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Chapter 357 Two Consciousness Fusion, Chi Yu Returns
Her hand holding the soup froze for a moment. After serving it, she put down the bowl and took out a porcelain white spoon from the bag next to the stewing pot.

She was doing all this pretending to be calm, but her heart was not peaceful, and only she knew it.

Deliberately changed the subject and asked him: "Will you get up for soup now?"

Chi Yu looked at her quietly.

"Is there any discomfort in your body?" Gu Yuan asked again, never continuing the topic just now.

He still didn't answer.

Gu Yuan ignored the indifference on his face and continued: "Your condition was sudden at that time, so I had to drive you to the hospital. Fortunately, you are fine."

"Do you remember there?" he finally said.

It's just that these words made Gu Yuan very confused, she didn't realize that the 'that' he meant was 'where', so she asked, "Where are you talking about?"

Sui Sui, who was lying on the side of the hospital bed, looked at her mother curiously, but she heard it very clearly, so she repeated to her mother what her father said just now: "Eat fish and ask mom if she remembers where it is."

Gu Yuan smiled at her daughter, and coaxed: "Mom has to take care of Dad now, can you go there to play by yourself?"

"okay."

Sui Sui was very obedient and obedient, she nodded and said yes, and then went to play on the sofa by herself.

After her daughter walked away, Gu Yuan asked Chi Yu: "I didn't understand, what did you mean by there just now?"

Chi Yu: "Where I parked my car."

Gu Yuan didn't observe the surroundings carefully at the time, and she just felt a little familiar at that time. Now that Chi Yu mentioned it herself, Gu Yuan couldn't help recalling it.Probably because the timeline is too far away, even if I recall carefully, I can't remember where it is.

She asked Chi Yu: "I don't remember, where is that?"

After asking, she heard Chi Yu's answer.

He says--

"That place is where you left Gushui Village and encountered a landslide five years ago."

"There," Chi Yu looked into Gu Yuan's eyes and said, "You are in danger."

After the words fell, Gu Yuan's face quickly turned pale.

Chi Yu's words quickly pulled her back into the blank space of her memory, and some memories that had almost faded quickly filled up the blank space like a flood, playing back in her mind in the form of flying around.

A downpour that night caused a landslide on the road section. On the way back from Gushui Village to Suicheng, she was sitting in the back seat, and Daoan was driving the car. The pouring rain of the Milky Way let her know the rain How terrible the situation is, and the big stone that fell and hit the hood was only a little bit fatal.

No wonder she always felt that the parking place was a little familiar, but she couldn't remember what happened there.

Now that the memory has been filled, Gu Yuan's face has become very pale.

It wasn't that she had lingering fears after five years, but that Chi Yu made her have to recall it again. He knew it, and he remembered it too... So, has he remembered everything?

... The thing she was most worried about happened.

Didn't Wen Fei say that he would never think of it back then, but now...

Gu Yuan looked at him in shock.

I saw a little smile on Chi Yu's lips: "You experienced life and death there, I thought you remembered it very clearly, so you almost forgot."

Almost forgot...

I almost forgot.

If you don't bring it up now.

But why did you bring it up!

Why do you remember it again! !

At this moment, Gu Yuan's face was slightly pale, and her lips and teeth trembled slightly when she spoke.And she slowly withdrew her hand holding the spoon, ready to put it back into the bowl.

Obviously that hand was holding a spoon, but Gu Yuan felt it was hotter than a stew pot filled with hot soup.

Facing Chi Yu's deep, dark eyes, her lips moved back and forth several times, every word was on her lips, but she couldn't begin to speak.

"Gu Yuan, what are you afraid of?"

With just one look, Chi Yu saw through all of Gu Yuan's disguises.

Just as Chi Yu said, Gu Yuan was afraid.

He still had such a cold and indifferent expression when the four eyes met, and he was looking at her with this expression and eyes at the moment——

After quickly looking away from his gaze, she put down the bowl and spoon, the slight redness between the thumb and index finger of her right hand showed how hard her fingertips were when holding the spoon just now.She calmed down the waves in her heart as soon as possible, but this time she didn't dare to look at him, but looked down at the oximeter on his finger and asked: "... What else do you remember? You have already remembered everything ?"

If she still doesn't understand what this sudden coma will bring, then she is really dull.

