Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 185

"My hair grows fast." But she suppressed a smile, and Ji Yan felt a little distressed when she saw it.He stretched out his hand and patted the back of her hand lightly, "If you want to cry, just cry. If you cry, you'll feel better."

The strong smile on Mo Xuan's face quickly dissipated and was replaced by a sad look. She turned her head and looked at the constantly receding scenery outside the car window, and suddenly remembered a line of lyrics: I am heading north all the way, leaving the season with you.You said that you are so tired that you can no longer fall in love with anyone.

The hand in the pocket was clenched bit by bit, and the short and neat nails that were originally trimmed had grown long, pressing against the palm, and it was painful.She only felt cold, the cold in her heart, or the cold in her body, she couldn't tell the difference, she tightened her body, she whispered, "Ji Yan, you have to be good."

Illogical answer.But Ji Yan was stunned, she, in fact, couldn't stand any loss any longer.Whether it's friends, relatives, or lovers.I don't want to lose it anymore.

Mo Xuan quietly looked out of the car window, and after a long time, she took out her phone, "Li Ao, I'm back in China. Thank you for not hurting Ji Yan." After hesitating for a while, she stared at the screen and saw her eyes twitch. Shit, just hit the send button.

It wasn't until after entering the airport that the phone rang again, Li Ao's name was lit on the screen, Mo Xuan frowned, pressed the hang up button, but the phone rang again persistently.

Mo Xuan frowned, but finally pressed the answer button and walked aside, Li Ao's voice came through the microphone, "Are you going back to China? Are you on the plane now?"

"Not yet. Waiting at the airport."

"You wait, I'll see you off."

Li Ao's urgent voice came into her ears, and Mo Xuan looked at her unclear reflection on the glass, "No need. I'm most afraid of saying goodbye in person. When I go to China to play in the future, welcome to my house."

There was no sound on the phone for a long time, and when Mo Xuan was about to hang up, his voice came over in a low voice, "Will you welcome?"

Mo Xuan nodded, but suddenly realized that he couldn't see, so she said softly, "Of course."

"Then send me your home address later."

"Okay." Mo Xuan said softly.Suddenly, something she didn't want to hear came out of the microphone, "You go back now, how is he?" with a hint of hesitation and caution in his voice.

Suddenly feeling sore in her heart, she raised her head and looked at the sky, trying not to let the tears fall, "I don't know. I just want to go back." She tried to make a calm tone, but there was an inadvertent tremor at the end of the sentence.

On the other end of the phone, Li Ao stood in front of the window, staring at the men in front of him without blinking, but suddenly there was a hint of distress and sadness in his unruly eyes, "If you want to go back, go back." The gentle voice is like a bowl of moderately hot and cold water, slowly ironing the internal organs.Hearing the very thin breathing over there, he lost his mind slightly, "Girl, are you crying?"

"No." Mo Xuan stretched out her hand to caress the corners of her eyes, only to realize that there were already tears falling down.

Is it?Li Ao felt that he could even see her pretending to be strong at this time, so he couldn't help but sigh inaudibly, "Don't force yourself too much. If you feel sad, just say it, don't think about taking everything on your own." A worried tone.

Mo Xuan slowly looked at the crowd of people coming and going. Not far away, a young man and woman were embracing quietly as if no one was there, looking so enviable.It would be great if I could continue to love.It would be great if I could hug and say goodbye like this.Mo Xuan thought suddenly. "I know. That's it for now. Boarding soon."

"Well. Be careful on the road." A gentle voice.

"Okay. Goodbye." Mo Xuan said softly, then hung up the phone, put the phone in her pocket, walked to Ji Yan and sat down.Ji Yan, who was sitting quietly, suddenly stretched out his arms to embrace her, and the slightly warm breath rushed into his ears in line with his voice, "I'm still here."

I am still here.The three words are soft, but the tone is firm without rushing.

Mo Xuan calmed down slightly, and leaned her head on his shoulder, "Ji Yan, I have always regarded you as a relative."

Hearing her words, Ji Yan's eyes dimmed, and when he turned his eyes slightly, the tired face of the woman beside him was reflected in his eyes, so quiet and beautiful, it made people's heart tighten for no reason, and they were suffocated and unable to breathe.

She has always treated him like this, her eyes are clear and not stained with dust, without a trace of love, so clean that people dare not think about it.Even hugs are just friendly, simple hugs.In those clear and clean eyes, it seems that the slightest thought is a great blasphemy.

I have always regarded myself as a relative.he knows.In the old days, she once said with a bright smile, I wanted to have an older brother since I was a child, and God finally heard my prayer and sent me an older brother.However, if my mother knew that I let her multiple sons come out for no reason, I don't know what to think.At that time, she hadn't met Gu Xicheng, hadn't fallen in love and couldn't extricate herself. When she laughed, it seemed that even the sky could become clear.

That kind of smile, once, was what he most wanted to protect.

Therefore, when he only saw Gu Xicheng but not Mo Xuan in Paris, when he saw the information about her after marriage, and saw her depressed appearance, he finally turned down all the affairs in the gang and returned without hesitation. Arrived in the hometown after three years of absence.

Not long after, the notice to board the plane rang in the hall, Mo Xuan stood up, carefully supporting Ji Yan.Seeing her serious appearance, Ji Yan finally showed a smile on his lips, "I'm fine."

Stretching out his hand to wrap her shoulders, such a thin and frail body has to bear so much.

I have been trying hard not to let myself look back, but at the end, I still can't help but look back, those people who come and go, those who say goodbye, are imprinted in my eyes with pain.The person I want to see, or maybe the person I will see for the last time, is actually impossible to see again.As I thought about it, a burst of sadness welled up in my heart.

Ji Yan looked at her, sighed inaudibly, and was about to speak when Mo Xuan turned her head, "Let's go." She looked quietly.

Bye now.Provence.goodbye.



(End of this chapter)