The rest of your life is too long, you are too unforgettable

Chapter 33
Fortunately, the final results showed that she and Liang Guoxing were the biological father and daughter, and there were no other accidents.She broke out in a cold sweat, but the boulder that was pressing on her heart was finally untied. After returning from Beijing, she finally had a good night's sleep.

In the dream, she seemed to hear Mu Zheng's ridicule again, yes, he should have known this result a long time ago, otherwise he would not have pestered her again when they met again.

However, she has never been able to understand his thoughts. In her eyes, he has never been very normal. Who knows if he is too psychologically twisted and abnormal.

When she returned to Nancheng, she rented a small apartment, which was very close to Cheng Jie, so it was convenient for her to take care of her.Although the house is not big, it looks decent enough for people to live in if it is tidied up properly.

She knew that this was not the same as starting a new life, because although Mu Zheng didn't contact her, she accidentally discovered his car appeared near her residence, and the driver was Xiao Zeng. Didn't come back, but he didn't intend to let her go.

She didn't go back to Mu Zheng's villa, and Cheng Jie seemed to have a boyfriend, so she didn't live with Cheng Jie like before.Everyone has their own life, Cheng Jie is still so young, not a few years older than her, even with children, she has the right to pursue happiness, she thinks there is nothing wrong with it, as a friend, she just hopes that she can live happily.

However, the reality will never be so romantic and smooth. She accidentally discovered that Cheng Jie was looking for another school for Yuan Bao, and she couldn't help asking: "Are you going to transfer Yuan Bao? Okay, why do you want to transfer?"

Even she, who has never been a mother before, knows that it is not easy for a child to adapt to a new environment. With familiar friends and teachers, suddenly separating him from this familiarity will make the child feel very insecure.Yuan Bao lacked paternal love since he was a child, and he was more insecure than his peers. No matter how sensible he was, he couldn't hide this.

It is not easy for parents and children in single-parent families. Liang Zhixuan is very aware of this, so she does not want her children to lose their father or mother in the future.

Cheng Jie's face looked a bit haggard, which was very different from the radiant appearance she saw when she returned from Beijing to resume her job.Cheng Jie is not a casual person, even with the nourishment of new relationships, she will not let go of her prudence and reserve as a mother, and let her personal problems affect her children so quickly.

The two sat side by side on the crew bus, and Cheng Jie was silent for a while before saying: "Next week there will be a newcomer training at the headquarters, I was originally one of the trainers, but now it seems that I can't go, can you go for me? I have already recommended you to the leader, and the training lasted for a week, and I really couldn't leave."

"Is it because of Yuanbao? As long as the above agrees, I can go to the training, but... does it have anything to do with letting him transfer?" She can't leave home for too long, otherwise the child will be left unattended. Liang Zhixuan fully understands, but she This kind of answer is irrelevant, but it makes people more worried about whether something bad happened.

Sure enough, Cheng Jie sniffed lightly and said, "Yuan Bao's father is here and wants to take him away."

"What?!" Liang Zhixuan was astonished, "What do you mean by 'want to take him away'? He didn't care about how much hardship you had with the child for so many years, and now he said that he would take the child back as soon as he showed up. What?"

Cheng Jie smiled wryly: "Yeah, why? Maybe it's because I'm stupid. Who made me believe him so blindly back then? But this time it's not so easy. Yuanbao is my life. I won't put my child down give him."

That's why I transferred schools for him, didn't dare to leave his side for too long, and tried every means to hide him from people with ulterior motives.

Liang Zhixuan didn't know how to help her, so she could only comfort her: "Don't worry too much, you are the mother of the child, and you have worked hard to raise him so much, even if it goes to court, he won't take it seriously. The law doesn't usually favor the mother Well, I will respect the child's opinion. Yuan Bao will not choose others, he will follow you."

"I don't know..." Cheng Jie shook her head, "After all, he is the child's biological father, and he is married and has a complete family. Formally speaking, it is more powerful for the child's growth. And he is rich and powerful, I don't know What kind of means will they use?"

