The rest of your life is too long, you are too unforgettable

Chapter 32: We Were in Love (6)
She was extremely calm at this moment: "It's okay if you want me to go, but at least you should tell me what I owe you and how much? Why do you always keep a secret, Feng Yaru, even your grandma Also... what on earth did you hide from me, what did our family do to you?"

"You want to know?" Mu Zheng glanced out of the pushed open glass window, grabbed her and pushed most of her body out, "You might as well ask your mother, she should be able to tell you the answer."

The window was more than ten floors above the ground, and it was like a black abyss before dawn. The sky was still raining, and the humid night wind blew through her hair and cheeks, making her trembling.

At that moment, she felt that maybe this was the end of her life, and Mu Zheng really wanted to push her down from here and kill her.

It might be painful, but just for a moment, she was relieved.It's just that people who fall from the building don't die very well. She thought that she would lie on the cold concrete floor with broken limbs, even uglier than when she had chickenpox, and she couldn't help crying.

But she was still pulled back.She didn't know that when Mu Rong saw this scene from a distance, he was frightened out of his wits, ran over and hugged the two of them and threw them to the ground, then shouted tremblingly, "Mu Zheng, are you fucking crazy?"

He might be crazy, the grief and reluctance that he couldn't feel before burst out when he saw her and heard her voice, and it became a piercing pain.He hated it to the extreme, but he didn't know who he hated. The only thing he could think of was Liang Zhixuan in front of him.

He also fantasized about going back in time, if time could be turned back and everything could be restarted, he would rather erase her from the depths of his memory—no matter what method he used.

However, Liang Zhixuan felt that he was not crazy, maybe he really didn't want to see her again.Anyway, he didn't show up for a long time after that, it is said that he was busy with the old man's funeral and the company's equity war.

Liang Zhixuan left Beijing alone and flew back to Nancheng. On the day she left, Mrs. Mu was buried. Normally, everyone in the Mu family had no time to pay attention to her, but she saw Feng Yaru.

Feng Yaru was dressed in a black dress, and spoke to her dignifiedly and elegantly: "I'm leaving so soon, did Mu Zheng let you go?"

She no longer wanted to pretend to be false: "I'm not from the Mu family, and I'm different from you. It seems that there is no need to stay here."

Feng Yaru just smiled: "This sounds like anger. It seems that the fourth child has not told you what happened back then. He is not angry about the old lady, but about his mother's death. He has been Did not let go."

Thinking of the woman she saw in the photo, Liang Zhixuan was shocked: "What do you want to say?"

"What I want to say is actually what you have always wanted to know. Don't you want to know why Mu Zheng reacted so strongly to his father's failure to come back to see the old lady for the last time?"

Liang Zhixuan sarcastically said, "Isn't it because of you?" She had already heard from Yu Leyan and Mu Wannan that Mu Zheng's father might have been controlled by this woman and could not show up. Now he is not sure where he is.

But Feng Yaru still smiled: "Of course not, it's because of his mother. When his mother passed away, his father couldn't come back. Although the traffic was not as convenient as it is now, he could still catch up if he wanted to. His father was He just doesn't want to come back, because his heart is not with his mother at all."

Liang Zhixuan said: "People are gone, of course you can say whatever you want."

"But don't you find it strange? What does the Mu family want in Beijing? Why does his father focus his career on Nancheng?"

Liang Zhixuan really didn't like her way of talking as if she was in control of the whole situation and had to overwhelm others, and the intuitive answer was not what she wanted to hear, so she said: "Mrs. Mu, if you want to keep playing charades like this, I will go first Yes, the plane waits for no one."

Feng Yaru clicked his tongue softly: "It really looks like a beautiful woman who looks fragile on the outside, but she is stubborn in her bones, and her temper is harder than a rock... You really look like your mother. The father and son are kicking the iron plate. It is also a sin."

Liang Zhixuan only felt that her mind was buzzing, she couldn't hear or see clearly, her thinking was like a clock that stopped, and the whole world was frozen at the moment when she said that sentence just now.

She stood there stiffly, looking at her fixedly: "How do you know my mother... What do you want to say?"

Feng Yaru took two steps closer, and the smile on his face deepened: "What did I say, you are so smart, you must have guessed it. The person Mu Zheng's father loves has always been your mother Qiu Yueqin. Zheng’s mother got married. Your mother lived in Nancheng, and he stayed in Nancheng. At the beginning, he ran between Beijing and Nancheng, and then he didn’t return to Beijing very much. When did it start? Um… probably since you were born Not long after!"

Liang Zhixuan's face was drained of color, and she held the handle of the suitcase tightly with one hand, her knuckles turned white from the exertion.

