aren't we in love

Chapter 13 Why do you want to compare with him?
The small party ended with the guests enjoying themselves.

Lu Yingqin also drank a lot, but he was abnormally sober.Yu Jiajia took his hand and smiled politely at everyone. At the end she lowered her head slightly and said, "Yingqin, I'm going to the bathroom, and I'm going to check on my brother. He's still throwing up. Don't worry."

Lu Yingqin didn't say anything and let her go.When Yu Dong was mentioned, he realized that Yu Dong was indeed drunk and went out several times on the way.

In fact, he didn't think that Cheng Duanwu would come so calmly, let alone that she actually agreed to Yu Dong's marriage proposal.He originally thought that an unreliable person like Cheng Duanwu would not look down on Yu Dong's stunned head at all.

He never seemed to look at her that closely.The short hair was pulled up casually, with a few strands hanging down, looking gentle and moving.Her eyes followed Yu Dong all the time, those eyes were as soft as water, she looked like an old-fashioned little daughter-in-law, she had a feeling that her husband was heaven, but that feeling could make people feel warm and make people want more get.Even Lu Yingqin was a little envious.

Compared with before, she is too silent now, except for whispering with Yu Dong, she hardly talks to anyone.She looked a little reserved, but tried to accommodate.Occasionally when Yu Dong brought her some food, she would smile back with a smile, with a slight curve without showing her teeth, but her eyebrows and eyes were curved, the corners of her eyes and brows were full of joy, and her long eyelashes fluttered like butterfly wings, agile and graceful. Beautiful, with a pair of sharp eyes that seem to be able to see into people's hearts.That natural expression made Lu Yingqin's hands tightly clenched into fists.

The current Cheng Duanwu seems to be different from the past Cheng Duanwu in every way, but it doesn't seem to be the case either. Lu Yingqin was clearly valued by her in the past, and she also followed him unreservedly, with the most affectionate gaze Looking at him, but in the past, why didn't he feel that there was anything worthy of people's attention?
Now, the object of her affectionate gaze has changed to another person, but he suddenly has some regrets.

He frowned and stared at her. In seven years, she has changed from a domineering little girl to a gentle little woman. She is enough to make a man dream about her.

But she has changed, she no longer loves him.

Lu Yingqin clenched his fist tightly, the blood all over his body rushed to the top of his head unexpectedly.He was very angry, and his eyes on Cheng Duanwu became fierce.

Didn't she say that she will only love him in this life?Didn't she say that he would not marry?Didn't she secretly give birth to his son?How can it be so easy to change your mind?

Thinking of her peach-blossom face when everyone made a fuss, he was even more furious.Why can she forget everything about the past?But he is still struggling with his memory?

Seeing Yu Dong holding her hand wearing the ring, he just felt that the ring was so dazzling.

Her hands are very white, with long fingers, and the small diamond ring complements each other perfectly. Everyone is congratulating her.That expression made Lu Yingqin want to tear it apart, he wished he could throw the ring out of the sky.

Yu Dong was fed wine non-stop all night long. He was honest, and he even stabbed at his brothers. Not to mention a few glasses of wine, he could swallow even poison without blinking an eye.

He vomited on the way, and Cheng Duanwu followed him worriedly. He smiled and left everyone holding Cheng Duanwu, his mouth was full of alcohol, and the cloudiness in his eyes couldn't hide his sincere eyes.

Cheng Duanwu let him hold him, gently wiped his face with a tissue, and complained softly: "Stupid, stupid, drinking so much wine and want to die?"

Yu Dong chuckled: "I can't die, I don't want you to be a widow."

"Again, nonsense."

Yu Dong was drowsy from drinking, his eyes were blurred, he held Cheng Duanwu's face, and said word by word: "Duanwu, I'm happy!" He paused, and smiled unabashedly, "I thought , you will regret it, but you don't. I'm happy, Dragon Boat Festival. I don't care about your past, or who lives in your heart, as long as you are willing to marry me, I will treat you well all my life."

Cheng Duanwu's throat was sour when he heard Yu Dong's confession, thinking that he was still heartbroken for Lu Yingqin just now, and suddenly felt like a wolf.

"Duanwu, I'm not as rich as Lu Yingqin, I'm not handsome, and I have a daughter, but my heart for you is absolutely true. It doesn't matter if you don't love me now, I can wait... ..."

Cheng Duanwu covered Yu Dong's mouth with her hand. Tears were already rolling in her eyes, and a strong sense of guilt flooded her body, making her blame herself, "Stop talking, I know everything."

Yu Dong was covered by Cheng Duanwu, he smiled, said nothing, just kissed Cheng Duanwu's palm tenderly.

The hot and humid feeling from his palm made Cheng Duanwu's whole heart burn.She just felt that the last trace of hesitation in her heart disappeared.

She said to herself: What is there to hesitate about such a man?

For her, it is enough.

Yu Dong really drank too much, and Cheng Duanwu and one of Yu Dong's brothers helped him to the bathroom in the end.

She has been guarding the bathroom door.After a long time, the man who followed Yu Dong came out and handed her the car keys, telling her to let the driver drive the car out first.Yu Dong drank too much and couldn't see the wind for a long time. Cheng Duanwu thought about it and went to the parking lot with the key.