"What's the use of being rich and having a family? If he really cared about his children, he wouldn't have ignored him for so many years and now suddenly appeared." Liang Zhixuan said angrily, after thinking about it, he asked again: "By the way, that person What? Can he help you?"

"That person? Who?"

"The man who was with you recently, don't you have a boyfriend? Who is he, can he protect you and Yuanbao?"

With a fever on Cheng Jie's face, she said with some difficulty: "I don't want to trouble him. He and I... are not boyfriend and girlfriend in that sense. He has no obligation to do this for me. I don't want to complicate things any more."

Liang Zhixuan is no longer a casual little girl. She probably understood what Cheng Jie meant when she said that. Although she respected her choice, she was still a little melancholy.

She can't help much, and it's okay to go to the training on Cheng Jie's behalf.The headquarters of Yunlang Airlines is in Shanghai. Before leaving, the leader talked to her. In addition to the training, she also mentioned that she was preparing to become a flight attendant.

Cheng Jie was the youngest flight attendant of Yunlang Airlines back then, and now it's her turn, the leader is very optimistic about her breaking this record, and intentionally or unintentionally mentioned that Lei Xiaoming's father has left Yunlang for another position.

She wasn't sure if Mu Zheng had done something, but as Cheng Jie said, money and power can sometimes make people do whatever they want.

I hope it didn't bring any trouble to Lei Xiaoming's family.

Midsummer, Shanghai Hongqiao International Airport.

Both Yunlang headquarters and the hotel are near the airport. Liang Zhixuan went directly to the hotel to rest after getting off the plane, and the training was arranged for the next day.However, she didn't know if it was because the weather was too hot or the traffic jam was severe. The short distance made her feel flustered and short of breath, and she almost vomited while sitting in the taxi.

Seeing that she was not feeling well, the hotel waiter poured her a glass of warm water and let her rest on the sofa in the lobby for a while before taking her to the room.She felt that she might have suffered from heat stroke, she was sweating profusely while lying on the bed, her body was empty, but she had no appetite at all, and she didn't even eat dinner.

Some colleagues from the headquarters came to see her when they heard that she was not feeling well, saying that she might not be acclimatized, so they brought some fruits for her to let her have a good rest. The training content can be adjusted. If she is not in good health, she can go to class the day after tomorrow. , just show up tomorrow.

"Actually, tomorrow is the welcome ceremony. It doesn't matter if you don't show your face, but some of our colleagues who participated in the training this time came back from abroad, and the requirements are also high. It's not good if you don't go. I just ask you to get over it."

Liang Zhixuan nodded, the headquarters has more rules, she understands.Speaking of demanding colleagues, she couldn't help but think of Lei Xiaoming again. If he was here, those new pilots who just graduated from aviation school would probably be scared.

The corners of her lips curled up, and she stood up to peel an orange. It had a very fresh fruit aroma and juice, but it was sour and not sweet enough, but she unexpectedly found it very appetizing. After eating, she felt a little refreshed and her appetite was also opened. I was so hungry that I had nothing to eat, so I had to make another bowl of instant noodles.

She sat alone by the bed and ate the bowl of instant noodles. The very common flavor of braised beef was actually not fragrant at all, and there was no meat. It reminded her of the wonton noodles that she ate with Mu Zheng when she spent the night in Beijing on New Year's Eve that year.

Maybe that's what loneliness feels like.

She showed up at the orientation ceremony on time the next day, maybe because of the makeup, or maybe because of the bowl of instant noodles the first night, her complexion didn't look so bad, and the colleagues in the headquarters thought she was already well .

Only she knew that she wasn't thorough enough. When listening to the leader's speech, she was a little bit on pins and needles. After barely going forward and introducing herself, she broke out in a cold sweat. .

Someone patted her on the back, she raised her head after vomiting, and saw a clean tissue in front of her eyes.

The person behind sighed softly: "How long have I been away, is that how you take care of yourself?"

