Wrong love: the first is best not to meet

Chapter 244

Are you happier than anything else?

Zhou Xiaoxi turned her head to look at his side face, and suddenly wanted to ask, why in your eyes, I can see the deep sadness like winter.I am happy for her, but, after all, I am still unwilling and reluctant to give up, right?It's just that those words froze when they reached their lips, unable to utter them.

Just being by his side is fine.She thought in a daze, even if the person he loves is only Mo Xuan, even if she may never enter his heart.However, I really don't want to see him walking alone in this world.I don't want to see him so lonely and sad.

How brave do you have to be to watch the person you love the most walk into the arms of others step by step?How brave is it to be able to wait for her in someone else's arms for so many years?How brave do you have to be to never forget?

She didn't know any of this, all she knew was that she didn't want him to be alone.

Nangong Jiyan suddenly stretched out his hand to hold Zhou Xiaoxi's hand, he didn't look at Zhou Xiaoxi's surprised eyes when he turned around, he just drove the car quietly, looking at the road ahead.After a long time, he said in a low voice: "I want to give you a visible future." The voice was low.

I want to give the woman next to me a visible future.For her company.However, such an idea has also become an illusion.

Back then, when he left the Shadow Gate and brought Mo Xuan back to the country, he thought that he could escape that hell, and he would have a chance to be with Mo Xuan again.Countless times, he drove alone, appeared downstairs in Mo Xuan's house, quietly watched her go out to take the bus, followed her all the way, watched her walk into the company's building, and watched her live a simple and happy life. Life.But never disturbed.

At that time, he thought that without Gu Xicheng, she could live a happy life, and what Gu Xicheng brought her might only be hurt.Therefore, when Gu Xicheng found him, he said that. He thought that he would be the one who could give Mo Xuan happiness in the end.

Just like what he had always thought, he was the most suitable person for her.

However, what she wanted was never suitability, but love.So, he could only watch her pounce on that person again and again like a moth to a flame.

But now, he couldn't even give her a peaceful and peaceful life.Not long after Gu Xicheng came back, Li Ao told his former enemy the fact that he was not dead.As a result, wave after wave of people who came to revenge appeared by his side.Without the barrier of the Shadow Gate, how difficult it is to deal with these people, he knows, and those who come to seek revenge also know.As a result, more and more people appeared.

It was the first time I met a revenge seeker, if he hadn't seen the ambush behind him through that mirror, maybe he would not be in this world now.

Once in hell, forever in hell.

These words have never been wrong.When he returned to the Shadow Gate again and heard the people around him call him the young master, he often thought so.Even if he wants to leave, there are always some people who will let him come back here again.Like Li Ao.

And what Li Ao wanted was that he couldn't give Mo Xuan a clear and warm embrace, and couldn't give her a peaceful and comfortable life.

But now, seeing Mo Xuan smiling happily beside Gu Xicheng, he suddenly felt that this was enough, as long as she was happy, it was enough.

As long as you are safe and sound, I would rather stand myself as a tree far away in the sky, look forward to your direction, but never disturb each other.Mo Xuan.This is what I want to give you now.

At this moment, the woman sitting beside her quietly raised her head, looking at Nangong Jiyan in front of her, with slightly curved lips, showing a gentle and pleasant appearance. "I don't need a future. I just want to be with you." With a firm look, there was a hint of stubbornness and stubbornness.

Ji Yan shook his head for no reason, and gradually clasped the little hand in the palm of his hand a little tighter.For a long time, the coldness in the heart has eased a bit, and there is a little more warmth. Is it touching?Such a long-lost feeling.

And Zhou Xiaoxi turned her face to look at the softened lines on his face, her eyes slowly fell until they landed on the hands held together by the two of them. grow old together.There are so many poems, but this one is always the most beautiful one.Just like a couple who have gone through ups and downs, when they become gray-haired, they still hold hands and walk slowly together.This is the best happiness, the most beautiful poem.

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In the hospital's office, Gu Xicheng sat quietly in front of the doctor, his face was solemn, pale without a trace of blood, even his lips were white, his originally beautiful face looked more like a dummy at this moment, with exquisite features, and his face There was no change in emotion, and his face was so pale that it seemed to set off the darkness around him.

"The cancer has recurred." The doctor pursed his lips. Because he knew Gu Xicheng well, his eyes were full of regret and sadness, "Plan for the worst." Even though he didn't want to say these words, they were just fact.

Gu Xicheng pursed his lips, and after a long while, he uttered a few words from his razor-thin lips, "Is there no other way? As long as I can survive, I am willing to try any way."

want to survive.Because, I still want to stay by your side; I want to continue to see your beautiful smile and spoil you like a child; I still want to grow old with you until I become an old man and a grandma, and then walk together hand in hand ;I also want to hold you in my arms when you are sad, and tell you that I will always be by your side; I also want to watch you go on safely for the rest of your life.

There are still so many things to do. I have agreed to go to Paris to settle down when I get old. Every spring and early summer, I will go to Provence to see the blooming lavender, and accompany you to travel around the world.There are so many things I want to do together, I don't want to have no chance to do them again.

In a daze, he thought of the first time he saw her, her cramped expression, her clean eyes, and her watery face under the moonlight.In fact, since that time, she has quietly lived in my heart, right?
That time, in Provence, when Mo Xuan found himself, he said, you shouldn't, you shouldn't come to me.Facing her question, he put the answer in his stomach.Because he was afraid that he would never be able to let go of her hand.

Yes.Never want to let go of your hand again.


(End of this chapter)