aren't we in love

Chapter 14 She Was Totally Wrong

Cheng Duanwu is not a smart woman, she had everything in the past, but she would only foolishly use all the rights bestowed by the Cheng family to imprison Lu Yingqin.Lu Yingqin hates her, hates her, she admits it, but now she has nothing, she exchanged blood and tears for "face the reality", isn't that enough?
The person she loved deeply in the past, he only treated her cruelly and sarcastically.All his tenderness is given to others.

She doesn't complain or hate, she just regrets, regrets her unfulfilling heart, why does she still have residual love for him so far?

To love someone, how humble do you have to be to know how to look back?Cheng Duanwu always asked himself repeatedly, but couldn't get an answer.

Yes, like everyone said, she, Cheng Duanwu, is a bitch.But what to do with her?If possible, she would really like to cut out her heart.She was tired of love, hated, and lived enough.But besides persevering, what else could she do?
Now she finally woke up, her rationality finally defeated her mind, she no longer longed for love, she only wanted stability in this world, and only wanted to find an ordinary man to live with.

Is it so, can't it?
Lu Yingqin had never seen such a cold and unfamiliar expression on Cheng Duanwu's face.Her eyebrows and eyes have become more and more beautiful under the honing of years, but her former vitality and wanton smile are no longer there.

She stared straight at him with awe-inspiring black eyes, and her slender body stood proudly. She didn't speak, but waited for his answer with bated breath.

Lu Yingqin frowned, he held Cheng Duanwu tightly, but he didn't know what he could say.

Cheng Duanwu's innocent expression made Lu Yingqin feel extremely embarrassed.He stared at Cheng Duanwu suddenly and gloomyly, his thin lips were tightly pressed, and strong anger burst out of his cold eyes.

Cheng Duanwu asked him: "Lu Yingqin, why do you want to compare with him? Are you in love with me?"

That insightful gaze made him a little shaken.He asked himself precariously: Lu Yingqin, what's wrong with you?Are you in love with her?

Like many years ago, I was forced to go to the movies with her, but sank in the dark theater, indulged myself and kept looking at her sideways, watching her fascinated by the movie , the brows, eyes and eyelashes are so calm and beautiful.She suddenly turned her head to look at him with tears all over her face, and he suddenly woke up, and immediately turned his head away in embarrassment and indifference.

It seems that since then, he has always shown a little bit of tenderness to her without knowing it. He was resentful of his loss of control, so he treated her more fiercely and indifferently, for fear that she would find out his shameful "secret".

Why?Why do you behave in such incomprehensible ways.He hasn't figured out the answer for so many years, he only knows that staying away from her can keep him normal and calm.But once she appeared, he went back to the past, and he felt a little helpless with himself.

He tightly hugged Cheng Duanwu's slender wrist with astonishing strength, and he didn't realize how out of control he was until Cheng Duanwu groaned out of pain.He woke up suddenly and let go of the weak Cheng Duanwu.Cheng Duanwu leaned against the wall like a lump of mud, just a punch away from him.

It took him a long time to sneer: "Cheng Duanwu, stop daydreaming."

Cheng Duanwu's chest tightened when he was reprimanded.She just felt that she was almost unable to stand still.She took a deep breath, trying to regulate her breathing, so that the absurd thoughts in her mind would dissipate quickly.

Although Lu Yingqin doesn't love her, she still understands Lu Yingqin's rebellion very well.She raised her head awe-inspiringly with a face full of destruction, and humiliated herself and him in a way that Lu Yingqin could not accept.

"If you didn't fall in love with me? Could it be that you are thinking about my broken body?" Cheng Duanwu tried hard to smile coldly, but there was a strange amorous feeling. She stretched out her hand and began to untie her windbreaker belt , the movements are extremely slow, and every frown and smile are so provocative.Her posture was lazy and charming, which almost made Lu Yingqin unable to restrain himself.

"There must be a lot of women who want to accompany Mr. Lu, right?" Cheng Duanwu said in a single word. The scene and the words made Lu Yingqin feel familiar.Lu Yingqin suddenly looked at Cheng Duanwu in disbelief. He began to wonder, is this woman in front of him really the Cheng Duanwu he knew?

As if time and space were dislocated, that morning full of complex emotions seemed to reappear.Cheng Duanwu's face overlapped with the girl's who didn't say a word that day.

Lu Yingqin stared at Cheng Duanwu's bright red lips for a moment, watching them open and close, "Mr. Lu has emotions, why should I not follow? I just hope that Mr. Lu can let me go, and treat such a lowly woman like me." I am afraid that even Mr. Lu himself will feel insulted if he has desires?"

She was obviously smiling, and her expression was so moving and charming, but her eyes were as cold as ice.

Lu Yingqin felt a suffocation in his chest, and bursts of cold air rose from his back and heart, and his whole body was too cold to be comfortable.

Cheng Duanwu's movements continued, her white fingers were unbuttoning the windbreaker one by one, the creamy skin under the khaki fabric gradually showed dew, Lu Yingqin felt his temples throbbing, as if there was a stick The invisible rope pulled violently, and Cheng Duanwu's movements, expressions and words were like invisible slaps, which made Lu Yingqin feel ashamed.

Lu Yingqin's face was stern, and there was a strong killing intent in his eyes, but Cheng Duanwu showed no fear.She was still moving, and suddenly, she pulled her hands, and the barrier covering her body suddenly opened.