Liang Zhixuan was stunned for a few seconds.It is impossible for this voice to appear here. She once thought that it was because she chatted with her colleagues yesterday and thought that Lei Xiaoming was thinking about it every day, so she had such hallucinations, and took other people's voices as his.

But even if there are similarities in people and voices, how can the tone of speech be so similar?

She took the tissue and covered her mouth, covering most of her face to prevent the other party from seeing her distress and paleness at the moment, then turned around, and sure enough, she saw Lei Xiaoming standing behind leaning against the wall and looking at her.

Her vision was a bit blurred, she must have vomited too much just now and the tears welled up before she dried up, she wanted to laugh but couldn't, and said in a gruff voice, "Why are you back?"

"How can I know if you're doing well if you don't come back, anyway, you always report good news but not bad ones." He spoke sharply, but the light in his eyes was soft, "I heard from my colleagues that you took a long sick leave before, it's a sickness. Still not alright?"

She has become much thinner. She was not fat before, but now she is even thinner. Just now when his hand slapped her back, she could feel the bones in her hand.

Liang Zhixuan lowered her head subconsciously, "Well, I was infected with chickenpox before and couldn't work, so I asked for leave. Now I'm fine, and I've resumed normal work."

Fortunately, all the acne scars on his face have healed, except for the small mark on his forehead that Mu Zheng had scratched, I hope his piercing eyes can't see it.

Lei Xiaoming did not heave a sigh of relief when he heard this, "Do you have time, I want to chat with you a few words."

The trainer talked a lot, she didn't want to cause trouble again, and the previous rift was no joke, she didn't dare to touch the piercing pain again, so she just said: "I don't think there is anything to talk about here, if you have something to say, just say it." Put it this way!"

Lei Xiaoming didn't force her, and asked her: "Is it still uncomfortable? Do you want to go back and rest for a while?"

She shook her head, recalling what her colleagues at the headquarters said yesterday, and smiled softly, "Isn't it because of your high standards and strict requirements that we all have to show up today? I dare not be absent."

He also laughed, "It seems that I am famous outside, and I have been away for a while, but I haven't been able to eliminate the influence."

The two still have a tacit understanding with a smile, but some things are different from before, and both of them can feel it.

When eating, there is a round table meal, and the trainer sits with the new employees to enhance their relationship and cohesion.

Lei Xiaoming probably informed the colleague in charge of the training, and sat at the same table with Liang Zhixuan.All the people here are newcomers, no one knows the gossip, so naturally they don't know the story between them, and a casual chat and meal is over.

It's just that Liang Zhixuan still had a bad appetite, and couldn't even eat a bite of rice. He only ate a little corn soup and a snack.

Lei Xiaoming asked her quietly: "Are you still feeling unwell, do you want to go to the hospital?"

She shook her head, but she was also puzzled, she didn't understand what kind of disease it was, heat stroke was not like heat stroke, and gastroenteritis was not like gastroenteritis.

After eating, everyone went back to their respective rooms to rest. She stood up, and just after taking two steps, she felt that her eyes were dark, and she was about to fall forward as soon as her legs gave way.Lei Xiaoming grabbed her in time and helped her back to the seat, "Are you alright?"

She swallowed hard, unable to utter a complete sentence.He had already picked her up and said to the waiter beside him, "Please call a car, I'm going to take her to the hospital!"

In the end, it was earth-shattering again. I don't know what those new employees, leaders and other colleagues in the headquarters will think, anyway, Liang Zhixuan can't take care of it anymore.She sat in the hospital consulting room, dazed by the doctor's diagnosis.

"You're not sick, you're just pregnant." The doctor who saw the doctor was wearing a mask, only showing a pair of eyes and covered by glasses, speaking without emotion, like a calm sentence, "Since the last menstruation, the embryo is about 45 God, but many people have had pregnancy reactions since then. You are not in good health, your blood sugar and blood pressure are low, and if you have severe reactions, you will feel that pregnancy is particularly difficult. You should pay attention to rest and eat more If you have something nutritious, don’t delay if you have any problems, go to the hospital for treatment as soon as possible.”

