let me look at you

Chapter 50 He is not him (2)
After washing like this for about 5 minutes, Ju Nian's consciousness was still blurred, and he maintained the posture of bending his legs and leaning against the corner.Han Shu loves to be clean, and the scene of throwing up in the car was his demon. Now that her clothes are sticking to her body, it can be as bad as it can be, and he can't bear to watch it.

He hesitated for a while, since they are all here, he still has the responsibility to deal with the dirty orange years more thoroughly.

"Don't think about it, I'm doing it for your own good. My mother said that wearing wet clothes is the easiest way to catch a cold. I feel bad for you." Han Shu tried to relieve the embarrassment in his heart, coughed lightly, and reached out to relieve her body button, only to find that my throat is like a wasteland that has been drought for ten years, full of rough sand and gravel, and I can't look forward to the mercy of the rain.

He untied her blouse and skirt in a dazed and flushed face, not daring to go one step further, even so, he still deeply felt the changes in his body.After washing almost, he turned his back, rinsed himself briefly, found a big towel to wrap Ju Nian, wiped it for a while, and then moved to the big bed in the middle of the room.

In terms of the size of the room, the proportion of this bed is seriously out of balance, but the quality is obviously not very good. Han Shu and Ju Nian are not fat, but when the weight of the two is put up, the mattress makes a strange sound. The groaning severely stimulated Han Shuhang's fragile nerves, making him move carefully every inch, otherwise the sound would kill him.

Ju Nian's hair was not dry yet, his face had already turned pale, but his lips were red, Han Shu didn't dare to look closely, so he went back to the bathroom, scrubbed their clothes, and hung them in a ventilated place.

His T-shirt was hanging very close to her top, dangling like a person whose heart was fluttering but did not dare to approach.He took pity on the clothes, reached out and flicked them, and the T-shirt hugged the white top.Han Shu laughed.

After doing this, Han Shu felt tired.Except for a bed, there is not even a stool in the room, and 50 yuan is the only way to go.He was a person who would never sleep on the ground. He climbed onto the bed lightly, smelled the pillows and sheets, shook several times, and carefully slept on the edge of the bed.

Consciousness and body can be highly separated.Han Shu's eyelids were already clenched, but on the other side of the bed, any slight movement hit his heart directly.Ju Nian seemed to mutter something and moved her body. When Han Shu turned her head to go, she had already kicked off the towel and quilt on her body, and turned her back to him.

Han Shu's Adam's apple slipped slightly. She was very thin, but her bones were not visible. Maybe she hadn't fully grown. She didn't have the round and undulating curves like the beautiful women in men's magazines. She just had a slender waist, long limbs, and her skin was not snow white. , but has an ivory-like luster.

Looking from Han Shu's direction, the back of her neck, her shoulders, her back, and the small creases at the junction of her waist and buttocks all have a jerky and mysterious beauty.Unable to restrain his inner demons, he stretched out a finger tremblingly, along the path that caught his sight, gently winding all the way down from her spine.

It was a mountain rising from the deep sea in his heart, making people stranded, wandering, but unable to conquer.

His hands were so careful that he wondered if he had actually touched her.However, Ju Nian's previous tranquility was broken, she was shaking her head on the pillow, tossing and turning, her eyes were closed tightly, but there was a low moan that seemed to be crying.

Han Shu approached, she just said that sentence over and over again.

"Where are you, where are you..."

At this time, what she could not forget was still finding Wu Yu.Is that person named Wu Yu really that important?What is he, what is it?
Han Shu grieved in his heart, not knowing who to pity.He tried to comfort Ju Nian who was swaying in anxiety, and himself who lost his way while climbing, grabbed her hand and placed it closest to his heart.

"Where are you?" Ju Nian was still crying.

Han Shu replied in a low voice, "I'm here, don't you know, I'm here."

His strength brought her to turn over, Ju Nian only had the most close-fitting clothing on her body, her long wet hair was wrapped around her neck and wrapped around her chest, and her wet bangs covered her eyes.

