Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 204

As long as you are still in this world, I will always be by your side.

Why didn't you say this?Old city?Mo Xuan felt sad in her heart, and a sad mood came to her heart for a moment, but she still just smiled, "I know. Ji Yan." She felt a little panicked.

Seeing her like this, Ji Yan didn't say anything anymore, but quietly looked at her side face, then slowly stood up, and embraced her in his arms. For a moment, he felt infinite pity in his heart.He recalled Mo Xuan's appearance in a trance, that smile could even make the sun pale.

Mo Xuan didn't push him away, she still just sat there, letting him slightly hug her, breathing into her ears, she lowered her eyes, and took off her face in his embrace. The smile on the face, the eyes hurt badly, but there are no more tears to fall.My heart is like a barren desert, with endless sadness and despair in sight.

Gu Xicheng.I can no longer sit beside you sadly.No, sitting beside you sadly.

That is me who has never been happy sitting beside you.

However, it was after the song ended that I realized that it turned out that the real unhappiness is that I can no longer sit by your side.

The part of the chest called the heart was in pain, as if it was about to be torn apart at any moment.Suffocated and unable to breathe.

After a while, Mo Xuan pushed away Ji Yan, and a smile appeared on the corner of her lips again, "I know all about it. Ji Yan, as you said, we are brothers and sisters who disregard bloodlines."

The faint voice caused Ji Yan to lose his mind again.That's what he said himself, brothers and sisters who disregard bloodlines, before that person came, after he left, she only regarded him as an elder brother.Nothing has ever changed.And I was so unwilling to be reconciled to these seven words—brothers and sisters who disregard bloodlines.And those seven words were just an excuse for her to be friends with him without guilt, and for fear that she would push him away.

Ji Yan regained his composure, and said softly, "Well, if you have something on your mind, you have to tell me, you know?" The soft and warm voice was like a glass of warm water handed over at the coldest time, making the originally constricted All internal organs are comfortable.

"I know." Mo Xuan smiled, and the corners of her grin were a little stiff. "From today onwards, I will work hard and make progress every day." The voice sounded like a vow, with a hint of feigned joy.

Xicheng, you in the sky, can you see it?Even without you, I'm fine, fine, fine.

Ji Yan stretched out his hand to touch her soft hair, "Then you can do your work. Pay attention to rest."

"Okay." Mo Xuan replied, unable to hear the voice of sadness.Listening to Ji Yan, he was in a trance, he didn't know what kind of emotion was under that smiling face.And she deliberately concealed it, and didn't want to say it, so he didn't dare to ask, fearing that he would accidentally touch her bottom line, fearing that she wouldn't be able to bypass her wound.

But it's always going to be okay, right?One day, those wounds will become a thing of the past, one day, she will recall this love calmly, right?
Ji Yan walked out, quietly watching her back looking at the computer screen again.Taking a long breath, he closed the door gently.

And when Mo Xuan heard the sound of the door being closed, she put away the stiff smile on her face, looked at the computer screen quietly, and submitted her resume to the job unit that was recruiting and she was quite satisfied with.But her heart was blank, and in a trance, she even felt that she was getting old.

Comfort is stretched, only the warmth and coldness know it.

She suddenly remembered this sentence.Yes, flashy and false, self-knowledgeable.She thought quietly, and couldn't help but look up at the clear sky outside. In the long river of life, some people will always leave.But I can't help myself.

It was past three o'clock in the afternoon after I submitted my resume.She stood up, stretched, and took out the camera from a side cabinet.Turning his face to the side, he saw the family portrait on the side.In such a beautiful scene, my mother smiled gently, my father stood beside me lovingly, and I smiled with a carefree look on my face.How long ago was that?Why do you feel so far away from yourself?
Suddenly, his father went to jail, his mother disappeared after leaving a letter, and Xicheng also left this world.Misfortunes never come singly.This word, it turned out to be so precise.

She stretched out her hand and wiped the glass mirror lightly, her eyes fell on the smiling and loving man, it took a long time before she put the photo back.

When he walked into the living room, Ji Yan was sitting on the sofa looking at some information. When he saw her, his eyes seemed to flicker, and then returned to normal after a while, "Going out?" He asked in a low voice, but his eyes suddenly fell away. On the camera on her chest, it seems that she has not seen her for a long time with the camera hanging like this.

"Yeah." Mo Xuan nodded, "I'll come back to cook tonight." She walked outside.A deep Jiyan voice came from behind, "Are you sure you don't want me to send it?"

She was slightly stunned, then stopped, turned around and looked at Ji Yan behind her, with a smile on her lips, "No, I'm not a child, I want you to accompany me in everything." It's not like Looks preoccupied.Ji Yan felt slightly relieved, lowered his eyes, "Then be careful on the road."

"I know." Mo Xuan opened the door and walked out while speaking, leaving Ji Yan with a faint look from her back.

Ji Yan looked at her small back, and for a moment, sighed in a low voice, through the floor-to-ceiling windows in the living room, she could be seen quietly walking outside, with a stubborn look, her back was too stiff.

He originally wanted Qin Ran to check to see if it was true, but in the end he gave up. What she said, who was so stubborn, couldn't possibly be false.As long as there is a glimmer of hope, she will never give up.He stretched out his hands to caress the corners of his eyes, pressed his temples, and felt a splitting headache.

Mo Xuan hailed a taxi, reported the address of her father's prison, and leaned on the back seat, watching the scenery outside the window, which was Jiangcheng, which she was familiar with.This city is full of her sorrows and joys.The scenery receded all the way, she turned her face and leaned against the window, with a tired look on her face.

When the car stopped, she was still in a daze, and her mind went blank.Resting his forehead in his hands, his eyes lost focus.

After the driver sitting in front called her three or four times, she just came back to her senses and smiled apologetically, "I'm sorry." While glancing at the price list in front of her, she took out her wallet from her backpack and took it. Pass the money after the money.



(End of this chapter)