head organized everyone to applaud, holding a loudspeaker and talking non-stop, "In this flood relief, Xue Jiashu not only won honor for our village, but also the hero of our entire nation. Every young person in our village , we must learn from him, look! We have only heard of third-class merit, who has seen second-class merit! Only those who have made outstanding contributions to the country and the people are eligible to receive this military medal!!"

Sanpang's mother chewed her tongue in a low voice in front of me, "What's the use of this thing? Look at the family tree, it's so fucking fun. This son has been put in it, and he will be disabled in the future. He lacks an arm and even his wife It's hard to find."

"No."

The woman next to her nodded, "No matter how great an honor is, it can't be worth a good body. This tree can only be a cat at home in the future. Fortunately, half of the left arm is missing. If the right arm is gone, it will be even worse. convenient."

"The left and right arms are missing, so don't say anything, the family tree is a little bit back, whoever told him to hit the flood that has never happened in a century, even if he loses an arm, he will get back a military medal. Is it enough to eat or can be used as money..."

I didn't say a word, I walked back to Mingyue's small store in a dull manner, touched the bag, and came out. I sneaked back behind the two old women, stretched out my hand to wipe it, and threw it on the two of them. The feet flashed directly.

After the ringing, the two old women jumped up in fright, "Hey! Whose unlucky child is so hurt! Playing with firecrackers won't stay away!!"

I stared at the two of them from a distance, and thought to myself, if I say what I don't like to hear, I will throw it on the two of you!
Wave after wave of people went to Brother Jiashu’s home to offer condolences. First, the head of our village took the brigade secretary and women’s director to go, and after they left, there were also small team leaders and village backbones. It was hard work. I expected them to leave as well, and all those from the next village rushed over.

I wondered why these people can’t come together, why can’t they send a representative to work together when they clearly say the same thing every time, I looked at my elder brother sitting on the kang in the house and couldn’t sit comfortably. I was all angry, and I was always squeezed in the back. Many times I entered the house and was pushed out by these adults. This anger made me feel sick. I just wanted to say something to my elder brother. Why is it so difficult? .

From noon to afternoon, I had time to come in from outside the house, hugging the door frame and looking at the elder brother who was sitting on the kang and drinking water with a sigh of relief. Just as I was about to speak, the elder brother saw me, and his eyes brightened, "Sibao ? Come in!"

I haven't seen you for more than a year, and when I saw my eldest brother again, I felt a little shy, and walked up to him, "Brother."

He looked at me with a smile, very cordial and excited, "Ah, I've grown so much taller, Xiao Liu, didn't he come with you!!"

I shook my head, "Grandma said, there must be many leaders in the village coming to see you today, so let us not disturb you and come together tomorrow, but I missed you, so I followed them over."

"Brother misses you too!"

As he said, he stretched out his arms to take his bag. I saw that it was inconvenient for him to carry it for him, but he didn't move it after a while. My elder brother looked at me and couldn't help laughing, "Sibao, you Much more sensible than before!"

I didn't say a word, and when I looked closely, my eldest brother was really darker and thinner. He was really different from the frail man with a drawing board on his back in my previous impression.

He put the luggage bag on the kang with one hand, then unzipped the zipper with the other hand, took out a large bag of sugar and handed it to me, "I brought this back for you and Xiaoliu, don't keep it for yourself." , now that I'm an older sister, I want to eat with my younger brother, you know?"

I didn't answer and watched him shake his head, "I don't want it, you eat it."

The eldest brother was stunned, "What's the matter, I don't like candy anymore, I remember, you used to like candy the most."

I looked at his arm, but my eyes were a little red, "Your arm is gone..."

The eldest brother looked at me in a daze, then raised the corner of his mouth again, and touched my head with his hand, "It's okay, isn't there another one, I won't delay my drawing..."

I sucked my nose hard, and looked at the sleeves tied together by my elder brother, "But, there is still one missing..."

The eldest brother looked at me seriously and shook his head, "Big brother knows that you love me, but it's okay, I won't delay anything, you know, in this flood fighting and rescue, several of my comrades-in-arms died, you know sacrifice Does it mean that there are no people, and the elder brother is very lucky compared to them, and I feel very honored because I have helped others, don't you think so?"

I nodded and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, "Well, you are a hero, and Xiao Liu and I both want to be heroes."

The eldest brother let out a soft breath, "Sibao, the family members wanted you to cry before, but I think, don't cry, we have to think about everything, the eldest brother just lost half of his arm, but the eldest brother You can still draw, run and dance, right? Come on, take the candy and go back to eat with Xiao Liu."

I took the big bag of sugar, "Too much."

"Not many, the previous Four Treasures are not too many!"

The eldest brother took out things from the bag one by one, "There is still some for grandma, I don't need you to carry it, it is too heavy, I will give it to her when grandma comes over tomorrow."

I was speechless, looking at my elder brother who wanted to say a lot, but didn't know what I could say, just looking at his missing half arm made me feel uncomfortable, and I felt that the tied sleeves were particularly obtrusive.

"Yo! Bao Si is here too!"

My aunt looked at me after seeing off the guests and opened her mouth, "Hurry up and go home, let your elder brother rest more!"

"Mom, I'm fine, let Sibao play here for a while."

The eldest aunt frowned, "You've been tired all day, Baosi, come back tomorrow..."

I responded, and went out with the big bag of sugar. It felt too much to walk to the gate of the courtyard. Come out, "Family tree, it's not that mom said you, why are you so close to that Baosi all the time, why did you give her so much sugar, I don't know how to save some for your younger siblings at your grandma's house You don't know how far it is!"

"Buy it again, I can't buy candy anywhere..."

"Hiss! Is that a sugar thing! How many times have I told you, stay away from that child! You don't know that she is a funeral star, whoever gets close to her is unlucky!!"

"Mom! What are you talking about? Sibao is just a child, so why is he out of luck? It's all right, don't bother me, I want to lie down by myself for a while."

"You still don't believe me! See if there is a good person in your grandma's family! Your grandfather, that leg was broken around her birth, and then your second aunt and your second aunt's child are gone. Your second uncle still I have some kind of convulsion, you are too milky..."

"My grandma passed away at the end of her life when she was too old. Why don't you rely on a child for everything!"

"Are you stubborn with me? Look at your grandma's current physique. She said that she has a bad stomach. That thin one, let me tell you, maybe your arm is caused by this child. The most vicious thing here is her father." Mom, leave her here, hey, I will kill the people around me, whoever treats her well will kill him! You can give me a longer memory, and stay as far away from her as possible!"

"You're never finished! My arm is for flood fighting and emergency rescue! What does it have to do with the Four Treasures! If you say this again, I'm in a hurry with you!!"

(End of this chapter)