I'm Mrs.

Chapter 454
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Late, eleven o'clock sharp, midnight.

I went back to the bedroom and took a look at the sleeping child, then went downstairs to the living room, Shen Mingya was already sitting on the sofa waiting for me, "Can we start?"

"can."

I signaled her to sit cross-legged in the front hall, with my back facing the open door, and I sat on the futon opposite her, facing the door, and I could tell at a glance that the sight of the open courtyard door was just right, and the security guard and I have arranged for Uncle Xu to go to rest in advance. This kind of thing must be done without being disturbed by strangers.

"Can I see him?"

I lowered my head and prepared the things at hand, stainless steel empty water basin, ghost paper, rice, incense candles, red thread, red cloth...

"Not necessarily, it depends on whether he wants you to see it or not."

I replied in a regular manner, sometimes I just don’t want you to see you, there’s nothing I can do, the dead are the worst, our yangcha is only responsible for communication, what we can do, we try our best, but we can’t force people to do things they don’t like, People don't make mistakes, if you play hard, you are just showing off your power indiscriminately, and dirty things will be complained to the bottom, and there are rules in every line of work.

Shen Mingya was a little disappointed after hearing what I said, but in the next second, her face raised expectations, "Bao Si, you must let him appear, otherwise, I'm afraid I won't be able to find him even if I go down, then it's true." , completely missed..."

I nodded, feeling helpless in my heart, "Try your best."

"Where's the ring?"

Stretching out her hand, Shen Mingya handed Lu Zhixin's gold ring to me. It seemed that Shen Mingya had come prepared. When she came back this time, it was one thing to show me the child. The rest, she just wanted to ask me Help me to find Lu Zhixin, otherwise she wouldn't have prepared all these things, except for Lu Zhixin's ring photo, let's just say ghost paper, if she didn't bring it, who would have nothing to spare at home for this kind of thing.

I carefully wound a thin red thread around Lu Zhixin's wedding ring back then, and then put the ring into a porcelain bowl filled with water in front of Shen Mingya. As for the remaining end of the red thread, I tied it to my left hand. middle finger.

After I was done, I took out a photo of Lu Zhixin, and I had already written his birth date on the back. After confirming that there was no problem, I prepared the paper and took a look at Shen Mingya, "Are you ready?"

Shen Mingya couldn't wait a long time ago, and nodded repeatedly after hearing the sound, "Okay, I'm not afraid."

I nodded, took out the remote control to dim the lights in the front hall, set up candles, one was enough, took the red cloth, and made Shen Mingya lean forward slightly, facing the water-filled square. Soak the bowl of Lu Zhixin's ring, and then cover her head with a red cloth, "You can only read it after I tear it apart, remember?"

"Ah."

'Clap' sound.

The dim lights in the front hall were completely dimmed by me, and the surroundings were instantly pitch black, and the lights in the yard were also turned off early. The only place where there is fire now is the small area of ​​Shen Mingya and me, orange and faint Shen Mingya, who is covered with a red cloth in front of me, is faintly illuminated by the candlelight from the candle. To be honest, in this situation, whoever is dumbfounded will be afraid!
It was very quiet, I seemed to be able to only hear my own breathing, took a deep breath, I picked up three incense sticks and lit them and inserted them into the small incense burner. After the smoke rose, I held my breath slightly, lit the ghost paper in the basin, and pressed the photo on top , The paper money will be sent first, and the photo will be sent to the person!

After everything was burnt, my face was very hot under the light of the fire. I bit my right middle finger and wiped it on the red thread tied with my left hand. Drops of water pop up in all directions, "Drop water in all directions, the sky and the earth are vast, point to the rice to explore the road, and find old friends!!"

Yu Luo, grabbed a handful of rice and threw it at Shen Mingya's back, I closed my eyes while the rice grains were jumping, "Explore!!!"

'crack~~~~'

The quiet air made the sound of the rice jumping extremely obvious. I held my breath and closed my eyes. There seemed to be white snowflakes falling in front of me in the darkness. This is the rice that pointed the way.

The snowflakes fell in front of my eyes and became bigger and bigger. After landing, a white road was formed directly, like snow, but I got up and stepped forward on the white road. There was a gloomy air beside me. I didn’t look left or right, just followed this road I was walking all the time, and when I was walking, I was a little out of breath, and then I was a little anxious, with shadows in front of my eyes, I stomped my feet vigorously, "Still hiding!!!"

There is a shadow in front of me who is still walking away in a hurry, I am anxious, "My family has a request, even if there is no fate, I still want to see you!!"

After I finished speaking, I shook my left hand. The other end of the red line was the ring tied with Lu Zhixin, but what I threw out at this moment was a glowing golden rope loop. The black shadow was imprisoned by the golden rope and couldn't move!
The middle finger hooked back slightly, and the black shadow quickly backed up in front of me as if being bound by me, "Lu Zhixin! Shen Mingya wants to see you!!"