Han Shu went to brush the hair on her face, but she half-opened her eyes at this moment. Han Shu froze, feeling embarrassed, and was about to stop explaining, but she held it down and even groped for his other part. Put one hand on the other side of your cheek.

So, Han Shu gently held Ju Nian's face with both hands, her wet hair was scratching his chest, sneaking into the blood like a silver needle hidden weapon, and the unresolved poison spread to the internal organs.

He forgot how he started, maybe it was because the sound of men and women fighting across the wall was like a ghost, maybe it was because the moaning mattress broke his defense line, maybe there were too many things in her eyes that made him Indulging... maybe all this is just an excuse, for nothing, he just succumbed to desire.

His memory begins with the two being honest with each other.Ju Nian fell into a deep sleep again, her breathing was long and slow, and Han Shu's flames burned her almost crazy.He said to himself repeatedly, I will definitely treat her well in the future, and never be angry with her again, just like holding her face just now, like a jewel, and I will never let go.

He had never done such a thing, his family was strictly controlled, and the only channel of education came from Zhou Liang's "Collected Picture Album", which described this seemingly natural and natural thing, but he felt helpless and lost the point.

The city he was looking forward to was just around the corner, and the cries in his heart were deafening, but when he finally approached the city, the arrow was on the string, Ju Nian slightly bent his body, and the sudden tight fit made him shudder involuntarily, the pleasure flashed like a meteor, and he instantly went from the hot The apex blasts, burns into the ice of a meteorite.

Han Shu fell on Ju Nian in frustration, and began to rejoice that Ju Nian was not sober, otherwise she would have seen his clumsy appearance just now, and he probably would have no face to live in the future.

I don't know how long it took, and the howling of ghosts and wolves next door also stopped, and the place where the two of them touched each other was sweating profusely. Han Shu buried his head in Ju Nian's chest, propped himself up and straightened the river.

Probably because of the foreshadowing from the previous time, this time, Han Shu's progress was smoother. He lifted Ju Nian's waist, and felt that he really went in this time. With another push, Ju Nian felt sharp. Pain, Yoyo wakes up.

Looking at each other, Han Shu kissed the corner of her mouth.But Ju Nian's eyes didn't seem to be sober, as if he had fallen into the deepest dream, and after a moment, they changed into extreme fear.She screamed in shock, the voice was sharp and desperate, piercing the silence of the night, making people panic, as if what was pressing on her was not a person, but an evil spirit that had been entrenched in her heart for many years, and it was the source of her nightmares. Maggots with bones.

Han Shu was shocked into a cold sweat, the sound insulation effect of this broken place is so bad, her scream was enough to startle everyone, he didn't dare to think deeply, and covered her mouth.

"Stop yelling...Ju Nian, I won't hurt you...Stop yelling, please, please..."

Ju Nian struggled under Han Shu's body, but his body was still limp, and the scorching spot on his body felt like a red-hot iron. Han Shu's desire overcame everything.He moved, and the extreme excitement beat him like a tidal wave, and he took her bumping, like Noah's Ark in the ocean of desire, the whole world was wiped out, leaving only two inseparable people.He couldn't hear the whispers he whispered in her ear, but he didn't dare to let go of his hand. Slowly, he noticed that she was no longer struggling, and the fear in her eyes gradually dissipated, returning to boundless silence...

There is no air-conditioning in this room, the doors and windows are closed, it is extremely hot, and only an electric fan is whirling.Han Shu was afraid of the heat, his body was covered with sweat, and Ju Nian was not much better, but he hugged Ju Nian tightly behind him all night, with his chest against her back, like two spoons side by side , this metaphor made him feel comforted, as if there would be endless secular entanglements waiting for them in the future.

She was admitted to a university in Beijing, and the two places will soon be separated, it doesn't matter, he is willing to visit her, every holiday, they can be together.Next, he will take her to meet Dean Han and her mother.Dean Han said that dating is not allowed in high school, but he did not say that it is not allowed in university.Four years, wait another four years, and they will get married.There is nothing wrong with my mother, as long as he likes it, everything is fine. Dean Han always advertises that he does not want to be famous for his future in-laws, as long as the girl's family background is clean and her character is good.Ju Nian is so good, how could they not like it?By the way, and my sister, they went to Belgium for their honeymoon...

