Our youth is over

Chapter 22
"First love is a piece of shit!"

1
Passing by the gate of Yucai Community, I came across He Yebei riding a racing car. As soon as my eyes touched him, I stopped involuntarily.

He Yebei obviously saw me too, sitting in the car and looking down at me condescendingly, swept me from top to bottom, cleared his throat and said, "Bei Yinan, what's your situation?"

I became dumb for a while, I didn't know how to answer, and I only had one thought in my heart, which was to go quickly. I always felt that it was embarrassing for He Yebei to see such a situation.

I didn't return to him at all, I turned my head and turned to run, when a car suddenly passed by in front of my eyes, He Yebei was still sitting on the racing car, staring at me coldly, with a slightly annoyed expression on his face, "What are you running for?"

"I want you to manage."

I replied awkwardly, looking at the ground, eager to dig a hole and get in, so that I would never have to see He Yebei again.

I think that every girl who is full of spring like me doesn't want to expose her embarrassing side to the male god.

I was, I was at that time, that was the idea.I don't want He Yebei to see me in such a miserable state.

The right hand hanging aside was suddenly grabbed by someone, and I couldn't help crying out in pain, and the sockets of my eyes turned red instantly.If He Yebei let go a second later, my tears are probably about to burst out.

When I was first beaten, I instinctively carried it with my hands, and my arm was stepped on several times. I don't know if it was sprained or broken, and it hurt when I touched it.

He Ye stared blankly at my hand, then suddenly raised his head, looked at me with deep eyes, and said angrily: "I knew you were nervous all the time, and something would happen sooner or later! You've been injured like this, and you're still blind What are you running for! Wait for me to get off, and I'll take you to the hospital."

After scolding He Yebei, he stopped looking at me and turned into the community on his bicycle.As if he felt that I was looking at him, the man suddenly turned his head and glanced at me, as if explaining but also casually said: "I'll go home to get the money, wait for me, don't let me come out to see you!"

Being told what I had in mind, I subconsciously lowered my gaze not to confront He Yebei.After a few seconds, I secretly raised my head to look at the back of someone riding away on a bicycle. As soon as that figure disappeared in front of my eyes, I could no longer care about the pain in my body and ran away.

I don't want to go to the hospital with He Yebei.It's not so strong that you can hold back the pain by gritting your teeth. The hospital will go, but not with He Yebei.

I just hope that my image in the eyes of that person will not get worse and worse.With so many things happening these days, He Yebei probably got bored with me even more.

I don't know where the strength came from, so I ran home in one breath, got out of the elevator, didn't even have the strength to pull out the key to open the door, and suddenly collapsed at the entrance of the corridor, directly shouting "Chen Huiqi", waiting for me Mom opens the door.

Fortunately, my mother didn't go to play cards, but was watching TV at home. When she heard someone calling her, she hurriedly opened the door and stuck her head out. When she saw me, her eyes almost popped out, and she cursed: " Bei Yinan, now you don't call your mother no matter how big or small, you just call me by my name!"

"Calling mom, I'm afraid you won't be able to hear clearly and don't know how to call you. You must come out when I call your name! Mom, don't scold me, I hurt, don't you see that I was beaten!"

As soon as my mother approached, I hugged her legs and cried.

My mother is my mother. Seeing me like this, my mother suddenly lost her temper, hugged me with a pale face, and said in panic: "Didn't you go to have a birthday meal with your friends? How did you make it like this? Did you You got into trouble again, and you got beaten because of someone!"

"Mom, don't pull my hand, it hurts to death!"

"Did you hurt your bones? Hold on, I'll take you to the hospital with the car keys."

After a while, I was sent to the hospital by my mother. I queued up to register, went to the orthopedics department, and then went to the internal and external trauma department. I went home with my plaster cast on.

On the way, my mother kept scolding me non-stop, her tone was exactly the same as He Yebei's.

"Bei Yinan, mom has to tell you that I'm very dissatisfied with your recent performance. Last time at Teacher He's house, it's fine if you hugged his boy and wanted to kiss him. Mom can take it as you have reached puberty and like You are impulsive. But why did you always hang out with those uneducated bastards at school...

"Do you think that if I don't talk about you, your dad and I don't know anything? You must have provoked someone when you were beaten today. I don't sympathize with you at all! You asked for it, let If you don't listen to your parents, you go to school just to study hard, so why not form a gang!"

"..."

