let me look at you

Chapter 49 He is not him (1)
Ju Nian, do you know who I am?I am not him, I am not him!

Han Shu walked out of the gate of "KK" unhurriedly, with a look of anxiety on his face. He turned around in a circle, and there was no trace of Xie Junian in the busy street.

He knows how powerful foreign wine is mixed with drinks. Although it is easy to drink, it has a strong aftertaste. Even Dean Han, who has been "tested" for entertainment, has fallen on it several times, so Han Shu himself drank it very well. Very restrained.Who knew that guy Xie Ju Nian couldn't even shirk, he drank three cups in one go, and if the alcohol didn't turn her into an intermittent mentally handicapped, his surname would not be Han.

Near the nightclub, lonely girls are already coveted, let alone drunk ones.Han Shu walked along the direction of Ju Nian's home for a while, ran for a while looking for her, and did not see her at the crossroads.She doesn't look like the owner who goes out to hail a taxi. Could it be that she can fly with wings?

After thinking about it, Han Shu turned around again, planning to walk in another direction.He gradually regretted that when Fang Zhi was coaxing her to drink with them, why didn't he stop him on the spot—yes, he still hated her, and was eager to see her make a fool of himself, but the short-lived pleasure of victory was instantly captured by her face. tears faded away.He scolded himself, isn't this embarrassing himself?How can this person be so cheap?

I was about to go back to the "origin", and the golden signboard of "KK" was in sight. On the edge of the bench on the sidewalk, a tramp in ragged clothes was bending over and looking at something.The benches were the same as they had been when I passed by, and there was no one on them.

Confused, Han Shu slowed down his pace and approached the homeless man's body sideways. The "thing" curled up on the edge of the bench seemed familiar no matter how it looked.

The urge to swear words reappeared, although Han Shu knew it was bad.

"What are you doing!" His first reaction was to blast away the homeless man with unknown intentions. The homeless man turned his back to him and remained motionless. The person standing in front of him stretched out half of his hand, and the dirt on the clothes made him back off again, so he had to go around and walk to the bench to make sure that she was generally safe and sound, a big stone in his heart. just fell.

Asking Han Shu to touch that homeless man is tantamount to letting him die. At the critical moment, he remembered that "money can turn ghosts around", took out five yuan and threw it into the broken bowl, and then did it viciously. With a repelling gesture, finally only he and Xie Junian were left beside the bench.

Ju Nian huddled into a ball and squatted, with his head buried in his knees, like a hedgehog in the face of an enemy, with only one hand holding tightly to the cast iron leg of the bench beside him, looking small and pitiful.Han Shu poked her back with a finger: "Hello..."

She was motionless, but her back was gently rising and falling.

"Hey! You're not falling asleep here, are you? Did you hear me?" Han Shu poked harder, and she shook. If she hadn't held the stool leg with one hand, she would have fallen on the ground. land.

Seeing this, Han Shu gave up his plan to communicate with her, but fortunately, there were only cars speeding by on the road and few pedestrians around.He put his hand under Ju Nian's arm and forcibly "pulled" her up. Her hand seemed to be on the leg of the stool, and it took him a lot of effort to pull her away.When he put her on the stool, the back of Han Shu's T-shirt was drenched with sweat.

With Han Shu's previous temper, he would be sorry for himself if he didn't say a few mean words, but now he realized that Ju Nian was leaning on the stool with his eyes closed, his flushed face was full of tears.After drinking those three cups, she couldn't walk anymore and could only cry in vain.

"Are you okay?" Han Shu felt that what he asked was nonsense, and it was obvious that she had nothing to do with the word "good".

She actually listened to it, and nodded knowingly: "You go."

Han Shu laughed at himself, at this time, she still didn't need him.

After sitting with him for a while, the people around him showed no sign of becoming sober.If you drag it on, it will only be more troublesome if it gets late.Han Shu quickly stopped a taxi, gritted his teeth and helped Ju Nian again: "Let's go, I'll take you home."

The driver was used to drunk people near "KK". Han Shu reported the address of Ju Nian's home, the car drove away, and when he turned a corner at the intersection, her body fell limply towards Han Shu. When he came over, it was as if he had lost the support of his skeleton, and he was still leaning on his chest before, but when the car bumped again, it slid even lower and fell on his thigh.

"What are you doing, taking advantage of me?" Han Shu muttered, but he didn't dare to move his body.She was very drunk, he knew it, and the stamina of the wine was eating away at her brain bit by bit, and now she was completely helpless, otherwise, she would never have snuggled up to him so quietly, like a white bird. rabbit.

Ju Nian's body was as hot as a fire, which also made Han Shu hot. He said to the driver: "Master, please turn up the air conditioner."

The driver smiled and said, "I have already driven to the maximum, and I have goose bumps all over my body. The young man is full of blood, so there is nothing I can do."

Han Shu simply opened a window. When the wind blew in, he took a deep breath, only to realize that he was so tense. Is he the drunk person reflected on the glass?He didn't drink too much, how could alcohol be contagious in his breath?
Halfway through the journey, Han Shu remembered something, so he quickly pushed Ju Nian who was sleeping peacefully on his lap: "Hey, wake up...just wake up for ten seconds, okay? Let me tell you a few words... If you go back like this, your parents won’t eat me? I can’t just leave you at the door secretly and drink like this, how can I explain to them?”

Ju Nian didn't seem to hear his words at all.Han Shu's worries are not unreasonable. Xie Maohua and his wife are well-known moralists, and he can just pat his ass and leave. As their daughter, Ju Nian will not be able to wash herself off even if she jumps into the Yellow River. .

"Why don't you find a place to settle down first, and go back when you wake up tomorrow morning? Make up a reason then, it will be better than now." He was afraid that the driver would hear him, so he leaned down and whispered in Ju Nian's ear.