After Han Shu babbled to her in Ju Nian's ear, he talked about Dean Han's expectations for him, about the pressure from his parents, and about his own plans.She was drunk, maybe she couldn't listen to anything, Han Shu fell into a dream while whispering.

The protruding springs on the mattress made Han Shu unable to sleep well. He woke up once around five o'clock, and his body's memory began to recover, so he once again pestered Ju Nian relentlessly.In fact, compared to the previous physical bliss, what he pursued this time was more a feeling of possession.

She is his now, and a certain part of her body will always have his mark, and he can no longer be regarded as an insignificant passerby.

Ju Nian seemed to be awake, but he didn't, with every movement he made, he gasped heavily and moaned softly.

Before the climax came, Han Shu couldn't hide the anxiety in his heart.

"Ju Nian, do you know who I am? I'm not him, I'm not him!"

Ju Nian's eyelashes trembled slightly, and he closed his eyes tightly without saying a word.

He is not him, maybe she has already noticed something, so she hopes never to wake up.

In the morning, Han Shu opened his eyes as scheduled, his biological clock was very accurate, but the closed curtains made him doubt his own judgment.The air conditioner in the room seemed to be broken, and there was a lot of noise outside the window. He turned over and yelled vaguely, "Mom, what time is it?"

"Six forty-eight."

"Oh."

Han Shu closed his eyes again and stayed on the bed for ten seconds before he realized something was wrong. It wasn't his fucking voice, but like her... The memory of last night was instantly activated. He sat up from the bed, and Ju Nian just stood up beside him. The body, the whole sheet was used by her to wrap herself, and he was naked without any cover. Even though he was so intimate last night, it still made him feel extremely embarrassed.

"I..." At this time, any words would be foolish, Han Shu chose to remain silent and wait.

He can accept any complaints she has, and he can give any promises she wants.

However, Ju Nian just mechanically lifted the bed sheet to check herself for the last time. At that moment, her silence was the strongest despair.

Ju Nian turned her back to him, and put on the clothes that had dried out in the bathroom, she tried to calm herself down, but the hands that buttoned the buttons couldn't stop shaking.

"Don't you want to tell me something, Ju Nian." Han Shu was nervous, the more she kept silent, the more he suffered without a trace.

Ju Nian took five times longer than normal to fasten all the buttons. She tried to pour herself a glass of water from the kettle on the bedside cabinet. The kettle was dry, and when she put it back, the kettle almost knocked over. desk lamp.Han Shu quickly supported her with his hands, jumped out of the bed, and sat her down beside the bed.

"Don't move, I'll come." He put on his clothes in a hurry, and looked around for a plug to boil water for her.People with a hangover are most thirsty, he had heard that.

Finally he found the plug, but the annoyed thing was that the kettle didn't respond. Han Shu hadn't served anyone before, and after playing with it for a while, he realized that the kettle was broken, so he kicked the bedside table a few times in anger.

"I'll go down and get you a glass of water, wait for me, I'll be back soon, then we'll talk slowly...Ju Nian, say something, don't scare me like this."

She seemed to nod.

Han Shu was overjoyed, and ran out quickly, found the boss who was still watching TV, and under his guidance went to the hot water room to get a cup of boiling water.The cups in the store were not clean. He washed them carefully several times, but still felt that they were not enough. He asked if there was any honey in the store, and the answer was of course no.So, he asked the aunt in the hot water room to find some sugar for him, and mixed it into the boiling water, so that it would at least taste sweet in her mouth.Han Shu was willing to pluck the stars from the sky to make her happier.

Han Shu carefully returned to the room with the water glass in his hand. The door was wide open, but there was no one there.Only a few strands of hair scattered on the white bed sheet reminded her of her past existence.

He had told her to wait for him, and she had lied again.

(End of this chapter)