As if she wanted it, she heard him say:
"...I remembered that night in Sydney."

"The things you told me."

"Including, what you did to me..."

With his every word every sentence falls.

Gu Yuan's pupils trembled, she bit her lower lip hard, the part bitten by her teeth was slightly bluish white, it seemed that with just a little bit of force, it would bleed...

She still didn't dare to look up at him.

Cowardly and weak, he couldn't look directly into his hateful eyes after being deceived by her.

If there is hatred, that's okay.

But ruthless and desireless, cold and indifferent to the extreme, that is the most hurtful.

Chi Yu had a panoramic view of all Gu Yuan's emotional changes at the moment, and he saw her panic, evasion, cowardice, fear, and that trace of regret.He couldn't help thinking, did she really have regrets?After forcibly depriving him of his memory and turning him into another person, did she really regret it?
No matter how much he called for help, she was unwilling to save him.

Even backhanded him into the abyss.

"When I begged you not to send me away, did you ever soften your heart for a moment?"

she heard him ask.

She can answer.

However, no matter what her answer is, it doesn't make any sense. What she did can't be erased. The hurt she caused him is too deep. .

"Gu Yuan, why didn't you soften your heart when I begged you over and over again?"

"I said it's okay even if you don't love me, don't send me away, I don't want anything, I just want you not to send me away, let me stay... Why didn't you soften your heart at that time?"

"I finally came to your world because I committed suicide for you. I killed myself twice for you just because I desperately wanted to return to you."

"Look, once again I am still walking towards you firmly."

"But what about you...Gu Yuan, what did you do to me..."

You push me into the abyss.

You don't save me.

Every word Chi Yu said at this moment was played back again and again in Gu Yuan's ears so clearly.

I didn't realize it at the time.

Now Gu Yuan suddenly realizes what she did wrong.

When facing Chi Yu's despair, how she ruthlessly pushed him into the abyss regardless of his wishes.The words she persuaded herself were just reasons for officials to justify themselves so that they could feel more at ease.When she realized that she was terrible, she quickly comforted herself that it was only for the future. She was independent and stubborn that everything she did was right.

But she never cared about Chi Yu's feelings before doing these things.

Did she ask him if he wanted it?
Didn't ask.

She arbitrarily deprived him of everything.

Even just a few minutes ago, she hadn't realized what she had done wrong.

No matter in the parallel world, in this life, or in the next life, she is sorry for him and owes him too much...

"Then you, do you hate me?" Gu Yuan asked softly.Her nails were already sinking into the flesh, but she felt no pain at the moment.

Chi Yu pulled his lips: "If I say hate, will you be sad?"

Before Gu Yuan nodded, tears were streaming down her cheeks, and there was a trace of tears on her cheeks. Chi Yu couldn't see Gu Yuan crying, that way he would think that he had made a huge mistake that could not be forgiven, which made her so sad .

He suddenly propped himself up, and stretched out the hand holding the oximeter to her cheek, trying hard to wipe away the tears for her: "Don't cry, Yuanyuan, don't cry."

Gu Yuan choked up and replied: "Okay."

He said, "Don't be sad."

Gu Yuan also said, "Okay, I'm not sad."

The tear stains were wiped away by him, he hugged her into his arms, even if he didn't have much strength, he tried his best to hug her with all his strength.

"Yuan, I miss you."

"I really miss you."

Gu Yuan felt that she was going to be out of breath, not because of how much strength Chi Yu used to hug her, but because of the guilt in her heart like a huge heavy weight on her body, making her breathless.

And Chi Yu was most afraid of Gu Yuan frowning, seeing Gu Yuan's painful expression at this moment, his heart ached faintly, a coma made him look like he had suffered a serious illness, and his face was still morbidly pale and weak.

What he said just now was not to express the hatred in his heart, but all his grievances.

He will not hate Gu Yuan, never will.

Even if she stabs his heart with a sharp knife, he won't hate her.

……

In Gushui Village, when Quan Jin and Chi Yu's consciousness hadn't overlapped for a few days, he repeatedly exchanged the identities of Quan Jin and Chi Yu.When he turned into Chi Yu, he knew everything, but when he turned back into Quan Jin, he didn't remember anything that happened.

He was slowly testing, and carefully perceiving everything at the moment.

He is really back.