Ju Nian didn't respond, Han Shu pushed her back again.

"Well, if you don't want to talk, don't say it. If you keep silent, I'll take it as if you don't have an opinion... Listen, you can raise your opinion if you have one... Well, then do what you want, and don't reply now Home."

He felt that he had a good reason and it was all for her sake. As for selfishness, how could that be possible?The heart beating faster and faster is only because the weather is too hot.

"Master, go to Zhongshan Avenue instead."

There are many good hotels along Zhongshan Avenue.Han Shu has settled down with his parents in City G since kindergarten. Like all good children, he rarely stays outside his home, and he probably inherited his obsession with cleanliness and high requirements for the comfort of the environment from his mother who is a doctor. People come and go in the hotel, and he always stays away from them.Only once, when my mother took my sister to my grandmother's house, Dean Han caught up with closed training again, worried that he would be left alone, so he let him live together in the training place - a star hotel near Zhongshan Avenue.That time, Han Shu felt that a good hotel was at least not as dirty as he imagined.

After the driver turned around, Han Shu checked his wallet. Fortunately, today he agreed to go out with Fang Zhi and them for a "luxury". The female voice flew farther and farther away, and he didn't even notice that in order to talk to Ju Nian, he unconsciously pushed her a few times earlier, causing her already extremely fragile stomach to be overwhelmed.It wasn't until she put one hand on his thigh with a painful expression to support her body and made a nauseous expression that Han Shu panicked. He stroked his back and opened the window fully, but her symptoms didn't alleviate at all.

"I'm warning you, you must hold back... Did you hear me, Xie Ju Nian, if you dare to vomit, try it... Master, stop, stop quickly... Ah... I'll kill you..."

The driver hastily pulled over the car and stopped, but it was too late, Han Shu raised his hands with a look of grief and indignation.When she vomited, she was still lying on top of him, and took all the filth from his favorite T-shirt. What was even more tragic was that after she vomited for a while, she collapsed and leaned back on his chest. Together, in the middle is the contents of her stomach... Han Shu felt that he was about to vomit it out in a second.

Urged by the driver, he scrambled out of the car and dragged down the unconscious Ju Nian.The driver frowned: "God, what do you want me to do with my business tonight?"

Han Shu had no choice but to apologize again and again, and paid the double fee for taking a taxi and washing the car without even thinking about it.Thinking it was over, the driver said dissatisfiedly: "Anyway, you can clean the car for me, just clean it casually, or I won't be able to catch my breath until I get to the car wash."

When Han Shu wiped the obvious dirt in the carriage with a paper towel, he had only one thought in his mind, he hated Xie Ju Nian, Fang Zhihe and Zhou Liang all his life, he would be inhuman if he didn't break up with them.

By the time the taxi drove away, Han Shu was no longer human. Looking at the miserable state of him and Xie Junian, Zhongshan Avenue and any star-rated hotels were like mirrors.The place where they got off should be near the south gate of G. Han Shu had sharp eyes, and suddenly saw a pink light box 100 meters ahead, with the words "Sweet Honey Hotel" written on it, and he almost knelt down and kissed God tiptoes.At the moment, he was determined to hold Ju Nian, just like Dong Cunrui carrying a pack of dynamite, marching towards the "Sweet Honey" bunker as if death was at home.

The "lobby" of "Sweet Honey" is only a small aisle with a square of five or six square meters. Han Shu almost thought that he had gone to the wrong place. There was a table at the door of the aisle, which seemed to be the "main desk".Sitting behind the desk is a middle-aged bald man, short in stature, who should be the boss.At this time, the boss was staring at an old color TV with great interest, and showed no enthusiasm for the guests who came to the door.

"Hello, give me a clean room with hot water." This was Han Shu's only request. With these, he would be in heaven.While saying this, he consciously turned slightly sideways.Taking a drunk girl to an ambiguous hostel for a room at night, after all, is still a thing that violates his moral values, and it is not glorious.

The hostel owner took his eyes away from the TV and glanced at them, his expression numb and unsurprised, as if they were just one of countless boys and girls who were having sex secretly.He threw a key tag from a desk drawer.

"Each of our rooms is equally clean. It costs 50 yuan a night, and the room fee will be settled first."

Han Shu hadn't heard of the principle that the room fee should be settled first before people can move in, but now is not the time for theory, and the price is so cheap that he didn't expect it, so he still paid with his sideways, and then he remembered to ask: " Where do you register?"

"Registration?" The hotel owner was stunned for a moment, grinning, and then took out a crumpled notebook. The subtext behind the smile seemed to be, "Since you like to register, I will satisfy your wish."

Han Shu looked at the book, the last one registered was three months ago, and those names were weird, "Huahua", "Baby", "Xiaoxin"... At a glance, he knew it was perfunctory, and he also I drew a few random strokes, didn't bother to fill in the ID number, grabbed the key card, and hurriedly checked the number to enter the room.

As soon as the door of the room was opened, an old musty smell came over his face, Han Shu frowned, but it was better than being vomited all over.After closing the door tightly, the first thing he did was to throw Ju Nian into the bathroom with a broken door, find the shower, turn on the water and spray it on her without thinking.

When the water sprayed on his body, Ju Nian visibly shrank his body, only then did Han Shu realize that there was no so-called hot water in the room, fortunately it was summer, and cold water would not kill anyone.He took off the T-shirt that made him sick, ignored Ju Nian's subconscious dodge, and let the water wash over her body.

In an instant, Ju Nian's body was already drenched.The thin white blouse was close to the skin, turning into a hazy flesh-colored color, and the blue skirt was also piled up on her thighs. Her tied-up hair was already disheveled. Han Shu simply took off her hair tie, and her long hair overturned.

(End of this chapter)