"Why did I form cliques, why didn't I learn well? Don't think I don't know, you must have heard Jiang Chengrui's nonsense again! He is the boss of the cliques! You can only praise him when you talk about him , you know how to scold me! Was he born by you, or I was born by you!"

chap——

A sharp sound sounded, and the car stopped abruptly. My mother turned her head excitedly, and waved her hand angrily, trying to hit me. I was frightened in an instant, and pouting my mouth begged for mercy: "Mom, I was wrong, it's my birthday today!" , I haven't eaten yet! I'm so hungry..."

Knowing my mother's temper well, as soon as I said this, my mother became so soft-hearted that she couldn't help anymore, and sighed: "Mom will go back and make you delicious food, be good to me."

The plan to have a birthday meal with friends on my birthday was completely ruined, but I can eat braised hoofs specially made by my mother.I wanted to have a vigorous birthday, but it turned out to be over. No matter who gets such an oolong beating, it will be unforgettable.

The mobile phone was lost on the way of being called. Brother Qiang and the others couldn't find me, so the call went directly to my home.If I hadn't been sitting in the living room watching TV, and my mother would have snatched the call before she could hang up, I probably wouldn't have been able to answer the call.

Cheng Qiang and the others lied and said that their "big aunt" was here, and they didn't go out at home. They didn't ask any more after the letter, and said a few words, "Xiao Bei, I wish you a happy birthday", and hung up the phone hastily .

When I saw my mother staring at me back, I bowed my head in a wronged manner, and assured her that "I will reform myself, study hard, and improve every day", and my mother gave up.

At the end of my 17th birthday, and from the beginning of my [-]th birthday, I just ate a delicious meal casually, and then went to sleep on the bed, deliberately not thinking about what would happen if He Yebei took out the money and found out that I ran away Feeling.

You should be able to guess without thinking about it, it's nothing more than wanting to go crazy.

2
The news of my being beaten reached Jiang Chengrui's ears through my mother's loudspeaker.

I don't know where Xiao Jiang's ability came from, but he guessed who hit me at a glance, and rushed to other people's school with someone to make a fuss, and then went back to school to slap the table and shout at me.

"Xiao Bei, brother is not dead yet! You don't want to recognize brother, brother recognizes you! Whoever makes my sister lose arms and legs, I will make their life worse than death!"

Originally, I looked at Jiang Chengrui, who painted my face, and couldn't help being moved when I heard this, and I was tearful thinking whether to forgive him for this, and the two reconciled, but the man came to me without knowing each other. He continued: "Xiao Bei, listen to my brother's words, don't play with Cheng Qiang and the others. I don't want you to become the second Qi Qinghan, I hope you will always be well."

I know that Xiao Jiang is good to me, but these words hurt me again.

"So what if you become Qiqi! Why is Qiqi bad? You have no right to say that Qiqi is bad!"

Jiang Chengrui and I quarreled again, and instead of easing up, the relationship got worse.

Qiqi erected a gap between me and Xiao Jiang, I want to make up for her, and I don't allow anyone to say a bad word about her, while Xiao Jiang habitually speaks cheaply without thinking.In his mind, Qiqi has always been a bad girl, no matter whether he feels guilty about her or not, he still regards her as a bad girl in his heart.

It is estimated that it is the rebellious period, so the rebellious psychology is particularly serious.The more my parents and Xiao Jiang who always thinks of himself as my brother tell me not to play with Cheng Qiang and the others, the more I play with them.

"Study hard", talk about it every day, but it's a far-fetched thing to do.After half a semester, I failed in the mid-term exam. On the day the scores came out, I was called over by the teachers of each subject in turn to scold me. The matter of inviting parents could no longer be escaped.

Coming out of the last teacher's office, the most recent class is physical education.Thinking about how to explain to my parents the score I couldn't get at home, I was very bored. As a result, I didn't go to class, and I hid in the equipment room of the basketball court and smoked alone.When someone came in, they didn't pay any attention, let them leave after taking their things, and continued to lie on the sofa cushions, thinking wildly, not knowing how to smoke, but still spitting nonsense, pretending to be literary.

It wasn't until I heard someone calling my name several times in a row that I slowly raised my eyes from the steaming smoke, followed the sound, and saw He Yebei, whom I hadn't seen for a long time, standing three meters away with a condensed expression, gnashing his teeth stared at me.

"what are you doing here?"

He Yebei's voice was always a little cold, but now it was even colder, with inexplicable anger in the coldness.