When he realized that he would not be back for a long time, and he would still fall into a deep sleep after his consciousness faded, he was still afraid of such a situation, and even more afraid of being discovered by Gu Yuan.

He dared not tell her that he was back.

If she found out that he was back, would she be so cruel that she would risk everything to send him away?

she will!

Look, he is so determined.

But now why are you willing to say it yourself?
Because of the despair that the huge black hole swallowed him up in his coma and slumber, he thought that he had been sent away by her again.But when he woke up, he realized that everything in the dream was just a precursor, and everything hadn't happened yet.

She will always know.

When she found out, and one day when he was unprepared, the scene in Sydney would be repeated. Everything was too cruel to him, so why didn't he say it himself.

He fought hard, wanted to merge with Quan Jin, and didn't want to fall asleep again and again.

Finally, the two consciousnesses merged again.

It is no longer a separate individual, but has become the subject again. He is Chi Yu and Quan Jin, they are one person.

He's really, really back.

……

It was a sleepless night for Gu Yuan.

She was nestled in Chi Yu's arms, and his hands were on her waist, even turning over could make him subconsciously hug her tightly, for fear that she would disappear.The back of her head was resting on his chest, sometimes she looked at the moonlight outside the window, and sometimes she turned around to see Chi Yu's sleeping face.

He will wake up.

I don't know if it's because he's afraid that she will go away, or that she will push him into the abyss again when he is defenseless.

Gu Yuan wanted to comfort him many times, but it won't happen, never again.

But the words got stuck in his throat and he couldn't speak.

Promises are not just for words, and she no longer has the qualifications to say such promises.She needs to do it to make him feel at ease, so that he will not wake up again, and there will be no more disappointment and despair in his eyes.

When the dawn breaks, the sky in the far distance appears pale, indicating that there will be good weather today.

When Chi Yu woke up, there was still no one around.

When she left last night, he knew, he was awake at the same time as her, and he knew what she did.

Do you think that he fell asleep overnight to plan a better way to cheat and send him away?

Gu Yuan, you are really trying your best.

In fact, you don't have to send me away anymore, as long as I want, I will leave you forever, leave your world forever, and never set foot in your world again.

……

The ward is the best VIP ward in the hospital. After waking up, Chi Yu went to the bathroom. When he came out ten minutes later, he saw Gu Yuan standing outside the bathroom door.

She looked a little anxious, and when she saw him coming out, she calmed down a bit, and immediately asked, "What are you doing in there?"

When Chi Yu saw Gu Yuan, his surprise was only fleeting, and he replied calmly, "What can you do in the bathroom."

Gu Yuan explained: "I mean..."

Chi Yu interrupted her: "Have you figured out any new method?"

Gu Yuan was stunned, not understanding what he meant: "What?"

Chi Yu passed her by, went to the bed and sat down, Gu Yuan turned around and met Chi Yu's eyes.His face was still cold, but a smile was deliberately raised on the corner of his mouth, and he said to her, "Have you figured out how to send me away this time? Or, have you figured out how to lure me to Sydney?"

Gu Yuan: "..."

She heard a saying in the early years: Even if a heinous sinner becomes a good man, no one will believe that he will be a good person.

As far as the current situation is concerned, it is normal for Chi Yuhui to speculate that she will send him away.

"I……"

Before she could say anything, she was interrupted by Chi Yu's indifferent voice: "Gu Yuan, if you still want to do the same thing as before, you don't need to make such trouble, and you don't need to do it yourself, I will disappear by myself."

"I……"

She still didn't say anything, but was interrupted by Chi Yu's indifferent voice again: "Do you know how I came back this time? Because of my thoughts. Because of my thoughts that I desperately want to come back to see you." His voice was full of A self-deprecating smile: "In Gushui Village, every inch of land under my feet has my very important memories. It is said that touching the scene hurts, but my touching scene helped me break through my thoughts and bring my consciousness back. .”

Gu Yuan calmly looked at Chi Yu who was not so calm.

In this case, she has no reason to refute no matter what he says.

But there was one thing she had to remind him. She walked up to him and looked at his indifferent expression: "Let's discuss it, can you stop interrupting me all the time. You talk so much, but I can only say one word, can you let me say a few more words?"

Chi Yu thought she was going to say something, but was slightly taken aback after hearing this.

Then, he raised his head and looked at Gu Yuan with a confused look.

(End of this chapter)