It was a carcass that could make a man's eyes shine. With a slight movement of Lu Yingqin's body, he was almost attracted by the extremely fragrant beauty in front of him. Wake up in the state.She said almost casually: "Isn't that why Mr. Lu brought me in? Please hurry up, we don't owe anything after we're done."

"Presumptuous!" The flames in Lu Yingqin's body finally flared up violently.He glared at Cheng Duanwu, almost tearing her to pieces!
"Pa—" In a rage, Lu Yingqin slapped Cheng Duanwu's face hard with almost no control.Cheng Duanwu was so shaken by him that he fell to the ground.

Just when Cheng Duanwu staggered and was about to fall to the ground, Lu Yingqin pulled her up again.Cheng Duanwu curled up and hugged his shoulders almost instinctively, subconsciously wanting to protect himself.But how could she match Lu Yingqin's strength?She was too thin, her neck was white and slender, Lu Yingqin's hand was on her neck.He could wring her neck almost effortlessly.

His eyes were full of bloodthirsty coldness, "Cheng Duanwu, I warn you, don't mess with me! Don't think that provoking me is useful. I can't even use my little finger against you. You are not qualified to fight with me!"

He threw Cheng Duanwu violently angrily, and the disheveled Cheng Duanwu suddenly fell to the ground, in a panic.She raised her head slightly, stared straight at Lu Yingqin, and smiled coldly at him.

That smile made Lu Yingqin feel glaring, he wanted to go up and tear her face to pieces.But he couldn't bear to see Cheng Duanwu collapsed there without any resistance.

The red palm marks on her face and a stretched mark on her neck are particularly eye-catching on her white jade-like skin.He gripped his palm with some regret, he seldom touches people, let alone women.These are things he has never done before.

He didn't know what was wrong with him, as soon as he got involved with this woman, all his rationality disappeared, and he couldn't control himself when facing her.He couldn't believe that even though he was so humiliated and sarcastic by her, he still wanted her so much.

He gave Cheng Duanwu a hard look, gritted his teeth and said, "Cheng Duanwu! You're doing well!" and walked away.

He didn't want to stay for a moment, he didn't want to see her again for a moment.

He was afraid, afraid that the next second he would go up and hug her uncontrollably.

As she said, it was an insult to him to desire her.He can't, absolutely can't.

Cheng Duanwu didn't move for a long time after Lu Yingqin left, and she held back her tears when Lu Yingqin was around.But at this moment, in the darkness all around, her tears finally fell down uncontrollably.

Hot tears slid down his cheeks, where Lu Yingqin had slapped him, and it hurt hot.She wiped the blood from the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand.

Her face hurts, but no matter how painful it is, there is no pain in her heart. It's like gouging out flesh. She is so hurt that she can't even breathe.

She resented, resented that she was so worthless, and in this world, she still couldn't completely calm down. For Lu Yingqin, she loved and hated Lu Yingqin vaguely.

How could he be such a person in the past, although he was indifferent, he was a full-fledged gentleman, whenever she went out with her, when she saw beggars and tramps, she would take out her wallet and give money.He loathes her so much, but he will always wait, and even look at those homeless people with pity.Later, he became such a moody and violent person, which was also inseparable from her coercion.

Is he wrong?He's not wrong, he just doesn't love her.

But what about her?She was so wrong, so wrong, just because she loved him?

Love, sometimes really is the cruelest knife, twisting people's flesh and blood, but still obsessed with no regrets.

Yu Jiajia kept sending Yu Dong to the car before suddenly realizing that Lu Yingqin and Cheng Duanwu, who had gone out earlier, had disappeared together.She couldn't talk herself out of thinking about it.

No matter how magnanimous or self-deceiving, Lu Yingqin's stare at Lu Yingqin's eyes at today's banquet could not be ignored by Ren Yu Jiajia.Lu Yingqin's almost weird attitude towards Cheng Duanwu finally completely confused her.

She didn't want to admit it, but she had to admit that Lu Yingqin's attitude towards Cheng Duanwu was no longer as simple as "hate".

She searched around like headless flies, and finally saw Lu Yingqin at the emergency exit at the corner of the elevator.

Yu Jiajia was wearing high heels, and the sound of stepping on the ground was not small, but Lu Yingqin didn't seem to hear it at all.

He slammed the wooden door of the emergency exit hard, but he who was about to leave quickly stopped for some reason.He frowned tightly, full of hostility all over his body.Yu Jiajia was a little curious. There was a large decorated porcelain vase in the corner where she was standing just blocking her figure. She stood still and looked at Lu Yingqin holding her breath.

At this moment, Lu Yingqin's eyes were exceptionally penetrating, dark and dark, with bright whites.In those eyes, there was an almost frighteningly naked remorse.

Distraughtly, he took out the cigarettes from his pocket, but he couldn't find the lighter after searching for a long time.He threw the cigarette on the ground angrily, and stepped on it vigorously with his feet, and he didn't stop until the cigarette shattered.He flicked his forehead hair angrily, that gesture was both familiar and unfamiliar to Yu Jiajia.

The Lu Yingqin she knew almost never had such a panicked expression.He stood there for a while, and then strode away with a final spat.

He left for a long time before Yu Jiajia dared to walk towards the door she had been curious about for a long time.Before she got really close, she could already hear the soft sobbing of the woman inside the door.Her heart skipped a beat.She was all too familiar with this voice.

It's Cheng Duanwu.

Her whole body seemed to be doused with cold water from head to tail. Yu Jiajia had never been so helpless since she was a child.

She stood silently at the door until the crying inside the door stopped.

Until, the person inside the door came out.

(End of this chapter)