Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 243

When Zhou Xiaoxi and Nangong Jiyan appeared in front of Mo Xuan holding hands, Mo Xuan was still taken aback, and then the corners of her lips rose beautifully, while Xiaoqi's eyes fell quietly on Jiyan holding Zhou Xiaoxi's hand superior.

Because of her pregnancy, Old Master Gu, Mother Qin and Xicheng no longer allowed her to go out and wander around. They only let her walk in the garden at home, and Mother Qin almost always stayed by her side.

Seeing a guest at home, Qin Ma came out with fruit, smiled and said to Ji Yan and the others: "It's rare to come, let's eat at my house at noon today." Looking at Qin Ma's happy face, Ji Yan Quietly held Zhou Xiaoxi's hand a little tighter, nodded, "Then I'm going to trouble Mother Qin."

On the contrary, Xiaoqi, who had been noisy in the past, calmed down a little, looking in a trance.Xiaoxi and Xiaoqi are really similar names, but the woman in front of her looks more gentle than her, sitting there like a woman who has stepped out of an ink painting.That's right, only such a woman should spend her whole life with Nangong Jiyan.She thought quietly.

Nangong Jiyan was her initial emotion, and Mingjue was the person she relied on the most.So, even now, when seeing Nangong Jiyan and Zhou Xiaoxi together, my heart is still slightly sour.Do you always feel this way when you meet your first love and are with other people?And this first love seems to be just her one-person play, one-person unrequited love, even if she stops midway, no one will have any objections.

After a long time, she came back to her senses, looked at the man and woman in front of her with a smile, "When will you get married?"

Zhou Xiaoxi was stunned for a moment, but saw Jiyan tightly clenched her hand, "Get married when Mo Xuan's child is born." Meeting Mo Xuan's face, a doting smile appeared on the corner of his lips, " Why can't my brother who disregards blood get married, and my sister can't participate?"

Hearing what he said, the smile on Mo Xuan's face became wider, "That's right. I will give you a big gift when you get married." She sat on the large sofa, her body was slightly rounder than before Some, but it still makes people feel small and thin.She turned her head, looked at Zhou Xiaoxi, and smiled slyly, "I'll call you sister-in-law from now on. And what happened last time, I haven't thanked you properly yet."

Hearing what she said, Zhou Xiaoxi lowered her head slightly, and shyness climbed up her cheeks, "You should call me Xiaoxi." Ji Yan on the other side took Zhou Xiaoxi's shoulders frankly, "Thank you. Don't be so polite. "But with a hint of pampering that cannot be concealed.

Just as he was speaking, Gu Xicheng pushed the door open and came in. He was wearing a white shirt with the cuffs slightly rolled up, his thin cheeks became more angular, his face was full of gentle expressions, and he held a white shirt in his hand. Black suit jacket.Seeing the scene in the room, he curled his lips and laughed, "Why do I think it's so lively. It turns out that there are guests at home."

When Nangong Jiyan's eyes fell on Zhou Xiaoxi's hand, there was a trace of unclear meaning in his eyes.People can't see clearly, they can't guess.His eyes also dimmed slightly.A trace of fleeting sadness crept across the originally gentle eyes for an instant.But it was only for a moment, and in the next second, it had turned into a gentle smile.

Hanging up the clothes, he smiled and said to several people in the room: "I'm going to help Mother Qin. You chat first." The gentle tone made Zhou Xiaoxi dazed for a moment. Gu Xicheng, who exists like a god, and this good family man in front of him, don't seem to be the same person no matter what they look at.

She still remembered that at that time, the cold light in his eyes, the dreading lips that were as thin as a blade, and the cold words that overflowed from his lips without a trace of warmth.For a moment, there was an existence that was like a previous life.

Not long after Gu Xicheng walked into the kitchen, Mother Qin came out with a smile.These days, what Mo Xuan eats is all cooked by Gu Xicheng himself, not even by Qin Ma's hand.Several people chatted for a while, Ji Yan asked Mo Xuan where the bathroom was, nodded to the few people present, then turned and walked towards the bathroom.

Coming out of the bathroom, he stopped slightly, then turned around and walked towards the kitchen.In the brightly lit kitchen, Xi Cheng changed into a loose T-shirt and wore an apron, and he was cooking with a serious and skillful appearance. Ji Yan was finally relieved by his appearance.The current him, can he entrust Mo Xuan to him with confidence?

