I'm Mrs.

Chapter 57 Tears
"Four Treasures! Four Treasures!!!"

My excitement frightened the people in the room, and my grandma pulled me tightly, "Hold her down! Help me hold her down!!!!"

"Bao Si! Bao Si!!!"

That Mingyue strode over and grabbed my arm tightly, "It's okay, it's okay, your grandma is going to heaven!!"

I couldn't hear anything in my ears. I watched grandma being pushed into the stove by the backing board. The flames jumped up, and the lid of the square mouth was closed at that time. I broke down and struggled desperately. Position, "Grandma!! Don't burn my grandma! Let her out!! Let her out!! Grandma!!!!"

"Baosi! Baosi!! Take her out! Take her out!!!"

I kept rolling, lying on the ground and desperately crawling towards the stove, suddenly I couldn’t see anything clearly, my mind was buzzing, I couldn’t see anything, I wiped my face vigorously, It just feels hot and humid.

The strength of that man was astonishing, he was about to go out when he picked me up, I beat him hard, "You let my grandma out! You let me out!!!!"

That Mingyue stared blankly at me, "Mom...Bao Si, Bao Si is crying..."

"You release my grandma!!! You release my grandma!!!!"

My voice became hoarse when I shouted, and my eyes were foggy and I couldn't see anything clearly, until I was exhausted, my eyes went dark, and I didn't know anything.

It seemed like a long, long dream. I was walking on a dry and uninhabited road, the sun was shining brightly but I could not see clearly. Except for the dry and cracked land under my feet, I was the only one left.

I was very tired and thirsty. I felt like I had been walking for a long time, but I couldn't get out, until I saw a figure in the distance, and I ran over quickly, "Do you know where this is?"

The man squatted on the ground with his back to me, and covered his body with a big robe. He didn't raise his head when he heard my voice, and he didn't answer.

I ran to the opposite side of him a little anxiously, and then I saw that he was holding a ladle in his hand, and there was a puddle the size of a washbasin at his feet. He carefully scooped out half a ladle of water from the pit, and then Standing up slowly with a downcast face, I instinctively licked my dry lips with my tongue. I really wanted to drink the clear and attractive water in the pit, but I held it with both hands, but it was full of loess.

What's the situation? !

I turned to look at him, "Where the hell is this!!"

He still didn't speak, took a few steps forward, and pointed to his feet. I looked up and couldn't help being surprised. There was a small green seedling on the dry and cracked land. Can grass grow on this dry land?
"This is your heart."

He finally opened his mouth, the water in the ladle slowly irrigated the young seedlings, the water droplets jumped on the leaves, my throat was sweet for a moment, and suddenly I was no longer thirsty, my head was clear and my eyes were clear, as if the water had not been poured on the seedlings , but drank into the mouth.

I heard her voice and got up stupidly, "Grandma..."

She stretched out her hand and tore off the huge hat on the robe, turned her face and looked at me with a kind smile, "Huigen has water to pour."

I looked at the extremely familiar eyebrows, eyes and nose, but felt sore, "Grandma, does it hurt when they burn you..."

Grandma walked up to me with a smile, "Grandma doesn't hurt. Grandma feels distressed when she sees Sibao sad. Grandma will stay here to enjoy the blessings. Sibao, you must not let grandma worry." .”

I grabbed her hand and shrugged my mouth and shook my head, "Grandma, I don't want you to be happy, can you go home with me, I don't want to sleep alone, I don't want you to die, I..."

"Silly boy."

Grandma shook her head and interrupted me, "Grandma will always be with you in your heart, you have to be obedient and don't worry Grandma."

I nodded desperately, "I will be good, I will be very obedient, but I don't want you here, you come home with me, I beg you, don't leave me, don't leave me..."

Grandma sighed softly, "Grandma is getting old and needs to rest, good boy, go back, don't let your grandma worry, be a good and obedient child."

The grandma in front of me started to feel weak, I tried to grasp her hand in vain, but gradually I could only see my clenched fist, and the sound of tick-tock rang in my ears. Xiao Miao knelt down on both knees, "Grandma!!!"

Open your eyes.

My second uncle, grandma, and Mingyue sat around me, "Wake up, wake up, I should be fine when I wake up."

I looked at their worried or happy faces, and slowly glanced around, and finally fell on grandma's face, "Grandma... so angry."

Grandma's eyes were bloodshot, she held my hand tightly and sniffed, "Sibao, it's grandma's fault, grandma shouldn't have brought you in, shouldn't have brought you in."

I propped my arms up and stood up, with liquid dripping from my eyes, "Grandma, I will be very obedient and obedient, please, don't make me cry anymore, I don't want to cry, I really don't want to cry."

Grandma immediately hugged me, "It's grandma's fault, it's grandma's fault, grandma will never let you cry again, never let you cry again!"

The second uncle's eyes were also red, and he hugged me and grandma, "Don't cry, we won't cry in the future, we will be happy as a family, and no one will cry."

I really don't want to cry, as long as I think of the scene of my grandma being pushed into the stove, I will tremble. That feeling is very frightening and powerless.

My mind that has been chaotic seems to be sober. I will not question my grandma why I sent my grandma to the crematorium, nor will I ask questions that I couldn't figure out before. It seems very clear. What I have heard and experienced will be Filtering in my mind, I can even see my grandma's head falling down once. I think, it's not my eyesight, but some kind of premonition reminding me that my grandma is about to leave me.

I know what my grandma is doing is right, but I didn't understand it before, but now that I understand it, I feel extremely depressed in my heart.

Grandma is not asleep, she is dead, gone, gone to a place that I can't reach in my life.

After I stopped crying that day, I didn’t want to talk anymore. I sat on the kang and held the wooden box that my grandma left for me. The box was a treasure that my grandma left for me. A letter from a person, and a handwritten certificate. I treat them like grandma and hold them tightly, but they can't make a sound, and they can't say, Sibao, you are my lifeblood.

The person who regarded me as my lifeblood just left when I knew what she meant to me.

Tears are such a complicated liquid, since joy can cry, happiness can cry, joy can cry, and emotion can cry... Then why, let my first cry be so cruel and desperate.

(End of this chapter)