I looked at him suspiciously, wondering if he was under too much pressure in the college entrance examination, his eyes were dazzled from studying, and he didn't realize that I was smoking and sleeping so close!
"If you have poor eyesight, wear glasses. Anyway, you have a good face, and you won't be ugly wearing glasses, so you don't have to pretend to be blind." I said impatiently, with a very arrogant tone.

It seems that only by speaking in this way can I find some sense of pride in front of He Yebei, without feeling too inferior because of the gulf-like gap between the two.

He Yebei didn't pretend not to see me like the other students who came to the equipment room to get things. Instead, he got entangled with me. He didn't know what kind of anger he was, so he strode up to me suddenly, bent down and took it away. The half of the cigarette I was holding in my mouth was thrown on the ground in disgust, and I let it go out.

"Good girls shouldn't smoke, Bei Yinan, you've learned it badly." He Yebei still leaned over, his dark eyes tightly locked on me, and complained.

I sneered, instead of looking at him with scolding eyes, I moved my eyes to the basketball hoop beside me, and muttered: "I'm not a good girl in the first place."

"Normal female students shouldn't be like you!"

He Yebei continued to preach, just like a teacher admonishing students.

I’ve had enough of being scolded today, and I really don’t like to hear people say to me, "Bei Yinan, students should behave like students. It’s not an honor to be bad." "Bei Yinan, don’t your parents feel bad for seeing you like this? Did you come to school just to live like this?" "Bei Yinan, the teacher told you not to play with those bastards. Look, you've been led into trouble now."...

"Bei Yinan, don't be like Qi Qinghan from the liberal arts class, look at what will happen to her!"

Annoyed in my heart, I suddenly wanted to smash the jar, and couldn't help but turned around and yelled at He Yebei, expressing all the doubts I had in my heart.

"He Yebei, why do you care about me? Don't you think you care too much about me this semester! You can't just ignore my existence like before, or give me a cold look!"

"I won't pester you anymore, but you still care about me so much, what's on your mind!"

"If you keep doing this, I'll feel like you're in love with me! That's why I care so much about whether I'm getting better or worse!"

"..."

As soon as I uttered a few words, I uttered them like a machine gun, and then I immediately regretted it, and wanted to take it back, so as not to be ridiculed by He Yebei in a while and humiliate myself.But there's no reason to take back the splashed water, so at this moment, I can only bite the bullet and wait for someone to come back.

Surprisingly, He Yebei, who has always been eloquent and full of benevolence and morality, fell silent, looked at me without saying a word, bit his lips slightly, then raised his body, and moved his hands away from my sides, as if being caught Say what's on your mind and don't look at me again, just turn around and leave.

When that finger withdrew from the air cushion, its fingertips inadvertently ran over my idle hand.Like an electric shock, a strand of numbness sprang up from his fingers and spread directly to the bottom of his heart.I suddenly grabbed He Yebei's leaving hand like an evil spirit, pulled him down with a little strength, let him press on me, stared at him, and let the ambiguous atmosphere around me mess up Fleeing, that is, no one speaks.

In the end, it was He Yebei who disarmed and surrendered, lowered his eyes, and stood up with his hands on the air cushion.There was a panic in my heart, as if an answer was about to come out, I was forced to ask He Yebei again, and this time I pressed him directly on the air cushion I had been lying on, and I turned over and pressed him on top of him.

"He Yebei, you like me, right?"

I stared at him closely and said in an almost certain tone.

He Yebei didn't struggle, but turned his head away, unwilling to look at me, with a stinky expression all the time.

Seeing that he didn't resist or refute, I felt ambiguous again, and simply shameless, I closed my eyes and kissed his face, nibbled on He Yebei like a pig, and finally got lucky enough to kiss him Soft, but dare not move.

I could feel the heavy panting of He Yebei's chest under my pressure, and I could also hear his rapid breathing, and of course my breathing.When I didn't get any response, I was discouraged in an instant, and I couldn't get any more arrogant. I wanted to leave in a sensible way before the man got angry.But before I could stand up completely, He Yebei dragged me back and fell on him again.

There was a fishy sweetness in my mouth, it was He Yebei who was biting me.

His face was held by his hands, I could feel his slender fingers inserting into my hair, I breathed a sigh of relief, closed my eyes obediently, started to kiss back, and slowly felt the tight lips on my lips He loosened his grip and began to toss around gently.But I don't know if it was too nervous or lack of skills, but when I was enjoying my first kiss, I could also feel the pain from being knocked on my teeth.