Today, Cheng Duanwu felt nervous, and drank a few glasses of wine with a certain degree of alcohol, which made her head feel a little heavy even though she is not good at drinking.Walking out of the hotel, the cool night breeze blows, and her head gradually regains consciousness.She wasn't used to wearing high-heeled shoes, so she walked a little slowly.She was about to turn a corner and go downstairs into the parking lot, but she didn't want to be grabbed by a pair of strong arms, and she was carried into the dark stairwell.The voice-activated stair lights turned on, and Cheng Duanwuyi lowered her head and saw a pair of men's hands, and the overwhelming familiar atmosphere almost overwhelmed her.She knows who it is, even if this person is turned into ashes, she can recognize it.

Seven years later, the posture in which he held her was still so strong that she did not allow any resistance.She just felt in a trance, and all the consciousness in her mind almost disappeared for a moment.

Lu Yingqin ruthlessly pushed her against the wall.With her back to him, her face and hands were pressed tightly against the wall, his strength almost squeezed the air out of her lungs, and she felt like she was about to suffocate.She was panicked and helpless, and she didn't understand why his embrace was so warm for such a cold-blooded man, so warm... She couldn't forget it in seven years.

Lu Yingqin exuded a terrifying hostility all over his body. His hand found Cheng Duanwu's hand forcefully, and his powerful palm covered Cheng Duanwu's hand, entangled with her five fingers rigidly.Cheng Duanwu wanted to struggle, but he couldn't.She just felt that Lu Yingqin was like a wall, one behind the other made her squeezed in between.

Cheng Duanwu finally woke up, and she yelled loudly: "Let go of me!"

Her scolding made the dimmed stair lights suddenly turn on again.The light was turned on in time, and Lu Yingqin, who had lost consciousness, suddenly woke up.The strong smell of alcohol in the air made Cheng Duanwu almost faint.

Lu Yingqin's whole body froze, Cheng Duanwu took the opportunity to slam back suddenly, Lu Yingqin lost his guard for a moment and staggered backwards.

Cheng Duanwu, who broke free from the restraints, was about to run out. Unexpectedly, Lu Yingqin's hand was faster, and he stretched out his arm quickly, and threw Cheng Duanwu to the wall with strong force. Cheng Duanwu's back slammed When he reached the wall, his shoulder blades were almost shattered.

Lu Yingqin leaned forward with a sneer, his eyes narrowed slightly, his eyes were so dangerous, "Where are you going? Cheng Duanwu?"

Cheng Duan was furious, "Let me go! What do you want?!"

Cheng Duanwu's voice was sharp, almost roaring, but Lu Yingqin didn't seem to care, and stroked her cheek with his hand like teasing a cat.

"Lu Yingqin, what do you mean by this now?! What do you want to do!"

Lu Yingqin lazily raised his eyes to look at her, took her hand for a while, and carefully observed the ring, "Such a small diamond, you sold yourself? It seems that Yu Dong is not doing well, Just pick up such a thing?"

Lu Yingqin's sarcastic eyes made Cheng Duanwu extremely angry.He can insult her, he can look down on her, but Yu Dong, such a good Yu Dong, why should he?
"No matter what, Yu Dong is better than you!"

"Yes!" Lu Yingqin snorted coldly, Cheng Duanwu's eager defense made Lu Yingqin even more angry, he laughed back in anger, and said coldly: "Like a fool, get drunk and drink when others persuade you to drink. Now What about people? Which toilet do you vomit in? Just such a man, is it worth you to pretend to be a chaste woman in front of me for him?"

Lu Yingqin's eyes swept away, and there seemed to be a knife in those cold eyes, which made Cheng Duanwu's heart ache.

"Yes, I'm mean. If I wasn't mean, how could I like you?" Cheng Duanwu raised her head slowly, her eyes were filled with ashes of despair, and she smiled coldly, "Lu Yingqin, a person like you is really amazing. I feel sad, how could I have fallen in love with you so cheaply before?"

Lu Yingqin was stung by the obvious regret in her eyes.Why does this ignorant woman draw his attention?Why does it make him feel unbearable?Why?
Why should she feel regretful?Didn't she stick it up at the beginning?After making a mess of his life, why should she feel regretful now?It shouldn't be her who should regret it.

He was so angry that he insulted her with the most vicious words, and almost blurted out: "Cheng Duanwu, what's the matter? You regret crawling on my bed now, don't you? Are you anxious to grab Yu Dong? You owe me that? What? Yu Dong Can you satisfy you better than me?" He said, clinging to her even more tightly, forcing her to look at him, leaving her nowhere to escape.

"Just that kind of man? Huh?" Lu Yingqin stared straight at him: "Is there anything better than me?"

Cheng Duanwu had never felt so hopeless, she no longer struggled, but just looked at the man in front of her coldly, they were so close that they almost smelled each other, his eyebrows and eyes were all deeply attached to her in the past.He has always been the winner who looks down on everything, so he can cruelly trample the loser under his feet, he kills him and pursues him, never giving anyone he hates a chance to fight back.

As he said, Yu Dong is inferior to him in everything, even he is simple and honest, he can't even push wine, but he is sincere, he is the warmth that Cheng Duanwu is lucky to meet in his life.

She smiled indifferently, and said almost wordlessly: "He may not be as good as you in everything, but he loves me. I don't want anything, as long as he loves me." She looked up at him almost ironically, "Lu Yingqin, why do you want to compare with him? Are you in love with me?"

(End of this chapter)