Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 184

Looking at herself in the mirror, Mo Xuan lost her mind for a moment.Time flies so fast, in a blink of an eye, five years have passed.In this life, how many five years are there?

After supper, Mo Xuan looked at the time and decided not to go back. She lay down beside Ji Yan's bed, "Hey, Ji Yan, the underworld is dangerous, right?" The voice is low.

Ji Yan looked at her appearance, his heart tightened for no reason, but he still stretched out his hand, and gently patted her head, "En. So, thank you."

"I will look for you when I have nowhere to go, but if you don't look for me, I seem to be much more selfish." She murmured.In the dim light, the expression on her face could not be seen clearly.Ji Yan's hand slowly moved down, caressing her cheek, "You..." The sigh-like voice was full of pampering and tenderness, with a sense of helplessness and emotion.

One night, Mo Xuan never fell asleep again.But he couldn't calm down anymore.After Ji Yan fell asleep, she got up, sat by the window sill, looked at the scenery outside the window, her mind was extremely chaotic.It seems that someone kept saying to me in my ear that Gu Xicheng only underwent the operation for you.The success rate of the operation is only 15.00%.Gu Xicheng doesn't want to walk in front of you.Sentence by sentence, repeated over and over again.

At dawn, when Ji Yan woke up, what came into view was her dazed side face, sitting quietly by the window, her eyes staring out of the window for a moment.

"Are you awake?" Mo Xuan turned her face and asked with a smile, "When Qin Ran arrives later, let's go back together. Don't miss today's flight."

Ji Yan looked at her smiling face, "Let's take two days."

"How can I do that? The air tickets are all booked." Mo Xuan stood up and stretched a lot.As if nothing had happened.It's just that, under the calm river, there are turbulent and clamoring undercurrents, only I know.

"If you don't want to go, don't force yourself, just stay." After all, he couldn't see her with such a strong smile, and he was still afraid that she would leave regrets.

Ji Yan's voice fell into her ears, Mo Xuan was startled, can she stay if she wants to?In my memory, that beautiful face looked at me sadly and said to myself, I don't want to die in front of you.After a while, she just shook her head, firmly and decisively, "No. Let's go back."

Seeing her like this, Ji Yan finally put away what he was about to say, and looked at her with sad eyes, "As long as you feel good, that's fine."

Such familiar words.Ming Jue once said this to himself too, as long as you feel good, it's fine.Why now, do I feel that I have become a villain?

By the time we got back to the house, it was almost noon and the sun was just right.Mo Xuan stood in the room, tidying up her things little by little. Through the window, she could see the room next door.Tears suddenly fell uncontrollably.Gu Xicheng.These three words seem to be her catastrophe.

Gu Xicheng.You owe me everything, and you haven't paid it back.How dare you just leave like that?Why do you?
Tears gradually dry.His face was slightly dry.

She took out her mobile phone and dialed Ming Jue's number. After a while, the phone was answered, and Ming Jue's tired voice came from the receiver.Surgery, isn't it over yet?Or, it was not successful, and it was still being rescued?No way of knowing.She was just guessing wildly, and the hand holding the phone trembled slightly.

"It's me." The heart was beating rapidly, as if it would jump out at any moment.

"I know. Wait for my news, okay?"

wait?Mo Xuan wanted to ask what was going on, but she opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything, she could only make a vague voice from her throat, "Mmm."

After a long time, she finally said in a low voice, "I'm going back to China today." Actually, what she wanted to say was that I wanted to visit the old city, but when it came to her lips, it turned into this sentence.

Ming Jue on the other side of the phone heard her hesitant voice, and said ruthlessly, "Go. Go back and see the old man, he misses you very much."

"I know." Mo Xuan murmured. "Please tell Xicheng: I will wait for him, and give me a good reason to forgive him and myself."

Ming Jue was slightly taken aback, looking through the glass at the weakly breathing man lying in the ward, is it possible?Can he come back like this? "I'll pass it on." But now, he doesn't even have the right to go in and visit him. The tough man in the mall is actually weaker than a child at this moment. Or, half of his life is already in the hands of death. Alright.

"Be careful on the road." Ming Jue withdrew his gaze, trying not to make his voice sound sad.He couldn't forget that he promised Xicheng that he would not let Mo Xuan know that he had this operation, and that he would not let her see the sincere smile he showed when he died in front of him.

Mo Xuan just felt so weak that she couldn't even smile. The hand holding the phone was trembling slightly, "Yes. Thank you. Xiaoqi is here with you?"

"exist."

"Then tell her for me, the key is in the old place, the house, Ji Yan told her." I left all the words I wanted to say on the table in her bedroom, and there is no need to say anything else.

Ming Jue turned his face to the side, his voice was low, and his eyes fell on the mature girl who was sleeping on his shoulder. "OK."

"Goodbye."

"Goodbye."

After hanging up the phone, Mo Xuan sat down on the bed in a slumped manner. In the open box, there was a wedding photo of her and Gu Xicheng on the top.It had already been thrown into the trash can before, but, after all, she was still reluctant to part with it, and ran to the trash can to pick it up.

Qin Ran knocked on the door outside, "Miss Mo, have you packed your things?"

Mo Xuan only felt a coolness on her face, she hurriedly raised her hand and wiped her eyes carelessly, "Yes, that's good, I'll be right there." After saying this, her heart felt sad again.

When she came out dragging the suitcase, Ji Yan was already sitting in the car, Qin Ran helped her put the luggage into the car, opened the door and waited for Mo Xuan to get in the car before sitting in the driver's seat.

"Does the wound still hurt?" Mo Xuan looked at Ji Yan at the side and asked with some concern.

"It's almost done." Ji Yan said softly, "It's okay." Putting his fingers on her head, he stroked her soft hair, "The hair has grown a lot."

Mo Xuan was stunned, let's grow her hair long, that voice rang out in her mind again for no reason.That beautiful face, she once said to herself in such a gentle and loving manner.

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