She understood every word Feng Yaru said, but she didn't seem to understand anything coherently, probably because the truth was too scary, her subconscious self-protection mechanism shielded this part, and in fact she had no Way to think about it.

"Mu Kun has two sons in this life, but no daughter, so your mother gave birth to you, he is really happy." Feng Yaru continued, "I can't say much about the rest, your mother is gone , you can go back and ask your father carefully, he should know all these things, even his original job was given to him by Mu Kun to take care of your whole family."

Liang Zhixuan shook her head slowly: "I don't believe it, I don't believe a word! If my mother... If my mother knew Mu Zheng's father, why would my father steal the company's money when she was sick?" Going in such a big circle?
Feng Yaru looked at her with pity, "Then you have to ask Mu Zheng. Of course, I am also the Mrs. Mu who is married to Ming Media, and I don't want my husband to pay too much attention to other women. So Mu Kun died when your mother passed away. You just got the news, you should really see his reaction...Men from the Mu family are really infatuated with each other!"

Liang Zhixuan was sitting in the waiting hall, her hands and feet were cold, and she had no strength in her body, like a terminally ill patient.She lowered her head and saw the crowd coming and going, every pair of feet walking in front of her seemed to be stepping directly on her chest, she was so suffocated that she wanted to vomit, but she couldn't vomit, every time she thought of what Feng Yaru said There was sourness rushing from the depths of the body to the mouth of the throat, and finally ran to the trash can to retch.

Maybe it was too uncomfortable, she finally covered her face and cried uncontrollably.

The cause and effect that she hadn't thought about in the past many years is now naked in front of her eyes, but she would rather not know anything.

No wonder Mu Zheng hated her so much, it was so, so it was.

She also finally understood why she felt a subtle sense of familiarity when she saw Feng Yaru, because Feng Yaru looked like her mother Qiu Yueqin.Mu Kun married her not because of her ability as the outside world thought, but because she happened to look like the woman he liked but couldn't ask for in his life.That's why she hates it too. Under her pretense of calmness and elegance, she hides such a vicious counterattack—she waits for this opportunity, just waits for this opportunity, tells her about the origin, and appreciates her reaction, just like when her mother died At that time, she admired Mu Kun's reaction.

And Feng Yaru's most brilliant point is that she only said half of the words, and let her go to her father to verify the rest. Those scenarios that were just hypothetical and cruel enough were enough to smash all the illusions of happiness in their past lives.

But Liang Guoxing didn't recognize anyone anymore, and his disease developed rapidly. Before Liang Zhixuan got chickenpox, he went to see him in the nursing home, and he couldn't remember who she was.Even if it's a reminder now, he can't connect her with Xiaoxuan in his memory, because he always says: "My daughter? My daughter Xiaoxuan, she just started school and has good grades."

She couldn't force him, so she tried her best to go to Key West to see him after work, and just talked with him.He lost his mind and was defenseless. He liked to recall the past the most. The days with his mother, the days with her and his brother, he never forgot.He just couldn't distinguish time and space, and didn't recognize the person in front of him, which didn't affect his desire to talk.In fact, she felt that her cowardly and reticent father talked the most in his life after he got Alzheimer's.

She also has the impression of many things, and she has never heard of some things, but he doesn't seem to have anything about Mu Kun in his memory. Except for the things he used to work, he doesn't mention the Mu family very much.

He asked Liang Zhixuan humbly: "If you see my daughter, tell her that I will go back and cook something delicious for her in a while. Now that she and Ah Dong are out of school, they can go to her mother's unit to eat."

The kindergarten where my mother worked would leave some leftover dinners for the children, and she often went there to solve the dinner problem when she was a student.

He was still talking to himself: "We should cook more dishes for them on weekends..."

The boiling anxiety in Liang Zhixuan's heart gradually cooled down. She couldn't wait for her father to prove anything, but she also didn't want to believe Feng Yaru's one-sided words.

She went for a DNA test, and when she was waiting for the results, she sometimes couldn't sleep all night, and when she closed her eyes, she saw Mu Zheng's face, and that night in the hospital when he wanted to push her out of the window. .

He must have known it too, many, many years before she knew it, and he must have felt sick too.The two men and women who have done all the intimate things may be brothers and sisters... No one can accept such a terrible assumption, even if that person is Mu Zheng.

So she doesn't trust Feng Yaru, nor Mu Zheng, the person she trusts most is actually her mother.Her mother would never do something wrong to her family and her father, and she had an affair with another man in the marriage and gave birth to a child; nor would she be like some women in that era, who had a child before marriage to avoid gossip. A man marries for security.

This is her only confidence.

(End of this chapter)