Liang Zhixuan watched the doctor's pen tip leave line after line of black writing on the medical record, like a person walking alone, unable to look back and see the footprints behind him clearly.

Her hands and feet were cold, and her palms were pressed against her lower abdomen. She didn't know whether to say she was too unlucky or too lucky.

She opened her mouth, and the doctor just raised her head and asked, "Any more questions?"

Her palms were slightly sweating, and her heartbeat was so fast that her eyes darkened again. Finally, she asked: "If I don't want this child, what should I do?"

The doctor glanced at the personal information filled in her medical record, "I don't want it, why don't I want it? This is your first pregnancy and your age is right. It's best to try your best to give birth to the baby safely, otherwise you will get older in the future. When you want a child, you don't want it, there are too many people like this now!"

"I..." She originally wanted to say that she was not married yet, but after thinking about it, it seemed that she shouldn't have said these things to the doctor, and the words turned around, "I just got sick before, chickenpox and pneumonia, and I got sick. I took a lot of injections and took a lot of medicine, won't this affect the child?"

The doctor pondered for a while, his eyes were cold, "Since you know that taking medicine will be bad for your child, how can you still be pregnant? Even if you are young, you are too careless. Think about it yourself, this kind of influence cannot be said to be absolute, but It's also possible, so you should consider whether you want this child or not, and discuss it with your husband when you go back."

Liang Zhixuan came out of the consulting room, Lei Xiaoming was still sitting there, stood up nervously and asked, "How is it, what did the doctor say?"

The person standing in front of him seems to be separated by thousands of rivers and mountains.This situation is really embarrassing, she would rather be alone at this moment than face Lei Xiaoming.She knew that God would not be so kind to her. He came back not to fulfill her heartbeat and longing for a new life, but to witness her most embarrassing experience, full of irony, like a reminder—even now, she It's impossible to be with him.

The long silence between the two was finally broken by the noise in the infusion room.Liang Zhixuan was malnourished and had low blood sugar. The doctor prescribed nutrition injections for her, and she had to lie in the infusion room before she could leave.Lei Xiaoming was sitting next to her, and she said, "I haven't asked you yet, why did you come back from the Middle East so quickly?"

He looked away from the drip, and said concisely: "There is no particular reason, if I want to come back, I will come back."

She could hear the subtle emotions in his words, looked at the clock on the wall and said, "It's getting late, you should go back and rest first, there is still a training session tomorrow."

"how about you?"

"I'll take a taxi back after hanging the potion, it's not very far anyway."

Lei Xiaoming took a deep breath: "I'm asking about your future plans. You want to drink water here, do you know what the effects of these potions are?"

It's a miscarriage, of course she knows.Those nutrient molecules are so big, and when they flow into the blood vessels, they are much more painful than ordinary medicines. Through the adhesive tape, she can feel the throbbing pain in the blood vessels on the back of her hand.

It is not easy to be a mother. From the time the embryo takes shape in the womb, you have to suffer so much, big and small.

"I haven't figured out what to do for the time being, maybe the first thing I should do is to ask for leave!" She laughed at herself, "The leader probably also has a headache, just after sick leave and maternity leave, how can there be an employee like me? Woolen cloth!"

She avoided the important ones, and Lei Xiao was obviously angry, so he turned around and walked out.

She thought he was gone, but she didn't expect to see him still outside after hanging the water, and handed her a can of hot milk bought from a nearby convenience store, "It's hot outside, but you can't drink anything else now, this will be Let's go!"

She smiled at him, opened the milk jug and took a sip, tears streaming down somehow.She raised her hand to wipe it, Lei Xiaoming pretended not to see, and stood with her in the corner of the hospital hall, there were not many people coming and going at this time, the hall was so empty that the louder the sound could hear the echo.

His voice is very nice, with a pure and steady "subwoofer", when he looks into your eyes and speaks, it seems that every word can enter your heart.

(End of this chapter)