Afterwards, I asked He Yebei, what was the feeling of the first kiss?
That fellow always replied with lingering fear, "Mouth full of blood".

What about first love?

3
"First love is a piece of shit!" Xu Xu suddenly jumped down from the upper bunk, spitting while holding the phone that was ringing loudly.

Seeing that we were all looking at her, Xu Xu waved his hands impatiently: "It depends on what I do, continue to listen to Lao Bei, and when Lao Bei finishes speaking, whoever will pick up, the topic of our chat today is first love. Let me first Go out and answer the phone, it's from my shitty first love."

After Xu Xu finished speaking, he walked out of the dormitory handsomely, shaking his newly cut head portrait with short hair that looked like it had been bitten by a dog, leaving me and a group of audience in place.

It’s been a long time since I’ve talked so much. I opened a Coca-Cola bottle with dry mouth, and before I had a few sips, I was urged to continue talking.

In fact, I don't want to talk about it, because I want my lost first love to stay in its most beautiful moment, but people around me don't want to let me go.

Ding Dong leaned over, moved the large floor fan that everyone in the dormitory bought together towards me, and fanned me attentively: "Old Bei, we have agreed to say something, and no one can hide it. First love is sour and sweet." Bitter and hot, you have to tell us clearly about the taste of it. Gang Xuxu also told us all about his secrets, so, tell me what bad things you did after you kissed so hotly?"

"What bad things can you do, you only think about those messy things." I poked her with my finger angrily.

The little shadow sitting on the opposite bed asked me with great interest: "Sister Bei, what happened to Lin Zhishen? You and Jiang Chengrui broke up, and then how did you get back together? Aren't you two very good now, Mr. Classmate Jiang was playing with you yesterday. Actually, I am more curious about this, so please tell me!"

"That's right, and what's the matter with your figure, Jiang Chengrui said you were very thin in high school, why are you fat now! Old Bei, don't fool us!"

"..."

It's so lively around you and me. Everyone shouted "Old Bei" and "Sister Bei" so that my old face was sweating. I can't help it, fat people just sweat easily.

I'm Bei Yinan, a third-year student at a local industrial university. I'm the same as Bei Yinan in the story. I'm 1.6 meters tall and weigh [-]. Now I'm a real big fat man.

Why am I so fat, um, [-]% is because I have eaten too much in the past few years and over-bloated.

I am the oldest girl in the dormitory, no, it should be said that I am the oldest girl in our entire university, because I stayed in high school for two years and finally got into the university.But I am not the oldest student here, there is an old ginger on it for me, it is the old ginger in Xiaoying's mouth.

That's right, I reconciled with Jiang Chengrui later, adhering to the principle of "good brothers sharing weal and woe", we repeated the grade together again, and two years later we were admitted to this university together and came here.

As for He Yebei, after that kiss, we were indeed together, but now, he has been away from me for almost five years.It's been so long that I thought that I was about to forget those silly things in high school, and that person was about to be forgotten, but today Xuxu first mentioned his first love, and everyone gathered together to talk about the past, and I realized soberly that everything that happened in the past I even remember the details very clearly, without any fuzziness.

I thought those things would hurt when I said them, but when I really said them, it was as if I was talking about other people’s affairs.

The story continued to be told from my mouth, as requested by Ding Dong, I told all kinds of emotional points, ups and downs, but I still left something unsaid.

They are all listening to stories, so why be so serious.

I kissed He Yebei in a daze that day, and in the end He Yebei woke up from the chaotic passion first, pushed me away without mercy, got up quickly and ran out the door.

I lay alone on the air cushion and stared blankly at the ceiling of the equipment room. I kept my head empty and didn't dare to think too much, for fear that when I thought about it, I would think that He Yebei would regret the kiss just now.

Originally, I thought that the man would just walk away irresponsibly because he couldn't save face, but he didn't expect He Yebei to walk out from the door and then come back. I pulled it out.

I am also a master with long eyes, and I can see the tangled look on He Yebei's face, so as soon as I went out, I boldly shook off his hand, pretending to be indifferent and haha: "Don't worry, I won't say it out Yes. You don’t have to worry about the impulsiveness just now, I’ll just treat it as if I was bitten by a pig, and forget it in a blink of an eye..."

Before he finished speaking, He Yebei bluffed angrily: "Who are you calling a pig! Who told you to forget, Bei Yinan, tell me clearly, what do you mean?"

(End of this chapter)