Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 242

Cafe.

Zhou Xiaoxi sat across from Nangong Jiyan, looking at the face she had thought of in her dreams many times, the sharp-edged face, sharp eyes, just sitting opposite him would make her feel that she had been seen through.

"Will you go back?" Zhou Xiaoxi held the cup in his hand, lowered his head slightly, looked at the coffee in the cup, and asked in a soft voice, with a gentle and gentle appearance.

This posture of bowing her head is very similar to Mo Xuan's. When she is depressed, she always bows her head like this, and the graceful curve of her neck is revealed, expressing her infinite charm.

Also because it resembles Mo Xuan's posture, when we first met her, seeing her doing odd jobs, apologizing for a female customer after wetting her clothes but not being forgiven, and insisting that Zhou Xiaoxi pay money beyond her ability, He relieved her.Speaking of it, it seemed that after so many years, he was the first time he made a rescue in public.

Just because, when she apologized, she lowered her head in a humble posture, very much like Mo Xuan who followed behind Gu Xicheng in those years.That's right, he is the young master of the Shadow Gate. Everyone thinks that he has no feelings, no weaknesses, and is cold-blooded and ruthless to everyone.However, he knows that he is not, there is only one person, and it is the eternal pain in his heart, which is indelible.Therefore, even a posture that resembled her very much would make him break his usual principle of indifference to any external affairs.

That person is the catastrophe of his life.Can't escape, can't hide.Or, he drew the ground as a prison, bound himself in it, and refused to take a step.Because, the cage given to him is the bond between him and her.It's a precious bond that he can't let go of, nor is he willing to let go.

Looking at the woman across from her, Nangong Jiyan pursed her lips, the lines on her face softened, "I'll stay here for a while." Mo Xuan was nearly eight months pregnant, and the child was not far away.He lowered his eyes and suddenly felt a faint pain in his heart.

Hearing this, Zhou Xiaoxi lowered her head, picked up the cup and took a sip of coffee.I will stay for a while, meaning, will I go back?The two of them fell silent for a moment, so quiet that they could even hear each other's breathing.After a long while, Zhou Xiaoxi suddenly raised his head, looked at Nangong Jiyan without blinking, "Then take me away, okay?" There was a firm look in his eyes.

Looking at her appearance, Nangong Jiyan shook his head, pursed his lips, and said a quiet sentence, "I can't." The tone was faint, but it was also firm.

However, this time, the incumbent woman in front of him had expected his rejection, and the firm look in her eyes did not waver at all, "It doesn't matter if you are Mo Xuan's substitute. Let me stay by your side , That’s good.” There was a hint of pleading in the words.

"It's not fair to you." Nangong Jiyan said in a low voice.The voice sounded neither high nor low, and it fell into Zhou Xiaoxi's ears.She raised her eyes, and saw Nangong Jiyan with a hint of helplessness in her eyes.

The sunlight outside the house shone through the glass windows on the two of them, warm and quiet.Zhou Xiaoxi's gentle face was firmer than ever before, she just quietly looked at Nangong Jiyan's sharp-edged face, "Why are you so stubborn? Mo Xuan already has her happiness, your watch will only Becoming her burden will only make her feel guilty every time she sees you. Even if it was never her fault not to choose you, she will feel that she has missed you. And as you are now, are you really happy? Can you really be great enough to see her and Gu Xicheng together and feel happy? Love is selfish, even if you will be happy because of her happiness, but it will hurt in your heart after all, right? Why don’t you give yourself a break? Why don't you make Mo Xuan's life easier?"

Because those words have been repeated thousands of times in my heart, I wanted to say them countless times, but I didn't say them countless times.So, when I made up my mind to say it this time, I said so much in one breath, with a coherent tone and in one go.

Listening to Zhou Xiaoxi's words, Nangong Jiyan's back gradually became stiff.Will it become Mo Xuan's burden?He was thinking in a daze, and when he brought Mo Xuan to see Zhou Xiaoxi, her joyful expression suddenly appeared in his mind.

After a long time, he pursed his lips and looked into Zhou Xiaoxi's eyes quietly, "Even if I am a person with no future, are you still willing to be with me?"

"I am willing." Zhou Xiaoxi, who was sitting opposite him, nodded quietly, with a firm look, "Even if you only have Mo Xuan in your heart, I am also willing." Because, I really don't want you to be so lonely forever.I really don't want to see your lonely and desolate look, that look you only have when you are alone.

And I don't want you to be sad.So, I want to tell you that I am by your side, and I am willing to be with you all the time.You can actually stop being so alone.

I do.Three simple words, but it seems that the simpler the words, the easier it is to move people.He lowered his eyes slightly, feeling empty in his heart, as if he had lost something.All that comes to mind is Mo Xuan's delicate little face.

For a long time, when Zhou Xiaoxi thought her heart had gradually stopped beating, Nangong Jiyan's voice suddenly fell into her ears.Faint, but powerful. "Then, give me time to fall in love with you." Zhou Xiaoxi raised his head suddenly, and looked at Nangong Jiyan in front of him, with a sharp face and a pair of calm but sharp eyes, without any hint of a joke.

"I'm willing to wait for you. As long as you let me stay by your side." Zhou Xiaoxi met Nangong Jiyan's eyes.Willing to wait.Even if I can't wait for a lifetime, I am willing to wait.

Hearing what she said, Nangong Jiyan stretched out his hand and patted her head lightly, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, "You are really stupid." The stupidity reminded him of the person in the deepest part of his heart, that person, who has Sometimes it's so stupid that it hurts.

Until many years later, when Zhou Xiaoxi thought of the way Nangong Jiyan's lips curled up at that time, deep tenderness and joy would appear in his eyes.She never regretted falling in love with him, and she never regretted staying by his side.

At that time, Ji Yan thought quietly, even if he couldn't fall in love with the woman in front of him like he fell in love with Mo Xuan, he would still regard her as the most important family member.And he really didn't want to be Mo Xuan's burden anymore.

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More than two thousand words.The following is less than a thousand words.Start talking nonsense.I forgot to bring my keys yesterday.The people in the dormitory went shopping without their mobile phones.It caused me to wait from five o'clock to more than nine o'clock in the evening.My feet were sore and I almost fell asleep outside.So the two updates promised later were not updated.Sorry folks.

I slept until noon today.That's why I changed it.Today is expected to be five more.

If you have any opinions, you can raise them, but I am very poor and cannot afford an egg smasher.Whoa whoa whoa. .A chapter is generally only a few thousand words, and it is impossible to have tens of thousands of words.I have to write two thousand words for several hours.

This article may have a double ending.If you can't accept the slightly sad ending, you can watch the second ending.Oops.Although I think the first ending is quite warm, but I don't know if you can accept it.Jon Watts.I still want to write what I originally planned. If you can’t accept it, I will write the second ending.Those who agree with the double ending can leave a message after the article.

Thank you to all those who left messages.I am reading all the messages.But I've been very busy recently, so I haven't returned all of them.bow.



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