The following must be concise and to the point, this is the rule, as long as the incense burns, I will go back and forth as long as it takes, and I must not talk about homework, I don’t have that effort!

"not see……"

He turned his back to me, his voice was cold, and his figure could vaguely tell that he was very tall, with a hint of Lu Pei.

"You know everything that happened to her! Now I just want to see you!"

"not see……"

He still repeated, his voice was very cold, "I let her live, but I won't see her..."

You let her live?

Looking at the human-shaped figure in front of me, I finally solved the confusion in my heart all the time. No wonder Shen Mingya was sick and still able to hold on. He was the one who helped!
"Why? Why help her?"

"I still... don't want to see... the day when I completely set out on the road, that's when her soul returns..."

There was a trace of bitterness in his voice, "Negative debt."

I suddenly understood, "Life and death will never be seen, right?"

He didn't respond, just stood there, stiffly in a posture bound by me, the air was cold, but a little humid, I took a deep breath, looked back, and vaguely saw a woman Perseveringly covered with a red cloth and waited to open my eyes, the fire flickered, reminding me to go back......

Taking a deep breath, I can definitely pull him up abruptly, but what's the point.

"She's waiting for you, even if you leave her a message."

I muttered something, and with a wave of my middle finger, the noose loosened on him immediately, and the snow under my feet began to recede. I turned around and walked away stepping on these snowflakes, "Don't forget, you are a husband and wife."

I still don't want to judge whether it's right or wrong, and I won't ask Lu Zhixin if you still love Xue Ruojun. There are some things, so what if you know the answer, you can't go back, and you can't change it.

My profession is to serve the dead and share the worries of the living, nothing more.

Walking quickly along the way, when he saw the white light, he stepped in, his body trembled, and then he opened his eyes, the incense was half burned, and the candle flame was still flickering slightly in the dark night.

"Is he here..."

Shen Mingya kept that posture and asked me in a trembling voice, I wanted to say that he wasn't coming, so I raised my eyes, but behind Shen Mingya saw a black figure with its back turned to me, and my eyes wet.I saw the black figure raised his hand with his back to me, gestured a few times in the air, then lifted his foot and walked towards the door.

"Is he here... Baosi, is he here..."

Shen Mingya is a chronically ill person, so she is more sensitive than ordinary people, and she asked questions anxiously.

I took a deep breath, "I talked to you."

Gritting his teeth, he lifted his left hand out, placed Lu Zhixin's ring directly into the bowl of rice, stirred it with his hands, and buckled the rice bowl against the ground. After the rice came out, he removed the bowl, "Leave the words on the rice!!"

Yu Luo, pulled off the red cloth from Shen Mingya's head and put it on the rice, she was visibly shocked, "What did you say? I didn't hear it!"

I looked at the rice covered by the red cloth, let out a long breath, blew out the candles, took the remote control to light up the lamp in the front hall, and when it was bright, I motioned for her to lift the red cloth, "The words left, you See for yourself."

Shen Mingya looked at the red cloth with some puzzlement. I poured the rice, and she could see the process of covering the cloth clearly. She obviously didn't understand what words there would be. She glanced at me suspiciously and then squeezed the red cloth with trembling hands. The corner of the cloth was raised slowly, "This..."

"This this……"

With trembling lips, she looked at the plump rice grains under the red cloth, "This is..."

She didn't say a word, and suddenly, she burst into tears!

I sighed slightly in my heart, and looked at the rice on the floor tiles, which should have been scattered everywhere after being pulled out, but at this time, they were arranged in a very orderly manner, showing three words that were clear at a glance...

Sorry.

Shen Mingya burst into tears, crying like a child without caring, lying on the ground, facing the three rice characters with mixed feelings, "Zhixin...zhixin..."

I don't know what to say, comfort, maybe it's not necessary.

Each of them has mistakes, and they all have the most selfish part of human nature. If you want to say, Shen Mingya didn't know that Lu Zhixin had sleeping pills in his room.

Why did Lu Zhixin get together with Xue Ruojun when he was married and already had a family?
As for Xue Ruojun, let alone her.

It's just for a lover, but it turned into what it is today, I have nothing to say, I only hope that after Shen Mingya cries, she can really let go and stop being obsessed.

I got up, and I gave her room to go to the kitchen. After calculating Lu Zhixin's horoscope, I grabbed the rice and threw it into the bowl. I wanted to see when Lu Zhixin was officially on the road. The rice jumped in the bowl, and in the end there were only three With a grain at the bottom, I knew clearly, "Three years..."

Shen Mingya can live for at least another three years, but I can't say that.

(End of this chapter)