Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 203

After breakfast, Mo Xuan shook her hand to Ji Yan and Li Ao, "I'm going to the study." Turning around, she didn't take a few steps, then turned her head again, "Li Ao, can't you let this be free? From the beginning, you have to pay rent or do housework."

Li Ao was stunned when he saw her turn around, and when he heard her words, a flamboyant smile appeared on the corner of his lips, "Anyway, your house has a lot of rooms, so I'm making full and effective use of resources."

Mo Xuan glared at him, "There is no need to discuss. Paying the rent is a necessary matter." After saying this, she ignored Li Ao, turned around and walked into the house.The sound of slippers came into Li Ao's ears, thinking about it.

On the other hand, Ji Yan was eating quietly, and after a long while, he raised his head.Putting down the chopsticks in his hand, he took a step and walked elsewhere.The footsteps are very light, but the appearance is full of preoccupations.Li Ao frowned, lowered his head and continued to eat the rice in the bowl. To be honest, he was used to Western food, and Chinese food felt fresh, but after eating too many times, he always felt that it was not to his appetite.

After a long while, he put down his chopsticks, turned around and left the dining room, and sat on the sofa in the living room with a dangerous look in his eagle eyes.


Ji Yan stood outside the study, hesitated for a while, and knocked lightly on the door of the study, "Mo Xuan. It's me." His voice was deep and mellow.It makes people feel warm.It was silent for a few seconds, then Mo Xuan's voice fell into his ears, "The door is unlocked."

He opened the door and walked in. In the study, Mo Xuan was sitting cross-legged in front of the study with a serious look on her face.She clicked the mouse from time to time, and when she heard the sound of the door opening, she didn't look up, but said in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

In the sunlight, her face was covered with a warm halo.

Ji Yan sat down on a chair next to her, looked at the content on the computer screen, "You are submitting your resume?" He asked knowingly.

"En." Mo Xuan nodded, her eyes were still only looking at the computer screen, "I have to go to work. Only the nine-to-five life can make people feel fulfilled." There is nothing wrong with the faint words Emotions.

After a pause, she said again: "By the way, I'm going out later."

"What to do?" Reflexively said, he always felt that she was not as good as she looked on the surface, if so, she wouldn't sleep for so long, and she wouldn't suddenly get out of that period of jealous madness. Distressed and frenzied feelings retreated completely.She who is so stubborn like that won't be like this. "Want me to take you?"

"No need." Mo Xuan still didn't look back, she tapped the computer quickly with her fingers deftly, looking so focused, "I want to go for a walk alone. It won't take long."

Is it?Ji Yan's dark eyes looked at her without blinking, was it just for taking pictures?After a long time, he pursed his lips and sighed lowly, "It's good to go out for a walk. Come back early at night."

"I know. I'll make dinner."

Ji Yan was stunned, and then chuckled, "Okay." He didn't argue with her, "Be careful on the road." But he didn't smile sincerely, and the worry in his eyes couldn't be concealed.He turned his face sideways and looked at Mo Xuan's side face. He lost a lot of weight, and the lines on his face became clearer.

"Mo Xuan..." he called out in a low voice.The sound is very, very light.

A sighing sound.

Mo Xuan froze for a moment, the hand on the mouse became stiff for a moment, but only for a moment, and then returned to normal. "Hmm. What's the matter?"

"If you still have his words in your heart, I will take you back to France to find him." He said softly, his eyes drooped, unable to see his expression clearly.In the daylight, that sharp-edged side face actually looked a little sad.

Take you to France to find him.That him, each other knew who it was.

Even if there are a thousand and ten thousand reluctances in his heart, even if he is so jealous and hates that man, even if there are too many evens, but he understands that in France, the days when Mo Xuan was with him were not long Here, I am really happy, which I can't give.

So, he would rather take her back to find him, so he didn't want him to die, just because, until now, he understood that only he can give Mo Xuan's happiness.

Go back to him?Mo Xuan shook her head when she heard this, the computer screen seemed to turn white in an instant, and her eyes ached.It took her a long time to smile, and that smile was uglier than crying.

"he has gone."

Very light very soft sound.But it fell into Ji Yan's ears exactly. He was stunned for a moment, and then he understood what the so-called "already gone" meant at this moment.For a moment, Ji Yan didn't know what to say.

Mo Xuan, on the other hand, bit her lip, trying to pull out a smile, "He's not here anymore. How can I find him?" The faint voice showed a trill at the end of the sentence. "I want to prove to him that even without him, I will be able to live very well, very well. Without him, the earth will still rotate, and I will still live as usual, won't I?"

But why, the gentle smile of the man appeared in his mind, he said, if one day I am gone, you must live a good life until you are very old.He said, if you can, you have to die with a smile on your face.

Ji Yan was stunned, stretched out his hand to touch her soft hair, and was speechless for a while, the language seemed so feeble at such a moment.After a long time, he said softly, "If you want to cry, just cry hard."

"I don't want to cry." She just smiled, her smile was numb, and the corners of her lips were a little stiff when she smiled, "Why should I cry? There is no banquet in the world that lasts forever, I have long understood. It's not the end of the world, There's nothing worth crying about." It's just why, the chest seems to be blocked by something, the pain, the pain, it seems that it will never get better.So uncomfortable.

Looking at her appearance, Ji Yan felt more and more heavy, and sighed inaudibly.Her voice rushed into her ears again, "I will live better without him."

Is it?Listening to her words, Ji Yan only felt heavy hearted, watching her smile, his heart was more uncomfortable than seeing her cry.But she didn't know what to say, what to say to get around her wound.

After a long time, he said softly: "Be kind to yourself. Don't keep things in your heart." After a pause, he turned his head to look at the bright sunshine outside the window, "As long as you are still in this world, I will always be there around you."


(End of this chapter)