In the kitchen, a quiet voice from Xicheng suddenly came, "What's the matter?" in a light tone.It was calm as usual, but Ji Yan felt that there was something wrong with the tone in a trance, but he couldn't remember it.

He walked up to the kitchen door, looked at him, and smiled, "Suddenly, I feel that Mo Xuan's persistence has finally been rewarded."

However, from these words, Xicheng heard the blame for his past actions.The back is slightly stiff.It was finally rewarded, the words fell into his ears, but pierced into his heart like a sword.Really, I don't want to lose you again, Mo Xuan.

He hasn't even had time to make up for the harm he has done to her over the years.

The corners of his lips raised slightly, he tilted his head slightly, looked at Nangong Jiyan quietly, his eyes were clear and cold, "Thank you Mr. Nangong for taking care of my wife for so many years." If I were your whole world, then I would You won't lose the world.At the beginning, you were so determined to think about it, right?So, Mo Xuan, I will always be by your side, and I will support you in a world where you can breathe freely, close your eyes quietly, and fall into a deep sleep.

As long as you are still in this world, I will always be by your side.

Listening to Gu Xicheng's words, Nangong Jiyan was slightly stunned, and all he could recall in his ears were the four words in Gu Xicheng's words, "my wife".Yes, in the final analysis, she is only Gu Xicheng's wife, and all her hard work is for Gu Xicheng.All she wanted to fulfill in her life was only one, Gu Xicheng.

It was as if, in this huge and sad love of hers, he was always just a bystander, standing behind her and watching her sad for him, sad for him, and walk towards him step by step with difficulty.

Pursing his lips, Ji Yan said lightly: "You're welcome. I am friends with her, it should be." After saying this, he turned around and walked out. After walking a few steps, he remembered After hearing Gu Xicheng's voice, "Are you and Zhou Xiaoxi dating?"

In a well-lit room, two men stood back to back, one was elegant even in simple home clothes, the other was gloomy but lonely.The two stood back to back, like a sad metaphor.

Hearing Gu Xicheng's tone, Nangong Jiyan's footsteps suddenly stopped. Gu Xicheng, the future head of the Gu family who has always seemed gentle but cold, is probably the first time that he is interested in such gossip news?Maybe it's because he has become Mo Xuan's trouble and burden?She always seems to be like this, adapting other people's choices to herself.It's just that loving her, except that she doesn't want to make do with anyone, is his own choice and has nothing to do with her.

What kind of words should I use to describe the feeling in my heart at this moment?There are so many words, but none of them can accurately express the feelings in my heart.

After a while, he just pursed his lips, "Xiaoxi and I will have a wedding in a few months, will you and Mo Xuan go?" He tried to maintain a calm tone, but his heart was already filled with turbulent waves.

The sun shone into the room and fell on Xi Cheng, casting a faint warm halo on him, and the long eyelashes cast a light shadow on his face.His eyes drooped slightly, the corners of his lips were slightly curved, and his voice was gentle, "Sure."

hear this.Ji Yan took a step forward and walked out, his heartbeat was quiet and slow, so slow that he thought it would stop at any moment.The pain in my heart was a thousand times more painful than all the injuries I suffered during the first half year of staying at the Shadow Gate.

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Coming out of Gu's house, Zhou Xiaoxi got into the car, looked at Ji Yan who got into the car from the other side, suddenly lowered her head, and said in a very shallow voice, "You are not happy." It was a declarative sentence .Without any emotional color, just at the end of the sentence, there is a hint of deep distress.

Ji Yan was slightly startled, and quietly looked at the road in front of him, "I've wronged you." With a moderate tone, the lines on his face became slightly softer, but his lips were pursed tightly.

"I've never felt wronged." Zhou Xiaoxi suddenly raised his head, looked at Nangong Jiyan in front of him, his voice was not high, but his tone was firm, "As long as I can be by your side, I will not feel wronged. But, if you see If Mo Xuan being with that person makes you so unhappy, don't force yourself to come here." What I can't say is, because seeing you like this makes me feel distressed.

Are you unhappy?Ji Yan lowered his eyes slightly, his heart tightened for no reason, and even breathing became extremely difficult.After a while, his voice re-emerged in a low voice, "No, I'm very happy."

Zhou Xiaoxi froze, turned to look at the man sitting next to him who was driving, and looked at his good-looking face.But I heard his deep voice sounding again in the car, "I'm more happy than anything else."



(End of this chapter)